LOGINI’m late for my next class. Or more like, I’ll be late by about a minute. That’s the reward of being in the girls’ room after everyone’s settled in.
I’m running down the hall when an arm wraps around my shoulder. For a second, I freeze, thinking Ryder has returned for revenge. He’s been ignoring me since the morning, but I know more than anyone that if Ryder Saint ignores you, it’s a disaster disguised as a blessing.
I release a breath when I inhale and realise it’s not him. He doesn’t smell this strong or feel this hard – not that I know how he feels.
And yes, I know how Ryder smells. It’s only because of my ability to connect to my surroundings, remember?
"Nice to see you Genie" I smiled up at Chris Morrison. He's one of the few friends who doesn't pick on me. He's cool and has a boyish charm. His jet black hair is slightly curled at the end. He starred on the football and basketball teams and was one of the best
looking guys in school.
"Let me get the door for you" I stepped aside, giving him the chance to swing the door open.
I smiled up at him and mouthed a quick ' Thank you.'
We made it in before Miss Smith, the history teacher, came in. Not long after she launched into a full blown lecture. Out of my peripheral vision, I noticed a few students around the room glancing my way. I shifted uncomfortably in my seat. What is everyone's problem? Aren't they over the interaction earlier this morning?
Fuck them.
Aware of Chris Morrison sitting right behind me, I tried to concentrate and after fifty minutes of long and boring lecture I finally retrieved my phone.
I was grossed out by replying to a message from Lexi that I didn't realize where I was going until my head hit something.
A wall? No.
A chest.
I traced my way up to see who it belongs to only to be face by Xavier Juan
One of the four best guys in school and Ryder's best friends. My pulse raced thinking Ryder had sent him but the smirk on his face tells me otherwise. He's watching me with a glint in his eyes as if he found his next prey. Xavier is easier to deal with compared to Ryder. He might be a pain in the ass too but he's not always bullying me like Ryder.
"Looks like a lamb lost her way" he chuckles moving forward while I move back until my back hurts the wall. He placed his hands on the wall and leaned into me, enclosing and trapping him till we're breathing the same air.
"Wh… wha-t are you doing?" I tried to keep my voice steady but it's of no use.
"You can't hide away from me" He ran the knuckles of his left finger down my arm and I snuck in a breath
"Get away from me" I tried to shove him by hitting him hard on the chest but he wouldn't even bulge. God-damned this guy is so strong.
"I can take you out here in front of everyone. If you go out with me Ryder would leave you alone." He toyed with me playing with the tie of my uniform.
He must be dreaming if he thinks I will do as he says… I can hear the laughter in my head.
His hand glided down my back and moved it across the wall of my ass.
What did he just do?
Did he just grab my ass? Without my permission?
In public?
Oh, no.
Then, he squeezed. Everything after that point happened in a rush of reaction and adrenaline. I popped out of my seat like my legs had springs. The muscles in my thighs were taut with tension, and I clenched my fists.
As I faced Xavier, who had raised himself to meet my gaze, I grabbed him by the shoulders and lifted my knee into his groin. Hard. The amount of pressure must've been a lot, because he yelped and fell to his knees, moaning while holding his crotch.
With my heart pounding and a cool heat surging down my arms, I didn’t stop to think about where this would put me tomorrow or next week. I just wanted him to stop.
Ryder might have been threatening and bullying me for years but he would never do such. Hell I'm like trash so he wouldn't even touch me, so he had never crossed that line. He had never touched me or made me feel physically violated.
“Don’t touch me and don’t talk to me.” I said pointing a finger at him. Xavier's eyes were closed as he breathed hard.
“Did you really think I would go out with you? Seriously, you're unbelievable.” The entire room erupted in laughter.
“Thanks for the offer anyway, Ryder,” I sang with mock sweetness. Now you won't try to mess with me again.
Everything felt weak with tingles, and I was afraid my legs would give out. What had I just done?
But before I reached the doors, I threw caution to the wind. Oh what the hell, I’ve developed a death wish lately. First Ryder and now Xavier. I might not see another day. Still happy I turned but stopped when I saw the only person who made my blood boil. Ryder fucking saint.
Ryder's full attention was focused on me, and the world in my peripheral vision stopped as we stared at each other. His lips were slightly parted but not smiling. Those eyes, however, seemed challenging and too damn interesting. He looked like he
was sizing me up.
Fuck. Shit.
Leaning back in his chair, he had one arm hooked behind him on the back of his seat and one arm resting on the table. He was staring at me, and unwanted heat rushed to my face. Without saying a word I bolted out of the classroom as quickly as I could.
The rest of the day went perfectly well without event after the other. I couldn't really believe today was the first day of school. First I stood up for myself without Lexi beside me.
The interaction with Ryder then Xavier. Well I wasn't really at rest thinking Ryder could appear any moment for payback. But I don't care. A lot of strange faces smiled up at me during calculus class. I tested Lexi giving her account of all that happened but of course she had already heard about it.
One thing about Evergreen high, news spreads faster than light.
"Didn't know you were that good" a girl had said to me. Alison I think her name is.
"A lot of girls were happy about it. Xavier deserved what he got" she smiled.
Not knowing what to respond with, I just nodded. I wasn't used to people being on my side. My responses to Xavier and Ryder's antics might have changed, but my goal to keep my head focused on school remained the same. My first day had included too much drama already. If I’d kept my head down, I might’ve escaped notice for the most part. But it was almost as if I had no desire to be silent anymore, and my actions were inviting more trouble. What was I doing? And
Why wasn’t I stopping?
*****
The rest of the week passed by quickly and since my confrontation with Ryder he hasn't showed up in school. Not that I care anyway. Even Xavier Juan had completely stayed away from me.
Good.
Today is Saturday and I slept in. Glancing back at the wall clock on the wall over my headboard to check what time it is.
10:15
Shit. I jumped out of bed and slipped into my flip-flops then made my way down the stairs. As expected I met a handwritten note from mom on the kitchen island. It's short and concise
"Out with James. Don't cook dinner, we are all meeting tonight."
I saw the address of the restaurant behind the paper and I smiled. It's one of those fancy ones I usually beg mom to let us try. I kept the paper back where I saw it.
James proposed to mum during the week like I knew he would. He had asked for my permission. We actually had a conversation on Skype since he's been so busy.
I checked the letter once again.
All.
One second
Two
Three
And then it registered. James Saint has a son and will become my stepbrother soon. Mom has mentioned him once or twice but I never did pay attention. She said he's about my age.
Why do I keep forgetting details like this?
I have a Stepbrother. It's weird for me to take in at first. As an only child I've always fantasized what it'll be like to have siblings.
I've never been more nervous in my life than I am currently. First, Mom and James are finally engaged and I'll be meeting him. Am I ready for a new stepdad? Maybe. A new stepbrother? Nope.
I'm dressed in my best clothes. A red satin dress that mom got me for a ball we attended last summer and my favourite pair of matching heels. I FaceTime Lexi to make sure I look okay. I don't want to be overdressed or under; besides , it's a five star hotel. I guess everyone here doesn't just grab a wrinkled dress off of their closet and wear it.
"I'm a few minutes late, my mother made a reservation for four at 7 o'clock" I explained to the hostess
"What's the last name?"
I decided to go with James since my mother will make it under his name but only then did I realize I didn't know his last name. What a nice thing to have as a step daughter. So I just went with mom's instead.
"Sophia " I rushed
"That's my mom, she made the reservations"
"Table 6 on the left" she replied without looking away from her computer. He'll show it to you.
"Thanks" I mutter even though I'm sure she won't reply.
The interior design of the hotel looks beautiful. I'd even stopped by some paintings on the wall and took some pictures with them making a mental note to forward them to Lexi later. She made me promise to give her full details tonight. Especially the step brother aspect. Well, I really hope we get along.
When I got to the table and saw the pairs of eyes before me, I froze.
"Holy shit!" I heard his voice.
Suddenly it clicked in my brain, why I think James looks familiar on our first meeting. Sitting beside James is the last person I ever thought would be there.
The guy who has made my life hell for the past three years.
Ryder Saint. James' son and unfortunately my new step brother. Can my life get any more twisted than it already is? The smirk and smile on his face says otherwise.
Ryder's hand flew away from my body as if struck by lightning. When did Mom get back home and how come we didn't hear her?“Yes, I'm in here.” I say.I stepped out with Ryder still inside. I had to meet her outside before she came in and found us both. It will be hard explaining what we're doing together here. Like this. She looked worried and stressed. She's dressed in a gown that's getting too tight on her.Her baby bump is starting to grow bigger and her breast fuller yet she's still as beautiful as ever. If you don't look down at her stomach, you won't suspect she has a child growing inside of her.Her expression changed from worried to surprised as soon as she saw my face. I've been crying and I didn't bother cleaning my tears before bolting out to stop her at the door before entering.“Have you been crying in there?” she puzzled, searching my face for unwritten answers.“Um… I was watching Titanic all over.” I opened my mouth and said the first thing that came to my mind. I've s
“What did you just say?” The look on his face tells me he heard me clearly and understood what I asked of him.Ryder looked at me as if I was crazy or suddenly high on something. Immediately I knew I had uttered something I shouldn't have. His hands on my body dropped and he took a few steps backwards.I motioned to move forward but he pushed his hand forward stopping me. This is the most embarrassing moment of my life.“Genie…” he starts to say.He turned back, running his hands around his hair. They were already a mess from my grip earlier but this way it got plastered all over his face. He turned his back at me and wouldn't look at me. I knew the angry look on his face was back. Suddenly he speaks up, turning around.“You don't know what you're asking for, Genie.” He shakes his head in disbelief. He look like he had just woken up from a dream.“I do. I want you to be my first. That's all I ever ask for.” I say back.“I won the bet.” “Fuck the bet, Genie…” he cuts me short.His voic
"I won't stop until I get what I wanted which is to fuck you" I say. Having heard what I say and realizing that I'm not going to stop, her tears slowly subsided. She lay on the bed with her eyes facing away and she used one hand to cover her pussy while the other hand covered her breast. I sat beside her and pulled one of her hands away and brought it to touch my erected cock. She pulled her hand away but I was stronger so I brought her hand back to it but she was still struggling to pull it away. I kept telling her to finish this and everyone would be safe but she was still hesitant and that's when I lost my temper. I opened the door and shouted to my friend to kick her husband in the stomach. He did as I asked him and when she heard him cry out in pain she immediately stood up and apologized to me to make it stop. I told her she could have made it easier if she wasn't so stubborn but she never listened. She was in tears and then it later dawned on her that there was no way out other
“What game?” I asked, my voice quivering from the intense moment we just shared. I've had a series of make outs with Ryder but none was this intense. “You’ll see.” He says, holding out my hand and leading the way. Since the house was empty, it was easy moving through hands and practically naked without the fear of bumping into mom or James. Today, we had the house all to ourselves. He led through the hallway and into the TV room. We hardly come here. Whatever Ryder is planning, I bet it won't be good. “Here.” He motioned for me to sit and I did. “What game are we playing Ryder? What am I supposed to do?” My mind wandered through the series of games that could be running up in his head. “I will play a movie, if you can watch it all through without touching yourself, you get to ask me for anything. ” “What about you?” I protested. “No, it's all about you.” “Okay, fine.” I say. How bad can it get? It's just a movie after all. “Are you sure?” His eyes searched mine. “Yes.” I affirmed. I k
Just then his lips come crashing onto mine and I close my eyes in pure bliss.Ryder tastes like sweet mixed with mint. He drew in a sharp breath through his nose as our reckless kiss deepened, but it didn’t stop his exploration of my mouth. His mouth captured my lips totally in his while his teeth brazed on my lower lips.Behind my back, his palm urged me into him, and his grip on my face formed as he deepened the kiss. His lips are sweet and addictive but I need to get a few things clear before I completely lose control, so I push him off a little, putting enough space between us for him to look at me.I can still feel his hot breath on my face with this new position. He looks at me confused and hurt.“I am sorry, it's not like I didn't like the kiss, I just need to get a few things straight.” I say, trying to catch my breath.“Go ahead,” he says, sitting up straight. “I just need you to know that I am not good with relationships and commitment, but I really want this to work because
He didn’t let go of my hand for a long time. We sat there, hands locked as if it was the only thing that made sense in the world. I laid my head on his shoulders, he looked down at me to meet my eyes and I smiled.His thumb moved once against my skin barely there, but enough to make every nerve in me pay attention. Ryder has always have this effect on me. I waited for him to speak first, to break the silence and say nothing.When he finally spoke, his voice was hoarse, low but audible enough in the big and empty house.“I keep thinking if I push everyone far enough, they’ll stop expecting anything from me.” “Has that ever worked?” I asked. I scoffed. He laughed under his breath, soft and bitter.“No. But it’s easier than watching people walk away because I messed up again.” I wanted to tell him he hadn’t ruined everything, that he could still change the ending, but the words stuck in my throat before they could get out. I’d said them too many times already.They’d become a promise I w







