Mag-log inNoah found an empty bench under a tree near the west wing—far enough from the main courtyard that most people didn't bother coming this way.
He dropped his backpack and sank down, heavy and tired. His back still hurt from where Liam slammed him into the table earlier. Whispers and sideways glances kept swirling in his head. And underneath all that mess, one thought kept nagging at him since lunch. I really need a tutor. Noah yanked out his wrinkled schedule and stared at it. English. Calculus. Chemistry. He was behind in all of them. His old school was packed and broke—teachers tried, but when forty kids shared a room and half the books were missing pages, “best effort” didn't count for much. Here, everyone talked about AP classes and college apps like it was obvious. Like there was some handbook they all got and he never did. He didn’t know how to keep up. And if he flunked just one class, the scholarship disappeared. Then it’d be back to the old apartment. His old high school. Watching his mom work herself raw just to pay bills. He wasn't letting that happen. Noah shoved the schedule back into his bag and stood up. He’d figure something out. He always did. He walked home, as soft-footed and slow as he felt. The place was dead quiet when he stepped inside. His mom’s work shoes were gone from the rack. Another night shift. She’d left him a note on the counter: Dinner’s in the fridge. Don’t stay up too late. Love you. He heated leftovers—stir fry, he guessed—and ate standing at the counter, staring across their small, tidy apartment. Two bedrooms. Tiny kitchen. Always clean, because his mom made sure of that. After dinner, he showered, pulled on sweats, and crashed onto his bed. Phone buzzed. Joe: hey you okay? Noah: yeah. you? Joe: tutoring went fine. guy’s pretty good actually Noah: good He hesitated, then typed: Noah: i think i need a tutor too. i'm behind in like everything Joe: oh for sure you do Joe: i'll help you find someone tomorrow. we'll figure it out Noah: thanks Joe: np. sleep well Noah dropped his phone and lay there, eyes on the ceiling. One year. He could slog through one year. Next morning, Joe met him outside homeroom, grinning with a paper in hand. “Okay,” Joe said, unfolding a crumpled page scrawled with names. “I asked around. A few tutors take scholarship kids. We just need one that fits.” “Fits how?” “Times. Money. If they're even available.” Joe frowned at his paper. “Let’s try this guy first—Mark Chen. Library after school.” So they hunted Mark down at lunch. Mark was a senior, glasses sliding down his nose, pile of textbooks that looked like a weapon. “I do group sessions,” Mark said, eyes glued to his notebook. “Tuesdays and Thursdays. Twenty bucks a session.” “Can I get in?” Noah asked. “Group’s full. Started two weeks ago. You’d be too far behind.” “I can catch up.” Mark looked at him for the first time, flat and honest. “No offense, but if you start now, you won’t. AP level. You’d slow everyone down.” Noah clenched his teeth. “Got it. Thanks anyway.” They walked off. Joe studied his list. “Alright. Sarah Lin. Good at English.” Sarah sat in the courtyard with her friends, smiling politely as Joe explained. “I’d love to help,” she said. “But I charge fifty an hour.” Noah stared. “Fifty?” “I’m pretty full, so it’s a premium.” She shrugged, friendly but firm. “Most of my students see their grades jump in a month, though.” “Right,” Noah said quietly. “I’ll… think about it.” They drifted off. Joe glanced over. “You okay?” “Yeah.” But he wasn’t. They tried three more names. One was out of time, another only took seniors, and the last wanted seventy-five an hour and didn’t bother with underclassmen. By then, Noah’s head throbbed. He wanted to bail. “Let’s just eat,” Joe said quietly. They got food from the cafeteria. Noah barely tasted it—he kept doing math in his head. How much he had from summer work, what textbooks would cost, what his mom needed for rent. No room left for tutors. No room for slipping up. In the middle of lunch, Joe stopped talking about history. Noah looked up. Liam Knox walked right past their table. Didn’t look at them. Didn’t even flinch. But Joe stiffened, eyes following Liam across the cafeteria, like he couldn’t help it. “Joe,” Noah said. Joe jerked, snapping his attention away. “What?” “Stop.” “I wasn’t—” “Yes. You were.” Joe flushed, poked at his sandwich, and sighed. “He’s... hard to ignore.” Noah didn’t answer. What could he say? Lunch finished, they headed for the door. The cafeteria was loud and wild, voices rolling everywhere. Halfway to the exit, someone stepped in front of Noah. He stopped. Jay Vale. Hands deep in his pockets, face unreadable as always. “Carter,” Jay said. Noah blinked. “Huh?” “I’ll tutor you.” The cafeteria didn’t exactly go quiet, but everyone nearby turned to watch. Noah stared. “What?” “You need a tutor. I’m offering.” “Why?” “Does it matter?” “Yeah, it does.” Noah crossed his arms. “Why would you help me?” Jay cocked his head, appraising. “You think I’m doing this out of kindness?” “I honestly have no idea why you're talking to me.” “It’s not free,” Jay said. Noah’s gut twisted. “Of course. How much?” “Not money.” “Then what?” Jay’s eyes didn’t move. “You’ll help me train.” Noah snorted. “Train? I don’t know crap about hockey.” “I’ll teach you.” “I don’t care about hockey.” “Then watch. Doesn’t matter. But you’ll help.” “I don’t need your help.” Jay didn’t flinch. “Yeah, you do.” Before Noah could say another word, Joe grabbed his arm. “He’ll think about it,” Joe cut in. Jay looked from Joe back to Noah. “Tomorrow. Fourth floor library. After school.” Then he walked off, done with the conversation. Noah rounded on Joe. “Why’d you say that?” Joe pulled him toward the exit. “Saving you from yourself.” “I don’t—” “Noah.” Joe stopped and faced him. “You realize how wild it is for Jay Vale to offer anything? He doesn’t do this. Ever. He’s like… the top kid in our class.” “So?” “So, don’t be an idiot. Try it. He wants you to help him train. You can figure that out.” Noah scowled but didn’t argue. He hated when Joe was right. They walked in silence, until Joe finally said, “Jay doesn’t do stuff without a reason. If he’s helping you, he’s getting something out of it.” “That’s what I’m afraid of.” “Maybe it’s fine.” “Or maybe it’s not,” Noah muttered. Joe didn’t push back. They reached the gate. Joe hopped on his bus, Noah hiked toward home. Halfway there, Noah’s phone buzzed. Unknown number. Unknown: Fourth floor library. 4pm. Don’t be late. Noah stared. "How did Jay even get my number?" He shoved his phone back in his pocket and kept walking. "I'm going to kill Joe for giving him my number." He just had to get through this year. Even if that meant making deals with people like Jay Vale.They headed for the river path.No reason, really just the kind of morning that didn’t have a plan but wanted air and movement.November had stripped the trees. The river was black and restless.They walked without a hurry. Sometimes their shoulders brushed. Sometimes not.“How’s your dad?” Noah said.Jay didn’t answer right away.“He’s working on things. Slow.” Jay watched the river. “He came to a session at camp.”Noah looked at him.“I didn’t know he was coming. He just—showed up. Sat in the viewing area.” Jay shrugged. “I only found out afterward. One of the other players mentioned the guy sitting alone in the back.”“What’d he say?”“He texted me that night. Said it was a solid session.” Jay paused. “Said—I looked like I was enjoying myself.”Noah took that in.“Were you?”Jay nodded. “Yeah. I was.”“Did you tell him that?”Jay watched the water. “I thanked him for coming. That’s as far as it went.” He shrugged. “It’s slow. But it’s something.”“Yeah,” Noah said. “It is.”They wa
Noah’s mom was still up.There was a thin line of light under her door when they climbed the stairs. You could hear her moving around in there not making a show of it, just doing whatever she did at midnight.Jay paused in the hallway, staring at that sliver of light.Noah watched him, watching it.Then Noah knocked. Two soft raps.A pause, and then: “Come in.”She sat on the edge of her bed, still dressed, a book open in her hands. When she saw Jay in the doorway, her face shifted slightly. She had this way of accepting things without making them into a big deal.“Jay,” she said.“Hi.” His voice was quiet, careful. He glanced at the clock. “Sorry, it’s late.”“It’s not late for me.” She folded her book closed. “You drove three hours.”“Yeah.”She stood, and Jay looked ready to start explaining probably to tell her he didn’t need anything, the usual apology. She just lifted her hand, a small gesture, and walked to the kitchen.She was gone for only a couple minutes. Came back with a g
The winter social landed on a Thursday.Room fourteen had been planning it for weeks, and you could tell but not in a way that felt showy or forced. It just felt like someone had actually spent time thinking about who’d show up, about what the space should feel like for them.The hall looked unlike itself. The chairs were grouped in clusters. Someone had managed to find warm lighting. Music played present, but not shouting for everyone’s attention. There was a table near the entrance stocked with whatever people might need without realizing it: water, a spot for your coat, something to eat while you figured out where to stand.Noah got there early.Not because he was part of planning he wasn’t. But Joe was, and that was enough reason to come early.So he hovered near the door and watched people arrive.He saw how they paused, right at the edge how surprise made them hesitate, then something in the room made them relax a little.Joe was toward the back, talking to a nervous-looking fir
November showed up quietly.Just a change on the calendar, colder mornings, and the kind of early darkness that felt like it was hurrying somewhere else.Noah spotted it on his way to school. Shadows stretching longer, sunlight hitting sideways. People wearing heavier jackets, though nobody decided all at once it just happened.Joe waited for him at the corner."Cold," Joe said."Yeah."They walked.Room fourteen had been taken over by winter social planning.Noah noticed, not because Joe mentioned it nonstop, but because Joe now carried a second notebook. It was small, dark blue, and separate from his school one.Joe didn’t say anything about it. Noah didn’t ask.But during lunch on Tuesday, the dark blue notebook sat open next to Joe’s tray, showing a sketched floor plan main hall, tables set up not in rows, but clusters."Cluster seating," Joe said, catching Noah’s look."Instead of rows.""Rows are for lectures. This is supposed to be a social." He angled the notebook so Noah coul
Friday afternoon.Noah had no practice. Rivera gave everyone the day off—“your bodies have worked. let them consolidate.”He walked home by himself for once. Joe was in room fourteen; Marcus was doing something with his family.The city felt like Friday. People trickling out of work early. At the pub on the corner, folks were already standing outside, hands curled around pints even though it was cold.October ended tomorrow.He’d felt October wrapping up the way you notice the end of things when they start to matter.He stopped at the corner where usually he and Joe split off. Stood there, not in any rush.Three weeks and four days.He hadn’t tried to count, but it had just stacked up a number that got sharper as soon as you noticed it was there.He kept going.The apartment was empty and warm when he got home. His mom had left the heating on her Friday ritual, a tiny quiet act of care.He dropped his bag.Made himself tea.Sat at the kitchen table.Didn’t open his essay. Ignored his
Someone had zip-tied a little plastic skeleton to the student council notice board, right up in the corner a cheap one, bright white with joints that rattled every time the front doors swung open. There was a ribbon threaded around its ribcage, matched perfectly to the school colors. Underneath, in Emma’s sharp handwriting:ELECTION RESULTS THURSDAY.On Monday morning, Joe just stood and stared at it.The skeleton clacked softly in the breeze.Noah wandered up and clocked it. “That one’s yours.”“The skeleton?” Joe squinted.“The writing.”He glanced over again. “Ribbon was my idea.”“School colors touch?”“Emma’s idea. She says it ups visibility in the last week.”“She’s right, you know.”“She’s always right.” Joe slung his bag higher. “It’s both helpful and a little exhausting.”They headed to homeroom, nothing else to say.Halloween hit on a Wednesday that year, which meant Tuesday felt like one long pre-party. People rolled in half-costume, half-uniform witch hats pulled tight, de
“Joe, wait up!”Joe stopped dead, doing his best not to spill the coffee. When he spotted his friend from chem jogging over, his grin came easy.“Got a spare?” she asked, eyeing the cups.“Sorry, these are—”“Joe.”That voice. No mistaking it.Every muscle tensed up. He turned around, slow like he
Noah stepped out of the shower and wrapped himself in a towel. The apartment felt more silent than usual. His mom was still at work, some late shift that never seemed to end on time. He threw on sweats and a shirt, collapsed onto his bed.His phone sat on the edge of the nightstand, blinking. He gr
Joe shoved his books into his locker, only half-paying attention to the footsteps coming up behind him. He didn’t need to look. Nobody walked like Liam did.Those heavy, confident steps the kind that sent people scattering before he even said a word.“Joe.”He froze, fingers gripping the locker doo
Jay read Noah’s essay without saying a word.Noah sat across from him, doing his best not to fidget. The library was dead silent, except for a page turning here and there. Afternoon sunlight spilled through the windows, making the dust hang in the air. Jay’s face was impossible to read.Finally, he







