LOGIN~~Abigail Darlington~~
So day one of my plan was a bit of a success. I got to meet all three brothers and have a panic attack during dinner with Jade and Chiara because if I do succeed in my quest, I will actually have to sleep with one or three men. I needed to drink to get back into the fake persona I was pulling off.
This confident person was foreign to me.
Today was a brand-new day, though. I had a math class before my class with Professor Niccolo. The mystery. I need to figure out his angle. If he goes for the more intellectual type, or if my body can do the work. The thing is, I don’t want to be smart in his class, or he might tell his brother Romeo, and that would just ruin everything.
I need this first class to analyze.
“You know I’m not really into this revenge idea. Revenge takes selling your soul, babes. What if you don’t like yourself by the end of this?” Chiara was in our room again. She doesn’t live here. She has her own room, without a roommate, because she kept sleeping with them or bringing in so many girls that it annoyed the more resistant roommates. She doesn’t sleep there, though. She spends most of her night in a random bed or in one of ours.
She’ll support anything I do, but she’s been a bit skeptical about me going for revenge.
“Mind your business, Chiara. I think it’s great. Elio keeps saying shit about her; she needs to get him back. Or would you rather have her go back to feeling depressed?”
Chiara thought about Jade’s question for a while, and I focused on getting ready for the day.
Because I’m unsure of what will work for Niccolo Amoretti, I’m choosing to wear something just as provocative as the one I wore yesterday, but not as much. Like, without the fear of popping out my tits.
I chose a white tank top with a scoop neck. It’s simple, it shows the straps of my bra and the color because the fabric is transparent. I wore another short skirt, but this one was denim and maybe not as short as yesterday’s skirt. That was a lot. But it had its desired effect. I paired the simple attire with a pair of knee-high leather black boots, a faux fur oversized warm beige jacket, and a cute black bag.
My hair was straightened and held tightly with a snake pin. It was put into a neat style, with several strands floating loosely at the front.
I’ve come to love dressing up. I’ve been missing out. I shouldn’t have decided that certain outfits didn’t fit my body without even trying first.
My makeup was light once again. Highlighting my cheekbones, my lips, and my light blue eyes. I picked up my phone and took a mirror selfie because I couldn’t believe I looked this good.
I posted it, not adding a caption this time.
I want to say people aren’t shallow, and pretty privilege is fake, but my account that had like ten followers before this break-up has shot up to nine hundred after yesterday’s photo. People just like pretty girls.
I won’t say our society is doomed. I have more faith in people than I should.
I turned to face my best friends with a huge grin. “Soooo what do you think?”
Chiara shoved a bunch of tiny pretzels into her mouth and gave me a thumbs-up. “Hot,” she said over a mouthful. Classy girl.
Jade whistled. “You’re gorgeous, haven’t I always told you that?”
“Thank you. And yes, jade, you’re always right.”
She smirked. “See, this is what my parents need to hear. Jade is always right.”
“Well, your mom will never do that. And your dad is a 50/50. I need to go now—”
“Wait,” she yelled before I could even finish what I was saying. Jade lept from her bed, something she’s been doing a lot lately, and sprinted towards me. She picked something up and dumped it into my hand. “Take my car. Don’t walk.”
“I’m going to my math class. I’ll take one of the carts after.”
“Take the car.”
I handed her back the key, shaking my head. “Nope.”
I left before she could convince me. I know jade she’s good at convincing me to do things. I’m lucky she’s not trying to get me to join a cult.
Walking to my math class wasn’t that hard in heeled boots. My teacher stared at me like a crazy person throughout the entire class, but nothing else was different.
I walked out as soon as the class was done. I’d barely paid attention. Too excited to see Niccolo. I don’t have his class for another two hours, so I wasted it at a cafe next to his building. Same building as Romeo’s class, but on different floors.
I spent my time in the cafe reading a textbook recommended for Romeo’s class. Understanding the theorized version of shifting isn’t all that hard. I’m a nerd. Or I used to be. I read a lot of things out of boredom. With a strong memory, I can quote many textbooks after reading them once.
I circled key points to return to, feeling a sense of ease at doing something I was confident in.
That ease died soon enough when the cafe doors swung open, and Elio walked in with two of his friends. Jackass one is an alpha male. And jackass two is an alpha female.
They took a booth at the far corner, but I still tensed up.
I have twenty minutes to go. I shouldn’t let them bother me. But my brain turned into public enemy number one. Reminding me of all the reasons I hated them.
You see, Elio’s group is divided into three parts. The people who ignore me and look at me with actual disgust as if I were a pile of animal shit. The people who insulted me, which is where Jackass female falls into. Her most colorful compliment was ‘my darling piglet.’ I hated that so much, but Elio said she was just being funny. It didn’t feel funny.
It made me cry. Especially when she’d oink around me.
Then there are the people who got physical with me. Jackass male once shoved me into a wall to get me out of his way. Every time I tried to speak, he would tell me to shut my mouth before he made me. He slapped me once, and Elio suggested I stop hanging out with them if I was going to get so sensitive about a playful touch to my cheek.
Back then, I was blinded by love, so I saw nothing wrong with Elio's defense of his friends. I thought he was being nice and keeping the peace. I loved him for his kindness, and I couldn't see him in a bad light at all. But now it’s clear. His friends were awful, and he supported them.
Fourteen minutes.
I’ll take my leave now. I packed up and got out of my seat. I paid for my coffee and noticed the girl was staring at me. She narrowed her eyes like she couldn’t remember where she saw me. I left before she could put two and two together.
I went straight to Niccolo’s class. I know each teacher has like ten minutes between each class. It’s just how this school functions. Sometimes they have more than that. Depends on the schedule.
His class should be like Romeo’s. People drop out a lot. He didn’t look as grumpy as his brother, so I’m eager to find out why.
The class was empty when I got there, and I was relieved. He was humming something to himself, but he stopped when I shot the door. His eyebrows knitted.
“Have we met?” He looked genuinely confused. Ouch.
“I saw you yesterday at Professor Amoretti’s class.”
“Oh, the blonde girl. Are you taking my class too?”
I gave him a sharp nod. Smiling as I stepped away from the door. His class was neater, cooler. The windows were open, and the cold breeze was moving in freely. There were no stairs in his class. Just a large room with forty chairs and desks.
“What is your major?” He inquired as I approached the front row.
“Instinct mastery and control.”
His eyes widened. “That is a difficult one. Why would you choose it?”
I could have been honest, said that I chose it because it involves studying almost every aspect that makes a shifter a shifter, in hopes of identifying the exact condition my mother has.
But that would expose me. So I chose a lie. “I heard people earn well with that degree. I love money.”
He looked at me with disappointment. “I see.”
Then he went back to humming and pretending I didn’t exist. This man didn’t even take a second glance at my body. Damnit.
~~Niccolò Amoretti~~You could call it an obsession, the way I watched her. The hunger flowing through me, making the animal I had starved for years, desperate to reach her. I knew I couldn’t do that. Please, I’m not foolish, but I am a man.A man who can barely contain himself from… I need to stop. I need to pause before I do something that’ll ruin this perfect night.I mean, look at her. Look at the way her ass jiggles whenever the paddle connects with her bare buttocks. The redness from each hit had spread across, and she was shaking badly. Getting closer and closer to an orgasm that might just break her.I breathed out hard. God, this is what I wanted. I wanted to cause her pain again, just like in my classroom. When I’d been awoken to something so beautiful that it felt sadistic to want her this way.This would replace that memory. This was more fun. This was better; we had all the time in the world, even though she might not sit well for a few days. That’s not something I care a
~~Abigail Darlington~~I was left seated for a good fifteen minutes.It was enough time for me to calm myself, and honestly, get bored waiting for Niccolo to do something. I preferred the boredom, because it meant that I wasn’t going to overreact. One day, I’m going to look back on this day and laugh at myself.How faking a personality got me far with three S-class men. Amazing, was I always this good at flirting, or did I just get lucky?Pretty sure the latter holds more truth.Movement catches my attention. Suddenly, I’m reminded that my limbs are locked up and my vision is blocked. I have to rely on my ears to figure out where Niccolo is. And if that sounds like a difficult task to do, you’d be absolutely right.Eventually, something touches my body. It feels like leather, with some pointy things. Damn.I swallowed; those nerves I’d calmed suddenly flaring up.My fingers tightened, forming into fists as I awaited pain. Niccolo sat behind me once more, his fingers crawling up my spi
~~Abigail Darlington~~“Anal is such a bad safe word.”I rolled my eyes slowly. He was being dramatic. “Okay, fine. Flower. My safeword is flower.”Niccolo cocked his head to the side in question, and I took a small moment to consider whether to be honest. Honestly, do I have to worry about this thing coming to bite me in the ass? I hope not.“I’m allergic to pollen. So most flowers, well, maybe all flowers except for the select few that don’t have much airborne pollen that can trigger my allergies. So Flower. Seems perfect.”His lips curled, and my heart did this weird thing from how he got even more handsome with that smile.“Flower it is. So you don’t know what a lot of the flowers smell like?”I shook my head, leaning my butt against the wooden table.“Okay.” His expression was thoughtful, and it made me curious. “Do you have any plants you like?”“Not really. I don’t have a green thumb, and the effort of having to take care of a plant doesn’t suit me.”“Don’t you have a lot of fr
~~Abigail Darlington~~We ate, talked, and found a kind of peace that made my chest warm. Niccolo answered all my questions with honesty. And after a few more glasses of wine, he didn't notice when the conversation turned personal. Now, I didn't do that on purpose. I could tell he was suspicious. His face does this thing where it goes from empty to suddenly showing some random emotion that always surprises me. When I say something he doesn't expect, his eyes go wide, his eyebrows almost disappear into his hairline, and his mouth parts just a bit. It's enough to crack through his blank slate. Somehow, he let his guard down. I'd like to say the wine really did him in, but I know that's unlikely since it'd take a lot to raise a Xevier's blood alcohol level. Assuming everything I read about them is still true. He knows I'm a bit suspicious, but that doesn't force him to do anything about it. He just allows me to steer the question in a personal direction. I got to learn some very int
~~Niccolo Amoretti~~Dinner kicks off with Darling and me enjoying drinks and appetizers while we await our main courses. She started a conversation right away.“So, don’t judge, this is just the nerd in me. I have questions to ask about you.”I cock up an eyebrow, curious about what questions she might have.“Okay, but you know that’s against the rules, right?”She waves me off dismissively. “No, no. Not about your personal life. I don’t care about that. I want to know more about Xeviers. There was an interesting, but not all that knowledgeable, lecture today.” I watched her with surprise. Her lips close over the straw on her cocktail, and her throat moves as she swallows.Every action she takes comes off as seductive to me. My brain is wired differently tonight.“Why do you want to know about my kind?” It’s the only question that came to my mind. I figured she’d be at least curious about the lives of the men she’s going to sleep with, but that’s not the case.It shouldn’t be that su
~~Niccolo Amoretti~~My lecture today went well.Actually, it was annoying and frustrating; I wanted to pull my hair out and throw my glasses against the wall. I can only blame one person, and that is Darling. I should have known she was always a smart ass. I don’t even know how she hid it from me and Romeo for the first month she took our classes.This time, she was unleashed. Cutting me off during the lecture, rather than pretending to be bored, and challenging everything I was trying to teach. She’s infuriating. It’s clear she studied hard, but damn this woman.I’m definitely weird because it turned me on to be challenged like that. I wanted to… I’m a teacher. I was in teacher mode; she’s not supposed to seduce me while I’m working.Was she seducing me?I can’t tell with this girl. Her arguing with me was so hot, I almost stuttered while explaining my points. I never stutter when I teach. I don’t show emotions while I teach, but as the class empties, and I turn to stare at her, my







