(Ashโs POV)โFuck!โ I cursed so loudly while hitting the wall when I saw Freya come out walking away from my apartment. My feelings were raging violently. โFuck!โ I cursed again as if those harsh words could quell the fire burning in my chest. But the truth is, nothing can ease this chaos.I feel so angry and disappointed with everything that has happened. I feel so confused about the feelings I feel right now. My desire to be closer to Freya drives me crazy. The feeling grew more and more every time and became bigger until it was difficult for me to bear.The desire to keep seeing her, the jealousy when I saw her with another man, and my greed for wanting Freya only to be mine.I clenched my fists, feeling my nails dig into my palms. I know she still loves me, there's something in her gaze that tells me that. But every time she pulled away, and rejected me, it was like a knife to my self-esteem. And ironically, the further away she got, the stronger my desire to get her, at any cost,
(Freya's POV)My eyes widened in surprise when I arrived at Hazel and Violet's school and I saw Ash with them. He held my daughter's hand as if he was going to take them away.With panic and anxiety attacking me, I immediately got out of the car and ran towards them with my anger exploding. I felt so scared and pulled Hazel and Violet into my arms.โYouโฆ bastard, Ash,โ I hissed, โwhat are you planning to do to my Daughters?โI glared at him. I don't know what he wants to do, he shouldn't bother my daughters like this. Whatever the problem with me, I felt very angry that Ash dared to bother Hazel and Violet, let alone approach them at school like this."I'm not planning anything," Ash said in a calm manner."Then why did you come here and meet my daughters?!" I shouted angrily. I tightened my grip on Hazel and Violet's bodies.โMom, what's wrong? Why are you like this?โ Hazel asked. The expression on her face was frightened when she saw me angry.I swallowed my saliva hard and looked a
(Freya's POV)While in the car I felt so angry. When we reached the yard, I slammed the door as I got out of the car. Hazel and Violet who saw me felt scared and anxious. I glanced at them who were holding one doll each in their hands."Where did you get that doll?" I asked. I just realized they were carrying dolls."Handsome uncle gave it to us," Hazel answered.I rubbed my face with mixed feelings. I don't know the reason why Ash did this to my children, but I really felt angry.I knelt in front of Hazel and Volet and held their shoulders. โDidn't I tell you guys not to get close to him? Even if he came to meet you, you should ignore him and contact me directly,โ I said with a hint of anger in my tone as I spoke."But, that uncle didn't do anything bad..."โ...That uncle even bought us dolls,โ continued Violet, her voice sounding hesitant.I stared at them deeply, trying to suppress the emotions raging inside me. They didn't know anything about Ash's past, about how he had ruined my
(Freya's POV)I fell silent, unable to answer. My mind is heartfelt with chaos. Feelings of hatred, hurt, and frustration mixed together in my chest. How could he still dare talk about work after all this?"We have to come there to check and take care of ongoing projects," he continued in a serious tone. โYou can't run away from work, Freya. If you still have a professional attitude, you will come.โI clenched my fists, trying to contain the burning anger inside me. โI didn't have to come with you,โ I said, my voice sharper than I intended."But you have to, Freya," he replied firmly. There is no room for compromise in his voice. He had already decided, and for him, I had no other choice.I was about to open my mouth to reply when my office door was knocked, then opened slowly. Henry appeared in the doorway, his eyes immediately narrowed when he saw Ash standing over me. His face hardened, clearly showing deep dissatisfaction and worry. Henry knows who Ash is, and he knows how much it
(Freya's POV)โRee, please look after Hazel and Violet while I'm gone,โ I said to Reece. I felt a little uneasy because this was the first time I had left Hazel and Violet for a long time. I'm afraid something bad will happen to them, but I'm sure Reece can look after them well."Don't worry. I will look after them,โ Reece said as she hugged me tightly. โThey are safe with me, Freya.โ"Thank You. I'll leave them to you." I smiled, feeling a little relieved.I looked at Hazel and Violet who were standing next to Reece, holding the dolls that Ash had given them. Previously I had told them to keep the doll, but they protested and said that they liked it.โHazel, Volet, and Mommy went on a business trip for a few days. You guys will be with Reece for a while. Don't cause trouble. Listen to what she says; understand?โ I knelt before them.โWe understand, Mom,โ they answered with a nod. I hugged them before I actually left. I had previously asked Ash to wait for me at the airport and it was
(Ashโs POV)"What's this?" Freya asked when she saw me open the door to the only hotel room I booked.โThere are no more rooms leftใผโ"Then why didn't you tell me first?!" she snapped angrily. She shook her head in annoyance. "That's enough. I will look for another hotel. You can stay here if you want..." she said as she dragged her suitcase towards the elevator.I immediately confronted Freya quickly. I held her hand tightly. she immediately glanced at me sharply."Let go of me, Ash!" she shouted.โListen to me firstโฆโโListen to what?!โ she shouted, cutting me off. โYou should have told me that there were no other empty rooms here. We can look for another hotel that provides two rooms for us. And you just took a room for us to sleep in without asking my opinion first?!" she snapped. she glared at me sharply."Freya, I beg you. It's not what you think. This hotel is our sponsor, and they're completely out of rooms. We have no other choice."Freya didn't budge. "We could just find ano
(Freya's POV)I don't know what Ash was thinking until he ordered spicy food even though he can't stand spicy food at all. It makes me feel guilty when he can't even finish his food. But I didn't want to make that an opening for Ash to approach me. Because I know, everything he does is just a pretense.I sat on the edge of the bed and got ready to sleep, but I called Henry first because I promised to tell him when I got here. And I did it to see what Ash's response would be.This was the right time because soon Ash would come out of the bathroom because he had been in there all along."Hello, Henry," I said with a small smile even though he couldn't see it. "I arrived a long time ago and I'm sorry I just contacted you. "Because I was so tired and rested for a while before contacting you," I said honestly."No problem. Was the trip good?โ he asked from across the phone."Yeah, we had a good trip," I answered, trying to keep my voice calm despite my heart beating a little faster. I knew
(Freya's POV)In the morning, when we were preparing to visit the construction site, the atmosphere between us was still awkward. I couldn't ignore the lingering irritation from last night's events, and Ash didn't seem to be trying to make things better either. He just focused on his phone, not saying a word. I tried to remind myself to stay calm and professional, but every time I saw his face, my anger came back.When I arrived at the construction site, I was greeted with the sound of machines and workers busy with their respective tasks. That is the building that will be built as a result of the collaboration between us and me. While I was there, I tried to talk less with Ash and focused on asking the head of the management there about development."I hope you can stay focused, Freya," Ash said suddenly, without looking at me. His tone was flat as if he was just giving ordinary instructions. "Of course, I know what I have to do," I answered in a voice that tried to sound firm, even
(Freyaโs POV)โWow! You look so beautiful in that wedding dress, Freya,โ Henry's voice broke through my nervous thoughts as I stood in front of the mirror, adjusting the delicate lace on my off-white gown. His eyes gleamed with admiration, and I couldnโt help but blush under his gaze.I smiled softly, my fingers clutching the bouquet of flowers tightly. My heart pounded in my chest, but it wasnโt from nerves alone. There was joy, tooโa joy I hadnโt felt in years, a happiness that made my stomach flutter and my throat tighten with emotion. Henry stepped closer, his gaze still appreciative. โCongratulations, Freya. You and Ash truly deserve this happiness. I wish you both a lifetime of love and peace.โ โThank you,โ I replied, my voice barely a whisper. โIt means a lot that youโre here.โ I looked around the room, expecting to see his usual companion. โWhereโs Reece?โA chuckle escaped Henryโs lips. โHeโs with Ash, probably giving him some last-minute advice or, knowing Reece, a stern t
(Freyaโs POV)"Ash, where do you actually want to take me?" I asked nervously, the blindfold over my eyes heightening my senses.My heart raced, both with curiosity and apprehension. My hands twitched in my lap, wishing for some semblance of control. He had insisted I wear this dressโa beautiful, fancy gown that shimmered with every step I tookโand now, as we drove to an unknown location, I couldnโt shake the feeling that something extraordinary was about to happen."You'll like it," Ash's voice came from the driverโs seat, calm and collected as always. "We're almost there."I shifted uncomfortably in my seat, fingers gripping the smooth fabric of the dress. How could he be so nonchalant while I was over here, blindfolded and nervous? I tried to reason with myself. This is Ash, I reminded myself. But that didnโt stop my pulse from quickening.When the car finally stopped, I breathed out in relief, only to be startled again when Ash opened my door and took my hand."Careful," he said a
(Freyaโs POV)One week laterโฆ"We have checked the condition of your husband's left hand and it has improved, so today we will remove the cast," said Dr. Allen as he inspected Ash's arm. His voice was calm, and professional, but the news hit me like a wave of relief.I let out a breath I didnโt realize I had been holding. Itโs been a week since Ash was discharged from the hospital, and even though he had been coping well, the cast was a constant reminder of the danger he had been in. The sight of that heavy white plaster wrapping his arm had haunted me every day, a symbol of his pain โ and my guilt."Thank you, Doctor," I managed to say, trying to keep my voice steady.Dr. Allen nodded with a warm smile. "However, even though the cast is off, Mr. Ash should still avoid heavy lifting or putting strain on the arm for a while. Full recovery could take a bit longer, so be careful. No intense physical activities," he added, his gaze shifting to Ash with a knowing glance. Ash gave him a mis
(Freyaโs POV)โHenry, why didnโt you tell me you were coming?โ I immediately stood up from my seat when I saw Henry standing at the entrance to my office, a warm smile on his face as he stepped inside. My heart skipped a beat, a mixture of surprise and relief washing over me. Without thinking, I hurried toward him and threw my arms around his neck, pulling him into a tight hug.Henry returned the embrace, his strong arms wrapping around me, offering comfort in a way only he could. I closed my eyes for a moment, letting the warmth of the hug calm the turmoil that had been swirling inside me for days. After what had happened to Ash, Iโd been on edge, worried, restless. Henryโs presence was like a breath of fresh airโa brief reprieve from everything.โI wanted to surprise you.โ Henryโs deep voice rumbled in his chest, and I couldnโt help but smile as I pulled away slightly to look at him. His brown eyes were soft, filled with concern and something else I couldnโt quite place.โYou succee
(Freyaโs POV) "Are they asleep?" Ash asked as soon as I returned to the room. His voice, though low, carried that familiar hint of playfulness. He lay in bed, his left arm still in a sling, his eyes following my every move as I quietly shut the door behind me.I nodded, walking toward him. โYes, finally. Hazel wouldnโt stop talking about your promise,โ I said, sitting down on the edge of the bed beside him. โWhat exactly did you promise them, Ash? They were glowing with excitement.โA smile tugged at the corners of his lips as he raised an eyebrow. โI told them Iโd take them to the playground once Iโm better. Thatโs all.โ He shrugged, as if it were the simplest thing in the world.I sighed, shaking my head. โYouโre spoiling them.โAshโs smile softened, and he reached out with his good hand, gently brushing a strand of hair from my face. His touch was tender, almost hesitant. โIโm not spoiling them, Freya. Iโm their father. And I want to do the things I couldnโt before... the things I
(Freya's POV)โAre your hands okay?โ I asked in a low voice. I hesitated to touch his bandaged left hand. โDoes it hurt a lot?โI'm currently lying in Ash's arms. So comfortable in his arms. Even though I was a little afraid because it would hurt him, especially with his sick condition. But Ash insisted he didn't want to stay away from me. Moreover, previously I had tried to stay away from him and asked Ash to leave me for his safety."It doesn't hurt that much," Ash answered softly. โAre you very worried?โโOf course I'm worried. You don't know how I feel when I get a call from the hospital if you have an accident. I thought I was going to lose youโฆโ For some reason, those words just slipped out of my mouth as if I couldn't hide my true feelings for Ash. But consciously, I couldn't see myself losing Ash because of my love for him.โSomehow, I feel happy knowing that you are worried about me and afraid of losing me. That means you have feelings for me, right?โ he asked while setting m
(Freya's POV)โN-no wayโฆโI fell limp on the grass when I was told that Ash had an accident. Just a few minutes ago he left my house and I actually got terrible news like this.โFreya!โ shouted Henry. He looked panicked seeing me crying hysterically with my body shaking violently. "What happened? What is it?" he asked, shaking my arm.โAshโฆ Ashโฆ he had an accident,โ I sobbed. Fear attacked me very violently. โI have to go there immediately! I have to go there, Henry!โ I shouted with a pale face.At that time I immediately went to the hospital where Ash was. While on the way to the hospital. I was so panicked and scared. The realization hit me that I couldn't lose him, again. After everything we've been through together. I should have accepted Ash's love confession yesterday and I regret it now.โOh my Godโฆ I hope he will be okay,โ I said in a sobbing voice.Reece kept trying to calm us down and held my hand tightly. When we arrived at the hospital, I immediately ran to the nurse's des
(Freya's POV)After leaving prison, Ash and I went to the supermarket to buy food ingredients that we would use for tonight's party. This was Ash's idea as he wanted to celebrate Hazel's return from the hospital, as well as the fact that he was the father of my children. He continues to pamper them both with all the nice toys and clothes and often even comes to my house just to buy Hazel and Violet their favorite food.And I feel very happy because Hazel and Violet always look happy whenever they are with Ash. My heart feels warm and I hope moments like that last forever.The waiter prepared the food while Ash and I decorated the backyard into the most beautiful barbecue party ever. I invited Reece and Henry, even though I knew there was still tension between them. But beforehand I had told Reece that I had not given Ash an answer as to whether I would return to him.But regarding Ash who is the father of Hazel and Violet, I also couldn't refuse when Ash wanted to meet them seeing tha
(Freya's POV)"Ash," I called when I saw Ash had just arrived and I ran to hug him.He grabbed me in a tight embrace before letting go. "I came straight back after you told me that Hazel had regained consciousness. How is her condition?โ he asked.โThe doctor said that her condition had improved, but she still needed intensive care. Thank Youโฆ""What for?" his brow furrowed in confusion.โBecause you have donated your blood to her,โ I said.โFreya, what are you talking about? She is my daughter! I should have done it. Even if I have to give my life, I will do it," he said firmly. I was stunned to hear his words.Ash approached the bed but managed to glance at Henry who was still there. Hazel has opened her eyes since earlier and currently, the doctor has also removed the tube for breathing because Hazel's condition has improved.Ash sat in a small chair next to the bed. I watched from the end of the bed. His large hand grasped Hazel's tiny hand carefully as if one rough touch could br