LOGINISLA'S POV
HEY, MIND PICKING YOUR GODDAMMED CALLS??? It was a text message from Hailey. I hadn't even noticed it. There were 8 missed calls from her. I dropped the phone back on the bed. I wasn't in the mood to engage my best friend in a conversation. She'd definitely know I was not okay. My phone beeped again, I groaned frustratedly and picked it up with the intention of switching it off when I saw Robert's text pop up on the screen. 8AM TOMORROW, YOU START YOUR JOB, DON'T BE LATE. I scoffed as I shoved the phone away. Was he going to be so formal after abruptly ending the kiss and leaving me alone, locking himself away? I woke up to the sound of my phone buzzing. It was another text from Robert. The time was 5:25AM, I almost screamed,what the hell! GOOD MORNING, ISLA. REMEMBER, YOU START YOUR NEW JOB TODAY. BE READY BY 8AM. My heart squeezed inside of me. What was this sudden formality for?. A job as his secretary? I wouldn't have believed it in my wildest dream, but I couldn't deny the thrill of spending more time with him. I quickly got out of bed and headed to the bathroom. A shower and a quick makeup routine later, I immediately felt refreshed and ready to face the day. I had opted for a simple yet elegant outfit: a crisp white blouse paired with a tailored pencil skirt. I slipped on a pair of black heels and secured my hair in a neat bun. As I looked in the mirror, I couldn’t help but feel a surge of confidence. I looked both professional and striking, exactly the image I wanted to project. Just last week, I’d gone shopping for some exquisite office wear, and it felt good to finally put it all together. I walked into the living room, the rich aroma of freshly brewed coffee filling the air and making my stomach rumble in anticipation. To my surprise, Robert was already seated at the breakfast table, a plate of pancakes and a steaming cup of coffee in front of him. "Good morning," he greeted me, his voice low and steady, carrying an undeniable authority. I nodded in return, suddenly feeling a wave of awkwardness settle over me. The air between us was thick with tension, and I could sense it in every glance, every word we exchanged. "I made breakfast," he said, gesturing toward the table with a slight tilt of his head. "I thought it would be easier than stopping by a café." I smiled and thanked him, sitting down across from him. We ate in silence, the only sound, the soft clinking of forks against fine silver plates. The atmosphere was heavy with the unspoken words that neither of us seemed ready to address. After we finished, Robert stood and began clearing the table. "I’ll take care of this," he said, his voice barely audible. "No, let me help," I offered quickly, eager to break the silence that had settled between us. He hesitated for a moment, then nodded, allowing me to join him at the sink. We worked together, but my attempts to start a conversation were met with short, monosyllabic replies. It was clear that Robert was putting up a wall. He was trying to keep a distance. I knew I had to tread carefully. I didn’t want to push him away any further than I already had. So, I decided to give him the space he seemed to need, letting the silence linger as long as he damn wants. For now, I would just go with the flow. The drive to Robert's company was silent. Neither of us said a word, and the thick tension between us seemed to stretch the minutes into hours. I kept stealing glances at him, but his expression remained impassive, unreadable. I couldn’t help but wonder what was going through his mind. Why the silence? Was he angry with me? Or was it something else? When we finally pulled up to the garage of the modern building, a surge of nerves hit me. It was my first day at work, and already I felt overwhelmed. I had never worked as a secretary before, and the pressure of it all was starting to settle heavily on my chest. But that wasn’t the only reason for my unease. The fact that Robert hadn’t spoken a word to me the entire drive was starting to grate on my nerves. I was beginning to get angry at him as well. As we stepped out of the car and walked toward the building, a stunning woman approached us. She had long, flowing blonde hair that cascaded down her back, and her confident stride exuded authority. Her smile was bright and enthusiastic, but there was something about it that made me uneasy. Damn it, she looked spicy yet elegant. Her gaze shifted from Robert to me, and the moment her eyes landed on me, her smile faltered, just for a second. "Robert," she greeted him, her voice sweet but with an underlying sharpness. "It’s good to see you." They exchanged a handshake. She turned to me then, her eyes assessing, calculating. "And you must be Isla, I guess," she said, her voice cool, but I could hear the faint edge beneath the words. "I’m Mia." I forced a smile, extending my hand, trying to keep my composure. "Nice to meet you, Mia." Her grip was firm, too firm, almost like she was trying to assert dominance. "I’ve heard a lot about you," she said, her tone dripping with something I couldn’t quite place. Sarcasm? Disdain? It was hard to tell. "Well, Robert, I’ll see you later." She walked away with a confident sway in her step, but I couldn’t shake the feeling that she was sizing me up. And why the hell was she addressing him by his first name? There was a familiarity between them, an intimacy that made my stomach churn. What had Robert told her about me? I turned to him, expecting some sort of explanation, but his expression remained as unreadable as ever. His face was a mask of indifference, and I could feel the anger bubbling up inside me the more. "Who was that?" I asked, trying to hide how furious I was. "Just a colleague," he replied, his voice flat. I wasn't convinced. There was something more to their relationship, something that he wasn't telling me. Well, he has no reason to tell me right?ISLAIt's been two years.Two years and five months actually.A lot had happened in those times. A lot that I hadn't initially planned. First, I ran a two year programme in finance management at Harvard Business school. I'd done more than I ever thought I could. Maybe because I wanted to live up to my parent's expectations because of course, they'd sacrifice so much for me.My graduation had been surreal. Hailey was there, cheering me on like I'd as well just gotten to a height no one else had. My parents had also flown in from Dublin. They'd even organized a party for me. And of course, they hadn't talked down on Hailey.But then, personally, I didn't think I'd ever felt more fulfilled in my life. It felt like I finally had clarity, and was seeing life through a different lens.Currently, Hailey and I are on vacation in Hawaii. We had even rented a cabin for just the two of us.After graduating, my parents had asked if I wanted to go with them to Dublin, but I'd told them I'd think
ISLAEvery passing day, I tried not to think about him.But still, when my phone beeped with a notification, I found myself diving for it, hoping it was a text from Robert. When I heard the sound of a car, I immediately thought it was Robert coming to find me, to apologize and ask me to come back. And despite all the resolve I thought I'd made, I knew I would have forgiven him if he asked. I knew I would have gone back with him if he asked me to.But then, I needed to move on from him. Obviously, Robert had. He and Bryan could really be all over the moon right now that I was gone from their lives.So, I tried not to think about the way he used to kiss me. The intensity with which he used to make love to me. The way he smiled sweetly when he talked to me. I tried not to think of all of it, but I just couldn't. Little things seemed to get me deeply in thoughts about the man I'd told myself over and over that I was done with.But was I really done?Could I ever forget Robert? Could I
MIAI woke up with a pounding headache—the kind that felt like my skull was just about to crack open. As I stretched and let out a wide yawn, I could still taste the whisky in my mouth. My eyes squinted at the sunlight that enveloped my room.How had I ended up so drunk last night?And seriously, how had I gotten home by myself?Somehow, I couldn't remember that particular detail. Had Robert seriously brought me home? Or had I managed to drive myself back?I reached out sleepily for my phone on the nightstand, still trying to blink away the grogginess I was feeling.10:03 AM?How the hell had I slept for so long?What sort of whisky did Robert keep in his house. I've had drinks way worst in the past, and never had I ended up this hungover. As I sat up, I tried to go over the previous evening again, but the headache was a roadblock. I couldn't get past the pounding in my head. Somehow, that was all my brain could focus on.As I unlocked my phone, I frowned. There were several missed ca
ROBERTI'd known the moment her palm swept hard across my face that she'd found out the truth.She'd finally come to know that part of me I'd kept away from her. That part of me I'd tried to keep buried away, because I knew it would break her. And yet, that's what I'd ended up doing —breaking her to a point of no return. I was sure of that. Isla was gone from my life.My chest ached badly in a way I couldn't explain. I deserved it. All the heartache, all the stinging pain that was grinding my heart at that moment, I deserved all of it and maybe even more.A slap wasn't even enough punishment for what I'd done to the woman that constantly looked at me with so much love and adoration. I'd fucked up big time.I couldn't even go after her. I stood still, my towel still wrapped firmly around my waist, my hair still dripping with water.But then, how had she found out?My phone suddenly buzzed on the nightstand. I reached it in two long strides. When I picked it up, the screen was lit with
ISLAI sat by the window staring mindlessly at the buildings that blurred past us. Robert sat just beside me at the back seat, busy with something on his phone, while the chauffeur headed for the hotel room he said he'd checked in.I still felt slightly sore from the love making we'd just had, but what was in my head was far from that. It was just like everything that had happened was some sort of melodramatic movie playing repeatedly in my head.And also, Robert had made one thing very clear—I seriously needed to start believing him. That had been one thing constantly lacking in our affair—Trust.It was crazy how I'd tried to run from him and he'd found me the next day, even showed up in front of the door like this was something usual. And I'd be a liar if I didn't say I felt touched by the very act of him coming to find me.Minutes later, we arrived at the hotel. We both approached the receptionist with Robert pulling my bag along with ease. I suddenly felt guilty, knowing just how
ROBERTIt didn't take me long to get myself properly cleaned up. As I changed into a more comfortable T shirt and pants, I couldn't believe how much my heart had stopped racing. Maybe it was the fact that I knew exactly what she was, or maybe because last night, before I fell asleep, a thought had crawled up my head.I'd been going over the details of the previous day and replaying all the details in my head. Right from when Mia had told me Isla had walked into my office and left in tears. I'd slowly gone over every details. Bryan and I had been together that morning, he'd tried to get touchy, but then we hadn't really gotten intimate. There had been nothing substantial to actually suggest that anything was going on between us.So, why exactly would she react that way?Except maybe she'd been suspecting something.I took one final look in the mirror, and drew in a deep breath, trying to steady myself.The car was already waiting outside, and immediately I slid in, I gave the chauffeur







