Book 1: 05

It was morning, Jason had been sent a mail he wanted to talk about.

“I have been admitted to college” Jason said joyfully.

My parent were so happy, we all smiled and congratulated him.

My heart sank, I can’t believe I would lose him so soon, the college he had applied for isn’t in the same state as were we live, seeing him again will take a while. He leaves by weekend, in three days.

I can’t hold it in, I excused myself and bolted to my room, thinking about how I could go on without his thick cock. There came a knock on my door.

“Open up Grace”, Jason said.

Looking gloomy, I stood up from my bed and opened my door.

“Why do you look that way?” Jason asked.

“It’s nothing, actually”, I said to Jason.

He hugged me from behind, hands on my tits. His cologne had filled the room.

With my back, I could feel his chiseled chest, he pressed on my tits, biting my neck. I felt his half-thick cock with my butt, my panties got ruined in seconds. There was a knock on my door again, it was my dad “Are you in there Jason?” asked my dad. While turning the knob of the door, Jason left me and turned to the door. Leading my dad out as he opened the door.

I stayed home alone, all day my dad and Jason had gone to prepare some documents he needed to leave. My stepmom had gone to the salon, Flashbacks of Jason cock going into me kept coming to my head, I could feel his gaze like he was beside me. I am trying to resist the urge of touching myself, I need to detach myself from him since he is leaving.

It was time for dinner, everyone’s home. I made zero eye contacts with Jason, I look away as soon as he looks towards me. While we were eating, my stepmom suggested to my dad that Jason shouldn’t come back until he was graduating, to keep us apart, saying separating me from him would stop our love. That made my mind up, I am definitely detaching myself from him. I can’t be thinking of him every day, like a girl who’s still hung up on her ex, and causing conflict in our family.

After dinner I went to my room, sad as fuck. I laid on my bed to sleep. I called Sarah, my bestie, we talked for hours until I was dizzy. I hanged up after we said our goodnights.

My door creaked open, Jason came in. I sat up, my guard up. He sat by the side of the bed, didn’t utter a word. We had been like that for a while, I guess thirty minutes, if I had checked. He turned to me, looking into my eyes. Resisting his gaze felt easy as I looked away, until I felt his cold palm on my stomach. I looked at him immediately, he had put his hand inside my top. He leaned forward to kiss me, I looked away. He smirked, stood up and left my room.

I should have let him kiss me, I thought.

“No, it’s better this way” I said to myself.

I laid down to sleep, clearing my mind off any thought.

It has been two days now, I and Jason haven’t been talking. We barely be in the same room, it’s like I feel a weird energy around him. He doesn’t even look towards me, he always acts like I am not there, and I feel like he moved on, like I am the only one feeling this energy. I try to stay strong knowing I am dead to him but he isn’t dead to me.

He is leaving first thing tomorrow morning, we still haven’t spoken to each other. I don’t think we will, he had packed up his stuffs in the car with my dad. Ready to scram first thing tomorrow.

Tonight is so cold, rain lashing on my window, thunder crashing outside. A sudden knock on my door, and I opened up.

“The heater is broken Grace” my dad said. “Cover up with a duvet, okay?” he added.

“Okay, dad” I answered, as I closed the door.

A sudden knock on my door again, like the grim reaper had come for me, I opened my door again. It’s my dad again, or so I thought.

Standing there was him, Jason. He let himself in, he was shirtless. I could see his broad shoulders, a heavy-solid expanse of muscle. He sat on my bed.

“Come here...” He ordered softly.

I walked slowly towards him, stood at his front hoping he doesn’t want to just talk. He didn’t even utter a word, he held me close to him, placing his head on my waist.

“I waited all this while… even then, I waited all night long” he said softly. “I wondered if your love was all talk….” He was saying.

“…..We shouldn’t be doing this, we’re family”, I cut him short. But my hands wasn’t getting what I was saying, it moved on its own, pulling off my top. Pushed him to lie on the bed, and I got on him and we started kissing. We kissed like it was our last day on earth, he looked at my hard nipples and bit them, growling at my skin. Muttering my name like he was chanting spells.

He started rubbing my clit with his thumb, circling it slowly as he bit my nipple hard enough to make me jerk, I called his name, like I was cursing at him. I caressed his head, two fingers dove into my pussy, he started curling slowly and switched back to kissing me.

I came on his fingers like a lake that has overflown. He turned me over and started licking the hell outta me, I twirled my waist as he flickered his tongue inside me, licking my folds and sucking my clit hard, two fingers shoved into my pussy, stretching and curling it hard.

“Oh….yeah Jason” I moaned.

He pulled out his thick cock, filled with veins, the head leaking pre-cum.

“Fuck me hard” I begged.

He slid it in, slow soft strokes, like he was treating his little princess. He kept going, I held my swollen nipples, pressing hard on them. “Ha… Harder” I stuttered.

He went in with heavier thrust slow and hard. His laps colliding with my cheeks, every stroke made me gasp, he wrapped his hand on my neck like he owned me, then tighten his hand, as he gave faster strokes. I felt his cock pushing my walls and rubbing my clit faster and harder. I raised my hips, making my pussy tighter, increasing the friction between his cock and my walls. His cock came out and I held it, shoved it back in me and he smiled “There, there my slut” he said.

I started riding him, his hands on my tits as he fondled them and we were both moaning and gasping for air, I came on his cock and went down to suck it. I sucked it ‘slurp… slurp’ sounds kept on as I swallowed his big thick cock, he came on my face and in my mouth. Then we kissed and he left to his room, “I Love Him”, I accepted.