CHAPTER 75ADRIENThe gym smelled of sweat and blood.I walked in slowly, steps echoing through the vast, empty space. The simulation had already started. Five of our best were lined up, armored, focused. Adrien stood in the center. No armor. No hesitation. Just cold eyes and bloodless focus."Begin," Matteo called out.The second the word left his lips, Adrien moved like he wasn’t human. Like he didn’t feel pain. Like nothing mattered.The first man lunged. Adrien dodged with barely a twist of his waist, grabbed the guy’s arm, and twisted hard enough I heard the crack. He slammed the guy’s head into the mat, disarming him in one breath. The others didn’t pause—they came at once.But Adrien didn’t care. He was ruthless. Precise. Mechanical. Each movement was calculated. Efficient.He swept a leg, ducked a punch, elbowed someone so hard in the ribs the man collapsed gasping. One of the men tried to use a knife—not real, but enough to sting.Adrien disarmed him and shoved the blade to t
CHAPTER 74ADRIENThe punching bag was already bleeding sand by the time Matteo called time. My knuckles throbbed, split open days ago and never allowed to heal. I didn’t care. Pain grounded me. Pain reminded me I wasn’t dead."You need to wrap your hands, Adrien," Matteo said, tossing me the gauze.I ignored him.Matteo sighed but didn’t press. He used to—back when I was softer, still stupid enough to believe Luca might actually care. But now, even Matteo didn’t know how to reach me.Every morning, I was up before the sun. Training. Shooting. Knives. Repetition until exhaustion. I didn’t joke anymore. Didn’t speak. I didn’t eat much either. Only enough to stay sharp. Alive. Dead on the inside, but breathing.Damon started watching me closer. At first it was amusement—then it turned to concern. Now, it was wariness. Like he didn’t know who I was anymore.Good.That meant it was working.By midday, I dragged myself into the dining hall. I hadn’t eaten all morning. Matteo and Damon sat
CHAPTER 73ADRIEN“No… stop, please, I didn’t mean to— I— I’m sorry—”I jerked awake, breath slamming out of my lungs.My shirt clung to my skin, drenched. The sheets were a twisted mess. My fingers were trembling. I couldn’t tell where I was for a second.Just a dream.No. Not a dream. A memory.The fists. The cold. The muffled laughter. Blood in my mouth and no one coming to help.I pushed the heels of my palms into my eyes and forced myself to sit up. My chest ached like it had been caved in. The air was heavy. I couldn’t stay here.I swung my legs over the bed and stood.The hallway was dark. Empty. Quiet.I walked.I didn’t even think about it—my body just moved. Barefoot. The stone tiles were cold under my feet, grounding me in a way nothing else could.My mind was quiet but not peaceful. It was the kind of quiet that came after too much screaming. Like the silence after a bomb.I wandered.Like a ghost.Eventually, my steps slowed near his hallway. Luca’s.I didn’t know why I s
CHAPTER 72LUCAI barely got back inside when I heard her.Alexis.Sobbing.Choking out words that didn’t make sense. That fake, breathless panic she always pulled when she wanted something.I was about to ignore it—until I saw Adrien.Walking back in. Face tight. Shoulders clenched. Something was wrong.I didn’t wait.I grabbed his arm, spun him toward me. “What the hell is this?” I barked.He blinked, confused. “What?”From behind me, Alexis wailed, “He screamed at me, Luca! He cornered me near the garden wall—he said—he said—” Her voice broke into hiccups. “I was scared he’d hit me. I—I didn’t do anything—”“Are you kidding me right now?” Adrien snapped, stepping forward.I shoved him back against the wall. “Don’t move.”“Luca, she’s lying,” he said firmly, eyes locked on mine. “She’s been acting weird since training started. She saw me outside, walked up to me crying, saying I beat her—what the hell—?”Alexis cut in, shaking, still sobbing. “I knew he didn’t like me, but I didn’t
CHAPTER 71ADRIENThe house was too quiet when we got back. Not even the usual hum of soft footsteps or murmurs in the hall. Damon and Matteo tried talking to me in the car—light teasing, a few questions—but I gave nothing. I didn’t have anything left to give. Not after tonight.I stepped out first, not waiting. Luca was standing at the entrance, arms crossed, face unreadable.“Report,” he said.Damon stepped forward. “Done. All of them.”“Clean,” Matteo added. “No survivors.”Luca didn’t look at them. He was watching me. Just watching.I walked past him like he wasn’t there.“Adrien,” Matteo called after a moment.I stopped, still facing forward.He jogged up and stood beside me. “Come with me.”I didn’t ask where. I followed. I didn’t want to go back to the other room. The walls there echoed too loudly, and the silence screamed.We got to my old room—my real one, not that cage.Matteo opened the door and held it. “Go on.”I stared. “This...?”He nodded. “Yeah.”I stepped inside, slo
CHAPTER 70ADRIENI stood there after Luca walked off. My chest was tight. My fists clenched.Why the hell did I even feel proud?Why did that cold, dismissive “do what you want” sound like approval to me?I hated myself for it."You're coming with us," Matteo said gently, walking beside me. "Be ready in twenty. Tactical gear. No shiny shit.""I know," I muttered.He looked at me. “You okay?”I didn’t answer.Because no, I wasn’t okay. I’d just let Luca use me again. Like a toy he could pick up and break apart whenever the mood struck. And worse? I’d let him. Again. I kissed him back. I clawed at him. I begged for more like a fucking addict.And now I was here. Still trying to earn his respect. Still trying to prove something.“Adrien,” Matteo said, stopping. “Don’t go into this with your head messed up. Focus.”“I am focused.”“You sure?” he asked, raising a brow. “You’re not going for Luca. You’re going for you.”I swallowed. “I know why I’m going.”“Good.” He nodded. “Get changed.