로그인ELARA'S POV
Knox turned off the truck's engine right next to a small lodge house.
He stepped out of the truck and walked straight toward the building without even glancing back, without checking if I was following him at all.
It didn't matter how drop-dead gorgeous he might have gotten. That was absolutely no way to treat a lady.
I pushed the heavy car door open and stepped out and slammed the door shut behind me.
Trees surrounded us. There was no house in sight.
We were literally in the middle of nowhere, even though I spent most of my life in the city, I've never stepped foot here, so I have no idea where we are.
Maybe outside the city? I wasn't sure. Now, I understand why Rylan said I'd be safe with him. We are basically in the forest.
The night air hit me. Finally, just fresh air, not the intoxicating smell of petrol and alcohol from the clubhouse.
I followed Knox, who had already disappeared inside the lodge house. I entered and something even better hit me.
Warmth. Beautiful and cozy. If you judged a man by his disguise, you'd think Knox would be living in one of those dark, imposing mafia houses described in books.
He walked out of a hallway holding a cup in his hand.
"Water?" he asked, stretching out the cup toward me.
"No," I said, tucking loose strands of my hair behind my ear. "I need to take a shower and sleep. Where should I go?"
He cleared his throat. "Follow me."
He led me down a short hallway.
He stopped at a door and opened it to reveal a small but inviting room. Wooden walls, a huge bed that's just a few feet away from the fireplace.
"You'll sleep here." he said, gesturing to the bed.
"The bathroom is behind that door," he added, referring to the wooden door on my right side.
I dropped my bag on the bed and pulled out one of the nightgowns I had brought from New York.
I was about to start taking off my clothes when my sixth sense told me to check if Knox was still there.
I turned around and yeah, he was still there, standing and filling the entire doorway, watching me. Both of his hands were tucked inside his jacket pockets.
"I'd like some privacy," I said, feeling uncomfortable.
This was going to be the first time I would stay overnight at a man's place after leaving for New York to start a new life.
Even though Knox and I literally grew up together, this whole thing felt incredibly weird.
Even before and after I got engaged to Jason, I never stayed at his house overnight. It wasn't because I didn't love him.
That wasn't it at all. I believed in sex after marriage. I was glad I had stood by that. If I had given in to Jason's lustful thoughts, I wouldn't have found out what a cheating loser he truly was. So yeah, I was still a virgin.
Knox didn't move an inch. He just stood there, staring, which was not helping the intensely uncomfortable situation.
Even though I saw him as a brother, he was still a man, and a hot one at that.
I cleared my throat sharply. "Some privacy, Knox."
His eyes widened just a little bit, then immediately snapped back to their normal size, as if he had been completely somewhere else and my voice had just called him back to life.
"If you need anything, I'll be right outside," he said. Then he finally turned and left, closing the door behind him.
I heaved a deep sigh of relief and turned back to the bed. I took out my body wash and face wash, ready to finally take a shower.
But as I did that, my eyes landed on my phone, laying on top of my jacket in my bag.
Jason hadn't called. He hadn't sent a single text to try to explain what I saw, even though I knew anything he said would be a lie anyway.
Cheating was a choice, not a mistake. He hadn't called or texted at all, and right then, I finally realized how little I truly meant to him.
I pushed aside all my thoughts about Jason. I was here for Dad's funeral, and I was going to focus on just that.
After I took a quick shower, my eyes scanned the bathroom for a towel, but I couldn't find one anywhere. Dang it.
I stepped out of the shower and walked into the room naked. I grabbed the clean clothes I had laid out and started going through my bag again. I was sure I packed a small towel. Where was it?
I heard the door suddenly open behind me.
"Here's a towel in case you need..." Knox's voice faded into silence.
My eyes widened in horror as I realized. I was standing there naked. Our eyes met.
My hands instinctively covered my nipples and my lower area. This was one of the times I wished I had a dozen hands.
"Knox!" I yelled.
He didn't move. He just stood in the doorway, his eyes slowly taking me in from head to toe.
"Get out!" I demanded.
He still didn't move. I scrambled onto the bed and quickly wrapped myself tightly with the bedspread.
"Have you ever heard of knocking? Get out!"
His eyes finally left me and focused on the towel in his hand.
"I just wanted to give you a towel in case you needed one," he said, his voice low. He took a hesitant step inside the room. With a quick motion, he tossed the folded towel on the bed and left.
Heat rushed to my face. He just saw me freaking naked. Dang it. I should have definitely locked that door.
**
Good news? I haven't seen Knox all day. I was grateful for that.
I honestly did not know how I would face him. Why did he just stand there last night?
What if he was just comparing my body to the better ones he's slept with? Impossible.
Knox was obnoxious but he was not a pervert. Still, as they say, time changes people.
Bad news? Jason still hasn't called me.
After Knox left to go, who knows where, another Viper I did not recognize guarded the doorway.
A notification popped on my screen–a message from Blair, my best friend in New York.
A picture of Jason and the hooker was displayed on my screen and a text from Blair came along with it.
"She is his stepsister and not a hooker."
Stepsister? Isn't that like incest? I scoffed.
The nerve. I needed to stop thinking about it, but I couldn't help it. I gave my all to him, even went against Dad for him.
KNOX’S POVI woke up thinking about her.That had been happening more frequently than I knew what to do with.I closed my eye, and all I could think of was her, my Elera.My hand moved almost on its own, pressing down over the front of my pants. I was already half-hard just from the memory of her laugh.I shouldn’t do this. But the need was sudden and sharp. I slid my zipper down, and freed myself. My cock was heavy and aching in my palm.I wrapped my fingers around the length and gave one slow stroke.A low sound escaped me — half sigh, half groan.I pictured her closer. Closer than she had any right to be in my mind. Her hand instead of mine. Those dark eyes watching me while she touched me. The way her breath might catch if I pulled her against me.I stroked faster, thumb brushing over the head, spreading the bead of precum that had already formed. Another soft moan slipped out, quiet but raw. I bit my lip to keep it from getting louder, but the pleasure built quickly, fueled by
VICTORIA’S POVI called at ten.It rang twice and Knox picked up, which meant he wasn’t asleep and wasn’t busy, which meant he was choosing to answer quickly.“Hey,” he said.“Hey.” I kept my voice light. “How’s the evening?”“Quiet. You?”“Fine. I’m at home.” I paused. “Is everything okay there?”“Yes. Everything’s fine.”Short answers. Knox gave short answers when he was distracted by something he didn’t want to talk about yet. I had learned that in eight months of knowing him.“Has your guest settled in for the night?” I asked.A small pause. “I think so.”I left it there.We talked for a few more minutes about nothing important and then said goodnight and I put the phone down and sat with it in my lap.The next morning I called Maria.Maria was loyal to Knox first and always would be. But she was also honest in the way that certain straightforward women were honest, not cruel, not gossiping, just factual when asked a direct question.“How is everything in the house?” I asked.“F
KNOX’S POVI gave it an hour.Sat in my office pretending to work, listening to the house settle around me, telling myself I was fine and this was fine and there was absolutely no reason to go looking for anyone.Then I heard Priya come upstairs. I heard her door close. the house go quiet in the particular way it went quiet when everyone was in for the night.I waited another ten minutes.Then I went out into the hallway.Maria was coming up the stairs with a folded towel.“Is she back?” I asked. Keeping my voice casual.Maria looked at me. “Priya is back. Miss Elara chose to stay out a little longer.”I looked at her. “Alone?”“Dominic dropped them both off. Priya came inside. Miss Elara said she wanted some air.”“How long ago?”Maria considered this. “Maybe forty minutes.”Forty minutes. Alone outside at night.I was already moving toward the stairs before I finished the thought.“Mr. Reyes,” Maria called after me.I didn’t stop.I went to the front gate first and looked both ways
KNOX’S POVI stood in the hallway for a full minute after she went down the stairs.Just standing there with my jacket half on and my phone in my hand like an idiot.I heard the front door open. I heard Priya’s voice, bright and immediate. Heard a car start in the driveway. Heard everything get quiet again.She was gone.I finished putting my jacket on slowly and stood there trying to understand what was happening inside my chest. It was an odd feeling. Not painful exactly. More like something that didn’t have a name yet.I went back into my office and sat down at my desk.Picked up my phone. Put it down.Picked it up again.I opened the security app out of habit. The front gate camera. The driveway. I watched Dominic’s car pull out onto the street and disappear.I put the phone face down on the desk.This was ridiculous.Dominic was good. I knew that. I trusted him. He was one of maybe four people in my life I trusted without condition.He was careful and steady and honest and he w
ELARA’S POVI woke up before my alarm. I laid in the dark staring at the ceiling for a while. The house was quiet. And Thursday was finally here. My stomach felt really uneasy like I was going to throw up.Thursday.I sat up and put my feet on the floor and told myself very clearly that I was going out tonight. That it was a night market twenty minutes away with two people who had never once made me feel unsafe. That the fear I was feeling was old fear, borrowed from other situations, and it did not actually belong to tonight.It didn’t fully work. But I got up anyway.That was the thing I’d learned about fear over the past year. You didn’t have to feel brave. You just had to move while scared and eventually your body caught up with what your mind had already decided.If I was going to build a life again, any kind of life, I had to start somewhere. I had to take one step outside and then another and keep going until outside didn’t feel like enemy territory anymore.Tonight was the
ELARA’S POVThe burn calmed down after a few minutes under cold water.Dominic wrapped my palm in a clean cloth, keeping it loose the way he said, and then stepped back and gave me room to breathe. He was good at that. Giving room without making it obvious he was doing it.We ended up outside on the back terrace. Two old chairs and a small iron table between them, the paint chipped off the legs in places. The garden stretched out in front of us, quiet and green, Mr. Heng’s tools lined up neatly against the shed wall even though he’d gone home an hour ago.We sat for a while without talking.It wasn’t uncomfortable. That was the thing that surprised me. Silence with most people had started to feel like something that needed to be managed, filled, handled carefully. With Dominic it just sat there between us like it was welcome.“So what do you actually do,” he said eventually, “when you’re not working?”I thought about it honestly. “I read if there’s something worth reading. Sometime
ELARA’S POVI woke to Sofia shaking my shoulder frantically.“Elara! Elara, wake up!”I opened my eyes slowly, confused. It was dark outside. Middle of the night.“What?” My voice was hoarse.“It’s Carmen,” Sofia said, her voice high with panic. “She’s sick. Really sick. She’s burning up and she wo
ELARA’S POVLife in Knox’s house settled into a shape. I was more relaxed than I have been in months. I woke early. Earlier than anyone except Knox, who ran in the mornings before the household was up. I’d hear his footsteps on the stairs sometimes, quiet and quick, and lie in bed and stare at th
Third Person POV She picked it up. It was soft. Worn soft, meaning he always used it all the time.She couldn’t help but press it to her chest.She pressed both hands. Flat against her sternum, over the place where her heartbeat was doing something irregular that she didn’t have the strength to de
ELARA’S POVI stared at her.Then I pressed my palm against my face.“Can you,” I said, from behind my hand, “please excuse me for one second.”I kept my hand over my face.One second. I just needed one second.“I’m sorry?” Victoria said.I lowered my hand.“Who,” I said, trying very hard to remain







