Mag-log inLucia
The next morning, I woke up earlier than usual. It was a routine ingrained in my body, and I went straight to the kitchen. Heating the soup, frying eggs, arranging bread on plates. I did everything automatically, as if my body moved without needing instructions. I barely slept last night, but fatigue had never been an excuse in this house.
Strangely, there was no shouting this morning.
When I finished setting the breakfast on the dining table, my uncle was already seated neatly, wearing his best shirt. My aunt also looked more dressed up than usual. Her hair was neatly styled, her face full of makeup. Elena sat beside her, beautiful as always, wearing a simple dress that was clearly expensive.
I was about to return to the kitchen as usual when my uncle said, "Sit."
I froze.
"What is it?" I asked hesitantly.
"Eat together," he said briefly.
My chest pounded uneasily. This had never happened. Not once since I had lived in this house. I sat slowly at the end of the table, my hands stiff as I picked up the spoon. For several minutes, only the sound of cutlery could be heard, until my aunt started the conversation.
"Elena, you remember today's schedule, right?" she said with a proud smile.
"Of course, Mom. The pageant starts this afternoon. I'm ready."
"I'm sure all eyes will be on you. With your face and body, you truly belong on that stage."
I lowered my head, focusing on my plate.
"The replacement gown arrived last night, even more beautiful than the previous one," my aunt said.
Elena smiled in satisfaction. "Thank goodness. Otherwise, who knows what would have happened."
I said nothing. They talked at length about the pageant details, the decorations, the judges, the important guests, while I was merely a listener who did not seem to exist. I already knew what my task would be later. Carrying bags, makeup cases, spare shoes, just like always. After we finished eating, my uncle stood up. He adjusted his shirt cuffs, then looked at me.
"Tonight, you're coming with me," he said.
"Why?" My voice almost failed to come out.
"Just be ready."
My hand instinctively rose to my neck, clutching the necklace my mom had given me. My uncle glanced at it briefly, then turned away and walked out of the house without waiting for my answer.
My aunt only glanced at me for a moment, then said flatly, "Get ready quickly. We don't want to be late."
We left an hour later. I sat in the back seat of the car, holding several of Elena's bags, and not long after, we arrived. The building where the beauty pageant was held looked grand. A red carpet stretched across the entrance. Camera lights flashed everywhere. Women arrived in beautiful gowns, slim bodies, flawless faces.
I stepped out of the car and immediately felt out of place.
I lowered my head, following behind my aunt and Elena. Many eyes were looking around, but not at me. All attention was on the beautiful women who seemed born to stand in a place like this. I gripped the bags tighter.
Elena was soon surrounded by organizers and other contestants. They laughed, exchanged compliments, compared themselves. My aunt stood beside her, her face full of pride. I stood a bit farther away, near the wall, trying to make myself smaller.
I knew I was not as beautiful as them. My body was too large, my face too plain, my skin imperfect. In this place, I was like a stain on white fabric.
Suddenly, the atmosphere shifted. Conversations softened, and I slowly lifted my head. The main doors opened, and several men dressed in black entered first. Their bodies were upright, their steps synchronized. Their presence made the room feel as if it were shrinking.
In the center of them, a man walked calmly. He was tall, broad-shouldered, his face firm with a sharp jawline. His black suit fit his body perfectly, without excessive decoration. His gaze was cold, full of control, as if the room bowed to him without him needing to command it.
I knew who he was. Alexandro De Luca.
His full name often appeared in business news, an international property and logistics entrepreneur, owner of shipping and cross-border distribution companies. But everyone also knew that those businesses were only the front.
Behind them, he controlled dark networks, illegal distribution routes, territorial protection, and transactions that were never recorded. Rumor had it that he was the guest of honor at this prestigious event.
Alexandro stepped inside, and as if unspoken, people made way. The judges stood up. The organizers smiled nervously. My aunt even straightened her back, trying to look worthy. I felt myself shrinking further, and somehow, among the sea of beautiful faces and glittering gowns, that gaze met mine. Alexandro's eyes shifted slightly in my direction.
I did not know why he looked at me. I was just a fat girl standing in a corner holding bags, but his gaze did not immediately turn away. There was a brief pause, enough to make my breath catch. I quickly lowered my head.
The pageant finally began. The main lights dimmed, the stage lights blazed brightly. The opening music echoed throughout the hall, greeted by enthusiastic applause from the audience. I sat in the regular seating area, right next to my aunt, with large bags piled at my feet. Spare shoes, makeup cases, water bottles, everything was with me. My aunt sat upright, her eyes fixed on the stage.
"Sit properly," she whispered without looking at me. "Don't embarrass us."
I nodded faintly. In the front row, the VVIP seating area stood out. The chairs were larger, more spaciously arranged, and guarded by several broad-shouldered men. That was where he sat. Alexandro De Luca.
He leaned back casually, one leg crossed, his arm resting on the chair's armrest. Two bodyguards stood behind him, one on the left, one on the right. Alexandro's expression remained flat.
"Look at him," my aunt murmured softly, almost to herself.
I glanced briefly in his direction, then quickly lowered my head again.
"Handsome, but terrifying. People with that kind of aura never bring anything good," my aunt said.
She clicked her tongue softly. "And unfortunately, my useless husband owes him money."
My aunt took a long breath. "If only Elena wins today, the prize money can be used immediately to pay off that debt, at least part of it."
On stage, the contestants were introduced one by one. Beautiful gowns sparkled under the lights. Their steps were graceful, their smiles trained, the audience cheered, cameras flashing endlessly.
Elena appeared in the middle order. The cheers immediately grew louder. My aunt reflexively patted my hand, too hard. "That's my daughter," she whispered proudly.
Elena walked with confidence. Her body was slim, her chin lifted, her smile perfect. She waved to the audience, and many responded with even louder applause. I watched the stage with mixed feelings. A part of me knew that Elena truly belonged there. She was beautiful, she shone, and the world was always kind to her, while I was just a spectator.
I glanced toward the VVIP seats without realizing it. Alexandro was watching the stage, but not with the captivated expression of the other spectators. I lowered my head again.
Session after session passed. Question and answer, talent evaluation, special performances. My aunt grew more restless. Her feet shifted, her fingers gripping the small purse on her lap.
"Why are the judges taking so long?" she murmured.
I did not answer. When a short break was announced, the audience stood up and chatted among themselves. My aunt leaned toward me.
"Did you see Alexandro earlier?" she whispered.
I nodded faintly.
"Someone like him..." my aunt swallowed. "It's better to pay quickly than to wait for his anger."
I remembered my uncle's gaze, the look of someone who had run out of options.
"I don't care how. What matters is that the debt is paid off," she said.
On stage, Elena appeared again for the final session. This time, her gown was more striking. The lights highlighted her every movement. She answered the judges' questions smoothly, confidently, even drawing applause from some audience members before she finished speaking.
I glanced again toward the VVIP seats. Alexandro was leaning slightly forward now, his elbows on his knees, his fingers interlaced. His eyes were fixed on the stage as if watching Elena, then for some reason, he turned his gaze toward the seats where I was sitting.
I was startled. The look was brief, but enough to make me panic. I immediately lowered my head, pretending to adjust the bags at my feet.
Suddenly, thunderous applause filled the room. The announcement was about to be made.
My aunt unconsciously gripped my hand. "Please let Elena win."
I held my breath too, because I knew that if Elena won, the debt would be paid with money, but if she did not...
I remembered my uncle's words from last night.
You're coming with me.
"Does Uncle Carlo want to give this necklace to Alexandro?" I murmured silently to myself.
A few days later, a large brown envelope arrived at the house.I was having breakfast when the head maid brought it in with a tense face. "Madam, this is for you. Delivered by a special courier."I took the envelope. There was a red wax seal on the back, a boxing emblem with writing around it that I didn't have time to read. I opened it carefully, my fingers trembling slightly because I could already guess what was inside.An official boxing challenge letter from Roseanne.On cream-colored paper with the National Boxing Federation header, written in formal letters, Roseanne officially challenged Lucia De Luca to compete in a charity boxing exhibition to be held three weeks from now."Oh my," I whispered.Alexandro, who was sitting across from me reading the newspaper, lifted his head."What's that?""A challenge letter from Roseanne."He put down his paper. His hand reached out, took the letter, and read it carefully. His face was flat as usual, but his jaw hardened."I'll talk to my
We stopped by a restaurant across from the mall. A restaurant with dark wooden tables and small candles on top. A place that was supposed to be romantic, but the atmosphere at our table wasn't romantic at all.Alexandro sat across from me with his arms crossed over his chest. His face was cold, his eyes staring out the window, not looking at me. On the table, the menu was already open, but he hadn't ordered.I had already ordered. But him? He just said "whatever" to the waiter, then went back to being silent."Hubby?"He didn't answer."What do you want to eat?""Whatever."He glanced at me briefly, then went back to the window.I sighed. This had been going on since we left the mall. In the car, he didn't talk. I tried to talk about the weather, he was silent. I tried to tell him about the clothes I bought, he just said "hmm." I tried to ask if he was angry, he didn't answer.Now at the restaurant, same thing."Are you angry?""No.""You're only answering with one word.""Yes.""That
"My wife," Alexandro answered.The robber laughed. "Good. Then you either give me money, or I take your wife."Alexandro sighed. Slowly. He took out his phone from his pocket. The robber immediately aimed his gun at the phone."Don't call anyone!"Alexandro ignored him. He pressed a few buttons, put the phone to his ear."Police? There's an armed robbery at the city center mall. Five men. Don't be slow."He hung up.The whole room fell silent.The robber's eyes widened. "You... you're crazy?!"He raised his gun, ready to shoot, but before his finger could pull the trigger, something happened.The door of the room opened.Not from the outside, but from the inside. A door on the other side of the room, which I had thought was just a closet, swung wide open, and from behind that door, men in neat black suits came out.Twenty men.Marco at the front.They were all carrying guns.The robber was shocked. He stepped back, his gun still raised, but his hand trembled."What... what is this?!"
After the incident with the salesgirl, I decided not to stay quiet. I had already grabbed several colorful dresses from the big size section, bright red, navy blue, sunny yellow. I held them tightly, feeling a little victorious, but not yet satisfied.My eyes shifted to Alexandro.He stood beside me in his black shirt and black pants. His whole body was black, like he was in mourning. Like he had never known any color other than black and white.I smiled mischievously."I want to pick out clothes for you too."He raised an eyebrow. "For me?""Yes. You're always in black. I'm bored.""I'm not bored.""But I'm bored of looking at you."He looked at me with eyes I couldn't read. But I didn't care. I was already walking to the men's clothing rack, my eyes scanning the rows of shirts, t-shirts, jackets.Then I found it.A plain t-shirt, soft cotton material, with a collar. Bright light blue, like the morning sky.I took it. Then I took red, then yellow, then turquoise, then light purple.I
The next morning, I woke up earlier than usual.I opened my eyes slowly. Beside me, Alexandro was still asleep. His face was calm in sleep, not cold. I liked seeing him like this. When he didn't have to be a ruthless businessman or the head of an underground organization.But I didn't wake up early to stare at him.I woke up because something had been bothering my mind for the past week.The scale.I walked to the bathroom quietly, trying not to make any noise. I had tried hard. Dieting, no late-night snacks. Sometimes I was hungry, but I endured.I wanted to see the results.The scale stood in the corner of the bathroom, on the white marble floor. I took a deep breath. I took off my slippers. I stepped onto the scale with one foot, then the other.The numbers on the screen blinked for a moment. Then stopped.88 kg.My eyes widened. I read it again. 88 kg. I lost 5 kg. I couldn't believe it. I stepped off the scale, then stepped on again. 88 kg. Same. Unchanged."Aaaaaa!" I screamed.
Alexandro carried me. I wrapped my arms around his neck."I'll take you inside," he whispered.I nodded. I couldn't speak.He walked toward the old building. Behind me, I heard Marco giving orders. The sound of footsteps, the sound of cars moving, but I didn't look back. I just closed my eyes and hoped it would all end soon.The building door opened. Dim lights illuminated a spacious room with exposed brick walls, old wooden floors, and a few leather chairs in the corner. There was a long table in the center, with maps and documents scattered on it.Alexandro set me down on a chair. His hand was still on my shoulder, warm, calming."Wait here. I need to talk for a moment," he said.I nodded. I still couldn't speak. My mouth felt dry, my tongue felt stiff, and in my head, the image of that man falling to the ground with blood flowing from his head was still vivid.Alexandro walked toward a man standing near the window. The man was tall, black hair with a little gray at the temples, a n
I showed him everything I had learned from Mira.I sat on his lap, both arms wrapped around his neck. My breath was slow, rhythmic, exactly as Mira taught. "Breathing is the key," she said before. "Proper breathing can make a man lose control."I whispered in his ear. "Where do you want me to start
Three days since Mira came.Three days I learned, about touch, about sound, about movement, about how to make a man want you. And every night, I waited.Alexandro did not come home.Around ten at night, I heard a car in the driveway. My heart pounded wildly.I ran to the window. The black car was p
"A makeup tutor?""Yes, Madam. Mr. Alexandro arranged it. He said you need to learn how to do your makeup for future family events.""Al... alright. What time?""At ten o'clock, Madam. So you still have time for breakfast and to get ready."I nodded.A short while later.I was still sitting on the
That night I slept alone.Alexandro never came back down from his room. Maybe he slept in another room, maybe he left again. I didn't know.I just sat in my room, staring at the pile of lingerie on the chair, and wondered how my life had come to this.The next day.I showered, cleaned myself, then







