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Thinking About You

Author: Rucaramia
last update Last Updated: 2025-10-07 09:43:32

“Damn it!” Gaara jolted awake, his chest rising and falling rapidly as he struggled for breath. His shirt clung to his skin, soaked with sweat. In one swift motion, he threw aside the blanket and yanked off his shirt, tossing it carelessly across the room.

Trying to steady himself, he walked over to the dresser near his closet. Pulling open a drawer, he took out a small box and carried it toward the wide window. The one whose curtains he deliberately never closed. From the box, he pulled out marijuana and rolled it into a cigarette with practiced hands. With the lighter already waiting on the sill, he lit the end and drew in a deep drag, letting the smoke burn through his lungs.

It was the second night in a row that he had been plagued by nightmares that dragged him back into the shadows of his childhood memories. And whenever that happened, this was his shortcut, his way of silencing the echoes of guilt: drown it all in smoke until the feeling dulled. It was better than going insane
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    The Nelsy family home.Her nightly ritual always began with a warm bath scented with flowers. She loved how the water eased every trace of tension from her body after a long day. When she was done, she would smooth her favorite fragrant lotion over her skin, letting its softness settle around her. Last of all, she brushed her long hair. It tangled easily, so she always made sure it fell straight and perfect before she went to bed. The blend of relaxed muscles, neat appearance, and the faint sweetness rising from her body was everything she needed to slip into sleep without effort.Her parents had returned from their date about an hour ago, and Nelsy, the only child, spent the evening tidying the house in peaceful solitude. When she was younger, she always wanted to tag along, but growing up taught her something important. They needed time for themselves, time to stitch their love back together after long weeks apart. She adored the idea of one day having a home like theirs. A marriage

  • Chained To My Bad Boy's Wild Love    Gaara Maxwell had Fallen

    A storm of assumptions spun wildly through Gaara’s mind. Was Esther seeing Felix? The thought alone left an unpleasant taste. Felix was known for cycling through different dates every week nothing new there. But with Esther? That was different. That was impossible. Felix and his younger brother lived far from Esther’s apartment. They weren’t neighbors. They didn’t run in the same circles. And with the history between Esther and Felix’s little brother, it made no sense for her to show up beside the elder sibling of someone she despised.Gaara snapped back to himself and stepped out of the elevator just in time to see Esther instinctively put distance between herself and Felix. Something about that tiny movement flipped a switch inside him. Without warning, he grabbed her wrist and pulled her aside. He didn’t give her room to argue. He led her somewhere quiet, somewhere tucked away from curious eyes, a corner where only the two of them stood breathing the same charged air.Questions spi

  • Chained To My Bad Boy's Wild Love   When I Meet You

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  • Chained To My Bad Boy's Wild Love   Frustation

    Elise, still caught on the peak of her desire, could not understand at first. But when her clarity returned, confusion turned into anger. “What? You cannot? Are you out of your mind?”Gaara turned to her. “Yes. So leave, Elise.”“What is wrong with you?” Her voice rose sharply. She had never been rejected by anyone. Any man she wanted was supposed to be hers to taste, even Vinson. But Gaara? He had stirred her hunger, only to throw her out before anything even began. There was nothing crueler than this.“I do not owe you an answer.”“Oh, so you have a date with that loser?”“Yes. I have a dinner appointment with her,” Gaara replied, calm and controlled, every word steady. A moment ago he had been swept up by heat, yet now his mind was clear again.What am I doing here while Esther is probably waiting? The thought rang through him like a bell.Elise stared at him, stunned. “Are you serious? With Esther? That little bookworm?”“Yes. Leave,” Gaara muttered, impatience slipping through as

  • Chained To My Bad Boy's Wild Love   The Alibi

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  • Chained To My Bad Boy's Wild Love   Be With You

    Gaara let out a small laugh and said, “Oh, come on,” smiling in the hope that Esther would mirror the expression. But reality had a cruel sense of humor. Her face only grew more sour, the air around her heavy with unspoken disappointment.“I told you back then that I actually couldn’t make it,” he reminded her gently.“Yeah, but then you added that you’d still come, even if it was late,” Esther shot back. She still remembered every detail of their conversation by the lockers that day.“I did say that. But I finished at two in the morning. I couldn’t just turn back time and knock on your door at that hour. And besides, what would we even do at two in the morning?”“You could’ve at least said something,” Esther snapped again, frustration sharpening her voice.“How was I supposed to know you were still awake?” Gaara countered.“You could’ve called me. Or sent a message.”Gaara grinned at that, amusement lighting his eyes. “So you wanted to see me that badly, huh?”Esther’s head jerked up

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