Ecstasy

"You want me to fucking relax? Are you… goddamn crazy?" I said, bewildered and very much annoyed.

"Just enjoy it. I'm sure you'll love it." He looked at his watch. "20 minutes, and you'll feel it."

And just like that, everything started to feel good. Just like he said. The antsy feeling in my gut was starting to dissipated.

"Am I… am I floating?" I giggled. I stared at my hand and smiled.

"There you are," he smiled back. It gave me this strange sense of peace, like nothing I've ever felt before.

The weight on my chest is getting lifted.

"I feel floaty, Matthew."

"I know. Isn't it great? I mixed those for you. Especially for you, sweetheart." He began touching my hand. My initial thought was to remove it but then…

"Do you like it? Do you feel better?"

And I did. I was light, I was happy.

Finally. My god.

I smiled, I really smiled.

"You're so fucking beautiful, have I told you that?" He sat down beside me.

"Nope. You haven't but I'm starting to feel it. I kinda feel pretty.