MAVERICK I shouldnât have said it.The moment those words left my mouth, I knew Iâd cut her. And it wasnât a clean cut. It was one of those deep ones that never stopped bleeding.The kind that was hard to recover from. The kind that would leave scars.I should know. I had a physical representation of those kinds of scars stretched along my back.Regret never hits right away. Not when youâre pissed as fuck. Not when you feel betrayed. It waits, simmers.And then it fucking suffocates you.I sat on the basement steps in my fatherâs mansion, my shirt still unbuttoned at the collar, my sleeves rolled up when all I wanted to do was tear if off of my skin.I curled my left fist. My wedding ring felt like a shackle on my finger, and all I could think about when I looked at it was Iris slipping it on. She mightâve been upset because of her motherâs appearance, but I knew that she felt what I felt today.Fake marriage or not, what we had with each other was real.I scrubbed my hand over my fa
IRIS âI want a paternity test done.âI. Want. A. Paternity. Test. Done.Those words did not stop ringing in my ears, even after Maverick walked away from me, leaving me alone in the balcony.He wanted me to get a paternity test, to prove that Amethyst was his.If he was only asking about it for the sake of Sebastian and his foolishness, that wouldâve been a completely understandable situation.But⌠he wasnât. He was asking for himself. Because he didnât believe that Amy was his.He didnât trust me.I didnât know how long Iâd been standing in the balcony, but I could tell Iâd been here a long time.Here I was, in a white dressâmy wedding dressâon a night that was supposed to be memorable.Well, this was definitely memorable. I wasn't going to forget this for a long time.âHey,â I heard Meganâs hesitant voice behind me.Furiously wiping the tears on my face with the back of my hand, I turned to face her. Her eyes widened when she saw the expression on my face, but she didnât ask what w
IRIS I didnât know what I was expecting. Had no idea what kind of twisted bullshit Sebastian was planning to spew. But I sure as hell wasnât expecting this.His⌠daughter?My heart stopped. Actually stopped. Frozen in my chest just like the rest of my body.He said it like it was nothing. Like he hadnât just dropped a grenade in the middle of my wedding reception.I couldnât move, couldnât speak. Couldnât even fucking blink.Thatâs how stunned I was.âWhat the fuck are you talking about?âMaverickâs voice sliced through the silence like a blade. It was cold and flat. Void of any and every emotion.Around us, camera flashes kept going off like we were the main show in a circus.Sebastian didnât flinch. The smug bastard just smirked, staggering slightly because of how drunk he was.âIris and I had been trying for a baby for two years before the divorce,â he said, loud and clear like he wanted the whole room to hear. âAnd then all of a sudden, she shows up as my brotherâs soon-to-be wif
IRIS âMore shots!â Megan yelled, a bottle of tequila clutched in her hand as she poured it directly into my mouth. I stumbled in my heels, already piss-drunk from the amount of alcohol Iâd taken, but Maverickâs hand came around my waist, gripping me tightly. âEasy there, Angel,â he muttered into my ear, his voice sending shivers down my spine. âYou donât wanna fall, do you?â âI wonât fall,â I said with a giggle. âYouâll be there to catch me if I stumble.â âThis is making me fucking sick,â I heard Dwayne groan from somewhere nearby. For the past thirty minutes, Megan had been drowning my system with alcohol, because, according to her, itâs âsacrilegiousâ to leave my own wedding sober. It had been a smooth thirty minutes, and it had been extremely satisfying watching a pregnant Eleanor rolling her eyes at us while she drank her sparkling water. Sebastian, however, was nowhere to be found. Not that I was looking, but I hadnât seen him ever since we were at the church toge
IRIS Here he was. The man who had repeatedly tried to ruin my life and somehow still walked around like heâd done nothing wrong. His demeanor was calm, his tuxedo sharp, his salt and pepper hair tied into a knot at the back of his neck just like always. I wondered how he looked when his hair wasnât tied that way, when it fell on top of his shoulder. I wondered whether he would look more⌠human that way. Because right now, he looked like the monster he was. I swallowed hard, squaring my shoulders. âIf youâre here to congratulate me, donât bother,â I said firmly. âI already know itâs killing you inside.â Quentin laughed softly. âYou think I give a damn about this wedding? Please. You walked yourself into hell, my darling. I didnât have to do a thing.â He stepped closer, hands in his pockets. âThough I must admit⌠watching you burn will be entertaining.â I kept my expression still. âYouâre wasting your breath, Quentin. Iâm not leaving him. It was bold of you to think yo
IRIS If anyone had told me months ago today that I would be getting into a fake marriage with a billionaire after having his kid, I wouldâve had them committed in a mental hospital.Then again, that wasnât the worst thing that could happen to meâmy mother dropping a fucking bomb on me on the morning of my wedding takes the cake.I heaved a sigh, lifting my gaze to glance at my reflection in the mirror.My father wasnât dead. Not like I was forced to believe when I was younger.He was very much alive. Iâd endured all that pain and suffering at the hands of my mother when my father couldâve saved me.âAll for nothing,â I murmured to myself. âIt was all for nothing.âI reached into my gown, searching the corner of my bra for the paper that Iâd stuck in there.Rhoda had given it to me, right after she mustâve gotten it into her thick head that I was still going to marry Maverick and not abandon him at the altar.The Windsor Foundation.That was the only thing written on the paper. She w
MAVERICK The church was quieter than I expected. Even with the light buzz of the guestsâmost of whom I didnât even knowâand the camera flashes, something about the stained glass windows and polished pews made every single thing feel muted. Not my usual style. But this was what my grandfather would have wanted. A traditional Sinckair wedding. Big church. Big turnout. Cameras. Fake smiles. And as I spotted my brother seated near my father in the front row, his wife, Eleanor, by his side, all I could think about was how Iris must have walked down this same aisle to meet Sebastian. And how all the vows that they had exchanged had been for nothing. Much like what we were about to do today. I adjusted my cufflinks and glanced down the aisle. The music played on cue and Chelsea stepped into the church first, her little basket full of flower petals swinging in her hand Initially, I didnât care for a flower girl. That was all Tania. She tossed the petals dramatically as s
IRIS Here she was. Standing in front of me. Out of prison. Wearing makeup and a tailored pantsuit like she hadnât tried to murder me all those weeks ago. Megan stepped in front of me instinctively. âUh uh,â she gritted out. âNo fucking way. Absolutely not.â âIâm not here to cause trouble,â my mother said, stepping into the room like she had every right to be here. âI just need five minutes alone with my daughter.â The word landed on me like a slap and I swallowed. Daughter. I couldnât remember the last time anyone referred to me as their daughter. Not even my own mother. Instead, she had tried to shoot me the moment she was given a chance to. I swallowed again. Hard. And then I forced a smile at Megan. âGive us a minute, Meg.â âIrisââ âItâs fine,â I assured her. âIâm fine. I promise.â Meganâs jaw locked, but she nodded. âIâll be outside. Five minutes.â She tossed Rhoda one last murderous glare before she walked out of the room, slamming the door behind her.
IRIS âOkay, Iâm not gonna cry,â Megan muttered, fanning her eyes as she stood behind me. âI am not going to cry.â I looked at her through the mirror, feeling my lips tug upward slightly. âYouâve been saying that for the past ten minutes, Meg.â Megan grinned, adjusting my veil with shaky hands. âWell, maybe if you didnât look like a fucking goddess in that dress, Iâd be fine.â Today was the long awaited day. My wedding. It was long overdue, if you asked me, but when there are a lot of things going on in your life, time flies by like a freaking jet. âYou helped me pick it.â I had on a lace dressâMegan had seen what Iâd picked at the bridal shop the other day and sheâd deemed it unacceptable. âToo simpleâ in her words. Now, I had on a vintage-inspired lace gown worth more than an entire yearâs rent and shoes that glittered on my feet. I looked like a real bride. Except⌠I wasnât. âAnd now Iâm regretting it, because I cannot for the life of me emotionally handle see