Ayla
Today was the day I was finally eighteen. Happy birthday to me I guess. I don’t know I thought that I would feel different or that something would change, feel different but all I felt was sadness. Sadness because my family didn’t even bother to wish me a happy birthday.
What did I even expect, that they would ignore the fact that I was a disappointment for just one day, and tell me that they loved me? Yes, that was in act what I expected but turns pout that it wasn’t even possible. I was an Omega, a runt, a disappointment and that wasn’t ever going to change.
Today was also the blood moon event. I had to wake up extra early to join the other Omegas in setting up everything. The Blood Moon event was the only event that omegas were invited to. It was compulsory for every grown wolf from the age of eighteen, no matter your presentation to join the Blood Moon event, this was because this was the even where we were able to find our mate.
I was happy about that. There had been a feeling growing deep in my gut as this event drew near. Today would change everything for me. Hopefully, I would find my mate and then, we would live together. He would love me for who I am and we would be happy together forever. Back when I was younger, my mother used to tell me that the moon goddess never made mistakes, and even though she soon took back those words after I presented and called me a mistake ever since then, I still held on to those words.
So what if I was an Omega? We deserved happiness too. Besides if there was ever a pack without a single Omega, then it would be a disaster. I felt something hit me in the back of my head.
“Quit getting stuck in your head you idiot, we have so much to do”
It was Quincy, and she was looking at me with an impatient glare. I lightly bowed my head “I am sorry”.
We prepared all the meals and set them up, hanging all the decorations. I could hear the other omegas talking about how excited they were for the Blood moon event. I was equally excited but I had no one to share it with, everyone avoided me like a plague, the wolf less disgrace.
I got back to my little attic room once we were done setting everything up. “Things will be different after today” I muttered to myself like some sort of mantra. I was not just saying it I believed it. Once I found that person who was meant to love me, then my life will be complete.
“What is that?” there was a little box on my bed. I warily went to open it and I couldn’t hold in my gasp. It was the most beautiful dress that I had ever seen. The fabric was so soft. Who had left it here? I searched in the box and there was only a little note. Happy eighteenth birthday cub. This brought tears to my eyes. It was from dad. Only he ever did call me cub. He had remembered that today was my birthday. The dress was so beautiful, magnificent.
I took a shower and quickly put on the dress. I did not have a mirror, but I was sure it fit me perfectly. I did a little spin, I felt like a princess. I didn’t have any shoes and so I decided to go bare foot. Besides, all of this won’t matter when I finally find my mate.
The pack house was empty, everyone was already at the party and from the sounds that I hear, I was sure that the party was already in full swing. Walking to the venue, i tried my best to move past the packed bodies dancing. There were murmurs as I passed, “what is she doing here?” was the most common one but I didn’t care. I could see some pairs already, people had already begun to find their mates. The pure happiness in their eyes made a kind of longing feeling tug at my heart. I wanted this too.
I walked about aimlessly for a while. How would I even know when I found my mate? I didn’t even have my wolf so my senses were as weak as that of a human so I doubt- that’s when I smelt it. A scent so intense it took over my entire being. How mesmerizing. It smelt of smoked oud and dark amber, three was also here’s a trace of burnt cedar and cracked pepper and surprisingly enough under all these strong scents was a soft undertone of vanilla and aged parchment. How all these different scents were able to mix together t form something this magnificent was beyond me? The scents were overwhelming, but not enough to send me running but to keep me grounded, to consume me. “Mate” a soft voice said in my head startling me. But this wasn’t the time to focus on that I needed to find my mate.
I followed the ascent not paying any mind to anyone. I had to find my mate. I soon stood behind the source of the scent. He seemed to also be looking frantically for me. But when he turned my eyes widened, no.
Alpha Darius’s had a look of longing in his eyes for just a heartbeat before it quickly morphed into a look of disgust.
“The moon goddess must be fucking kidding me!” he spat and held me roughly by the hand dragging me outside. Sparks exploded on my skin wherever his hands touched but the rough manner in which he handled me was enough proof that u wasn’t getting any happily ever after.
“Stop please you can’t do this to me” I begged as he threw me roughly tot the ground. The party had come to a halt, and a crowd began forming around us, eager to know what I had done to piss off the Alpha. The music had turned off and all attention was now on us.
“You are a fucking mistake!” he growled.
Ayla“Congratulations Ayla you get to leave the room today. We are going outside” Thorne said and I looked up at him with a confused expression.I have been here for goddess knows how long without as much as a glimpse of the outside.I mean Thorne did not mistreat me per say, despite his fucking unpredictable mood swings and he always fed me if I was good, whatever that meant.But I think that is even worse than him being the typical heartless kidnapper and stalker that I know him to be now.This much was obvious though, he wanted something from me and he was just fattening the calf before the slaughter.My mind was racing with a lot of different possibilities of what he might possibly want from me. He said that I was the Moon born Alpha. I still had a hard time believing it.Hell I had no idea who my own parents were in fact and someone was telling me that I was practically going to aid a revolt against my will.But the question was… how?“Are you listening to me darling?” he asked w
Darius“You need to hear this” Romeo said to me.This was the first time that he had said a full sentence to me since Ayla was gone. Not that I had made myself available.I was a mess, everything was a mess and I feared that it would remain that way until I found Ayla.Christopher was basically the Alpha now, while I devoted all of my time, energy and resources into searching even the ends of the earth until I found Ayla. She was my mate, my woman and I could not live without her.Everyone had noticed how much of a toll her absence had taken on me, but no one anything about it could away. Because Leo was also greatly affected by the loss of his mate, he could snap at any moment.Romeo had invited his beta and Pack healer over to my pack and there seemed to be a reason why he wanted me to be a part of this meeting.It could be about finding Ayla and at this moment in time I was open to any options or theories no matter how bizarre they may sound and once I had a hold of that Nemo.Even
AylaI was so hungry.Ever since Thorne said that he was going to punish me by not bringing me any food, I had soon come to find out in the worst way possible that he was not joking. There was no way to tell the time but it felt like days had passed.There was no food or water, hell there wasn’t even any proper means of getting air because the doors and windows were locked.I had lost count of how many times that I had passed out and regained consciousness again.Val said less now, she was equally tired and doing anything to conserve her energy,I had tried to communicate with Darius but we had not been able to strengthen our mate bind yet and s the farther we were the less we could feel each other. And at this point in time I doubt that I could feel anything.Since when did feeling numb feel so painful? My ears perked up when I heard the annoying as fuck sound of his heavy boots as he headed toward the room door.I was weak and cold and so fucking hungry so I just had to behave,I m
Romeo“Are you that worried about her babe?” Marlene asked running her hand through my hair. I glanced up at her with a frown “a hundred percent. Are you not?” I asked.She nodded her head “of course I am. She saved my life after all” Marlene said. Christopher added “all she… all we are trying to say is that you look a different kind of distraught. Almost like your limb is missing”I heaved a sigh, before coming up to look at them. “Ayla has always been family from the very moment we found her” I said.“You never told us the story of how you found her though” Marlene said.I smiled and bumped her use “well princess it is because you never asked” I said. She huffed “well I am asking now am I not?”“Actually the first person to find Ayla, was Olga the pack healer. She took her in when she fund Ayla half dead in the woods from the poison of the rogues claws” I said “at that time I was really skeptical and asked Olga why she dared welcome the enemy into our lands. She was a rogue herself
Ayla“Wake up Ayla, you have to wake up”Val’s voice was not even that loud but it was giving me a serious headache. I opened my eyes with a groan. Everywhere was pitch black.What the hell?I tried to stretch but I could not. I was stuck. That was all it took to snap the grogginess right out of me. What was happening? Where was i? The last thing that I remember happening to me was wanting to talk to Darius about the stalker and walking in on him and Larry kissing….Everything hit me all at once like a truck and the headache had returned. My hands and feet were cuffed together and so I couldn’t even move my body.“You have to reserve your energy little one so that we can get out of here”Yeah, Valkyrie was right. There was no way in hell that I was going to let myself get trapped here.I had to go back.Kevin would be waiting, oh goddess she would think that I broke my promised to her and ran away anyways. What of Romeo? And Darius would he be like good riddance and move on without me
DariusThere was absolute chaos.But nothing was compared to the raging storm that was going on in my mind. I could still hear it, the faint “help me” and it was driving more completely insane with worry. I could not even breathe properly.This was all my fault.“You fucking asshole!” Romeo marched up to me and held me by the collar with one of his hands and lifted the other hand to punch me.“I told you that if you hurt her again I would kill you” his eyes were red, raging with fierce anger and it was all directed at me.I did not move away, I did not resist I did not even try to defend myself. I also hated myself at this moment, why did I let all of this happen.Why did I ever let things get this far with Larry, I saw the signs but I chose to ignore it instead.Why did I do that?“You can hit me. I am an asshole and I deserve every punishment” I replied.I had cried so much already when I could not find her.My father was dead and I could live with that no matter how much it hurt. I