LOGINMystery man's POV
I never believed in that instant-connection bullshit people yap about on dating apps, love at first sight, soulmates, all that romantic garbage but the second that redheaded kid from my apartment stumbled through the door of my usual bar like the hounds of hell were nipping at his heels, something in my chest twisted so hard I almost dropped the glass I was nursing. He looked wrecked. Eyes wide and glassy, face pale enough that the lights made him glow like a ghost. Behind him on the sidewalk I caught the shadows of those assholes laughing and catcalling, following too close, hands already gesturing like they owned him. My blood went hot. Not just angry-hot. Protective-hot. The kid had this good looking hoodie on, he looked cute in it. He’s wearing the hoodie I gave him, yet it never once crossed his mind how I knew his measurements so perfectly. So naive, so sweet. It’s exactly why I haven't been able to bring myself to ruin him just yet. But tell me, my good boy... why did you wander into such a naughty place? I felt like I knew exactly who he was. I tilted my head and kept watching closer than I’d ever admit… The bartender who’s known me for years caught my eye when he slid onto a stool. I jerked my chin toward the blue cocktail that was on my table, I'd already added the aphrodisiac in it for Aiden. I kept contemplating whether to let him drink it or not. And my inner demon won. The bartender was my guy so he was quick witted and understood. Took the drink to him without a word. Aiden took one long sip like he was dying of thirst, and ten seconds later his eyes rolled and he folded like wet paper. I was there before he hit the floor. Scooped him up under the arms and hauled him out the back door into the alley where my car waited. No one questioned it. In that bar, people mind their own business when I decide to play knight. The hotel was five minutes away. Expensive nice place on the edge of downtown, clean sheets, thick walls, no questions asked. I carried him up the back stairs because elevators have cameras and I wasn’t in the mood for paperwork. Room 412. The door clicked shut behind us. I laid him on the bed gently, like he was glass instead of the same fragile boy who wouldn’t look me in the eye without wanting to disappear. He was out cold. Breathing shallow. Cheeks flushed from whatever cocktail residue was still in his system. I stood there for a long minute just looking. Skin pale except for the freckles scattered across his nose and shoulders. Red hair messy and sticking to his forehead with sweat. The hoodie looked amazing on him, sleeves too long, like he’d been clinging to it for safety. Someone had already hurt him tonight. That protective twist in my chest turned into something darker. Hungrier. I peeled the hoodie off first, Underneath was just a thin t-shirt clinging to his ribs. I tugged that up and over his head. Arms limp. The shirt hit the floor. Then the jeans button popped, zipper down, I eased them off his hips. No boxers. Just bare skin. Cock soft against his thigh, not big, but pretty. Pink tip, smooth shaft, nest of auburn curls. Ass round and perfect, the kind you want to grab and never let go. Bruises already blooming on one cheek, finger-shaped. Someone else’s marks. My dick throbbed hard in my jeans. I stripped him the rest of the way. Socks. Shoes kicked off. Then I stepped back and looked at what I’d unwrapped, He was naked. Then I blindfolded him next. I always carry one in the glove compartment, black silk, soft. Slipped it over his eyes. I tied it gently. He mumbled something incoherent, slurred nonsense. I sat on the edge of the bed. Hand on his thigh. His skin was warm and soft. I leaned down and kissed his neck first. Slowly. Open-mouthed. He sighed, soft unconscious sound. My mouth moved lower. Collarbone. Nipple, small, pink, under my tongue. I sucked. Gently at first. Then harder. Bit just enough to feel him twitch. Down his stomach. Then bus hip bone and inner thigh. His cock started to fill, slowly, lazy hardening like his body knew what was coming even if his brain didn’t. “Fuck,” I muttered against his skin. “Look at you. Perfect little thing.” I kissed the base of his dick. Tongue flicked the head. He moaned low and wrecked. Hips shifted toward me without thinking. I took him in my mouth. Slowly and deep. Sucked until he was fully hard, leaking on my tongue. Pretty cock. So fucking pretty. I could’ve cum just from tasting him. But I wanted more. I stood up. Stripped fast, shirt, jeans, boxers. My cock sprang free, thick, heavy, already dripping. I climbed over him. Spread his legs with my knees. Settled between them. Rubbed my dick against his ass hot skin on his. He whimpered. Blindfold still on. Body pliant. Craving even in blackout. I lined up. Pressed the head against his hole. Just enough pressure to feel the resistance. One push and I’d be inside. One push and he’d be mine. Something stopped me. Not guilt and definitely not morals. I don’t have those on nights like this. It was… him. The way his breath hitched when I kissed his neck earlier. The way he’d run into that bar like he was drowning and I was the only lifeboat. The way his body trembled now not just from the drug, but from everything that had already been done to him tonight. I could smell it on him. Fear, hurt and exhaustion. He was someone who'd definitely reciprocate my feelings, so why use this method anyway. Why not just come out? I kept questioning myself, truth be told though, I was actually terrified that my darker desires and kinks will scare Aiden off and drive him away forever.Chapter 214AidenChris showed up at my dorm the next morning at eight with two coffees and the look of someone who hadn’t slept at all.“You look terrible,” I said, letting him in.“Good morning to you too.” He handed me a cup and sat on the edge of Jovian’s old bed, the one with no sheets on it anymore. “Ethan texted at three.”My stomach tightened. “And?”He pulled out the ugly flip phone and turned the screen toward me. At the top it just said Ethan.Mr. Jerry called last night. Told Reyes he was wrong about Aiden. Reyes told his guys to back off. For now.I read it twice. “For now.”“For now is better than yesterday.”“You sound like a fortune cookie.”“I sound like somebody who stayed up all night so you could sleep.” He took a sip of his coffee and made a face. “This is terrible. Why is campus coffee so bad?”“Because it’s free and made by people who hate us.” I sat down on my own bed across from him. “Okay. Now tell me why.”“Why what?”“Why any of this. Why three grown men wi
Chapter 213 Aiden Chris got up without answering and came back from his bedroom with an ugly little flip phone, the kind my grandpa used to have. He set it next to the envelope.“This is how I know most things,” he said.He opened it. There was only one contact. It said E.“Ethan,” I said.He nodded.“Ethan’s okay?”“Alive. Okay is a strong word. He called me once from Reyes’s landline and sounded bad, and someone walked in before he could say much. So I paid Reyes’s housekeeper three hundred dollars to slip this into Ethan’s laundry.”“Why didn’t you tell me?”“Because you’d have wanted to go get him, and the last person who tried to take something from Reyes ended up dead.”The flip phone buzzed. Chris read it and his jaw went tight. He turned it so I could see.Jerry called R this morning. Said the tutor was sitting on the curb outside his house yesterday. Said the tutor is the problem, not his son. R believed him. R is looking for Aiden now.I read it twice.“He saw me,” I said.
Chapter 212AidenI stood in the doorway of my dorm room and stared at the hoodie on my pillow for a long time.Black. Soft. Tags still on. Folded exactly like the one I found on my bed the first week of school, the morning I asked the whole room who left it. Jovian said not me. Ethan said not me. Chris sat by the window typing with his headphones on like he couldn’t hear a thing, and I stood there and thanked the goddess out loud like an idiot.I didn’t need anybody to explain this one.Jovian was locked in a psych ward. He’d called me three nights ago on a stranger’s phone and got caught after three minutes. Ethan was stuck somewhere with Reyes and couldn’t even answer a text. That left one person who knew my size, knew my room, had cash to throw around, and had shown up every single time I got into trouble this year like he had a map.I shoved the hoodie in my bag and walked back out.Chris’s building had a doorman now. That was new. He looked at me, my duffel bag, my sweaty face,
Chapter 211JovianRian was already at the corner table when I walked into the rec room, and he didn’t look up.That was new. Every other day he looked up the second I came through the door, like he’d been counting the minutes. Today he was bent over a sheet of paper with a stubby pencil, drawing something with his tongue poking out of the corner of his mouth, and he didn’t notice me at all.I stood there longer than I needed to. Then I felt stupid for standing there, and I walked over and sat down across from him.“Hey,” I said.“Oh. Hey.” He glanced up and smiled, easy, like he’d forgotten I existed until that exact second. “Sorry, I’m almost done with this. Give me one minute.”“What is it?”“You’ll see.”I waited. He drew. He didn’t cheat at cards with me or make fun of my pudding or bump my knee. He just drew, humming something under his breath, and I sat there feeling weirdly left out of my own table.“Okay,” he said finally, and turned the paper around.It was the old man from
Chapter 210RianEverybody in this building lies about something. The trick is picking which lie you can live with.I watched Jovian walk into his room that night and close the door without looking back, and I stood in the hallway a little longer than I needed to, staring at the dent in the wall with his blood still dried in the cracks. The aide yelled lights out a second time, louder, like I hadn’t heard her the first time. I heard her. I just didn’t care.I went back to my room and lay down on top of the blanket with my shoes still on, which is against the rules, and I touched the bandage over my eyebrow and thought about how easy it was.Not the push. The push hurt like hell. My head bounced off that door frame hard enough that I saw little white dots for a minute, and I’m not going to pretend I wasn’t scared, lying on the floor with Jovian standing over me looking like somebody had scooped him out and put a stranger in his skin.The easy part was after.He crouched down next to me
Chapter 209JovianThey didn’t let me see him until the next afternoon.I spent the whole morning in Dr. Whitlow’s office with gauze wrapped around my right hand, staring at the little bandage on my middle knuckle like it was going to tell me what happened. It didn’t. My hand just throbbed every time my heart beat. The night nurse said I’d punched the wall outside my room hard enough to crack the paint, and when I asked if that was all I did, she looked at me for a long second and said, “That’s all I saw.”That’s all I saw. Not that’s all you did.“Tell me what you remember,” Dr. Whitlow said.“Nothing. I went to sleep. I woke up in the hall.”“Before that. What were you feeling when you went to bed?”I didn’t answer. She waited. She’s really good at waiting. It’s the most annoying thing about her. She’ll sit there with her pen resting on her notepad and her face doing absolutely nothing until you get so uncomfortable you say the thing just to make the quiet stop.“Rian told me he lik
Aiden’s POV “Do you want me to f*ck you harder?” Chris’ voice is deep and sexy. “Yes, yes. Please I’m com-” "Shh, baby. You need to call me by my name," he whispered. "Chris, Chris... please..." I begged. "No, no, no." He shook his head, signaling that I had given him the wrong answer. His sha
Aiden’s POV I bolted back to my room like my ass was on fire, slammed the door so hard the posters on the wall fluttered, then just stood there with my back pressed flat against it, chest heaving, trying to pretend my brain wasn’t actively melting down around me. I saw it. I fucking saw it. But my
Jovian’s POV I’ve always been the safe one, the quiet one, the guy who sculpts everything out of clay because it’s “art” and not because I’m horny twenty-four seven, but let’s be real, half the time it is because I’m horny, and the other half it’s because Aiden’s the only person I’ve ever wanted t
Aiden’s POV I walked in an awkward, uneven way, trying to hide how sore I felt. By the time I reached Eric’s door and knocked, my legs felt weak and shaky. I was already regretting not calling in sick, but bills don’t pay themselves and I needed this. Eric opened the door fast like he had been wai







