Dreams - Part II

Will

I couldn't come up with a plausible lie to convince Nate that he couldn't meet my "mother-in-law". So at the appointed time, there I was, in front of his door, holding a bottle of French wine on one side and insecurity on the other. Before I ring the doorbell, the door is opened by a woman apparently middle-aged, with shoulder-length hair, round face and slanted eyes like mine. She smiles happily at me.

— You're punctual, I'm glad you came!

— Thank you! I brought this wine, I don't know if you like it...

Nate 's mom invites me in, and makes me extremely comfortable. She is so cheerful, affectionate, it's no wonder he talks about her time with great affection. In her speech, you can see how proud she is of her only child, and how much she must have struggled to raise him alone. The dinner was delicious, along with the conversation, I never smile so much at a family dinner, Nate 's mother told some of her son's adventures, and also told in detail, in an amusing way, how she received the news that her son would act in a BL, with that, he asks something.

— What do your parents think of all this? — I hear her question, stare at her, and my smile fades. But she seems to know something is wrong.  — Do they not accept your profession, or do they not know that you are acting in a BL series?

— Both. They never accepted the fact that I studied acting. I took the course hidden from them. I had to invent a lot of lies to get the role in the series. They know I'm acting, but they don't know the show is a BL drama.

— Have you tried telling them? — Nate asks interested.

— Not yet, I think I'll tell you when the first trailer comes out. They won't be able to stop me, the series will already be practically all recorded, they won't have anything to do...

— But would they stop you?

— I don't know if Nate has already commented to you, but my family has a well-regarded heritage in and out of the country, and money was never an issue in my family, so they could pay the severance pay and get me out of this project without that I knew. That's why I want you to find out when it's almost finished. I know it will be difficult, but so far they haven't found anything. 

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The conversation with Nate and his mother about my family dramas was very comforting. Your mother has given me a lot of advice about my parents, but I know I'm not ready to tell you yet. Nate invited me to play the fifth episode lines in his room. I confess that this did not please me much, as I have avoided any closer contact, but it seems that it is something inevitable at the moment.

— I think Wanchai must have some problem, it's not possible that he doesn't understand that Thirasak accepted the fake relationship because there is some love interest... It's not possible! What do you think, Will? — he asks me, I look at his room, and I remember the scene we recorded, when Wanchai meets Thirasak 's room . — What is it? You seem to pay more attention to my room than to me!

— It's just that I remembered when Wanchai met Thirasak 's room ... But don't worry, your room doesn't look like his. I say, and he smiles. —  I liked the decor, the miniature cars on the boards, your bed is not on the floor like his, the walls, the curtains and the furniture are all white. In Thirasak 's house it's all dark, when I read the novel I thought he was a vampire.

He and I burst out laughing. I think when we're done recording I'll miss our conversations, your laughter, your smile, your... Will , you better stop! He lies on the bed, and reads something from the script.

— This part is very sad, I don't know if I want to kill Wanchai , or kiss him.

I look at his face, he looks thoughtful, and I'm extremely lost, I think I'd better go away. I avoided him for a while, and now I'm here in his room, and he says something like this, my confused head can't take it. Before I do anything, he anticipates.

— Will, look at this!

— What? — I say and he pulls me down next to him. What the hell, Nate , you don't cooperate! I lie down and face him. ' What's so interesting? '

— Wanchai 's line , he says he's going to hit on the girl, but he's realizing that Thirasak is bad for him, and...

As he talks about his outrage at my character, I stare at him. His face is inches from mine. Wow, how handsome he is! Your mouth is beautiful, it looks so kissable ... Stop it, Will! My heart is beating wildly, he stops reading the script and his beautiful eyes look at me with curiosity, I feel an uncontrollable urge to kiss him, he is stronger than me, I bring my hand to his face, and I caress him, he looks at me scared. Maybe this could be the perfect time for a kiss? I don't know, but before I make a move, we're surprised by someone who enters the room without knocking.

— What's going on here?