Se connecterMillicent’s pov
Recently, some days, life taps me lightly on the shoulders, but other days, it grabs me by the hair and drags me across concrete. This morning, it’s the latter. I’m opening the studio, or trying to at least, when a pure white city sedan pulls up right across the yard, the kind officials use when they want to ruin someone’s day with paperwork. A man in neat shirt nicely tucked into his jeans steps out, I wonder how he achieved that with such tummy like he eats for three people, his governmental badge is hooked just at the left side of his belt. His expression is obvious, he’s bored, and that’s the look of someone who’s already decided my life is an inconvenience. “Millicent Andrews?” he asks. “Yes,” I answer, holding Josh on my hips, he’s sleepy and clinging to my shirt. The man barely glances at him, he just lifts a bright red paper and slaps it against my studio door like he’s posting a notice on a public toilet. FINAL WARNING: DEMOLITION IN 7 DAYS. My mouth goes dry at once. “No, that…that must be a mistake. I.. we still have time. the previous notice said…” “Purchased property and expedited order,” he cuts in, with a tone flat enough to slap me. “I know what it said ma’am, but he new owner wants the land cleared immediately, the demolition crew arrives tomorrow morning.” “Tomorrow? But,” my heartbeat stutters. “you can’t just…you can’t fucking do that! Please I have a business and I have a child…” But before I can finish blabbering, he’s already walking away and the sedan drives off, leaving dust, exhaust and humiliation in its wake. I stand there, clutching josh, staring at the blood-red paper like it’s a countdown to my execution, but that’s not even the worst part. He actually wasn’t lying. The next morning, at 6:12 a.m., I wake to the grinding roar of machinery shaking the entire block and Josh startles awake on the bed beside me, coughing. I rush outside barefoot, my hair all messy, wearing whatever I fell asleep in. The street is filled with workers and massive construction trucks, looking like hungry machines lined up like they’re preparing for war. My war. Tall, huge looking men in dusty boots and neon vests hop out, laughing, stretching, and pulling cigarettes from their pockets. They don’t even see me at first until I plant myself in front of my studio door. “Hey!” I shout. “back the fuck up, you can’t do this.” A worker walks closer and looks at me up and down, slow and dismissive, a smirk curling on his face. “Lady, we’re just doing our job, a billionaire has already bought the whole block, and if he says knock it down, we do. It’s what we’re being paid for.” Another snickers. “Yeah, move, cunt. we’re on the clock.” This fucker, how dare he? Something in me snaps, no, not cracks, snaps. I march toward them, fire burning in my chest, grabbing one of the metal barricades they unloaded. “You do not touch this or any other building in this block.” I spit. “I’ll call the police, I’ll call..” The foreman raises a brow and cuts in before I can finish. “Call whoever you want ma’am, I’m afraid we have a legal order.” “Then find the person who signed it,” I snarl. “Tell him to come down here and say it to my face.” They laugh, all of them, out loud and cruel, and the laughter scrapes my dignity raw. One of them mutters, “She’s crazy.” and another yells “This bitch is gonna cry.” I’m shaking, not with fear, but with rage, the kind that crawls under your skin and demands release by all means necessary. “My son is sick,” I say, voice trembling. “This studio helps with the payment of his treatment. This is all we have. you can’t just…” “Not my problem,” the foreman says. “Now, step aside miss.” He tries to move past me, but I shove him real hard. The entire crew goes silent, watching him hold onto his balls, groveling on the floor. Some of the other store owners cheer. Josh is watching from the doorway now, his small hands gripping the frame, and his chest rising too fast. I can’t, and I sure won’t let these men take the last thing holding our lives together. “You’re not knocking down shit,” I hiss. “Not today.” The foreman steps closer, breath smelling like cheap black coffee and cigarettes. “Lady, get the hell out of the way before you get hurt. We won’t be responsible for what happens if you don’t obey our simple order.” Hurt? as if I’m not already bleeding on the inside. I stand my ground anyway and when his hand reaches toward the studio door, I scream, my voice ripping out of me louder than the machines, louder than the judgment of this whole damn town. “Over my fucking-dead-body!” The whole street freezes, and passers by stop to get a good look at the show, even the trucks seem to quiet, like the universe is holding its breath. They can’t lay a hand on me, that’ll worsen the whole situation, and then, the police will now be fully involved. I don’t care if I sound or look insane, I don’t care if they drag me away, and I sure as hell don’t care if the billionaire who bought this street sends all his lawyers or his demons, this is the line I refuse to let them cross, because if I lose this place… I lose everything, I mean every damn thing, and I’m not done fighting.Millicent’s povThe town has began talking, no, whispering and every whisper has the same name wrapped in fear, awe, and a little bit of spice and venom. Damon Hale.I hear it first from the baker two doors down, speaking in a hushed tone with her husband, like saying it too loud might summon the devil himself. Then from Mrs. Hernandez at the corner store, whose eyes widen like she’s repeating the name of a ghost, or an abomination. By noon, the entire main street knows who bought the block and by past noon, every rumor reaches me like blows to the under ribs.“He buys land, tears everything it down, and turns it into luxury hotels, not caring who he destroys.”“People say he’s ruined three small towns already. He’s moving fast and he isn’t stopping anytime soon. God help us.”“I heard he bankrupts anyone who resists even a little, running them to the ground without mercy.”“They call him the ‘shadow billionaire’ who strikes without warning.”“Someone once went against him and their s
Millicent’s povRecently, some days, life taps me lightly on the shoulders, but other days, it grabs me by the hair and drags me across concrete. This morning, it’s the latter. I’m opening the studio, or trying to at least, when a pure white city sedan pulls up right across the yard, the kind officials use when they want to ruin someone’s day with paperwork. A man in neat shirt nicely tucked into his jeans steps out, I wonder how he achieved that with such tummy like he eats for three people, his governmental badge is hooked just at the left side of his belt. His expression is obvious, he’s bored, and that’s the look of someone who’s already decided my life is an inconvenience.“Millicent Andrews?” he asks.“Yes,” I answer, holding Josh on my hips, he’s sleepy and clinging to my shirt. The man barely glances at him, he just lifts a bright red paper and slaps it against my studio door like he’s posting a notice on a public toilet.FINAL WARNING: DEMOLITION IN 7 DAYS.My mouth goes dry
Millicent’s povThe first misfortune of the day starts at 3:17 a.m., with the sound of my Josh crying and coughing so hard that it echoes inside the thin walls of my mom’s old crib. I hop out of bed before I’m even fully awake, my feet hitting the cold floor, and my heart beating faster than it should. My fear is losing him, that’s what would shatter me especially now that Brian has already cracked me open.When I reach josh, he’s curled up with his tiny hands on his chest, breathing too fast, his skin is moist, and his lips are pale. I’ve seen this too many times before.“Oh my sweet baby boy, look at mommy,” I whisper, lifting him gently, his body feels lighter than it should, like he’s fading. I hold him, rubbing his back gently until the coughing eases, then I grab the emergency inhaler and pray it’s enough to soothe him even though it never is. It worked, his breathing slowly goes back to normal, and I spoon him for the rest of the night. Pouring kisses on him, before passing out
Millicent’s povI’m sitting in the courthouse and the air tastes like metal, defeat, and old papers, it’s the kind of place where people come and never leave the same way, and today’s definitely my turn. I sit alone on the cold wooden bench, with my fingers twisted together so tight they look bloodless. Brian is late, which is somehow worse because, when he arrives, he does so in the exact way I feared he would, with Ria by his side. They walk in arms locked in on each other, her hair glossy, her dress is soft pink, like the innocence she lacks, she’s walks in with a smile on her face, aware that she had destroy the last ten years of my life. Brian looks well-rested and confident, the kind of confidence men get when they’ve already forgotten the woman who loved them, cared for them and even gave them a sweet little boy. He doesn’t even glance at me, but the sight of them together burns something in my stomach, something dark.I swallow it down, because I need to breathe, I need to s
Millicent’s povIs that… moaning? I’m sure it is. The sound is insanely familiar, it can hardly be mistaken. As I step into the doorway, the first thing i notice is the sound. Not just… breathing, but heavy, with crazy rhythm, too intimate to belong to anyone other than two people who should never be sharing oxygen. I take one step into the doorway and my world ends. “What the fuck?” I whisper under my breath Brian, who’s my husband by the way, is inside me…no, not inside me, inside her, my best friend, Ria, skin to skin, tangled in the sheets I washed yesterday, the sheets that still smell faintly of my perfume. Gosh, the sight of them make me want to give into my knees but not yet. His hands are on her hips like they’ve always belonged there, her head is thrown back on my pillow. My pillow, the one I slept on just last night while waiting for Brian to come home.I freeze and my throat burns so hard it feels like I’m swallowing fire. I am. My hands won’t move because they can’t, n







