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030. Not his best moment
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Break Me Apart (MxM) 031. Just one night, officer.
JAYCE BECKETT This is one heck of a house. I had no idea how many corners I had to turn and how much farther I had to walk before I could get to Renato's goddamn study. The villa was enormous – and I thought Cole's father's house was massive when I first visited. Back then, I believed it was the largest house in all of New York. But after walking for a solid ten minutes and still not reaching Renato's study, I could confidently say that his was the biggest house in the entire city.It was already late, and instead of searching for Renato to retrieve my phone, I probably should have headed home. But the uncertainty about what that bastard was using my phone for, and whether he'd seen my chats with Chief Strand, made me determined to see him at all costs. I paused in front of a tall double door – the same one the girl said led to Renato's study. "Who the fuck hides their study this far away?" I grumbled, raising my hand to knock on the door. However, I hesitated when I heard a cras
Last Updated : 2025-04-13Break Me Apart (MxM) 032. Have sex with me
RENATO MARINO Was I pathetically lonely? Or did what happened today mess with my head so much that I can’t think straight anymore? Or maybe it was the fact that I went on a six-hour drive, only to turn back around when I saw my brother entering his apartment with some random guy clinging to him like a fucking leech. The thought of my nephews being in danger, while my brother was busy enjoying himself without a care in the world, made me so mad I could've walked over there and put a fucking bullet in his head. Yet, I had turned my engine back on and drove off like the fucking pussy I was. I was mad – no, that's an understatement. I was fucking infuriated! When I got back home, I was boiling over with anger, and all I wanted was to check on Jayce, hoping his familiar face would somehow calm me down. But instead of soothing my fury, he only intensified it, making me feel even angrier. Chocolate had handed me his phone, and inside, I found a chat he'd been having with a fe
Last Updated : 2025-04-14Break Me Apart (MxM) 033. Unromantic sex
JAYCE BECKETT I was sexually frustrated. And It was messing with my head. My fucking sanity. It hadn't even been that long since I last had sex with Cole, so why was I getting turned on just by having Renato's hands around my throat, cutting my airway? I should be irritated. Having Renato Marino, a disgusting criminal, running his tongue over my Adam's apple and sucking roughly on my neck should be repulsive. Yet... It did not irritate me! Not even in the slightest. The feel of his erection, digging an invisible hole into my stomach as he pressed me hard against the sofa with his full weight pressing hard on my body, made me feel something I had never felt for anyone before. He said he wanted to have sex with me, and every logical person, especially a law enforcement officer like myself, should be offended by that offer. But maybe I had lost my morals because I actually wanted to do this. Even if he hadn't proposed giving me his information every time we had sex, I
Last Updated : 2025-04-15Break Me Apart (MxM) 034. Fuck me like your enemy
RENATO MARINO Fabric fluttered to the floor as Jayce carelessly discarded his clothes, and I shot him a disapproving glare. His fingers trembled slightly as he hooked them together, his intense gaze locked on mine. I hated mess, and my initial instinct was to scold him for the scattered clothes, to tell him to pick them up, fold them neatly, and place them on the table. However, as my eyes involuntarily drifted to his groin, I saw his erection straining against his navel, and my annoyance melted away. The mess on the floor was forgotten.As I gazed at Jayce, his chiseled physique struck me like a masterpiece. The sculpted lines of his abdomen seemed almost otherworldly, beckoning me to reach out and explore every contour. My fingers itched to wrap around his waist again, to feel the warmth of his skin and the definition of his muscles. I yearned to trace the curves and ridges of his body with my tongue, to commit every detail to memory and savor the sensation of his presence.Inst
Last Updated : 2025-04-16Break Me Apart (MxM) 035. You're an animal
JAYCE BECKETT I felt betrayed by my own body as my ass chased after Renato's cock when he pulled out of me,It had barely been half an hour when Renato first sank his monster cock into me, and I was already adjusting to the sensation of his thick cock filling me up. The empty feeling I felt when he pulled out made me crave more."Aargh!" I groaned, letting out a wall shattering scream when he slammed right back into me.Like a needy slut, I took it all, every angry thrusts and harsh strokes just like a junkie who can’t help it.Renato let out a deep grunt, flipping me over so I was now on my back, legs wrapped around his waist. He kept thrusting his cock inside me and a shameless moan spilled out of me. His intense eyes remain on mine as he ruthlessly drive into me like a damned beast.He was watching me. I had always liked observing but being observed by a sexy criminal had never felt so good.Not when Renato looked at me like he can’t get enough of me. Like I was the center of his
Last Updated : 2025-04-17Break Me Apart (MxM) 036. Kiss me goodbye
JAYCE BECKETT It feels good.Feels so fucking good."I'm close." Renato groaned, sucking my throat, his body trembling against mine.Or could it be my body trembling against his?The fucking lost some of its edge, too, and when he reached between us to get me off, I trembled from the force of my orgasmic cry.“Fuck! So sexy!” he repeated over and over as his cum poured through me, painting me, using me as its canvas.Renato climbed off me, and I moved to my stomach, feeling betrayed by the moon that basked in the glory of the darkness. I never noticed the moon was out and glowing until I was coming down from the high of my release.Renato returned with a warm washcloth, praying for strength when he spread my sticky thighs to see me covered in his semen. The rag dragged from my testicles to the top of my cleft, getting rid of the evidence of our intimate.Renato must have enjoyed cleaning me so much that he couldn't help but play with my entrance. I might have been a slut in my past
Last Updated : 2025-04-18Break Me Apart (MxM) 037. What happened to Curtis?
JAYCE BECKETT My entire body ached like a bitch, and if I hadn't lost my damn mind, I wouldn't have even thought about driving this late at night in this conditionIt wasn't until I walked out of Renato's building, got into his Bentley, and started the car that I realized my body was trembling, my head hurt, and I couldn't even open my eyes fully. I felt... Dizzy."Shit!" I groaned, grabbing the side of my face to soothe the ache, but that only seemed to worsen the pain. "Fuck! Maybe I should have just listened to that girl and rested for a little longer." I grunted, shook my head, and immediately regretted it.I clenched my fist around the steering wheel and drove out of the compound, which was ridiculously too big for any villa to have. It was still dark, and even though I hadn't checked the time yet, I knew it wouldn't be anything less than three in the morning.The drive through the private road was in total silence; the only sound I could hear was the heavy throbbing in my he
Last Updated : 2025-04-19Break Me Apart (MxM) 038. Be my husband
JAYCE BECKETT I waited anxiously for Cole to tell me what was going on. I couldn't even recall when I stood up from the couch and crossed over to where he was sitting.His eyes were pinned on mine, looking at me with that guilty look that made my heart beat so fast I was afraid I was going to go crazy if he didn't start speaking.Thinking of the past few hours I had spent away from home, away from my only family, I felt like banging my head against the wall.What if something had happened? What if Curtis suddenly had a seizure when I wasn't there? What if no one was here to attend to him in that moment? What if I should have come home straight immediately I woke up?But I was busy having sex with Renato Marino, my goddamn enemy, instead of coming home to Curtis."No!" I grunted, shaking my head frantically. "What if I hadn't been so foolish to get myself knocked out by that bastard in the first place?"I would never forgive myself if anything happened to that poor boy."Hey, hey." I
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Break Me Apart (MxM) 057. I'm going to do it
RENATO MARINO The drive was in total silence, the only sound you could possibly hear was the soft hum of Nikola's car. My breathing was shallow, and my heartbeat felt almost nonexistent. I shifted in my seat, a low grunt escaping as discomfort set in. My wounds throbbed, but I resisted the urge to scratch them. I raised my hand to my hair, flexing my fingers as I raked them through the strands."Fucking do something about your hair, it's disgusting!" Jayce's words echoed in my mind, and I let out a dry, humorless huff. As I recalled his comment, I couldn't help but think about the state of my hair. This morning, staring at my reflection, I'd noticed the tangled mess staring back at me. The once-white color had dulled, overgrown with roots and now more of a reddish hue. I wondered why I'd chosen white in the first place. It had seemed like a bold statement then, but now it just looked like a mess. "Talk about making a wrong choice," I thought to myself, shaking my head.“Another
Break Me Apart (MxM) 056. A new task
JAYCE BECKETT A throbbing sensation consumed me at first, but as I began to register my surroundings, I became aware of a cool cloth on my forehead, the gentle softness of sheets beneath me, and the warmth of a blanket covering me. I slowly forced my eyes open to see that I was in my room.The last thing I remembered was rushing home after a frantic exit from Renato's Villa, feeling like my life was falling apart. I'd walked into my living room to find Cole hunched over his laptop, typing away furiously as he told me something about applying for a marriage license. But I'd been too overwhelmed to respond, and the next thing I knew, I was slumping to the floor, blacking out completely. Cole must have carried me to my room."That fucker." I groaned, rubbing my eyes.BEEP.BEEP.The jarring sound of my alarm blaring ripped through the air, prompting a harsh grunt from me. I lifted my hand, first removing the damp cloth from my forehead, and then reaching for the annoying alarm on the
Break Me Apart (MxM) 055.
RENATO MARINO Lying around and healing? Not exactly my style. I'd rather get to work on the task that slimy Sasha had dumped on me. The clock was ticking – the new Don would be chosen soon, and I needed to move quickly. I slipped out of bed and padded silently around the guest room. I'd held onto the hope that Jayce would still be here when I woke up, but he was long gone. "That bastard," I muttered, wincing as I clutched my side. The guest room was spotless, and I couldn't help but notice the tidiness. The cleaner wouldn't have arrived this early, and Chocolate usually avoided morning visits to spare me the embarrassment of being seen naked. That left only one person – Jayce. "So, he cleaned up before ditching an injured guy? Classy move," I said with a mix of annoyance and sarcasm. If I'd known he'd bail as soon as he realized I was playing him, I wouldn't have said his name. And honestly, I wasn't even trying to play him in the first place. What I saw wasn't a lie. At f
Break Me Apart (MxM) 055. Marriage application
JAYCE BECKETT I was still desperately trying to dull the throbbing pain in my butt, but it seemed like an impossible task.Every twitch, every shift, every beat of my heart sent a fresh of agony through my butt. I can't remember how long this had been going on for. Whoever Aspen was, he was one strong bastard! I didn't think I could keep going, but each time, that bastard would groan and grunt, grumbling how Aspen was so strong enough to take him in for two days straight without stopping.Somehow, I was starting to doubt if Renato was only trying to convince himself that I was Aspen. Or maybe he already knew who I was and was doing this to punish me for impersonating his lover.I was literally dying. I hadn't exactly seen where people died from having too much sex but I was convinced I was going to become the first victim.I could feel Renato trembling against me, and just when I thought he had finally reached his limit and was going to cum, he pulled out of me. Making my eyes widen
Break Me Apart (MxM) 053. I know it's you
JAYCE BECKETT I was still desperately trying to dull the throbbing pain in my butt, but it seemed like an impossible task.Every twitch, every shift, every beat of my heart sent a fresh of agony through my butt. I can't remember how long this had been going on for. Whoever Aspen was, he was one strong bastard! I didn't think I could keep going, but each time, that bastard would groan and grunt, grumbling how Aspen was so strong enough to take him in for two days straight without stopping.Somehow, I was starting to doubt if Renato was only trying to convince himself that I was Aspen. Or maybe he already knew who I was and was doing this to punish me for impersonating his lover.I was literally dying. I hadn't exactly seen where people died from having too much sex but I was convinced I was going to become the first victim.I could feel Renato trembling against me, and just when I thought he had finally reached his limit and was going to cum, he pulled out of me. Making my eyes widen
Break Me Apart (MxM) 052. Are you really him?
JAYCE BECKETT “Are you ready for me? Because I need you badly, baby.” Renato murmured, giving my hole one last lick before coming up for breath.We had long moved from the table to the bed, and I must admit this bed was a little small for the two of us.But that made it even more thrilling. I loved the way Renato pressed against me like there was no other space for him but to invade my space.I removed my two fingers from my hole and tucked my hands behind my knees to keep me raised and folded in half, ass lifted in offering. I hadn't exactly loved the idea when Rebato asked me to fuck my hole while he suck my ass. But the moment my two big fingers slipped past the first ring and Renato's tongue followed, I felt like I had been stuffed full inside.“Fuck me. Now. And don’t stop,” I paused to breathe, staring at him with my teary eyes. “even if I beg you to, don't stop.”Renato lowered over me, the width of his body keeping me open, allowing my hands to roam free. He gripped the wide
Break Me Apart (MxM) 051. Better than before
JAYCE BECKETT It took nothing at all. No effort for Renato to say, “Baby. You are my heart.” I knew I shouldn't feel hurt, but it stung to realize Renato thought he was standing here with someone named Aspen, not me. I was the one pretending to be the person his heart longed for, yet the truth made everything feel hollow and bitter. The thought of Renato touching me, kissing me, wanting me, but seeing someone else's face in his mind and whispering another name made my stomach turn. It was a twisted, toxic dynamic, and yet, I couldn't help but crave it anyway. The disconnect between reality and his perception made my feelings for him even more complicated, tangled in a web of desire and resentment.I couldn't quite put my finger on what I was feeling inside. It wasn't like I had romantic feelings for Renato or wanted a relationship with him. We didn't share any meaningful connection that would warrant this level of emotional investment. Yet, hearing him bare his heart to someone
Break Me Apart (MxM) 050. Good boy
JAYCE BECKETT "What?" I choked on a laugh, staring incredulously at him. Was it really the medication that was causing him to act this way, or was Renato just messing with me? The look on his face was so sincere, so full of longing, that I couldn't help but wonder what was going on in that head of his. I searched his eyes for any sign of joking or teasing, but all I saw was a deep, almost desperate yearning. It was unnerving, to say the least."I'm serious. Otherwise, I'm not taking that thing." He shrugged, a faint, almost-wry smile playing on the corner of his mouth. The smile didn't quite reach his eyes, but it softened the intensity of his gaze, making me wonder what was really going on behind that mask of seriousness."Fine," I breathed out, shaking my head at the absurdity of arguing with someone who was clearly not at their best. "It's my fault for waiting around. I should have just left you and gone home." I turned to grab the pills from the table, but before I could even
Break Me Apart (MxM) 049. Feed it to me
JAYCE BECKETT I rolled my eyes. Renato was different than I expected him to be when he was asleep and defenceless. There was a gentle, cute side that I never would have expected. If Renato was any other man, he would be perfect for me."What the fuck am I saying?" I chuckled, shaking my head as I watched him sleep. Chocolate came in here about three hours ago, telling me to prepare myself and I still didn't know what that meant.She said that was the doctor's words and she was the one who asked her to give me that package."I don't get it," I sighed, brushing a strand of his silver turned red hair off his face. "Do you seem to have strong sexual urge whenever you're sick? Everyone is acting weird."I made to stand up, to go check my phone for time because it seemed to be about time Renato take his pills.The doctor said to feed him the pills every two hours, and I must admit, it was damn hard to feed a sleeping man. "I can't believe I fed you medicine through my mouth." I chuckled
