Chapter Three: Out of Nothing Rejects You
Victoria gasped, still as a statue, bile rising as the truth dawned on her. The low glow of candlelight played across rustled sheets, her sister’s bare shoulders, Jason’s gleaming, sweat-slicked skin.
They hadn’t seen her yet.
Stacey yanked her through the walk-in closet and out of the room before Victoria did something stupid — like bite off Jason’s throat.
But inside her rage was a living thing. Her wolf wanted blood.
Jason’s voice pierced the air in the room.
“V—wait, I can explain!”
Victoria didn’t hesitate. She picked up the nearest pillow and threw it at his face. A pillow was too soft. His skull merited the marble nightstand.
Jason hurried to shove himself back into his pants, but the damage was already done. She had seen everything.
“You disgust me,” she spat.
Stacey, unfazed, zoomed in with her camera and took a picture. Blackmail material.
Katarina, ever the diva, gasped and covered herself with the blankets as if she were a head-injury victim. “Victoria, please don’t be upset! We didn’t intend for this—”
“Didn’t mean for this to happen?! ” Victoria’s voice trembled, her fists so tightly clenched her claws threatened to puncture her own flesh. “You two were fucking like animals in my sister’s bed! Tell me — what part of this was an accident?”
Jason stretched for her, and she flinched, revulsion coiling in her gut.
She turned and walked out.
Lady Dana Parson awaited in the hallway, brows furrowed.
“What happened?” her mother asked.
She couldn’t even look at Victoria.
Stacey, ever the savior, thrust her phone into Lady Dana’s hands. The older woman’s skin drained of color as she flipped through the evidence — irrefutable, iniquitous, treasonous.
Victoria didn’t stay to hear the reaction of her mother. She ran upstairs to her room, her heart breaking with each step.
How long had this been happening? How long had she been the fool?
It didn’t matter. She was done.
Stacey occupied the seat next to her, silent, waiting. She didn’t say, "It’s okay." Because it wasn’t. And Stacey was savvy enough to realize Victoria wasn’t seeking consolation — she was seeking an escape.
The door creaked open.
Lady Dana stepped inside, her face inscrutable.
“Victoria.”
Silence.
“I spoke with Katarina.”
Victoria gripped her palms until they hurt.
“And?”
“They love each other.”
She exhaled sharply. There it was. The betrayal was not just Jason’s or Katarina’s. It was her own family’s.
“They didn’t mean to hurt you,” her mother continued, as though this were some minor inconvenience, the wine on the expensive rug. “MAYBE IF YOU HAD TAKEN BETTER CARE OF YOUR RELATIONSHIP — WORE NICER CLOTHES, LOST A FEW MORE POUNDS —
Victoria’s hands shook.
“Enough.” Her voice was hardly above a whisper. “Just… stop.”
Her mother sighed as if it was Victoria who was difficult.
“We’re going to the doctor tomorrow. There are procedures that can —”
“Fix me?” Victoria laughed, but it was a laugh without humor. “Make me perfect? So that Jason will desire me again?”
Lady Dana nodded, deadpan.
Victoria stared at her.
Then turned away.
She stepped to her closet, took out a suitcase and began to pack.
“Stacey,” she said, her voice taut. “Get the car ready.”
Her best friend didn’t skip a beat.
Lady Dana’s face contorted with concern. “Where do you think you’re going?”
“Anywhere that isn’t here.”
“Victoria, be reasonable. Do you even have a house?”
Victoria closed her bag and offered a bitter smile. “I bought one. Not that you ever noticed.”
Her mother’s face trembled with something—shock? Guilt? She didn’t care.
“You’re not leaving. We can fix this.”
“Fix what? Jason? My sister? Me?” Victoria brushed by her, flying down the stairs.
Her father, Lord Bailey Parson, waited at the bottom, arms crossed. “You are not leaving this house.”
She stared back at him, her eyes filled with intense, pure rage.
“I’m done being your daughter.”
Jason approached cautiously. Victoria, for God’s sake… It was a mistake. I still love you.”
She felt her stomach turn at the sound of his voice.
“Really?” she whispered. Then, before he could react—
She punched him.
His head jerked back, blood spraying from his nose.
Katarina cried, running to his side.
Victoria breathed out, shaking her hand out.
“That felt… really good.”
Her father snarled. “Enough! You’re acting like a little kid.”
Victoria focused on him, her expression flat. “A child? No. I’ve only just finally realized where I fit in this family. Nowhere.”
Lord Bailey’s voice echoed through the grand hall. “VICTORIA!”
She kept walking.
No more pain. No more insults. No more pretending.
Her father’s angry voice trailed her into the garage. “If you go now, don’t come back.”
She stopped at the driver’s door.
Then, without a backward glance — she flung her engagement ring onto the pavement.
It landed with a soft clink.
Then, she drove away.
A New Beginning
Victoria didn’t cry.
Not when they arrived at her home. Not when she unpacked. Not when Stacey hugged her and said, “You’re free now.”
She felt… empty.
But it always came at a price.
That night, Stacey smiled back. “Screw this. We’re going to a bar.”
Victoria blinked. “A bar?”
“Yes. And you’re drinking until you forget who Jason is.”
Five shots later, she certainly was forgetting.
Stacey nudged her. “Okay, hot guy, three o’clock.”
Victoria glanced up and her stomach dropped.
Tall. Muscular. Eyes like twin glittering gold moths, radiant under the photo tapestry of dark light, wild and savage like a predator watching its quarry.
Victoria knew she should turn away. But she couldn’t.
There was something different about him.
Dangerous.
And yet… utterly magnetic.
The stranger leaned back against the bar, and had his attention heaped eye-hanging, his waning glimpse sliding over the crowd and anchoring on hers. The air crackled between them and the corner of his lips curled up slowly.
Oh, hell. She was staring.
Stacey elbowed her, smiling widely. “You should talk to him.”
Victoria gasped, raked a hand through her hair. “I need to get more drinks in my system before I embarrass myself.”
“You’re already embarrassing yourself,” Stacey said, giving a tilt of her glass toward Victoria’s unmoved one. “You’ve been gawking for five minutes.
“Shut up,” Victoria whispered, but she still didn’t look away.
The stranger moved his head to the side, chuckling. Like he knew precisely the hold he had over her.
Victoria swallowed. Perhaps
it was the alcohol playing tricks on her mind.
Or maybe it was some other reason.
Something wilder.
The way she hadn’t in years.”
The grip on her glass tightened.
Maybe… it was fate.
All That Was LostThe silence hung between them, heavy with things said and unsaid, and for the first time since Victoria had fallen into his life, Kenzo could feel the burden of his past bearing down on his shoulders. Outside, the night was calm, but inside the small apartment, nerves were running high. Victoria perched on the bed, the fabric of his old shirt in her hands, her eyes fastened to him as if she were attempting to crack a code no one but herself could decipher.“If you keep looking at me like that,” Kenzo said, running a hand down his face as he pushed his back against the wall. “Like you think I’m just gonna spill my guts.”Victoria raised an eyebrow, cocking her head to one side as she stared at him. “Maybe because I do,” she said, her voice low but steady. “Kenzo, you carry something heavy. Something that prevents you from opening up to anybody. I want to know what it is."A bitter laugh escaped his lips. “And why should I tell you if I don’t want to? What if it is bet
The Weight of a ChoiceKenzo sat on the edge of the bed, head in hands, breath uneven, as Victoria stirred, her warmth enveloping him in the comfort he'd denied himself for too long. But comfort was a deadly thing.” It made a man weak. It caused him to forget that the world outside this room would not stand still for the fire raging between them. And that fire — it was raging, devouring, drawing them toward a future neither of them completely knew.Victoria moved, resting on one elbow as her green eyes examined him, cutting and flared with something dangerously close to concern. “Kenzo, what’s wrong?” Her voice was hoarse with sleep, but it carried a gravitas that told him she already knew.He blew out, rubbing his palms, feeling the callouses, the roughness of a man too many decades swinging. “What do you do when you wake up to realize that you’re at a crossroads? But no matter how you turn, you’re walking into storm?”Her fingers made slow and soft circles on his back, as if she wer
Victoria lay in the gray light of Kenzo’s small apartment, dazed with the scent of him, which had clung to her, like a second skin. She still felt the way his arms had wrapped around her, the way his breath had hitched as if he were holding back something deep and primal. It wasn’t merely desire; it was something primal, something on fire. And he was fighting himself, fighting the wolf within, and she didn’t know how much longer he could restrain it.Kenzo sat at the window, moonbeams slanting across his face. His jaw tightened, eyes flashing gold in the dark. He hadn’t said a lot since they had lain down, but Victoria could feel the weight of his thoughts against the quiet. She rolled over onto her side and looked at him. “You can’t sleep much, can you?”Kenzo let out a short laugh and rubbed the back of his neck. “Not when my head won’t stop talking.”Victoria looked him over, the way his muscles tightened even in stillness. “You’re thinking about something. Or someone.”Kenzo didn’
The stillness in the darkened room hung over them, loaded with thoughts that neither of them would articulate, the kind that scratched at the base of the brain but would never break the surface. Kenzo lay awake, his arms stretched wide around Victoria’s sleeping body, his breathing steady, his mind far from it. His wolf, starved and erratic, prowled inside of him, demanding, pushing, aching for more. The night had been long, longer than he’d ever thought it would be, but somehow, despite everything — despite the recklessness, despite how insane their union was — he couldn’t feel regret about a single moment of it.His hand brushed against her shoulder, her skin warm and soft beneath his calloused fingers, the shallow rise and fall of his broad chest keeping in time with her light breath as she dozed next to him. And how easily had she surrendered to sleep, as if there had been no doubt, no hesitation, as if she belonged there, in his arms, unquestioningly. And perhaps that was wha
Kenzo didn't fall asleep. Sitting on the edge of his bed, his body tight, his brain keeps wandering some ways he doesn't want to think about. Over to the other side of the room, curled up in a ball, Victoria breathed steadily. But he knew she never slept now. He could sense it in the way she held herself and the fists she made of her hands as she lay there motionless. He wanted to reach out to her, shake her, demand that she tell him how she could still sit there pretending everything was all right when it wasn't. Nothing was now.Finally he couldn't bear it any longer. "How much more are you going to pretend?"His voice was rough, edged like a blade. What did he care?Victoria rolled over, but didn't look at him. "Pretend about?"Kenzo let out a bitter laugh. "That everything's going to be fine. And to a monster you mean you didn't just turn. All that he wanted-look at you handing himself and everything over, clinking it on a silver platter."She let out her breath in a slow, even str
The Border Between Love and WarKenzo didn’t return to the apartment right away. He couldn’t. The blood in his veins was buzzing with rage, his wolf pacing, but there was no stimulus to let all that rage out. He walked the shadowy streets, past the dank alleys----you could smell the damp, crumbling concrete--, and the sputtering neon signs barely illuminating the way. Every muscle in his body was wound tight, his hands itching to hit something, anything, but there was nothing he could hit.Since that battle had been lost the instant Victoria cut that deal.You turn the corner, you go into an old bar —smelling like cigarettes and sweat and fucking regret. He squeezed inside, shoulders tight, the warmth of too many bodies crowding around him, the low hum of conversation by the floor shaking the air. A few gazes lifted to him, realizing who he was, still no one approached. Good. He wasn’t very sociable at this time.Kenzo marched straight to the counter and banged a hand down. “Whiskey. N