Mag-log inLucia
"What is this?!"
That voice made my heart race. I turned around, and my aunt was already standing in the doorway, her face flushed red, her eyes immediately fixed on the dress. On the table, the pastel-colored gown lay ruined. The edges were blackened, there was a small hole in the chest area, and the sharp smell of burning stung my nose because I had accidentally left the iron turned on when I went to turn off the stove in the kitchen.
"Aunt..."
She stepped forward quickly and grabbed the dress. "Do you know whose dress this is?!"
I lowered my head. "Elena's dress."
"This is not just a dress! This is a beauty pageant gown! An expensive dress! A dress that will make my daughter look perfect on stage!"
"I didn't mean to. The iron was too hot and I only left it for a few seconds," I said.
"Didn't mean to? What have you ever done intentionally other than ruining other people's lives, hm?" My aunt laughed mockingly.
I fell silent, my fingers clenching without realizing it. She looked me up and down, not bothering to hide her disgust.
"Look at you. Your body is that big. You are always clumsy just moving around. How could I ever trust something important to you?"
"I will replace it. I will work longer hours," I said.
"Replace it? With what? With that fat body of yours? Or your acne-covered face?"
"Please don't talk like that," I said, my voice barely audible.
"Why? Because it hurts your feelings? That is reality. Just compare yourself to Elena."
Footsteps echoed from the hallway. I knew who it was even before she appeared. My cousin, Elena. Beautiful, slim, flawless skin.
"What's going on, Mom?" she asked sweetly.
My aunt's tone changed instantly. "Honey, look at what your cousin did."
Elena stepped closer. Her eyes widened when she saw the dress. "My dress?"
I forced myself to look at her. "I'm sorry, Elena. It really was an accident."
She stared at me for a long moment, then clicked her tongue. "You know how important this is to me, right?"
I nodded quickly. "I know."
"But you still ruined it, as usual," she said flatly.
I swallowed, unable to argue.
My aunt crossed her arms. "It's embarrassing to have a cousin like you. When Elena goes on stage later, everyone will ask who that fat girl is."
I closed my eyes briefly, trying to hold back my tears.
"I only ask one thing. Don't touch anything that doesn't belong to you. You are not family here. You live here because we are kind," my aunt said.
"I always try to do my best," I replied, wiping the tears that slipped down my cheeks.
"Your efforts are never enough, and with a body and face like that, don't dream of having a bright future," she said.
Elena smiled faintly before turning away. "Mom, I'm going to my room. I feel sick seeing this."
After they left, the kitchen fell silent again. My aunt glanced back once more.
"Clean the kitchen. After that, wash all the clothes, and don't expect to get dinner tonight."
I only nodded. "Yes."
When I was alone, the tears I had been holding back finally fell. I stared at the burnt dress in my hands and then looked at the mirror in front of me. Even this dress would never fit my body. This fat body that no man had ever looked at, while Elena was always the center of attention.
Some time later, I still prepared everything as usual. Dinner had to be ready on time. Warm soup on the stove, side dishes neatly arranged on plates, the dining table wiped until it shone. My hands still felt hot from the iron earlier, but I endured the pain. No one cared anyway.
When everything was done, I stood for a moment in the kitchen. My stomach cramped, but I already knew the answer even before asking. I was not getting dinner. I took a glass of water, drank it slowly, then walked to my small room at the back of the house. The room was cramped, just enough for a small bed, an old wardrobe, and a narrow window facing the neighbor's wall.
I had just sat on the edge of the bed when voices from the dining room carried clearly. I was not trying to eavesdrop. The walls of this house were simply too thin.
"Is the money still not there?" my aunt's tense voice asked.
My uncle let out a heavy sigh. "Not yet, and he doesn't want to wait anymore."
"Who is he?" my aunt's tone rose. "Carlo, don't tell me this is your problem again."
"If this were just an ordinary loan shark, I wouldn't be this scared. He's not just anyone," my uncle said.
I straightened my back. My hands unconsciously gripped the bedsheet.
"So? You said the debt would be settled last month," my aunt pressed.
"The interest keeps rising, and the deadline has passed," my uncle said loudly.
The room went quiet for a few seconds, then Elena's voice was heard. "Dad, who do you actually owe?"
"It's not important for you to know," he replied at last.
I had known my uncle had many debts for a long time. From neighbors' whispers, from frequent late-night arguments, from the anxious look he hid behind his anger. But I never knew who he owed.
"If tomorrow I don't bring a solution, we could all be in danger," my uncle said.
My aunt clicked her tongue. "What do you mean, in danger?"
My uncle did not answer right away, and that silence made my chest feel tighter. I lay down on my small bed, staring at the peeling ceiling, and somehow a bad feeling told me that I would be involved.
Suddenly, my bedroom door opened without a knock. I flinched and sat up immediately.
"Uncle?"
He stood in the doorway. His face looked tense, very different from usual. His eyes did not look at me. His gaze was fixed on my neck. Reflexively, my hand rose to touch the small necklace I always wore. A necklace from my mother. A thin chain with a simple flower-shaped pendant, the only thing left of her.
"What is that?"
"My mom's necklace," I said.
He stepped inside without permission. His eyes never left the necklace, as if it mattered more than my presence.
"Is that gold?" he asked.
I shook my head quickly. "No. It's just a memory."
My uncle laughed shortly. "Memories can have value too."
I stood up. "What do you want, Uncle?"
He stepped closer.
"Give it to me," he said.
"No."
My uncle stared at me sharply. "Lucia, you live in this house because I allow it."
My hand clutched the necklace tightly. "This is the only thing I have from My Mom."
He fell silent for a moment, then his expression changed. Not angry, not cold, but thoughtful, like someone who had just found something useful.
My uncle stepped back, letting out a long breath. He turned toward the door, then stopped.
"Tomorrow, you're coming with me," he said without looking back.
A few days later, a large brown envelope arrived at the house.I was having breakfast when the head maid brought it in with a tense face. "Madam, this is for you. Delivered by a special courier."I took the envelope. There was a red wax seal on the back, a boxing emblem with writing around it that I didn't have time to read. I opened it carefully, my fingers trembling slightly because I could already guess what was inside.An official boxing challenge letter from Roseanne.On cream-colored paper with the National Boxing Federation header, written in formal letters, Roseanne officially challenged Lucia De Luca to compete in a charity boxing exhibition to be held three weeks from now."Oh my," I whispered.Alexandro, who was sitting across from me reading the newspaper, lifted his head."What's that?""A challenge letter from Roseanne."He put down his paper. His hand reached out, took the letter, and read it carefully. His face was flat as usual, but his jaw hardened."I'll talk to my
We stopped by a restaurant across from the mall. A restaurant with dark wooden tables and small candles on top. A place that was supposed to be romantic, but the atmosphere at our table wasn't romantic at all.Alexandro sat across from me with his arms crossed over his chest. His face was cold, his eyes staring out the window, not looking at me. On the table, the menu was already open, but he hadn't ordered.I had already ordered. But him? He just said "whatever" to the waiter, then went back to being silent."Hubby?"He didn't answer."What do you want to eat?""Whatever."He glanced at me briefly, then went back to the window.I sighed. This had been going on since we left the mall. In the car, he didn't talk. I tried to talk about the weather, he was silent. I tried to tell him about the clothes I bought, he just said "hmm." I tried to ask if he was angry, he didn't answer.Now at the restaurant, same thing."Are you angry?""No.""You're only answering with one word.""Yes.""That
"My wife," Alexandro answered.The robber laughed. "Good. Then you either give me money, or I take your wife."Alexandro sighed. Slowly. He took out his phone from his pocket. The robber immediately aimed his gun at the phone."Don't call anyone!"Alexandro ignored him. He pressed a few buttons, put the phone to his ear."Police? There's an armed robbery at the city center mall. Five men. Don't be slow."He hung up.The whole room fell silent.The robber's eyes widened. "You... you're crazy?!"He raised his gun, ready to shoot, but before his finger could pull the trigger, something happened.The door of the room opened.Not from the outside, but from the inside. A door on the other side of the room, which I had thought was just a closet, swung wide open, and from behind that door, men in neat black suits came out.Twenty men.Marco at the front.They were all carrying guns.The robber was shocked. He stepped back, his gun still raised, but his hand trembled."What... what is this?!"
After the incident with the salesgirl, I decided not to stay quiet. I had already grabbed several colorful dresses from the big size section, bright red, navy blue, sunny yellow. I held them tightly, feeling a little victorious, but not yet satisfied.My eyes shifted to Alexandro.He stood beside me in his black shirt and black pants. His whole body was black, like he was in mourning. Like he had never known any color other than black and white.I smiled mischievously."I want to pick out clothes for you too."He raised an eyebrow. "For me?""Yes. You're always in black. I'm bored.""I'm not bored.""But I'm bored of looking at you."He looked at me with eyes I couldn't read. But I didn't care. I was already walking to the men's clothing rack, my eyes scanning the rows of shirts, t-shirts, jackets.Then I found it.A plain t-shirt, soft cotton material, with a collar. Bright light blue, like the morning sky.I took it. Then I took red, then yellow, then turquoise, then light purple.I
The next morning, I woke up earlier than usual.I opened my eyes slowly. Beside me, Alexandro was still asleep. His face was calm in sleep, not cold. I liked seeing him like this. When he didn't have to be a ruthless businessman or the head of an underground organization.But I didn't wake up early to stare at him.I woke up because something had been bothering my mind for the past week.The scale.I walked to the bathroom quietly, trying not to make any noise. I had tried hard. Dieting, no late-night snacks. Sometimes I was hungry, but I endured.I wanted to see the results.The scale stood in the corner of the bathroom, on the white marble floor. I took a deep breath. I took off my slippers. I stepped onto the scale with one foot, then the other.The numbers on the screen blinked for a moment. Then stopped.88 kg.My eyes widened. I read it again. 88 kg. I lost 5 kg. I couldn't believe it. I stepped off the scale, then stepped on again. 88 kg. Same. Unchanged."Aaaaaa!" I screamed.
Alexandro carried me. I wrapped my arms around his neck."I'll take you inside," he whispered.I nodded. I couldn't speak.He walked toward the old building. Behind me, I heard Marco giving orders. The sound of footsteps, the sound of cars moving, but I didn't look back. I just closed my eyes and hoped it would all end soon.The building door opened. Dim lights illuminated a spacious room with exposed brick walls, old wooden floors, and a few leather chairs in the corner. There was a long table in the center, with maps and documents scattered on it.Alexandro set me down on a chair. His hand was still on my shoulder, warm, calming."Wait here. I need to talk for a moment," he said.I nodded. I still couldn't speak. My mouth felt dry, my tongue felt stiff, and in my head, the image of that man falling to the ground with blood flowing from his head was still vivid.Alexandro walked toward a man standing near the window. The man was tall, black hair with a little gray at the temples, a n
"A makeup tutor?""Yes, Madam. Mr. Alexandro arranged it. He said you need to learn how to do your makeup for future family events.""Al... alright. What time?""At ten o'clock, Madam. So you still have time for breakfast and to get ready."I nodded.A short while later.I was still sitting on the
That night I slept alone.Alexandro never came back down from his room. Maybe he slept in another room, maybe he left again. I didn't know.I just sat in my room, staring at the pile of lingerie on the chair, and wondered how my life had come to this.The next day.I showered, cleaned myself, then
The priest began to recite the prayer in a steady voice that echoed throughout the church. I stood still beside Alexandro, my hands feeling stiff as I held the bouquet. The scent of lilies was too strong, almost making me dizzy."We are gathered here today to witness the marriage of Alexandro De Lu
I showed him everything I had learned from Mira.I sat on his lap, both arms wrapped around his neck. My breath was slow, rhythmic, exactly as Mira taught. "Breathing is the key," she said before. "Proper breathing can make a man lose control."I whispered in his ear. "Where do you want me to start







