LOGIN~CHRISTIAN~
I glared angrily at my phone as I read through the text message from my girlfriend, Sloane. No, make that ex girlfriend, because she just broke up with me. [I can't do this anymore, Christian. I didn't board the ship. I couldn't. I can't be with you anymore. You're just not rich enough. You're not what I'm looking for.] When I first saw it, I didn't believe Sloane would end things with me for that particular reason. We were too much in love, and money had never been a problem between us. Until now. Alone in the ship's private lounge, I tossed my phone to the couch beside me and reached for the glass of vodka on the table. But I couldn't concentrate. I couldn't think. I can't believe Sloane ended things with me because she thought I was poor. I pulled out a velvet box from my pocket and flipped it open. A diamond ring winked up at me, the square-shaped stone glittering like stars. A small smile touched my lips as I gazed at it. It belonged to my mother, one of the few belongings she left behind before she died. I planned to propose to Sloane once the ship docked. And apart from proposing, I also wanted to reveal my true identity to her. Sloane thought I was a penniless man with a troubled past and endless debts. Well she would, because that was what I showed her. And she fell for me. But unknown to her, it was all a disguise. I was more than just a poor man with a past. So much more, and I was ready to reveal it to her. Sloane and I have been together for a year. The first time I saw her, it was at a nightclub in Paris. She caught my attention as she danced on the stage, right above the crowd of wealthy men who struggled to have a glimpse of her. After she performed, I followed her behind the stage, and spotted two men who tried to assault her. I came to her rescue, knocking the men unconscious. And when I looked into her eyes, that was the moment I fell head over heels. It started with coffee dates and private steamy sessions in the night club. Before we knew it, we were deeply in love. She was bubbly and full of life, a broken model with dreams to be a star someday. Her kind nature reminded me so much of my own mother, and that was probably why I fell for her. My smile faded suddenly and I slammed the box shut. Thinking about my mother was the last thing I wanted to do. I didn't want to reopen old wounds. I was disappointed in Sloane, to say the least. I thought she was different. I thought she actually loved me, but it turned out she was just out for the money. Deep down, I was glad I never revealed my real identity to her. Even though I loved her completely, I didn't need someone who would only be with me for my wealth and status. I grabbed the glass of vodka again and took a sip as my mind rolled over the memories of the past years. It took me by surprise when my father suddenly sent for me, after years of being away. It was unusual, as I had always been a shame to the family. The illegitimate son of the Cartwright family. The famous playboy. I vowed never to return to New York, never to return to the Cartwright Mansion. But fate had other plans. I emptied the contents in my glass and snapped my fingers to signal the lounge's waitress. She hurried in with another bottle of vodka and placed it before me. Her blonde hair slipped over her shoulders as she leaned down and poured a shot. "Leave the bottle." I muttered, and turned back to my phone. I couldn't stop thinking about that text message. I refused to believe things were actually over, even though the proof was right there. Just then, my assistant, Eric, walked into the lounge. He was on the phone, and he rounded up his conversation as he lowered to the couch beside me. "You won't believe who I just saw out there." He said. I frowned and looked at him. "Who?" "Your nephew." I nearly choked on my vodka as I sat up abruptly. "That brat is here?" I snapped. Eric chuckled and poured himself a glass of wine. "He's right in this bar as we speak. I was a little surprised to see him here." "That kid is trouble." I leaned back and poured another shot of vodka. "He's as dumb and as clueless as the rest of the fucking family." I despised every member of the Cartwright family, but I despised my nephew more. The boy was as unpleasant as his late father, who had been my half brother. He was the last person I wanted to see on this cruise, and I intended to keep it that way. "I think I'll turn in for the night." I rose up, taking the bottle of vodka with me. "Do you need anything else?" "Nothing. I'll see you tomorrow." "Yes, boss. Goodnight." Eric nodded. I turned and walked out of the lounge, taking the private exit that led straight to my suite. My steps were steady as I walked back. The evening air felt cold, and the ship rocked softly against the waves. I stepped into my suite, finished the entire bottle of vodka and suddenly felt hot. Sweat broke out of my skin, and my head ached. My eyes watered, and realization dawned on me. I had been drugged. That fucking waitress must have roofied my drink before serving it. This wasn't the first time something like this was happening to me. Back in Paris, someone had spiked my drink. Fortunately, Eric had caught the woman responsible. I could feel my vision blurring out as the drug, whatever it was, took effect. It was a good thing I left the bar. I staggered to the bathroom and stood under the shower for a few minutes, letting the cold water clear my head. Afterwards, I changed into a pair of slacks, crawled into the bed and slept off. ... I woke up to someone kissing me. I opened my eyes which still felt heavy and scrutinized the woman straddling me in the dark. Sloane? It couldn't be. She told me she didn't board the ship. "My love." She whispered, and I perceived the tequila in her breath. I kissed her, holding her close to me. Fuck! I missed her so much. "You're here." I whispered as I flipped us over, covering her body with mine. "And you're drunk." She giggled and whispered something about wanting to seduce me. I wanted to ask her why she sent that text, why she broke up with me, but she was kissing me already, rubbing against my cock and slowly driving me nuts. Well, fuck the text. We'd talk about it in the morning. She was all that mattered at that moment. I kissed her passionately, groaning at the pressure of her thighs around me. Her fingers tangled in my hair, pulling me closer. Her soft moans drove me insane, pushing me over the edge. We never had sex during our relationship, and I was surprised to find out she was untouched. I decided to go gentle with her, since it was her first time. Afterwards, I collapsed beside her, breathing heavily. I heard her whisper about how amazing it was, and I chuckled. "It was amazing," I murmured. She rolled into my arms and smiled blissfully. Something came over me then. Maybe it was the vodka still in my system, or the drug. But I suddenly grabbed the velvet box beside me and flipped it open, holding it to her face. "Sloane, my love, will you marry me?" "Oh, Jason." She gasped, grabbing the ring and slipping it on her finger. "Yes. Oh yes, I'll marry you." I froze, at the same time she did. Who the hell was Jason?***~CLAIRE~***It didn't matter how many times Christian kissed me. Each time felt new, like it was our first time, our first kiss. My hands found their way around his neck and tangled in his hair. I arched into him, a soft sigh escaping me, my entire skin tingling with desire. He groaned deeply, a sound which excited me beyond control. His hands lowered down my waist to my hips and tightened, pulling me flush against the hard bulge in his pants. I didn't realize how much I missed this, how much I missed his touch. "Christian..." I gasped as we broke apart. "Someone could see us..."He gave me a slow, heart stopping smile and pressed a kiss on the corner of my lips. "I thought you needed that after being all tensed up." He murmured. A shy smile tugged at my lips and I leaned against him. "I needed it."He chuckled and kissed my hair just as the elevator slid open. I stepped out beside him, my heart jerking a little when he took my hand in his.This time, his bodyguards had dri
***~CLAIRE~***The moment Katherine and I stepped out of the limo, the reporters swarmed us. Cameras flashed brightly, numerous questions were asked, and mics were shoved into my face. "No comments." Katherine yelled as she pulled me along, while the bodyguards pushed the surging crowd back. We made it into the company and headed straight to the elevator that would take us to the top floor, where the interview was scheduled to be held. I was trying not to fidget as the numbers in the elevator ascended. This would be my first time in front of a ton of cameras. I didn't want to close up when the time for questions came. The doors slid open and we stepped out. The main office was opened, and a few strange faces smiled, beckoning to Katherine and I. I turned and took her hand. "Will you come in there with me? I'm so nervous. I don't want to make a fool of myself.""Claire, you've got this." Katherine smiled reassuringly. "You have nothing to be nervous about. You're confident. You
***~CLAIRE~***I fell asleep in Christian's arms last night. I remembered dozing off after we had dinner, with a smile on my face. Only to wake up alone the next morning. The space beside me was cold, with little ruffles. That meant he left my room hours ago. He didn't sleep beside me. I yawned as I got off the bed, making my way to the mirror. A memory from last night surfaced, of when Christian stood behind me, admiring my figure. I smiled shyly at my reflection. Last night was wholesome. Completely perfect. I felt like a new person. For the very first time, I felt beautiful. I grabbed a pillow and hugged it, turning from side to side, a dreamy smile on my face. I wondered how I would face him after what we did last night. And dear God, I couldn't forget it. I couldn't get over the image of his face between my thighs, the feel of his lips, the cruel swipe of his tongue, the way he filled me up completely as he made love to me. My nipples hardened at the thought, making me tu
*** ~CHRISTIAN~ *** I still found it hard to believe how much I wanted Claire, how much I craved her. She was perfect, sweet, eager, giving back as much as she took. And right now, her cheeks bloomed bright red with a blush when I told her I wanted to taste her. As much as she was innocent, she was also naive. She was overwhelmed with the different sensation she was feeling. She was skeptical, and at the same time, eager. She nodded shyly before whispering, "I will." I kissed her then, before she could change her mind. As much as I wanted her to enjoy this, I wanted it too. Claire was tender and delicate, two features which appealed to me greatly. Moving slowly, I lowered to my knees beside the island and pulled her closer to the edge. My fingers wrapped firmly around her thighs as I lowered my head. Her scent hit me. Fuck! She smelled wonderful. I burrowed my nose at her entrance, inhaling her scent like a starved man. I didn't want to rush her, so I had to be gentle.
***~CLAIRE~***I didn't know how long we remained in that position. My breathing was even now, and so was Christian's. I stroked his hair, smiling to myself. Honestly, I never planned to end the day like this. I never even thought Christian and I would have sex any time soon. But when he walked inside my room and I noticed his gaze turn heated, I knew it would happen. His gaze alone ripped off that towel before he made a move towards me. After a few minutes, he finally moved. He lifted me fully into the bed and lay beside me, one hand flung across my stomach. His fingers moved idly around my skin, tracing light circles. "Why didn't this happen sooner?" He asked. I laughed and turned my head to the side. He was staring at me, and the intensity of his gaze made me shiver. "I thought you didn't want me." I murmured. "I mean, that first time on the ship was a mistake. I didn't think I was attractive enough for you."He raised his head, a surprised expression on his face. "Are you
***~CLAIRE~***I barely registered the fact that my towel slipped off. All I could think of at that moment was Christian's hands on my body. He kissed me wildly, like he had been holding back. He sucked on my lips, pulling the lower one into his mouth and nipping on it. I moaned straight into his mouth, my hands clutching at him, his hair, his shoulders, everywhere. I wanted more. I wanted him. He lifted me suddenly without breaking the kiss. My thighs wrapped around him tightly, my ankles locking. My hands burrowed into his hair, tangling in the wet, messy curls. We kissed for several minutes, until I turned breathless. Still I didn't want him to stop. One of his hands held my back firmly, while his other hand lowered to my ass and squeezed. There was just something about the way he touched me there that drove me insane. I loved the feel of his hand, the grip of his fingers, the way it made me feel. It was the most erotic thing ever. He broke the kiss and trailed his lips dow







