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I wake up slowly, as the light from an unfamiliar window spreads across my face with a soft haze. My body feels heavy but deliciously sore in places I haven’t noticed in months. A dull ache throbs behind my eyes and like clockwork, the memories crash in with a cold violence. Colt’s face. Lila’s weak, guilty smile. The sickening blatant betrayal of their phrase “we’re not cousins.” And oh my, Rhysand. The bartender stranger. The furious, yet beautiful blur of wine, revenge and raw desperate pleasure. “Oh fuck!” I gasp, as shame hits me like a blow. Mortified, I stare up at the ceiling of the man whose last name I don’t even know. I can’t believe the reckless thing I did but I’m justified. I also have options of my own…an option that was grasping the nearest lifeline—even if that lifeline was a gorgeous dangerous stranger. I hear a soft thump from the next room. My head whips toward the sound. “Shit, that must be him.” I raise the covers, mortification blowing wide when I realize how very naked I am underneath it. “My head must be a crow’s nest, can’t let him find me like this.” Even with a line of drool down my mouth. God, why me! Panic snaps me into frantic action with only one mission in mind: I cannot let him see me this rumpled and hungover. Especially with the emotional wreckage of last night all over my face. I scramble off the bed, snatching my clothes and heels. I make a blind dash for where I think is the bathroom. Throwing the door open, I instantly collide with a solid, warm, wet wall of muscle. It is Rhysand. He’s just left the shower with a towel hanging too low off his hips. Water clings to the dark hair on his chest, dripping down the sharp definition of his abs. I stumble back, completely out of breath. As he steps aside, I catch my own reflection in the mirror but almost immediately, I get shamefully distracted by the perfect curve of his butt. My pussy whimpers. ‘Fuck me, again. Please.’ It’s the sound of his deep chuckle that startles me. “Admiring the view, Rain?” Heat floods my cheek. He leans against the doorframe, somehow managing to trap me, as a wicked grin curves his mouth. “You look like you’re trying to escape a crime scene. Don’t rush. You can go back to bed, or, better yet…” His eyes darken, then gleam with hunger. “We can have that bath. Together. Again.” A delicious thrill shoots up my spine at the seductive words. It’s intoxicating how inviting his words are. No, focus, Rain! It’s just another man like Colt. That forces me to clamp down the feeling and make my tone sharp. “Absolutely not. I need to clean up and get out,” I state, keeping my clothes close to cover my jewels. My bare backside can manage. “Go find a shirt and make coffee, please.” He studies me with a slight knowing smile on his face before turning towards the bedroom. “Leaving already?” He calls out. “Yes. It was fun, but I have a life,” I reply, pulling on my pant and snapping on the bra quickly. “A life that involves an engagement party tonight?” I yank the door open. “You’re an absolute snoop.” He raises his arms defensively. “Hey, I was the one used to settle scores, I couldn’t help but notice the invitation. It did mention a plus one, and I happen to have a completely clear schedule today.” I scoff. “That text is going to the bin.” His eyes narrow in silent judgement causing the hairs on my neck to stand. Instead of pushing, he shrugs. “Fine. Your funeral. I made breakfast.” I don’t answer. I throw on my sheer top, grab my bag and storm out. The second I step outside his door, I realize I’m standing in a glass penthouse with breathtaking cityscapes. Even though it’s a little sus for a bartender, that’s not my business. The moment I turn my phone on, it blows up with missed calls and frantic texts. All from a very distraught Emma. So I call her to let her know where I am now and that I’ll be home in a few. While I order for my uber ride, I stumble upon Colt’s message from last night. I swipe past it, refusing to even look. The elevator chimes open. Just as the door swooshes close, a hand stops it from closing completely. “Rhysand again,” he says with a cheeky smile I find annoying. “What do you want this time? There are no bathrooms in here.” He walks into the elevator with fluid movements and his presence domineers the space around me. He smells edible. This can’t be happening to me. He opens his palm. In there is a tiny, glittering object: my gold hairpin. Instead of taking it, I roll my eyes. “I know it’s small and maybe insignificant, but I thought you wouldn’t wanna miss it.” Then he has the nerve to show me sincere eyes. Who is this grown man kidding for fucks sakes! “You’re right, it’s insignificant yet you needed an excuse to see my face one last time.” He bites his bottom lip and winks. “Maybe. I’ll be seeing you anytime soon?” He asks, taking a few steps out of the elevator as a couple walk in. My eyes do a full appraisal, noting the ridges of his sculpted forceps. The way he drove me to extreme orgasms floods my mind. Colt has never achieved that. I felt like a fucking virgin all over again. “Rain?” A searing signal shoots down to my core. I quickly shake off the thought. Down, girl. Stop it now. He reaches through and hands over the hairpin. As our fingers come in contact, the memory of him and his raw desire merges into a sudden, reckless plan. “Accompany me tonight,” I demand, my voice surprisingly holding steady. “To the engagement party.” He cocks a lazy smirk. “Oh? Why the sudden change of heart? Was it the fact that I caught you lingering too long? Perhaps a desperate attempt to make your man jealous with a suitable ‘distraction’?” Heat scald my cheeks. “For fuck sakes, Rhysand. Just say yes already.” “I hope I’m worthy enough to accompany you as a date.” “Doesn’t change the fact that you’re an absolute snoop.” I hiss, humiliation and anger mixing on my face. Instead of replying, he pulls me out of the elevator. “What is your problem?” I hiss as I watch the elevators close. “If I’m not careful, you’ll break a nail being so melodramatic.” His thumb strokes my pulse point in a maddening, playful way. As some of my anger melts away, his eyes flash with victory. I hate how he does that. *** The clock reads 7:58 PM when we pull up to Colt’s family estate. The moment the car stops, the playful Rhysand, who’s been telling easy jokes and teasing from the ride, disappears. I ignore it. He’s doing me a favor, and the seriousness isn’t my problem. We part ways after this anyway. “I have to take this,” he murmurs, stepping away to answer a call on his phone, moving toward a dark column. I straighten my dress, take a deep breath and venture into the party alone. The ballroom is already full with laughter ringing out in various zones. Champagne flutes chime and the air reeks of betrayal. That’s when I see him. Colt. He spots me and his hard set face immediately snaps into a mask of pure anger. He walks straight toward me with unnerving speed. “What is the meaning of this, Rain? What do you think you are doing showing up here?” He growls, pulling me harshly to the side. “And what the hell was that nonsense last night?” I blink at him, genuinely confused. “Nonsense? I’m here because I was invited.” “Don’t play dumb!” Then he lowers his voice after scanning our environment for onlookers. “You had the nerve to phone me while you were whoring yourself away with some…man. I heard every disgusting sound! You sounded like a railed animal! Do you know how that made me look in front of my family?” I blink, stepping back as if he’s physically assaulted me. When did that happen? “I never…” I go through my call history and right under Emma’s name is indeed a call I made to Colt. “Shit.” I murmur. Before I can say anything else, a thick voice cuts in. “Colt, my man!” A man appears from behind and slaps his shoulder. He looks me up and down with disgust. “Is this the little whore you were going to marry before Lila opened your eyes? Good thing you woke up, buddy. You saw the light.” The word—whore—echoes in the suddenly quiet corner of my mind. And then, the forgotten memory comes rushing: My hand fumbling to hit Colt’s number as I had Rhysand pound relentlessly into me. I called him. Shit. I called him during. A sharp pain of insult, notification and rage explodes behind my eyes. I will die before I look like a victim. Squaring my shoulders, I match his venom with fire. “The only thing I dodged was a pathetic, lying snake who clearly can’t keep his hands off his supposed cousin.” I spit out. “Have a nice life bearing imbeciles.” Colt’s face go completely dark as his composure scatters, like he cannot believe I’ll ever speak to him in that manner. He lunges a hald-step forward, his face contorted with the most dangerous look I have ever seen from him. I recoil, taking a fast step backward as the realization hits that I might have pushed too far this time. But my back hits a solid, immense wall of muscle. Rhysand. And boy does he not look pleased one bit. His eyes are ablaze with a terrifying mix of cold anger and a mocking tease. As though daring Colt to make the wrong move. The menacing look, though not directed at me, sends a shiver down my spine. Colt stops dead in his tracks. His murderous rage instantly twists into shock, then utter terror. “Rhys…?” Colt croaks. “What are you doing here?” Rhysand shifts, his body leaning slightly over mine. He wraps an arm around my waist to make the statement clear. With a majestic disdain that makes Colt look small, he delivers the final blow. “Hello, Brother.”Rhysand. It takes me twenty minutes before I realize Rain might not be honoring my invitation. My phone sits face-up on the table. The last text I sent her~~Still waiting on an answer, mushroom.~~has been read for twenty-three minutes…and counting. No reply. Not a single fucking dot. I run a hand through my hair, jaw tight. She’s not coming. The thought lodges in my chest like a blade. Did I try too hard? Maybe her mother has done something to make her stay away? Maybe she’s too tired to answer while I sit here like a fool with dinner getting cold and my cock aching for the only woman who can ruin me. Restless, I sling off my shirt, leaving only sweatpants slung low on my hips, the waistband barely clinging to my waist. The fabric does nothing to hide how hard I’m getting just thinking about her. The city lights bleed through the floor-to-ceiling windows, painting silver streaks across my apartment. I pace barefoot in front of the table I spent the last hour set
Rain. I break the hug with Caiden slowly, the warmth of his arms lingering on my skin even after I step back. The apartment suddenly feels smaller, the air heavier than it was when I walked in. I glance around—nothing looks obviously different. But something is off. The atmosphere is thick, tense, like the room is holding its breath. My eyes land on Crysta. She’s half sitting on the back of the couch, arms crossed, face pale in a way that has nothing to do with her usual foundation shade being too light. Normally, when a rich man walks into her orbit, her eyes light up like slot machines, lips curving into that predatory smile she thinks is seductive. She preens. She poses. She starts calculating how much she can squeeze out of him before he figures out she’s a leech. Right now she looks… small. Cornered. Her mouth is pressed into a thin line, eyes darting between Caiden and me like she’s waiting for a bomb to go off. It’s not normal. Not even a little. I turn back to
Caiden. The evening has cooled into that crisp, indifferent air that makes the city feel sharper around the edges. I ease my new Bentley to the curb in front of Rain’s building. The streetlights paint everything in sickly orange. I kill the engine and step out, the door closing with a soft thud behind me. The building looms ahead—five stories of faded brick and flickering entry lights, the kind of place that looks respectable enough during the day but turns tired and suspicious after dark. I wrinkle my nose as I breathe in the faint smell of exhaust, yesterday’s garbage outside and years of other people’s lives clinging to the air. It’s not exactly terrible—not by city standards—but it offends me on principle. Rain shouldn’t have to breathe this. She deserves light, clean air, high floors and an unlimited view. Much better than this. I balance the slim white box from the pastries in one hand and adjust the cuffs of my suit jacket with the other. It’s charcoal wool, I h
Rain. Caiden’s office is everything I expected and nothing like Rhysand’s. Where Rhysand’s building feels like a fortress with dark wood, sharp lines, cold glass walls that make you feel caged, Caiden’s is different. Sunlight pours through tall windows overlooking the river and slides over the company name mounted on the wall—Bluehorse Cyber Group. There’s a faint scent of cedar and coffee, and the space feels lived-in despite the little furniture. I’m sitting on the edge of one of the armchairs in the room, sketchpad open on my lap, pencil hovering over a half-finished mood board for his executive floor. It’s been a week since the sex in Rhysand’s car and though I haven’t said anything about his confessions and claim over me. I haven’t ignored him either. My phone buzzes in my hand and I check the text from him. ~~Thinking of you~~ I smile. My mind flashes back to the backseat of his car, and for a moment my thighs actually clench. ~~I’m busy with work, right n
Rain. The fire in my chest feels like it’ll never quench. All the anger from finding out Crysta had gone to meet Rhysand. From reading the call logs and texts to Rhysand she thought she deleted. All the fear and rage had collided as I rushed to the cafe to stop whatever disaster was about to unfold. Now I’m pouring all that fear and rage on Rhysand. I rip off his belt and fling it away not caring where it lands. His hands pull roughly at my jeans and I lift off to aid him drag it down my thighs, my panties going with it. I wriggle free of it and kick them off, leaving my pussy bare and dripping. I return to my goal of getting his cock. I claw at his pants, dragging down enough for his cock to spring. My movements are impatient, jerky and so fucking desperate. After the morning we had yesterday, I didn’t think I’d back here so soon, needing him, wanting him inside me, hoping to burn with me. “Maybe we should—” I cut him off as I grip his cock in my hand and squeeze.
Rhysand. The café Crysta picked sits on a quiet corner of the city, outdoor tables shaded by wide umbrellas that ripple in the late-afternoon breeze of the next day. I choose a table near the edge of the exit and wait. Crysta arrives ten minutes late, sauntering up in a tight sundress that clings in all the wrong ways for a “casual” meetup, her makeup heavy even in the daylight. She slides into the chair opposite me with a smile that’s all teeth, ordering a mimosa before I can even suggest coffee. Now she’s stirring the drink lazily, her eyes roaming over me like I’m on the menu. “You know, Rhysand,” she says, leaning forward so her cleavage strains against the fabric, “I’ve met a lot of men in my life. Powerful ones. Rich ones. But you… you’ve got that edge. Like you could break something without even trying.” Her foot brushes my calf under the table and lingers. I shift away, but she just laughs softly. “Rain never mentioned how intense you are. She’s so lucky. Always
Rain. “You…” Emma’s voice is a low hiss, her eyes hardening with a cold fury. “What the fuck are you doing here, Rhysand?” She pushes back from the table, her chair screeching. She stands tall, shaking with the kind of protective adrenaline that usually ends up with her in a fight. I rea
Rain. The hallway of my apartment building has never felt longer. Every step I take toward my door feels like I’m dragging a hundred pounds of lead behind me. My hands are shaking so violently that I fumble with my keys for a full minute, before I get it into
Rain. I’ve loved Colt Walden for as long as I remember. But now watching him with his cock inside Lila I feel nothing for him. Not even the anger I had before stepping into his room. Everything just drains out of me, leaving a hollow shell. A tir
Colt. “Baby, I’m so—” “Shut the fuck up, Lila. I don’t want to hear it,” I bark, seething with rising anger. I want to think. I want to understand. I want to know what the fuck just happened right now. And what Rain meant by all that







