Mag-log inANASTASIA'S POV
He kisses my forehead. “Of course, you can always say no. My mother taught me forcing women to do things was despicable. And I'm terrified of her.” He smiles. “What's her name?” “Larisa Sokolov. She's about this tall,” He holds his hands to his chest, “This mean,” He holds his hand up a little higher, and this beautiful," He holds his hand above his hand grinning childishly. It's cute. “Why would you trust me?” “It's common knowledge anyway. Besides," He grins, “If you ever try to hurt her, I'll kill you! If my father doesn't first.” He drops his mile. “He's like a guard dog. Even worst than Brutus.” “Who's Brutus?” I ask. “The guard dog." I nod. Makes sense. “Anyway— about Hawaii—” “Hey, hoebag," A woman burst in the door. I thought she was addressing me, but she wasn't. “I told you not to call me that," He sighs. “Fine, bitchfish.” “That doesn't even make sense,” He scoffs. “Whatever," She pops her gum, ignoring me. Pulling out a knife she starts....whittling away at the door. “Why are you doing that?” She shrugs. “Mindless vandalism.” He sighs, getting out of bed. “This is my sister Natalia. She's a raging lunatic, not unlike yourself. She's adopted.” Natalia carved into the wood, flipping her middle finger. “I'm glad I'm adopted. You're a bunch of weaklings." And there it was. My partner in crime. My second. Possibly my new best friend. And her nails are gorgeous! “Don't you hate when you're adopted and the only representation you have is spineless men who are supposed to be gangsters." She paused, glancing at me. She pulled her knife from the door, pointing it at her brother. “You, marry her. Or I'll cut you." He rolls his eyes. “It's too early for a knife fight Natalia. You know the rules." “I'm a fucking Mobster! I don't follow rules!” “Fuck you Natalia! Let me just...get my knife okay? Damn!” “Hurry the fuck up bitchfish!" “Don't call me that! Gimme a second, I gotta choose a good one." He grumbled heading out of the door. Then it's just me with the homicidal manic with a knife. “Have you met Dad yet?” “Nope,” I say uncomfortably, pulling up the cover. Very...eccentric family he has here. “You shouldn't. You have to be conditioned before the wedding.” “Oh! I'm not marrying your brother!” “Of course you are!" she says dully, opening the door. “Now I'm about to Target his liver in what's supposed to be a mock attack, but is actually a real attack in which I am venting my frustration and inferiority complex that is the root of many of my poor decisions. Dueces.” She even says dueces. • • • I missed the knife fight. I know, I know, I suck but...well I didn't want to be there in case a blade strayed and also... I have to get away. From the Sokolov Family. They're nothing but trouble. I slip out of the door. I'm almost to my car, I open the door only to have it shut. I jump back and there he is, looming over me with a troubled smile. “You're not leaving? Are you?” He's asking a question like he knows I want to break up with him. Wait! We're not dating. Like, Don't you love me? Anymore? Or, Is that blood? I smell? This how you identify a true lunatic. I swallow. “Yes. I'm going home. Aren't you in the middle of a knife fight?" He smiles. “Of course not. I won. My sister is tending to her wounds. Let me cook you some food before you g—" “No! That's okay. Listen, Nikolai— He looks at me, “Yes?” “This is the last time we'll meet. This was fun but it's over now. We're eneimes—” “You want to be enemy?" he asks innocently. “But I don't want to be your enemy." Okay. I swallow, looking away from the heartstopping adorable face he's making. His hair's in his eyes, and they're all big and round, and ugh! He's like a puppy. He's giving me puppy dog eyes does the treachery never end?! “Listen," He starts deeply, leaning into his arm. Leaning into my lips. “I'm a little obsessed with you. And...I want to get to know you better." “I don't think that's a good idea, Nikolai," He grins breathlessly, taking my hand. “Why not? We're almost perfectly matched. You are a Queenpin in the making, I am Don in the making. We don't have to have any secrets, any boundaries...we can just...be. Don't you want that?” When he puts it that way, it sounds unreasonable to be opposed to dating someone who descended from the slaughterer of my family. “Nikolai—” “Hear me out," He says earnestly. So I do. I look him in the eyes, and hear what he has to say. “I know our families don't get along. And I know why. But that doesn't matter.” “This doesn't have to be a doomed Romeo and Juliet love. We can unite families. Or...we could try, and if we don't work, we can go back to killing each other casually.” Killing casually, is the best killing. So relaxing. “I really like you, Anastasia. Really, really like you.” He smiles hopefully. ”What do you say?" Y'know he almost sounds like a normal, rational human being. But we both know that isn't nearly the case. “Nikolai. If I say no...what will do?” He smiles crookedly. “I guess we'll have to see.” “So you're threatening me," I bristle. “No," He soothed. “It's not a threat. I'm don't plan on you saying no. Anyway, if I were, wouldn't you just try to kill me. And what I have to do then," He grabs my chin roughly, “Huh? Cause I can't just let you kill me.” I sneer. “You think you'd win?" “I think we're evenly matched. I guess it would it depend." “Are you lying." He pulls me close. “I promise you, I'll always be honest. I hate liars, you know that.” “You honestly think we're evenly matched?" This disbelief coats my tone I can't help it. I just never would have guessed someone like him would admit that. “In speed and strength? Absolutely. I dare say intellect. You're like my perfect equal. That's why I'm so interested in you. And we're almost equally attractive. You have a slight edge though—you have tits.” “You have abs." “So do you.” I smirk. “I do. Don't I?" I work fucking hard for those abs. He smirks back, knowing he's damn near convinced me. “How about before you go, we work out again? My sister's gone, probably plotting my death." “After that, will you let go home without a fight?" I can't believe I'm agreeing to this but...the man has a point.I mean, how often do you meet someone who you have chemistry with, a shared background.ANASTASIA'S POV He kisses my forehead. “Of course, you can always say no. My mother taught me forcing women to do things was despicable. And I'm terrified of her.” He smiles.“What's her name?”“Larisa Sokolov. She's about this tall,” He holds his hands to his chest, “This mean,” He holds his hand up a little higher, and this beautiful," He holds his hand above his hand grinning childishly.It's cute.“Why would you trust me?”“It's common knowledge anyway. Besides," He grins, “If you ever try to hurt her, I'll kill you! If my father doesn't first.” He drops his mile. “He's like a guard dog. Even worst than Brutus.”“Who's Brutus?” I ask.“The guard dog."I nod. Makes sense.“Anyway— about Hawaii—”“Hey, hoebag," A woman burst in the door.I thought she was addressing me, but she wasn't.“I told you not to call me that," He sighs.“Fine, bitchfish.”“That doesn't even make sense,” He scoffs.“Whatever," She pops her gum, ignoring me. Pulling out a knife she starts....whittling away
ANASTASIA'S POV “Come on. I'll take you home and we can watch a movie,” He coaxes, “We can eat and you can tell me why you're not appalled by the fact I've murdered your fiace.” He takes my hand, urging me forward.I jerk back. “That sounds like death. Death itself.”He pauses, turning around. “No. Fighting until you die is like death. A movie is...at best like mind-numbing entertainment. Besides, you owe me.”“I got rid of a problem for you. You could be in jail right now, Kòshechka. Or worse,” He takes my hand, “You could break your nails.”Goodness, he's right! I do owe him. I just got these done!“Fine, one evening together. Sex not included."He quirks a brow. “You know your gonna sleep me don't you?”Yeah. There's no way I'm gonna leave his house unscathed. He has an pack and he has a nice dick, knows how to use it, last all night, extremely kinky—basically?Just my type. Oh, if only he wasn't from the Sokolov family, the secret sworn enemy of the family I want to inherit.If a
ANASTASIA'S POV “No! No! I don't have my permit, okay?"He nods firmly. “Yes. The Sokolov were very smart making that system. It keeps psycho's like you in check."I narrow my eyes. “Are you sure you love me?”“Of course. You've always been an adorable psycho. Let's get the photo album. It's been weeks since we went through it."I cringe and groan. Not the photo album. It's just full of baby pictures of me. With onesies, kitten ears, frilly dresses, and guns. It's like...someone puked pink on a page and then glued me under it.My dad might be gay.“Aw, look at her little tutu!”I smack my forehead. “Dad! Stop it with the weakness!"“Oh isn't she adorable!”Someone kill me. Please.I sit down with my dad. He stoically sips hot chocolate. I eye the chancla in the corner. I wouldn't put it past him.He's loving—but I didn’t thrive and steal and technically kill without my permit by accident.“You are a natural born leader,” he starts.Oh no. Not this again.“I want you to rule the gang.
ANASTASIA'S POV He comes up behind me, with a smile.“Oh, you must be the fiancée. Hey, I'm Nikolai Sokolov,” He offers his hand, “I'm fucking your girlfriend and there's nothing you can do about it.”I rear back from the shock of what he just said. Just for that, fuck him. I'm taking the Buick.“Andrei, what are you doing here? How are you here?"Nikolai slings his arm around my neck, eyeing my now ex-fiance.“Oh, looking at your face, you think you can do something about it?” He chuckles. “How optimistic! I hate that trait in people."He straightens up, removing his arm. “Alrightie. This was fun. Doc, if you could...move your shit from my doorway, I'd appreciate it. I'm gonna go take a nap.”That damned criminal.“All that talk and you're gonna walk away?” Andrei goads.Nikolai pauses. “Frankly,” He starts lowly, “You're waste of my energy. And if I really hit he, I might hurt you. So get outta my house, kay?”“Sounds to me like your scared.”He scoffed. “What are we, children? Ar
ANASTASIA'S POV I don't remember much of the night. I wake up with a groan. He's asleep beside me, black hair contrasting against the white sheets beautifully.This is Nikolai Sokolov?I silently try to escape, but he wraps his arms around me, pulling me into his chest.I freeze. He's not awake. He clutched on to me with such an unrelenting force, I can't get away.I lie there as he turns over, coming face to face me. His arms once again envelope me throwing his leg over mine.How comfortable can this criminal get with me anyway!“Hey," I whispered fiercly, poking his face. He frowns.“Shhh, Kòshechka.”Kòshechka?“But—!”“Sleep.” He ordered, not even opening his eyes.“But...”He rolled over onto of me. God this man is heavy.“Can't breathe,” I wheeze.He groans in irritation. Rolling back over.“I pity your future husband. He won't get any sleep. And unfortuantely that would be me”I narrow my eyes. “If you weren't such a freaking buffalo, I could've been out of here."He opens an
“Go sit down,” He suggested, loosing his grip. I turn around in his arms.“I want to dance some more—”He narrows his eyes.I look away. “I'm going to get another drink. I'm thirsty.”He smirks, humming dubiously, as I stalk away. That bastard. I'm doing it because he suggested it—I'm alittle parched is all.All that submissive shit is bs, anyway. What am I? Anna from 50 shades?Although...Anyway, I'm not weak. I'm not submissive. And I'm drinking because I want to.I pout, looking out at that criminal Niko. He's talking to another guy. He's hot too.I read their lips as best I can, but it's hard from this distance, and the lights don't help.All I get is:Where is the rest?The other man says something like, Moving in to... something.That damned criminal glances at me, and I stare back at him. He quirks a brow, his mouth moving. Soon enough, the other hottie leaves. He stares at me across the club.His long elegant finger reaches out, crooking, dragging me toward him with invi







