My heat lasts about two or three days and these last few years it has not been very powerful because I have been taking inhibitors so I can function as a normal human. The problem with inhibitors is that they speed up my next heat, so I can never really escape this torment, I just put it off a little at a time. It's like my body wants another pregnancy every time, thanks to Daniel. My body knows it has a bond with an alpha and is waiting to be pleased and bred. My stüpid body doesn't know that my alpha is too busy pleasing another omega's heat. Ew, I don't want to think about that ever again. What a horror and what a fücking nightmare. I have Felix this time, sure, but I'm not going to lie to myself, I know Felix won't be able to please me. It's simply impossible. I won't be satisfied until I feel a knot in me and he doesn't have what I need. I wish I had never met Daniel, I really do. With all my heart I wish I had never run into him. Thanks to the months
➿ still four years ago ➿. I'm so confused by the appearance of my wolf and her sudden strong emotion, that I miss the moment when Daniel lunges at Mason to grab him by the shirt and starts screaming something directly on his face, but Harry immediately steps between them to try and calm them down. Fück, I think Daniel manhandled me so fast and my head got so dizzy, that the rest of my body started to feel sick too. I suddenly feel like throwing up and I can't even pay attention to what's going on around me. I just know that Daniel is screaming because he's protecting me from Mason and that makes my wolf happy. Daniel is screaming, Harry is trying to get him away from Mason, and all the while my body is going through something so weird I don't know how to describe it. It’s like a rush, a hot rush that’s making me dizzy. When I manage to calm my head and make it stop spinning, I notice that the three alphas are silent now and when I turn to look at them, I see that all their a
Oh, my god. Oh, my god. I run through the trees as I try to clear my head and come back to reality, but much faster than I thought, Daniel catches up to me and traps me against his body, then pins me against a thick tree and flips me over so we're facing each other. His eyes are dilated and I know this isn't exactly Daniel in front of me. "Gotcha, Omega," he says close to my face in that deep voice that seconds ago was only in my memories. I want to push him away and yell at him, but I can't because my stomach clenches with longing and desire, "Were you trying to seduce me?" "No, Alpha, I was just remembering," I reply, trying to push his chest just. I need him to give me some space so I can think clearly, but Daniel's body is stiff and unmovable, "I'm sorry, I wasn't doing it on purpose." "You don't need to seduce me, I'm yours. Just tell me what you need and I'll give it to you. Whatever you want," he promises being absolutely honest, and my heart aches for h
Olivia goes off to Julian's side while I have to wait for my nephews to be ready before I head off with three kids to the nearest ice cream shop. Laurie is calm by nature, but that totally changes when he’s in the presence of his cousins so the whole way back to town they are making a mess in my truck and ignoring me when I scold them or ask them to put their seat belts on. This parenting thing is new and I'm not very good at it yet, which is why I let them play around the moving vehicle unbuckled and why I buy them the biggest ice cream possible even though it's probably not the best idea to give them this much sugar at this hour. But it’s all worth it when Laurie looks at me with big, happy eyes and thanks me for his ice cream. "I'd still like a little brother one day," he murmurs suddenly, making me stop with my ice cream on its way to my mouth, "Maybe on my birthday?" Oh, my god. Such a pain. "Laurie, I don't think it's possible," I reply in a low voice,
"Hey, relax. Everything's fine," Clara says as my brother returns to his table, grabbing my hand over the table again. "I don’t know, Clara. I'm pretty sure my dad will be a problem for us at this moment where I really don’t need any more problems. And I don't know if I can control myself if he decides to come talk to me." Clara takes a deep breath and thinks about what to say, but instead of saying anything, she decides to raise her hand and order a bottle of wine. That makes me laugh. "I think it'll be easier to get you drunk and force you to relax instead of asking you nicely." "I think you're right," I laugh again and and I fill my glass once the bottle arrives. The food is as delicious as ever, Clara is just as lovely as the day I met her and the wine is affecting me more than usual because I haven't had more than a beer or two in quite a while. Soon we finish that bottle and order another... and before I know it I'm walking to my truck almost letting my little omega wif
{ Olivia } I can hear Laurie arriving at the house and greeting my mother and Robbie downstairs so I get up to close the bedroom door and I walk back to the bed to keep on begging Felix not to leave even though I know there's nothing I can do to stop him. Felix comes over to me and gives me another cute kiss on the lips. "I'm sorry, baby, I really would love to stay here with you but I can't," he repeats and I know he's being sincere so I force myself to nod. Felix laughs at me, "You're so cute." "I know. That's why you should think about coming back as soon as you can. I know my family is being really rude to you, but if you come back I promise we'll stay at the hotel downtown. It's super cute and comfy and we won't have to deal with my sisters or my mom or Harry with his rude comments, or Daniel with his stüpid fücking dïck-face." "Baby, don't stress about me. Of course I realize your family doesn't like me, but I know they're harmless. I really need to get to the office for th
{ Daniel } "Boss, we have news," Gabriel announces as he approaches my office. He enters after I nod and extends a folder towards me, "We have the identities and information of the rouge wolves. And the mayor of the Reynard clan wants to talk to you as soon as possible." I get up from my chair quickly to grab the folder. There are reports of two rouge wolves from clan Reynard. A beta and an alpha who were expelled from the clan for insubordination to the mayor and attempted coup to steal the position of clan mayor, as if we were in ancient times where people were going to accept an alpha by force. I look at the names and pictures of the wolves, absorbing as much information as possible so I can decipher what the fück they want and where they might have gone to hide, but mostly if it's possible that they’ll want to come back. I figure with the little information I have that for some stüpid reason they targeted Frank for being the mayor and it wasn't just a random attack like we th
Lucinda slowly gets up from the couch and turns to look from Olivia to me several times before nodding and heading upstairs once Olivia comes down and out of her hiding spot. Her scent is now even heavier than yesterday. So attractive and delicious… but also, she smells offended. Angry. My God, will I ever stop fücking up with her? What is my problem? "Olivia, I'm... I'm so sorry I said that," I blurt out, my stomach clenching and I even start to sweat. I feel like I've put one more nail in the coffin of our dead relationship. I get up from the couch because I don't know what else to do, but Olivia rolls her eyes trying to look unconcerned. "No, I'm serious. I'm sorry. I didn't think you were here. Uh... obviously it's true that you hate me and that there's no future here but I didn't think you'd listen because..." "It's my house. I can leave my room and stand in the stairs if I want to." She replies, narrowing her eyes. "I know that. Of course. But... your car. Where is it?"