How could he meet her here? He came to this sacred place to seek for guidance, for enlightenment, for peace, for serenity. He had just prayed to God to deliver him from evil, yet the moment he opened his eyes, the Lord Almighty put this pure temptation right before him. Looked like the Holy Father had decided to keep putting him to the test. Heaven kept sending her again and again into his gravity. Dazed, he ceased to move and stood still as if his feet was rooted to the floor.
For a brief moment, she considered to curtsy or greet him with his title, but she decided quickly that it would be odd. She never curtsied nor greeted him from their first encounter. Looking back at it, she felt strange. What kind of relationship they had? From the first time, there had never been a usual formality between them. She observed him carefully, trying to decipher his reaction. He looked surprised, but there was no signs of irritation.
"I... I didn't expect to see you here." She finally broke the silence.
"Quite a coincidence." He managed to reply.
"Distinctly."
When he didn't move an inch, she forced herself to approach him.
Watching her walk toward him down the aisle, he couldn't help imagining her as a bride, coming toward him in a wedding ceremony. He shook the images off of his head. She halted just a feet away from him.
"Thank you, for the gift. It's beautiful."
"Do you like it?"
"Very much."
"Glad to hear that."
"I thought I would meet nobody here, since it's not Sunday." She couldn't believe she could do such a thing, pretending and telling lies. She had never done anything like this in her life.
"I'm coming in a day like this to have a moment alone."
"I thought the same way... Sorry, I didn't mean to bother you."
"Not at all." He said. "I was just about to leave."
As if he was reminded of what to do, he said thereafter.
"Well, I won't bother you any longer. Have a good day."
He sidestepped around her and strode away. As the sound of his booted feet echoed in the walkway, she battled the doubt suddenly sweeping over her. She had to give it to him now, or she would never had a chance. She had braced herself to come to this place to see him, pretending it was a chance meeting, she had done this deceit for a reason.
"Wait."
He had reached the doorway when she called him. He stopped as he heard her footsteps coming over him. He turned around and she stopped a feet away from him.
"There's something I want to give you."
She pulled out something from her reticule and showed it to him. It was an antique Georgian block compass set in a hinged mahogany case.
"You gave me such a generous gift, I just want to give you something in return."
She passed it to him. He looked at her face as he received it in his unreadable expression.
"It's a lucky charm." She said.
"What?"
"It's not just a compass, it's a lucky charm. It was given to my grandfather by his wife when he was about to travel to India. It was said to have protected him from danger many times during the journey."
He stared at her with wide, disbelieving eyes. After a moment's thinking, finally he replied.
"If it's that precious, why are you giving it to me?"
"I think you need it more than me. You are under an obligation to protect your people, there's a chance you will be involved in some fights again in the future... and... it seems that you have many enemies."
"Not that many."
He smiled at her remarks, and her heart skipped a beat. She thought she would never see that smile again.
"I can't take it. It holds a historical value to your family."
"Please, I want you to have it."
"Your father wouldn't allow it."
"He doesn't care, I found it abandoned and when I asked him, he gave it to me rightaway. I bet he has totally forgotten about it now. He doesn't believe it holds a magical power."
"You believe it has?"
"Yes."
"You're a superstitious girl."
"My grandfather survived a seastorm during the sail and an epidemic of disease in a foreign country." She paused for a while, then she said.
"I pray God will bless you with good health and long life, and keep you safe from evil and harm."
Had he heard all of this from someone else, he might very well mock it, yet he felt his chest stirring with emotion. Painful and heartwarming all at once. It had been a long time since somebody gave him a heartfelt gift and good wishes.
"Do you bring it with you everywhere you go?"
"Yes." Another lie. But it hardly made a difference. This whole 'so-called chance meeting' was a lie, after all. But it was a totally harmless lie, she countered her damned conscience.
"Why give me something as important to you as this lucky charm?"
Because I don't want any harm befall you. Because only thinking about it make me feel terrible.
"Because... it will serve a better purpose in your hand, because this land and the people need you, and you are such a fair ruler."
Not the answer he wanted to hear, she made it sound almost impersonal, but somehow he knew it was anything but.
"And what will protect you now that you've already given it to me?"
"I still have my gun, remember?"
"Seriously?" He chuckled in amusement and she smiled in return.
"Thank you." He finally said. "I'll keep it."
He put the compass into his pocket.
"All right, then. Have a good day." She turned away and walk into the church again.
"Take care."
She heard him saying behind her. She sat somewhere in the middle row, held still for some time before she cast a glance over her shoulder. He had disappeared from the door. No one of them said goodbye today, and for some reason, it didn't feel like farewell. She got a feeling, it wasn't their last meeting and soon they would meet each other again.
"Listen, Polly. The day after tomorrow, I'm going to a neighboring town two days away from here to attend a House Party for a week."
Lady Byrne said as she sat in the small dining room, enjoying biscuits and tea.
"And I want to bring Ava with me, as my companion."
"No way."
Polly replied without looking at her, kneading the dough across the table.
"Find yourself another maid. I've got plenty to do here, who's going to go to the market to sell these?"
"You don't need to sell bread or eggs within the time. I'll compensate your weekly income."
"You must be joking!"
Polly stopped doing her job and stared at the lady in disbelief.
"Not at all. Ava has to come with me to the house party."
"There must be some kind of reason..."
Polly narrowed her eyes in suspicion.
"He will be there, Polly."
"Who?!"
Lady Byrne said in a conspiratorial tone.
"Magnus. Magnus will be there at the house party."
Carrying the old, unsent letter in his hand, Ashton took a determined step to Lord Carlton's bedchamber. The door was left slightly opened, as to make it easier for the servants to hear if the lord rang the bell. He stopped in front of the doorway and peered inside. Through the narrow opening, he could see his uncle across the room, sitting on the wheelchair by the window, gazing out into the wintry garden outside."Do come in."The lord called without glancing his way. Despite the head injury, his uncle hadn't lost his usual alertness, and the wheelchair didn't make him look less forbidding. He was very fortunate the injury didn't cause him any permanent damage, and though he hadn't quite regained his normal strength until this day, the doctor said that he would no longer need the device in a couple of weeks.Lord Carlton turned in his wheelchair to face him as he entered the room."What is it?"His uncle
Present DayWhen Ava peered into his chamber this morning, she found that he'd been able to get out of bed without any help. He stood in front of the mirror with a brush covered with lather in hand, meeting her gaze within the reflection. He paused, watching her breeze into the room and walk toward him."Oh, you're up already. Do you feel any better today?"She asked casually."Very much so. I think I'm going to have some fresh air. I'm tired of being confined in this room."Stopping within a foot from him, she glanced at the shaving equipment on the dresser."Let me help you.""There's no need-""Sit over there."She ignored him, motioning him to sit on the sidetable. Obediently, he did her bidding, half-sitting on the edge of the sidetable. With a brush, she smoothed the lather evenly ove
For a moment, she was quite bewildered by his request, but then she realized, by asking her to do so, he was trying to be completely truthful to her, to share his darkest secrets with her, no matter how sordid and shameful they were, to let her see the ugly side of him and to trust her without reserve.She settled back into the chair and took the letter from his hand. She opened the envelope and unfolded the letter, clearing her throat before she started reading,"Dear Carlton,I hope you will understand why I choose this way. I can no longer carry on in this fashion. It's not that I don't love you enough to go on. No words can express how much I love you. I die a little inside each time I see you. You can't imagine how difficult it is for me, but we both know that this is the best for us. I know you can't desert your family, and I don't blame you, for I can never do that to my son eith
Several hours later..."This is unspeakable. I can't believe it."Magnus' voice carried clearly across the hall. He turned around abruptly, wild sparks shooting from his eyes as he gazed furiously at the woman sitting in an armchair on the other side of the room."For Christsakes, why would you do this, Mother. How could you?"Lady Cecily stared into the void without so much as a word. Her eyes devoid of emotions, her refined feature as hard as granite.Sitting in a wheelchair pushed by a servant, Lord Carlton entered the parlor. Behind him are two of the guardsmen. Shooting a bitter look at his wife, he uttered with a composed voice."You'll be up before the magistrate to face the legal consequences of your crime. I've sent words to the authorities. The Constable will pick you up at first light."The lady took the notice with a pr
With soundless steps, Ava sneaked her way to Lord Carlton's bedchamber. The door was slightly opened, allowing a shaft of light from inside the room to spill out into the dark corridor. Stopping by the doorstep, she peeked into the room through the small opening. In the middle of the large bed, the lord lay as white and still as death. A candle burned in the nightstand, casting a dim glow in the gloom of the chamber.Drawing a long, fortifying breath, Ava slipped into the chamber. Crossing the room, she moved around the bed and sat in the chair nearby, gazing regretfully upon the lifeless face.To have a death on her conscience was too great a burden to bear. Perhaps she was a fool to think that to confess her sin and beg forgiveness from the insensible victim would give her a little comfort, but she just couldn't help it."I'm so sorry, My Lord." She began."I thou
There hadn't been much progress on Lord Carlton's condition the following day. He remained unconscious, only a faint pulse indicated there was life in there, yet it hung by a tenuous thread. In the morning, Doctor Haynes returned to check on him. Ashton asked him if there was any hope, and the doctor shook his head slightly in answer.In contrast to her dramatic reaction over Lord Carlton's condition the day before, Lady Cecily showed little interest in taking care of her husband. Instead, it was a loyal servant that had worked for the family for nearly fourty years who seemed to care deeply about him, feeding him with broth and water every hour, and applying soothing balm to his chapped lips. When she had finished her gentle ministrations, the old maid would kneel beside his bed and folded her wrinkled hands, praying for the master's recovery.Inside one of the sitting room in the secluded West Wing, Ashton stood gazing into the fire where