MasukLyra
I stood still. My breath hitched. Nick was awake. He sat up, rubbing the back of his neck. His eyes met mine, unreadable. I froze. He got out of bed, walking toward me. I didn’t know what to do. My heart thudded in my chest. “Turn around,” he said, his voice calm, but serious. I hesitated. “What?” He didn’t repeat himself, just reached behind me and gently pulled something off the back of my dress. It wasn’t the watch. It was a condom wrapper. My cheeks flamed. He held it between his fingers like it was gold. “It’s very important,” he muttered under his breath, like he actually cared about it. I blinked. Right. Of course. Nick the flirt. Nick who’s known for never sleeping with the same girl twice. It made sense that the only thing he cared about was his damn condom. Maybe he hadn’t even noticed his watch was missing. I forced a smile. “Of course.” He walked back to the bed like nothing happened and laid down, arm behind his head, looking up at the ceiling. That was it? I stood there, awkward and unsure. Then, without looking at me, he mumbled, “See you around.” That stopped me. See you around? My head turned slightly. Did he just say that? Nick never said that to girls. He didn’t “see them around.” He slept with them and left them in the wind. No second rounds. But me? He said it to me. Why? Did he… want to see me again? My brain was spinning. My body still felt warm from what we did. I hated to admit it, but I’d enjoyed every second of it. The way he touched me. The way he made me forget everything else for a moment. And now, I couldn’t stop thinking about it. Or him. I stepped out of the room quietly, heart still beating fast. My suitcase sat outside where I left it. I dropped to my knees, unzipped it quickly, and shoved the stolen watch into a small side pocket. My hands shook. Thank God I wasn’t caught. Now I was stuck thinking about a guy who probably forgot me the second I walked out. The hostel was open now. I didn’t think twice. I grabbed my suitcase, crossed the street, and opened the dorm door— “BOO!” I screamed. Almost jumped out of my panties. Mirae stood there, grinning like a maniac. “I got you!” she laughed, nearly bending over from how hard she was giggling. My heart was still pounding as I threw my arms around her. “You idiot! I missed you.” She hugged me back tightly. “I missed you too.” Then she pulled back and looked down at the suitcase beside me. Her brows furrowed. “Wait... what’s going on? Did you move out or something?” I nodded, dragging the bag inside and sitting on the edge of the bed, feeling like my bones weighed a thousand pounds. She sat beside me immediately. “Tell me everything.” So I did. Every damn thing, from the way my stepfather tried to force me to marry some creep, to how Jay humiliated me and threw my suitcase out, to how Rixa played me like a violin. I told her everything except one detail, what happened between me and Nick. That part... I couldn’t. Not yet. “What?” Mirae’s voice rose with fury. “Where is that fool? I’m going to go rip his face off right now!” She actually stood up, fists clenched, ready to fight the air. I caught her wrist. “No. Just... let them be.” Her chest heaved with frustration. “Lyra, he humiliated you! They both did! And that witch Rixa? Ugh, I hope she trips over her own lies.” Before I could respond, the doorbell rang. She stormed off to check, grumbling under her breath. Then she returned with a grin on her face, holding something up like it was gold. “What’s that?” I asked, brows knitting. “Someone sent this for us!” she beamed. I took it from her and my eyes widened. It was two hockey game tickets. Front row. For the school match that was sold out weeks ago. “What the...?” Who would’ve sent this? I turned the ticket around, checking for a name, a note, anything. Nothing. But I knew. Nick. It had to be him. Why though? Why was he sending me tickets? “We should totally go!” Mirae squealed, clapping excitedly. “You need this, Lyra. It’ll cheer you up. We’ll dress hot as hell and make Jay regret ever letting you go!” I blinked, still processing. “You go with someone else. I don’t think I can—” “Don’t be like that,” she whined. “You know I don’t have other friends. Just come with me. I’ll make you look so good that even Rixa will choke on her own spit.” It sounded like a good idea. A part of me wanted it, wanted revenge, wanted to feel powerful again. But then I thought about Nick. He’d be there. He was the hockey captain after all. I hadn’t told Mirae what happened between us. And she was obsessed with him and his teammates. “They’re not even Korean, Mirae,” I muttered, trying to change the subject. She rolled her eyes dramatically. “What matters is that they’re hot. And have sticks.” I snorted. She grabbed my hands, her eyes pleading. “Come on. Please. Let’s go make your ex eat his heart out.” I hesitated. Then sighed. “Alright. Let’s do it.” Her squeal of victory echoed through the room. I forced a small smile. She danced around the room, humming off-key as I lugged my bags to the corner, trying to ignore the pounding in my chest. As soon as she turned away, I slipped my hand into the side of my bag and brought it out, the watch. Heavy. Expensive. Guilt coiled in my stomach as I stared at it, the metal glinting under the light. Why did I feel like this? Maybe because I’d promised myself I would change. That I was done with stealing. That I wanted to be better than the person my stepfather raised me to be. And yet here I was… right back to my old habits. Should I return it? Would he even want it back? I was still lost in my thoughts when the door burst open, slamming against the wall. I jumped, quickly shoving the watch back into my bag as Mirae rushed in, panting like she’d just sprinted across campus. Her face was pale. “Lyra…” she breathed, eyes wide, “The police are here.” My heart stopped. No. No, no, no. My stomach twisted. Were they here for me? Did Nick call them on me?LyraIf someone had told me I would stand here one day, wearing white, about to promise my life to someone I once forgot, I wouldn’t have believed them.Not because I didn’t believe in love…but because I knew what it felt like to lose it.And yet…here I am.I stared at my reflection, my fingers lightly touching the edge of my dress, smoothing nothing just to have something to do. The ring on my finger caught the light, and for a second, my chest tightened.This was real.“You’re doing it again.”Mirae’s voice came from behind me. I met her eyes in the mirror, she was leaning against the door, arms crossed, already dressed, already watching me like she knew exactly what was going on in my head.“What now?” I asked softly.“That look,” she said. “Like you’re about to run.”I let out a quiet breath. “I’m not running.”She pushed herself off the door and walked closer, stopping beside me.“Good,” she said. “Because I already wore heels for this. I’m not wasting it.”That made me smile. I
LyraI swallowed, my fingers tightening slightly at my sides as I forced myself to speak.“For us to feel this…” I started, my voice quieter now but steadier. “This pull… this connection… all of this—”I gestured weakly between us. “It means there’s something.”His eyes didn’t leave mine. Not even for a second.“We need to find out what that is.”The words had barely settled when….Something hit me hard.A sharp, sudden pressure in my head.My breath caught.“—Lyra?”But I couldn’t answer. Because suddenly…..Images, came out of nowhere fast and blinding in my head.My body froze. My eyes widened.My hand flew to my head instinctively as I gasped.“Ah—!”“Hey—what’s wrong?” Nick stepped forward immediately, his voice filled with panic.But I couldn’t hear him properly anymore.Because I was seeing….Everything.Me and him so close.My arms wrapped around him….holding him tightly like I was afraid to let go.His hands on my waist, his lips on mine.His laugh…..My laugh.His voice calling
Lyra“Hey—hey… can you hear me? Open your eyes. Wake up.”The voices came in pieces, blurred and overlapping.Like they were fighting to reach me at the same time. My head throbbed.A dull, heavy ache that made it hard to think, hard to breathe properly. My lashes fluttered, and for a second, everything was just light and shadow.I gasped.My eyes snapped open. The ceiling above me was unfamiliar.I blinked rapidly, my chest rising and falling unevenly as I tried to focus.Shapes slowly formed.A figure on the floor in front of me.Huge and still.“What—”I jerked slightly, my body reacting before my mind could catch up. My heart pounded as I pushed myself up just a little, my hands pressing into the surface beneath me.“What the heck—”“Lyra!”The voice snapped me out of it, I turned.And I saw Mirae. And..Him…Nick.They were both standing close, their faces filled with fear.“What happened to me?” I asked, my voice hoarse, my brows pulling together.“You fainted,” Mirae said quickl
Lyra“…Why does this hurt?” I whispered, my voice barely holding together.Mirae turned to me immediately, she noticed. Her expression shifted so fast it made my chest tighten, her playful smile gone, replaced with something sharp, worried… real.“Hey…hey.” Her hands came up quickly, resting on my arms, steadying me. “Are you okay, Lyra?”Lyra.The name felt… distant. Like it belonged to someone else.“You’ve been acting weird since you woke up,” she continued, her brows pulling together as her eyes searched mine, trying to understand something I couldn’t even explain. “And now you’re crying just by seeing Nick?”Her voice softened.“Talk to me. Please.”I swallowed hard.My throat felt dry, tight, like the words didn’t want to come out.“I…” My voice cracked slightly. “I don’t know what’s happening.”Her grip on me tightened just a little.“What do you mean?”“I don’t know anything,” I said, shaking my head slowly, my fingers curling into the fabric of my outfit like I needed somethi
Lyra“Booo!”A loud voice exploded right beside my ear, dragging me out of whatever fog I had been trapped in.I jerked violently, my body snapping upright as my hand flew to my chest, my heart racing like I had just been chased.“What the—”“Finally!” the voice groaned dramatically.I blinked, my vision slowly focusing.A girl stood right in front of me.She had one hand on her waist, the other holding what looked like a makeup brush. Her outfit was… bold. A skin-tight skirt hugging her curves and a cropped top that showed just enough to make it clear she knew she looked good.She tilted her head, studying me like I was the strange one here.“What’s wrong with you?” she asked, raising a brow. “Why are you still in bed? Aren’t you going to class today?”I just stared at her. My mind was blank.“...Who are you?”The words slipped out before I could stop them.Her expression froze. Then twisted.“Excuse me?”I swallowed slowly, my fingers tightening around the sheets.“I asked… who are
LyraThis time… I didn’t hesitate. My arm lifted higher, the dagger trembling above my chest, the sharp tip hovering just over my skin. My breath came in slow.Like everything inside me had already accepted it.If this is what it takes… then fine.I tightened my grip and drove the blade down….But before it could touch me, a body slammed into mine.A sharp, sickening sound followed. The dagger slipped from my hand instantly, clattering to the ground.My eyes dropped and my heart shattered.“...Rixa?”Blood spread across her chest, dark and fast, soaking through her clothes like it couldn’t be contained. It dripped down, staining the ground beneath her.My hands shot forward, grabbing her shoulders before she could fall.“Rixa…?” My voice came out broken, barely holding together. “What….what did you do?!”No…Not what she did.What I did.My hands began to shake violently as the realization slammed into me.“I…” My lips trembled. “I didn’t…I wasn’t trying to…”My gaze dropped to the bloo
Nick My legs moved before my brain even caught up. One second I was staring at the tiny folded paper, the next I was shoving it into Ben’s hand like it had personally offended me.“Trash this. Immediately.”My voice came out sharper than I planned, but hell, everything inside me was already racin
NickMy throat tightened the moment the words left her mouth.“What… how did you...?” The rest of my sentence died before it even formed. My voice just… collapsed. It was like my tongue forgot how to function because nothing made sense.But Rixa didn’t hesitate. She jumped in immediately, raising h
Nick“Lyra, please—no. Don’t do this to me.”The words rushed out of my mouth raw and unplanned, like I was afraid silence would seal her decision if I paused even for a second. She stood a few steps away from me, her resignation letter still between us like a thin white blade. Her shoulders were s
Nick“Alpha!”Ben’s voice cracked through the thick air, his eyes wide in disbelief as he saw it happen, her hands on me… and the storm inside me just vanished. I could see the shock spread across his face like a slap.Before I could blink, Ben rushed forward, grabbing her by the arm and yanking he







