The weekend ends uneventfully and for that I am thankful to God. On Friday I did my best to avoid any confrontation with Liam and his girlfriend. All I want is a peaceful year to catch up on my studies and finish school so that I will never have to see them again.
Liam and Suzie would make the best couple if only Liam's heart wasn't cold and his so-called girlfriend wasn't the devil incarnate. I don't know really much about the relationship, only this is their third year together and that they have known each other since kindergarten, the rest of the elites included that's why they are such a close knit group. The two of them look like a picture perfect couple but that's only superficial, when you take a closer look maybe you'll find something out of place or maybe not, maybe it's just my jealousy talking..only them and the elites really know.
The first time I came to BCA, I got lost and ended up in the swimming pool area feeling sorry for myself and cursing the secretary for not assigning me a guide. Realizing I was in the wrong place I turned around to go back through the door I came through, when I slipped on the water splashed on the floor. I was about to fall and I knew that was it, the end of my life, when strong hands caught me.
Realizing I haven't yet felt the impact of the ground crashing my skull I opened my eyes only to be met with the most intense ocean blue eyes I have ever seen in my sixteen years of existence. He was out of this world, really good looking to a point that I thought I had actually died and gone to heaven, cause hot damn, that face didn't belong on earth. His lips moved, probably from speaking to me but I didn't hear a word he said because all I was thinking was if I would be kicked out of wherever I had died and gone to, for kissing a god.
He helps me up and steadies me but no matter what, I couldn't focus on anything else.
"Are you okay, hurt anywhere?" His deep husky voice finally penetrates my mind and I blush cause he just caught me ogling him. And by the smirk he was currently rocking, he knew exactly the effect he had and where my brain was.
I answered him that I was okay despite my brain still being foggy and I explained to him that I was new and that I had lost my way and ended up there. He suddenly catches a stand of my hair that I had escaped the bun and whispers "soft" just before pushing it behind my ear. He then offered to give me a tour of the school and even took me to my dorm. Boys are strictly forbidden from entering the girls dormitories and vice versa but for him as I came to learn was the exception, though boys still sneak in all the time and the same goes for the girls.
I kinda felt that we were having a moment but now looking back at it I am starting to think that maybe I had hit my head after all and conjured up a false reality of what actually happened because three days later he had had a three hundred and sixty degree turn.
I saw him leaning against his locker surrounded by the elites so I went to him to give him thanks for showing me around when he pushed me against the locker and told me that he would destroy me then he turned around and left with the rest of his friends mocking me leaving me confused about what had just happened. The minute he said those words I was automatically a target to the whole school since whoever any of the elites declared to be an enemy, became an outcast.
I later learned that apparently I had spread a rumor that Liam had kissed the hell out of me when we first met after he had saved me from falling. He couldn't keep his hands off me and so he fucked me till I couldn't walk properly. And since we were the only two people in the pool area so no one could have possibly known about him saving me from falling, it only made sense that I was the mastermind behind the rumor because I was a hoe, trying to climb the social pyramid of the school, and what better way to do it than to claim that I had banged the most popular and powerful guy in school. And if there was something I came to learn about Liam is that he hates people spreading lies about him, his friends or family.
In case you're wondering, I never spread such rumors. Why would I do that in the first place, especially to one of my first friends at school, though he later became my enemy. And second I didn't even know he was popular, so when did I get the chance to make up a rumor so as to become popular? At that time all I thought about was how I was lucky to meet a really nice guy on my first day at school, who turned out to be really hot.
I had no motive whatsoever to spread rumors that weren't true. But no matter how I tried to convince him I wasn't at fault he didn't believe me. The bullying then started, being tripped in the hallway, punched, food being tossed at you, drink poured on you, rumors spread about you and so on and so on..
I still tried to convince him but with no luck. He once told me that if I could bring to him real tangible proof that it wasn't me who spread the rumors then he would spare me and the bullying would stop. But where would I get the proof I needed, I knew I didn't start the rumor but there was also no proof so the bullying continued and soon I just gave up on trying to prove myself. I took it all in, his and his friend's bullying, insults, mockery, everything.
Even when this one time Suzie pushed me so hard that my head hit the wall and all they could do, Liam included, was to laugh and mock me while I was losing consciousness, I still took it all in thinking that maybe that's my penance even though I didn't do anything wrong. That maybe if just let him get his anger out of his system he would finally, eventually stop, but he never did, well that was until the incident happened, or accident as everyone likes to call it. But I know the truth and so does the elites.
One thing that was my saving grace was Trevor and Cassey transffering to BCA. I was at a point of just giving up completely and asking my parents to transfer me, when they joined the school. She was my roommate even then and even though she knew it was social suicide to associate herself with me she still chose to become my friend. As for Aiden we were in the same class and since he was lagging behind on his studies, I was assigned as his tutor. At first I thought he would refuse since he had that option too, but to my surprise he didn't. And the moment he scored an A in biology he pledged his allegiance and loyalty to me( his words not mine).
I had been a doormat for far too long and when I was away I realized just how much I had let them put me down, destroy myself esteem. All the insults and jabs had gotten to me, almost making me feel like I was worthless. It's one thing to get bullied by one person or a group of people, but to be bullied by almost the entire school just because one person hates you is something else. I didn't deserve that, no one deserves being bullied. So many times I sat in my room crying and begging whoever held the power to make it all stop, to send down a miracle, anything to stop what had been happening. But the divine intervention never came, or maybe it did, in the form of the incident that happened but I will never know.
The time away was good for me, I recovered both mentally and physically and now I have a reason to keep fighting, to keep my head up, to be strong and show them that I am done with their bullshit, I am done with them dictating my life at school and ruining any chance of happiness or peace. My conscious is clear and I am done paying for something I didn't do, I am done being punished and ridiculed for something that wasn't my fault.
I will no longer stand by and let them push me around, that time is over now, his reign of a tyrant king over my life has ended. I am finally taking back all that they took from me, my dignity , my self respect and my innocence. I will no longer be the conniving power hungry bitch they made me out to be and made everyone else believe. No more, I don't care if they come at me full force, let them come, I am ready for them, I have been ready for a whole year.. this time I will give back twice the amount they dish out to me. To hell with Liam all the way to the pits of hell, this time I will make sure I am left standing instead of bleeding on the floor.
