Dirty affairs with my mom husband

I lost my dad to the cold hands of death two years after I was born and that only made me not meet my dad . I grew up with my mom being my backbone , my sole provider of everything that I needed and asked for in my entire life . All my life I had grown up to see that woman as my idol , she was my god in human form , never had I felt that way for anyone the way that I felt for her . Growing up , she made sure that she never got married to any man and focused all her attention on me and made sure that I lacked nothing and I had literally everything that I needed . Taking care of me was never the problem as she had a lot of money since dad was a millionaire and he had given everything that he had to me and that made it really good for mom and I to be comfortable . The love I had for mom was second to none , all this years , I had watched her mourn my dad and still wallow in the pain of the past , but that wasn’t what I wanted for her , I wanted her to be happy and get married and sta

It’s been two weeks since that incident with my step father took place at my room . I had made sure that since then , I did literally everything that I could to avoid him , there was no way that I was going to sit right there and watch that happen to me again . After what happened that day , I had to think about it all through , getting worked up over it , but suspringly he acted like Nothing of such ever Happened. I should really be happy that the both of us never had the chance to speak about what had happened that day and I wish that we never do because I just can’t imagine how weird it would be to find out that my step dad saw my naked body not even my best friend could find out about it . The most shocking of it all was the fact that , since that day the incident happened , I have been getting different stupid thoughts that I hoped I didn’t let into my head , but somehow , they are stuck in my head and I just can’t let them go . If my step dad , couid see my naked body , then

My mom walked out of the room and banged the door behind me .I didn’t know what to feel , but at that moment , I felt so betrayed .I knew that all her life she had loved me and made sure that I got everything that I wanted and I should try and understand .But I can’t help this dirty attraction that I am having towards her husband and all that I can do at this moment is to go away and forget all about this man but no , he manipulated my mom to make me live here .That bastard , how dare he .I gritted my teeth in anger and the ringing of my phone brought me out of my thoughts .I grabbed my phone from the table and seeing the caller I tried to force a smile .“‘ Chris am fine, after all you never cared to call all this while , I see no reasons why you want toShow me that you care right now because all that I can say is that I do not want your silly stupid lies .I didn’t wait for Chris to say another word , I ended the call in his ears .Right now the only person that I wanted to t

Elsa stared at me like I had gone nuts .I knew exactly why she reacted that way to what I had just said. If I had thought that one day I was going to be speaking this foolishly nothing would have made me believe that .I knew it was something that we had planned all along and I couldn't believe that I was the one who was finally breaking out of the plan .I had never seen Elsa look disappointed at me before .I knew that she loved me and she was my best friend , but I just couldn’t come to tell her that. It was because I was longing for my step dad dick that made me make that decision of going to school from home .That would be the last thing that I would ever tell anyone .I don’t care if I keep this secret to my grave , I'd rather die with it than let it out , that was never going to happen .It was my secret and I am going to keep it .“ I can’t believe that you are backing out of this now , you know how much we wanted to be away from our family and have time to do whatever

I stood outside the garage , I didn’t know why I lashed at my mom that way and right now I was feeling so guilty , but I just couldn’t help it.I was definitely going to tell her how sorry I was but it wasn’t just now , I couldn’t tell her now , she would be so mad at me at this point and I just want her to be calm before I approach her because I do not want to get on her bad side that would be like I am testing her patience .I didn’t know how long I stood there , but I know that I have been there for the longest that I could remember .What the fuck was wrong with me , I just can’t help it .My step dad was doing this to me and I can’t even say a word to stop him but instead , I just sat there with my legs wide open and doing that stuff like it’s any of my business .I didn’t need anyone to tell me how sick I was , I was so sick and I knew that .The one thing I hated right now was myself .I couldn’t believe that I am the one taping this , how could I be opening my legs for my mo