My mom walked out of the room and banged the door behind me .
I didn’t know what to feel , but at that moment , I felt so betrayed . I knew that all her life she had loved me and made sure that I got everything that I wanted and I should try and understand . But I can’t help this dirty attraction that I am having towards her husband and all that I can do at this moment is to go away and forget all about this man but no , he manipulated my mom to make me live here . That bastard , how dare he . I gritted my teeth in anger and the ringing of my phone brought me out of my thoughts . I grabbed my phone from the table and seeing the caller I tried to force a smile . “‘ Chris am fine, after all you never cared to call all this while , I see no reasons why you want to Show me that you care right now because all that I can say is that I do not want your silly stupid lies . I didn’t wait for Chris to say another word , I ended the call in his ears . Right now the only person that I wanted to talk to was Elsa , she was my best friend and I had to pour out my heart to , I just needed someone to pour out my feelings to . I dialed Elsa's number for the tenth time and it went directly to voicemail. I knew that it was already late and she might have gone to bed already . Feeling defeated already , I stood up from where I sat and made my way out of my room . I took my way to the bar that was just in the dining room and when I got there , I grabbed a glass and poured myself a drink . I knew that this was wrong , but I just wanted to forget about everything that had just happened tonight . I was having dirty feelings towards my step dad . I wanted him to myself ahd seeing all happy and in love with my mom was making my heart ache , I just couldn’t help it . I wanted him to keep looking at me in such manner , I wanted to be so dominated by him and fucked with his big c**k that was exactly what I wanted . I didn’t know how long I had been there but when I walked into the kitchen , someone grabbed my waist. I didn’t need anyone to tell me who it was , I knew that it was him , I didn’t need anyone to tell me that . The way he held me made it even more worse , I couldn’t even think of anything else at that moment but him . I wanted to turn to his face and scream at him for doing that to me , how could he just make my mom turn away from me and all that she does now is listen to him . I was so fucking sick of him doing what was never his business . “ Let go of me shuan “ I said in the most silent and the coldest manner ever . I didn't know how I sounded but when I said that , he let go of me and turned me to face him . The look on his face was unapologetic , but I could also tell that he was satisfied with what he had done that really got on my nerves . “ I had to do what I did to make sure that I get to see you everyday of my life , I didn’t come this far to let you slip off my hands just like that , it’s not happening . I didn’t know how to feel hearing those statements from his own mouth . With the way that I had been feeling lately , I knew that this was a good sign but then this isn’t just it no matter how much I tried to make it look . I was having feelings for my step father , my mom's husband . I couldn’t believe that I was the one doing this but I couldn’t help it . “ I know exactly how you feel for me Rissa and you know how I feel for you too, you just have to trust me to make all of this work out. After all you want me as much as I want you . I pulled up my head to look at him and before realizing what was going on , I kissed him hard . I knew that this was wrong , but then I wanted this man with all of me. I just wanted to know what and how he felt , no matter how much I felt , I can’t just deny the fact this was so fucking superb , I love every inch of what I am doing right now . Shuan turned me over to the wall and grabbed my waist softly , he bent me and that's when I felt the hard cock just beneath my ass . I knew that this was wrong and if my mom found out , I was definitely going to be in a big mess , but then I loved it still and I wanted it . I didn’t know when the soft moan tore out of my mouth when he put his cock inside of me . I held on to the wall desperately as he held my waist and banged me against the wall . This was sweeter than I had ever thought and it was better than the ones I had done with Chris . I tried to cover my moans with my hands , while he banged me in that position . I knew how devastated my mom would be when she found out about what I had just done , but right now , I didn’t mind , I was definitely having this man to myself .For the first time in a long while I was taken out of the house which was also weird because tge man that I went out with was no other than the enemy of my ex or should I say situationship , be a use I know that , he could swear that the both of us didn’t have a thing together . For the longest time , I had never thoufht that I will be going out with him .I remember being stranded that night and he was the one person who had helped me , I could bounced that the bastard of a husband didn’t care about the way that I felt but instead he just wanted to use and that really sums of the reasons why he didn’t want a thing to do with me anymore .For the longest that I could think of , I knew that it was next that I moved on from that phobias , I wasn’t going to be stuck thinking about all the things that would have happened to me of still held on to my dear heart , hurting badly . Hayden was looking attentively and listening to be as I told him all the things that I have done and why I was
Two more weeks passed , it passed like days .I was just in my own state of delima wondering of I should text her or just let her go .As much as I wanted it to all end , I knew that it was best that I didn’t push back the things that didn’t want me .I know that it is so obvious that she is so mad at me and she is just trying her best to make us come back .I wasn’t available for such problem , I hated evrything that is happening right mke , I just wanted to disappear and never to be seen again , but could that be real .No matter how my b u try to push it away I know that I will be huabref by those people that I claim not to love but I just can’t live without .For one in my life , I hate the fact that I have to be this way .I was alone , I had been alone , I had been used and dumped my tremor , the same guy that I thought will love and do evrything for me .I didn’t know that it took me that long to realize that I was just a pawn in his face and I wad just used to get what th
Did you just say that you aren’t going back to see your bitch anymore “ Chris voice brought me out of my thoughts .I ignored the bastard and tried to keep calm and do what I was doing , I wasn’t going to answer whatever trash that he had to say , I know that he is saying all of this things just to get on my nerves but I wasn’t going to give him that satisfaction at all .“I am talking to you boss , don’t act like you didn’t hear me , I was so loud and clear when I asked that question ?”I turned to look at him and the moment he saw angry I was , he stood up and walked away not even without sparing me a glance but with a smirk on his face .I didn’t want to get pissed , he had been doing this to me over the past few days and lettting that get to me was the wurst thing that I ever had to do .I knew that there was no need of being mad at him , I knew that he is the most happiest person since we no longer on talking terms , I am pretty sure that now he can get all the attention that
As I walked bank to my house , the only thing that I wanted to see at this moment was my bed .I never expected my day to turn out this way , the fact that everything could be this cruel was the least thing that I expected .I knew how much I loved my mom , I thought she was going to be sorry for what she had done to us .I must admit that the both of us hadn’t been better but why did she have to cone to my face just to tell me how much she hated me even though she knew that I loved her to death .I was hurt , more hurt than I had ever being , I thought that I was finally getting off this then all of this had to happen .My life hadn’t gotten any worse than it already was , I could never imagine the things that he wanted to do to me .I wad hurt , more hurt than i would ever imagine , I didn’t want a damn thing , I just wanted us to make up but my mom wasn’t going to do that , I knew it .As I walked into my room , I noticed that my door was slightly open .For the first time
I didn’t see him again for the next one month and neither did I see her .I missed Angel , I hated to see us fight and it was all over a guy .The fact that she couldn’t even check up on me made it so hard for me to understand what exactly was going on .I know that the both of us had been Nothing but cool friends but I really thought that she had done kind of respect for me the same way that I had done for her .Angel never texted , she never called, she never checked up on me but we have been seeing each other in school all this while .The two of us didn’t want to talk to the other and I literally understood that .I wouldn’t blame her though , I don’t know why anyone should limit their happiness just for my sake , I have been nothing but a horrible bitch and I don’t think that I deserve anything called love .I had not been the best person too and I see that I take half of all the things that are being given to me because all of this is my fault and I wasn’t going to blame anyone
Trevor tied both my hands and my legs to the bed as I watched in terror of what he was planning to do to me .When he saw come dominh that , he walked towards and stripped off every piece of clothing that I had on me left .The moment I was naked in front of him , I could hear that silent growl that came out from his mouth as he watched me .I know that I have seen him in many forms but not this way , I had never seen him this way .The way he looked at me , the way he stared at my body and even the way he watched my every move like I was his prey .I loved being dominated by him , I loved the things that he did to me , I loved everything that he was planning to do and I just wanted him to go on .For the next three minutes , he stood there watching me intensely without saying a word to me .The silence was defeating but I was horny as fuck , the last thing that I had in my mind at this moment was some sort of starring competition .Trevor walked to where I was and stood right