Chapter 26- Amara

During lunch Jasper fills Matteo in on how the conversation went with Felix. I wasn’t expecting Jasper to contact him now. I thought he would do it when he got back, but he wants the meeting to happen when we get back right away. Jasper doesn’t seem like he has the best relationship with our father, so I’m not holding out hope that Felix will accept me. 

Honestly, I”m not expecting him to. I simply want to meet just to have an idea of who my real father is. My life I have looked up to my mothers mate as my father assuming he was mine. I never thought it was fair that he was taken from me before I could know him, but the truth was he wasn’t mine to even have. Still, I feel connected to him though. He cared and loved me like his own, and part of me thinks he wouldn’t have cared if I was his. For all we know, he knew my mother had an affair, he might have assumed I was