เข้าสู่ระบบLyra
I stood still. My breath hitched. Nick was awake. He sat up, rubbing the back of his neck. His eyes met mine, unreadable. I froze. He got out of bed, walking toward me. I didn’t know what to do. My heart thudded in my chest. “Turn around,” he said, his voice calm, but serious. I hesitated. “What?” He didn’t repeat himself, just reached behind me and gently pulled something off the back of my dress. It wasn’t the watch. It was a condom wrapper. My cheeks flamed. He held it between his fingers like it was gold. “It’s very important,” he muttered under his breath, like he actually cared about it. I blinked. Right. Of course. Nick the flirt. Nick who’s known for never sleeping with the same girl twice. It made sense that the only thing he cared about was his damn condom. Maybe he hadn’t even noticed his watch was missing. I forced a smile. “Of course.” He walked back to the bed like nothing happened and laid down, arm behind his head, looking up at the ceiling. That was it? I stood there, awkward and unsure. Then, without looking at me, he mumbled, “See you around.” That stopped me. See you around? My head turned slightly. Did he just say that? Nick never said that to girls. He didn’t “see them around.” He slept with them and left them in the wind. No second rounds. But me? He said it to me. Why? Did he… want to see me again? My brain was spinning. My body still felt warm from what we did. I hated to admit it, but I’d enjoyed every second of it. The way he touched me. The way he made me forget everything else for a moment. And now, I couldn’t stop thinking about it. Or him. I stepped out of the room quietly, heart still beating fast. My suitcase sat outside where I left it. I dropped to my knees, unzipped it quickly, and shoved the stolen watch into a small side pocket. My hands shook. Thank God I wasn’t caught. Now I was stuck thinking about a guy who probably forgot me the second I walked out. The hostel was open now. I didn’t think twice. I grabbed my suitcase, crossed the street, and opened the dorm door— “BOO!” I screamed. Almost jumped out of my panties. Mirae stood there, grinning like a maniac. “I got you!” she laughed, nearly bending over from how hard she was giggling. My heart was still pounding as I threw my arms around her. “You idiot! I missed you.” She hugged me back tightly. “I missed you too.” Then she pulled back and looked down at the suitcase beside me. Her brows furrowed. “Wait... what’s going on? Did you move out or something?” I nodded, dragging the bag inside and sitting on the edge of the bed, feeling like my bones weighed a thousand pounds. She sat beside me immediately. “Tell me everything.” So I did. Every damn thing, from the way my stepfather tried to force me to marry some creep, to how Jay humiliated me and threw my suitcase out, to how Rixa played me like a violin. I told her everything except one detail, what happened between me and Nick. That part... I couldn’t. Not yet. “What?” Mirae’s voice rose with fury. “Where is that fool? I’m going to go rip his face off right now!” She actually stood up, fists clenched, ready to fight the air. I caught her wrist. “No. Just... let them be.” Her chest heaved with frustration. “Lyra, he humiliated you! They both did! And that witch Rixa? Ugh, I hope she trips over her own lies.” Before I could respond, the doorbell rang. She stormed off to check, grumbling under her breath. Then she returned with a grin on her face, holding something up like it was gold. “What’s that?” I asked, brows knitting. “Someone sent this for us!” she beamed. I took it from her and my eyes widened. It was two hockey game tickets. Front row. For the school match that was sold out weeks ago. “What the...?” Who would’ve sent this? I turned the ticket around, checking for a name, a note, anything. Nothing. But I knew. Nick. It had to be him. Why though? Why was he sending me tickets? “We should totally go!” Mirae squealed, clapping excitedly. “You need this, Lyra. It’ll cheer you up. We’ll dress hot as hell and make Jay regret ever letting you go!” I blinked, still processing. “You go with someone else. I don’t think I can—” “Don’t be like that,” she whined. “You know I don’t have other friends. Just come with me. I’ll make you look so good that even Rixa will choke on her own spit.” It sounded like a good idea. A part of me wanted it, wanted revenge, wanted to feel powerful again. But then I thought about Nick. He’d be there. He was the hockey captain after all. I hadn’t told Mirae what happened between us. And she was obsessed with him and his teammates. “They’re not even Korean, Mirae,” I muttered, trying to change the subject. She rolled her eyes dramatically. “What matters is that they’re hot. And have sticks.” I snorted. She grabbed my hands, her eyes pleading. “Come on. Please. Let’s go make your ex eat his heart out.” I hesitated. Then sighed. “Alright. Let’s do it.” Her squeal of victory echoed through the room. I forced a small smile. She danced around the room, humming off-key as I lugged my bags to the corner, trying to ignore the pounding in my chest. As soon as she turned away, I slipped my hand into the side of my bag and brought it out, the watch. Heavy. Expensive. Guilt coiled in my stomach as I stared at it, the metal glinting under the light. Why did I feel like this? Maybe because I’d promised myself I would change. That I was done with stealing. That I wanted to be better than the person my stepfather raised me to be. And yet here I was… right back to my old habits. Should I return it? Would he even want it back? I was still lost in my thoughts when the door burst open, slamming against the wall. I jumped, quickly shoving the watch back into my bag as Mirae rushed in, panting like she’d just sprinted across campus. Her face was pale. “Lyra…” she breathed, eyes wide, “The police are here.” My heart stopped. No. No, no, no. My stomach twisted. Were they here for me? Did Nick call them on me?LyraThe ring slipped through my fingers immediately…He tricked me…Wow!The moment I stood up, my legs felt shaky, still cold from the river, still trembling from everything that had just happened. I wiped water from my face, intending to walk away, to breathe, to think, to get even one second alone.But then Nick’s hand closed around my wrist, desperately like he was afraid I would disappear if he loosened his grip even a little.The crowd reacted instantly, louder than before.“You’re leaving him after he almost died?!”“This man nearly lost his life for you!”“Get married to him! Do the right thing!”“He’s going to be wicked if you leave him now!”I froze. My heart dropped. All eyes were on me again, and every whisper felt like a blade slicing through my already-overloaded brain.This was bad.I turned slowly, and there he was.Nick.Standing up, dripping water everywhere, then dropping to one knee again as if the entire world wasn’t spinning out of control. His hair plastered to
Lyra“What? Are you crazy, Nick?” The words flew out of my mouth before my brain even caught up. “Nick, I can’t!”But he didn’t budge.He was still kneeling in front of me with that ridiculous, hopeful smile, holding out the ring like this was some romantic movie scene and not the most chaotic moment of my entire life.“Baby, accept my ring,” he said, louder this time.Before I could blink, the entire crowd joined him.“Accept the ring! Accept the ring! Accept the ring!”My ears rang and my soul left my body, even my embarrassment level shot to dangerous heights.Every single eye in that jewellery store was glued to me. Phones were filming. People looked way too invested, like this was reality TV and they were waiting for the dramatic season finale.I stared at Nick.He stared at me.My heart thudded painfully against my ribs.“I don’t want to do this,” I whispered, my voice shaking as much as my hands. “Everyone is watching. Every eye is on us. If we get together, everything will sta
LyraGet a grip of yourself, Lyra.That was the first thing running through my head, even though my heart was behaving like it had completely resigned from its job. It was pounding so hard I felt like it wanted to climb out of my chest, run away, and leave me behind to deal with this insanity alone.Nick’s arms were still around me, carrying me like I weighed nothing. My entire body was tense, like someone had poured electricity into my veins. My words came out shaky, scattered, messy, just like my brain.“Drop me down now, please,” I whispered, trying to sound calm, but my voice betrayed me. It wobbled like a sick cartoon character.Nick didn’t even blink.Instead, he leaned closer.So close his breath warmed the side of my face, so close I could count each dark lash framing his eyes, so close my heart basically stopped beating for a while.“I’m never dropping you,” he murmured, voice deep enough to scramble my entire nervous system. “Do not talk....anymore.”The way he said it… slow
Lyra“Caught you! Now you can’t run away from me.”Nick’s voice sliced through the air behind me. The moment I heard it, my entire body locked up like someone had pressed pause on me. My leg literally froze mid-step. I couldn’t move, not even an inch.Panic exploded through my chest.Shit. What am I going to do? What am I going to do?!I needed to leave immediately. I forced my leg forward, one shaky step, trying to keep going, pretending I didn’t hear him.“STOP RIGHT THERE!”His voice thundered again, louder this time, sharp enough that people in the hospital corridor jerked around to look at him.Then he added, loud enough to echo off the walls:“If you move an inch, I’m going to kiss you!”My head snapped around so fast I could’ve sworn something cracked in my neck.Every single person around us went silent.And I, like an idiot, just turned.I don’t even know why. Reflex? Madness? Curiosity? Stupidity?Probably all of the above.“Oh my God,” I whispered under my breath. “This gu
LyraMy chest burned.Not the sharp, stabbing kind of pain, this was worse. This was panic, desperation, fear, all tangled together and squeezing my lungs until every breath felt too small. I clutched my hands against my chest as I bent forward slightly, gasping, my shoulders shaking as I tried to steady myself.I had been running.Running without looking back.Now I was pressed against the cold white wall of a hospital corridor, hidden just enough behind the corner, my bare feet stinging against the icy tiles. The fluorescent lights above hummed softly, mocking how calm everything looked compared to the storm ripping through me.Oh, thank God.He didn’t catch me.A shaky breath slipped out of me, half a laugh, half a sob. My head fell back against the wall, eyes squeezing shut as my heart slammed wildly against my ribs.I did it....I actually did it.He’s so dumb.The thought came unfiltered, bitter and sharp, and for a brief second, it made me smile. A crooked, exhausted smile that
NickBen’s voice reached me before I even saw him.“Alpha… what exactly are you planning to do with her now that she’s here?”I was seated by the window, one leg crossed over the other, a glass of wine balanced loosely in my fingers. The city lights outside glowed softly, indifferent to everything happening inside these walls. I took a slow sip, letting the taste settle, letting the moment breathe.A smile curved on my lips before I answered.“What do you think I’m going to do with her?”I finally looked up.Ben stood a few steps inside the room, arms folded tightly across his chest. His jaw was tense, his eyes cautious, like he was standing in front of a bomb that could go off any second.“I don’t know, Alpha,” he said carefully. “But this… this isn’t right. This is kidnapping.”I chuckled under my breath, amused more than offended.“Kidnapping,” I repeated lazily, swirling the wine. “You make it sound so ugly.”“It is ugly,” Ben insisted. “What if she—”“Ben,” I cut in sharply, sett







