I’m late for my next class. Or more like, I’ll be late by about a minute. That’s the reward of being in the girls’ room after everyone’s settled in.
I’m running down the hall when an arm wraps around my shoulder. For a second, I freeze, thinking Ryder has returned for revenge. He’s been ignoring me since the morning, but I know more than anyone that if Ryder Saint ignores you, it’s a disaster disguised as a blessing.
I release a breath when I inhale and realise it’s not him. He doesn’t smell this strong or feel this hard – not that I know how he feels.
And yes, I know how Ryder smells. It’s only because of my ability to connect to my surroundings, remember?
"Nice to see you Genie" I smiled up at Chris Morrison. He's one of the few friends who doesn't pick on me. He's cool and has a boyish charm. His jet black hair is slightly curled at the end. He starred on the football and basketball teams and was one of the best
looking guys in school.
"Let me get the door for you" I stepped aside, giving him the chance to swing the door open.
I smiled up at him and mouthed a quick ' Thank you.'
We made it in before Miss Smith, the history teacher, came in. Not long after she launched into a full blown lecture. Out of my peripheral vision, I noticed a few students around the room glancing my way. I shifted uncomfortably in my seat. What is everyone's problem? Aren't they over the interaction earlier this morning?
Fuck them.
Aware of Chris Morrison sitting right behind me, I tried to concentrate and after fifty minutes of long and boring lecture I finally retrieved my phone.
I was grossed out by replying to a message from Lexi that I didn't realize where I was going until my head hit something.
A wall? No.
A chest.
I traced my way up to see who it belongs to only to be face by Xavier Juan
One of the four best guys in school and Ryder's best friends. My pulse raced thinking Ryder had sent him but the smirk on his face tells me otherwise. He's watching me with a glint in his eyes as if he found his next prey. Xavier is easier to deal with compared to Ryder. He might be a pain in the ass too but he's not always bullying me like Ryder.
"Looks like a lamb lost her way" he chuckles moving forward while I move back until my back hurts the wall. He placed his hands on the wall and leaned into me, enclosing and trapping him till we're breathing the same air.
"Wh… wha-t are you doing?" I tried to keep my voice steady but it's of no use.
"You can't hide away from me" He ran the knuckles of his left finger down my arm and I snuck in a breath
"Get away from me" I tried to shove him by hitting him hard on the chest but he wouldn't even bulge. God-damned this guy is so strong.
"I can take you out here in front of everyone. If you go out with me Ryder would leave you alone." He toyed with me playing with the tie of my uniform.
He must be dreaming if he thinks I will do as he says… I can hear the laughter in my head.
His hand glided down my back and moved it across the wall of my ass.
What did he just do?
Did he just grab my ass? Without my permission?
In public?
Oh, no.
Then, he squeezed. Everything after that point happened in a rush of reaction and adrenaline. I popped out of my seat like my legs had springs. The muscles in my thighs were taut with tension, and I clenched my fists.
As I faced Xavier, who had raised himself to meet my gaze, I grabbed him by the shoulders and lifted my knee into his groin. Hard. The amount of pressure must've been a lot, because he yelped and fell to his knees, moaning while holding his crotch.
With my heart pounding and a cool heat surging down my arms, I didn’t stop to think about where this would put me tomorrow or next week. I just wanted him to stop.
Ryder might have been threatening and bullying me for years but he would never do such. Hell I'm like trash so he wouldn't even touch me, so he had never crossed that line. He had never touched me or made me feel physically violated.
“Don’t touch me and don’t talk to me.” I said pointing a finger at him. Xavier's eyes were closed as he breathed hard.
“Did you really think I would go out with you? Seriously, you're unbelievable.” The entire room erupted in laughter.
“Thanks for the offer anyway, Ryder,” I sang with mock sweetness. Now you won't try to mess with me again.
Everything felt weak with tingles, and I was afraid my legs would give out. What had I just done?
But before I reached the doors, I threw caution to the wind. Oh what the hell, I’ve developed a death wish lately. First Ryder and now Xavier. I might not see another day. Still happy I turned but stopped when I saw the only person who made my blood boil. Ryder fucking saint.
Ryder's full attention was focused on me, and the world in my peripheral vision stopped as we stared at each other. His lips were slightly parted but not smiling. Those eyes, however, seemed challenging and too damn interesting. He looked like he
was sizing me up.
Fuck. Shit.
Leaning back in his chair, he had one arm hooked behind him on the back of his seat and one arm resting on the table. He was staring at me, and unwanted heat rushed to my face. Without saying a word I bolted out of the classroom as quickly as I could.
The rest of the day went perfectly well without event after the other. I couldn't really believe today was the first day of school. First I stood up for myself without Lexi beside me.
The interaction with Ryder then Xavier. Well I wasn't really at rest thinking Ryder could appear any moment for payback. But I don't care. A lot of strange faces smiled up at me during calculus class. I tested Lexi giving her account of all that happened but of course she had already heard about it.
One thing about Evergreen high, news spreads faster than light.
"Didn't know you were that good" a girl had said to me. Alison I think her name is.
"A lot of girls were happy about it. Xavier deserved what he got" she smiled.
Not knowing what to respond with, I just nodded. I wasn't used to people being on my side. My responses to Xavier and Ryder's antics might have changed, but my goal to keep my head focused on school remained the same. My first day had included too much drama already. If I’d kept my head down, I might’ve escaped notice for the most part. But it was almost as if I had no desire to be silent anymore, and my actions were inviting more trouble. What was I doing? And
Why wasn’t I stopping?
*****
The rest of the week passed by quickly and since my confrontation with Ryder he hasn't showed up in school. Not that I care anyway. Even Xavier Juan had completely stayed away from me.
Good.
Today is Saturday and I slept in. Glancing back at the wall clock on the wall over my headboard to check what time it is.
10:15
Shit. I jumped out of bed and slipped into my flip-flops then made my way down the stairs. As expected I met a handwritten note from mom on the kitchen island. It's short and concise
"Out with James. Don't cook dinner, we are all meeting tonight."
I saw the address of the restaurant behind the paper and I smiled. It's one of those fancy ones I usually beg mom to let us try. I kept the paper back where I saw it.
James proposed to mum during the week like I knew he would. He had asked for my permission. We actually had a conversation on Skype since he's been so busy.
I checked the letter once again.
All.
One second
Two
Three
And then it registered. James Saint has a son and will become my stepbrother soon. Mom has mentioned him once or twice but I never did pay attention. She said he's about my age.
Why do I keep forgetting details like this?
I have a Stepbrother. It's weird for me to take in at first. As an only child I've always fantasized what it'll be like to have siblings.
I've never been more nervous in my life than I am currently. First, Mom and James are finally engaged and I'll be meeting him. Am I ready for a new stepdad? Maybe. A new stepbrother? Nope.
I'm dressed in my best clothes. A red satin dress that mom got me for a ball we attended last summer and my favourite pair of matching heels. I FaceTime Lexi to make sure I look okay. I don't want to be overdressed or under; besides , it's a five star hotel. I guess everyone here doesn't just grab a wrinkled dress off of their closet and wear it.
"I'm a few minutes late, my mother made a reservation for four at 7 o'clock" I explained to the hostess
"What's the last name?"
I decided to go with James since my mother will make it under his name but only then did I realize I didn't know his last name. What a nice thing to have as a step daughter. So I just went with mom's instead.
"Sophia " I rushed
"That's my mom, she made the reservations"
"Table 6 on the left" she replied without looking away from her computer. He'll show it to you.
"Thanks" I mutter even though I'm sure she won't reply.
The interior design of the hotel looks beautiful. I'd even stopped by some paintings on the wall and took some pictures with them making a mental note to forward them to Lexi later. She made me promise to give her full details tonight. Especially the step brother aspect. Well, I really hope we get along.
When I got to the table and saw the pairs of eyes before me, I froze.
"Holy shit!" I heard his voice.
Suddenly it clicked in my brain, why I think James looks familiar on our first meeting. Sitting beside James is the last person I ever thought would be there.
The guy who has made my life hell for the past three years.
Ryder Saint. James' son and unfortunately my new step brother. Can my life get any more twisted than it already is? The smirk and smile on his face says otherwise.
GENIE POVHe staggered back, taken by surprise before wrapping his arms around me and taking over, kissing me back. I sighed into the kiss. This is the feeling I wanted with Finn when he kissed me. I inhaled constantly as he nippled on my lower lips, biting on them gently. The air around my body is up and every part of my body craves his touch. I'm too impatient to be teased, sending this Ryder picks up the race and kisses back. Hungrily, angrily, pushing all of our unspoken words into that one kiss. I needed him like he needed me. We're addicted to each other and one cannot go for long without the other. He groaned, pushing me down on his laps. I could feel off. Hard. Huge and wanting me. He groaned louder when I pushed my bum hard on. I like the sound of him like that. I like to know I have that effect on him, I like to know I'm the only girl who can make his eyes roll to the back in pleasure. I like to know I'm the only one seeing him vulnerable like this, shaking my bum on his
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The ride home was in silence, the most awkward moment in my entire life. Silence they do say is golden, but when it's coming from the wrong person, it can make you lose your mind. That moment, I'm afraid my mind wouldn't be the only thing I'd be losing. I'll be losing my entire self in that ride. There are so many things I want to say to her right now, yet I can't. I wanted to tell her how sorry I was, how I was a jerk. I know I don't deserve her, that I hurt her pretty much and I'm sorry for that. I want to tell her I don't mean any of the things I said to her and that nothing happened between Charlotte and myself, it might be too late for that but I want to make amends. She kept her head on the console, eyes closed and her hands were tightly gripping her bag, I could see the whiteness in them. She is angry. I wanted her to talk to me, get angry at me, say the words, cuss me—do anything other than staying silent. I've hurted her in many ways that I can count yet I want her to be
RYDER'S POVIt wasn't that I had hit the street. I took a second look at the clothes I had on. A shirt and a pair of my favorite shorts. Not something out of the ordinary but not what you'll expect Ryder Saint to wear to a party. Before now, I attended most of the parties with Xavier, my best man, slept with the best catch or rather they threw themselves at me and I had my way with them.But now I don't care about that, and I know the reason. A lot of things have changed about me in the past month. I'm speeding and if I'm not careful, I'll get a ticket, and the last thing I wanted right now is to waste more minutes discussing speeding limits with some official so I slowed down.I could hear the noise by the time I got to Kyle streets, it should be one of the best parties this year, regardless that he's the mayor's son, I just admit his folks let him get away with a lot of things.Dad doesn't allow me throw parties in the house but he doesn't stop me from going either, I think that's co
I'm kissing Finn fucking Anderson.I might have said that out loud amidst the kiss as he chuckles before moving closer that we're not touching chest to chest. My hands moved on their own accord around his neck, pulling him closer like I couldn't get enough of him.Finn threads his fingers through my hair too and tugs me closer, one powerful arm curling around my hip to keep me in place. My breasts are now crushed against his rock-hard chest, and I can feel the wild hammering of his heart. His excitement matches my own. The raw, husky groan he releases tickles my lips and sends my pulse careening.Almost immediately, my mind is flooded with so many thoughts it’s hard to focus on just one. I can feel myself getting lost in the kiss and Finn's hand is working their way up my tights… there's Lexi, I wonder if she's done with Liam and perhaps downstairs searching all around for me, then there's Ryder…Oh my God Ryder.As if struck by a lightning bolt, I broke the kiss abruptly and stood up.
"What's your thing?" He asked out of the blue."My thing?" I repeated. "Yes, I mean if you come to a party and you don't drink, you must have something you like. I've never seen any girl like you" he explained. He's never seen any girl like me?I don't know if that is a compliment or not but I decided to take it as one. "I don't do parties …" I trailed off. For obvious reasons parties aren't my thing but if it means I get to be locked up in a room like this with one of the hottest guys I've laid my eyes on then I think I'll go down for another party. "Tell me, what do you do?" His voice is breathy, almost a whisper but we're close enough for me to hear every word he says. "I like Writing in my diary, being in a world of my own, reveling the fantasy. " I turned to look at him, he's still watching me with those eyes. The eyes that wish he could pull me in and kiss, my eyes flickered to his lips. They have the perfect shape, slightly parted and so hot. Unlike Ryder who has a piercin