LOGINThe man nodded and Emma got a good look at him for the first time. Hmmm. Actually, he was kind of delicious. Tall and broad, his chest muscles were clearly visible through his black t-shirt. Those jeans looked good on him, too, and Emma hoped she’d get a glimpse of his ass. His eyes were bright green, clear and shining, and his blond hair was long and curled up a bit in the back. He was scorching hot, that was for sure. Despite the hair, he had the posture and demeanor of a soldier, especially with all those tattoos, and was light-years away from the sober, professional types that she’d always been involved with. No relationship material here.
Despite the intimidating appearance, he obviously had a protective side and although it killed the feminist in her to admit it, she liked that. He was rough and tough and a bit wild, and there was no chance in hell their paths would ever cross again, she knew. In other words, he checked every box on her list of one-night-stand requirements. Best of all, he was gazing down at her now from his great height and there was what looked like a spark of interest in those amazing eyes.
Dean was interested in Emma, as it turned out, but he couldn’t for the life of him figure out why. He’d never been all that partial to short women or brunettes, and this woman was far more formally attired than his usual choice of female company. The blouse she was wearing was tight and clung to her curves just-right and was open enough that it showed a hint of black bra, all of which was very nice indeed. But the skirt was severe and tailored and looked pretty damn expensive.
Then again, that hair was fabulous: long and thick and curling over her slim shoulders. Her eyes were so dark blue they looked almost purple, and her mouth was generous. She looked like a sexy secretary or hot librarian, and Dean had no idea that he even liked that type. Until this exact moment.
Maybe this was the problem, the reason for his funk earlier – maybe he just needed a different kind of woman in his bed. A palate cleanser of sorts, a bit of something-else to get him back to himself.
They stared at each other.
You’ll do, they both thought. You’ll do just fine.
“So,” Dean said. “I know you turned down that guy’s offer, but maybe I can buy you a drink?”
“Actually,” Emma said. “I spilled your beer, so I owe you a drink.”
He grinned down at her. “How about we buy each other a drink? Call it even?”
“Perfect solution.”
“I’m Dean, by the way.”
“Emma.”
“Emma.” He imagined her moaning his name in that sweet voice. “Nice to meet you.”
**** Dallas looked over at the bar, wondering what was taking Dean so long. When he saw that Dean was chatting up a cute brunette, he grinned.“Hey,” he said. “Looks like Jessop changed his tune, huh?”
Chris and Jim turned around and smirked.
“Yeah,” Jim said. “Maybe he just wasn’t in the mood for blonde, was the problem.”
Dallas got to his feet and the redhead pouted. “I’ll be right back,” he said to her. “Just going to talk to my friend over here.”
Dean and Emma were getting their drinks when Dallas swaggered over. Dean saw him coming and rolled his eyes.
“Hey, Emma? Just ignore him, OK?”
“Ignore who?” she said.
“That’d be me, darlin’.”
She turned to see another tall, broad, muscled man in front of her. His dark hair was cropped close to his head and his blue eyes were clear and hard. He was drop-dead gorgeous and smoldering away at her and she blinked. “Umm. Hi.”
“Hi.” He looked at Dean expectantly.
Dean sighed. “Emma, Dallas. Dallas, Emma.”
Dallas extended his huge hand. “Very pleased to meet you. Now, tell me. Is Dean here bothering you?”
“Not yet,” she said. “Hopefully later.”
Dallas liked that. He grinned at her, taking in her heart-shaped face and stunning eyes. She wasn’t Dean’s usual type, but Dallas heartily approved of his deviation from the norm. Emma was short and curvy, with glorious breasts and shapely legs. A lush and juicy little package – and look at that fucking amazing hair. Dallas was a firm believer in bedding redheads, but he might make an exception for her. He could totally see himself clenching his hands in that dark waterfall of curls, pulling that mouth to his, holding her in place so he could watch her come against him.
Emma stared back at Dallas, equally intrigued. Like Dean, he looked tough and intimidating, with a hard face and loads of tattoos, but also like Dean, he had humor bubbling just below that ferocious surface. She actually felt surprisingly relaxed around these two strangers, sure that they were more than capable of hurting her but they’d never raise a finger to do so.
“OK, man,” Dean said. “You’ve done your recon and as you can see, the situation is under control. Go on back to the table now.”
“Table?” Emma said.
Dallas gestured across the room and Emma followed his finger. Sitting at a table were two more huge men, both staring at her with curiosity.
“Oh,” she said. “More friends?”
“Yep.” Dean glared at them. “Chris and Jim. Chris is the blond one.”
“Right.” She gave them a small wave and they waved back.
“So,” Dallas said. “Maybe you want to join us?”
Emma didn’t really, but she wasn’t sure how to refuse politely. Thankfully, Dean stepped in.
“Nope.”
Nigel looked around and saw that Emma was sitting on the sofa next to Dean. His tattooed arm was around her gently, and he was looking at her like she was the most amazing thing he’d ever seen in his life. Chris was helping Jenny with something in the kitchen, his huge hands carefully arranging tiny little things on trays. Nigel’s breath caught when he saw the startling golden eyes on the guy talking to Kat; Nigel hadn’t caught the man’s name on the way in. He did notice that Kat had dyed her hair black for the occasion, and the contrast with her creamy skin was incredible. The last to arrive was a tall, broad, muscled man with ferocious blue eyes and arms full of tattoos. He stared down at Nigel in the most intimidating-but-damn-sexy way, and Nigel took a step back, thinking that this could only be one person.“Hi,” he said. “I’m Nigel. Are you Dallas?”The man nodded, those eyes taking in the whole room at a glance. He saw Emma, found Liv, spotted Jenny and Kat. He returned his att
Seven weeks laterNigel glanced at the clock above Liv’s stove and gasped in horror. How had time gotten away from him so badly? How? How? It was all Abe’s fault – why did he have to drop by Liv’s house out-of-the-blue and bring some flowers for Emma? It was a lovely gesture, of course, but the man’s kisses were just too good to resist, and Nigel had easily lost a good ten minutes before sending Abe on his way.Now he spun around the gorgeous living room, fluffing cushions and double-checking that the wine glasses were streak-free. He frowned at the banner hanging over the roaring fireplace and moved it a bit to the left, then the right, then left again. He fussed with the fresh-cut flowers, changed the music three times, and rearranged the platters of food that Jenny had prepared and brought over.Nigel heard the garage door open two floors down, and knew that Liv was home. He gasped again and launched himself into the entrance lobby of the house, waiting for the elevator doors to sl
“So they’re a bunch of fucking hacks over there is what. They’re just a group of yahoos playing bodyguards… they have no idea what they’re doing.” Dallas didn’t add that most of them had little or no real training at all, and that Blue Star was where you went when you flunked out of the police academy, or got dishonorably discharged from military service. He knew of two guys for sure at Blue Star who had raped female soldiers, and one guy who had beaten a black teenager almost to death in a bar fight. It was a mess over there, and Dallas knew plenty about the dangerous situations that Greg and his team had put their clients in through sheer stupidity, inexperience, and laziness.“My manager Larry hired them,” she said. “He’s worked with them before with other clients and he says they’re great.”I’ll just bet he did. Larry is probably getting a healthy kickback from Greg and the boys for sending your business their way. Or maybe he’s just a moron, too.“OK, OK.” He held up his huge han
One week laterThey were all sitting in the hospital, waiting to hear that Emma was out of surgery. The mood in the room was tense; they had all been taken aback when Emma had fully explained the risks of the transplant. All this time, they had thought that once the donor was found, Emma would be in the clear. They had had no idea about the possible post-transplant complications, and they hadn’t known that her body may well reject the donor marrow. They hadn’t known that the transplant may kill her, kill her faster than the cancer itself. But without the transplant, she had no chance at all – so here they were, waiting.Jim got to his feet and they all looked at him.“I’m going to get some coffee,” he said quietly. “You all want some?”They nodded and then Kat got up too. “I’ll come with you,” she said. “I feel like I need some air.”“Sure,” he said. “Let’s go.”Dean barely heard the conversation. He was sitting in his chair, staring at his hands and trying to remember to breathe. Th
Kat had been expecting it for the past few weeks, but when Emma showed up at the salon, she was still upset at what surely had to come. Jim was with her, and he looked equally shaken. Kat met his eyes and they both shook their heads, almost imperceptible movements that spoke volumes of pain and anger.“OK, Kat.” Emma sat in the chair calmly. “You know what needs to be done.”“I know, sweetie.” Emma extended her hand to Jim, and he sat next to her, her cold fingers curled in his huge hand. Kat stood behind her, scissors held up. Jim noticed for the first time that Kat’s hair was now a vibrant red and he blinked. Every time he saw her, she looked completely different and he wondered if this was required for her job.“Ready, Em?”“Yeah.”Kat’s hand didn’t shake much when she made the first cut, held a long piece of Emma’s hair in her hand, dropped it to the floor. They all looked at each other in the mirror. Emma pressed her lips together and nodded. Kat raised the scissors again. Again
Dean wrapped another blanket around Emma, feeling helpless. Even though her face was burning up, she was freezing; her body was shaking so hard, the whole bed was rattling. She moaned and clutched the edges of the blanket, trying to pull it closer and tighter. She closed her eyes.He sat next to her and took her hand. He couldn’t do anything about the poison being pumped through her veins and flooding her small body, but he could let her know that she wasn’t all alone. “Baby? Can you hear me?”She opened her eyes a bit and nodded.“You want some water?”“N–n–no,” she managed to get out between her chattering teeth. “Thanks.”They stayed like that for a while, not talking. Suddenly Emma sat straight up and gasped. “Dean…”He grabbed the bucket from the bedside table and held it for her as she vomited. He put his hand on her back, holding her steady as she heaved and retched, over and over. She caught her breath, vomited again. With trembling fingers he stroked her hair off her hot for







