Rival

Bonnie's POV.

He wanted to kill me, I could see it in those, violent brown eyes of his. My mind told me to run but I was too stubborn.

I wanted to apologize and let him know that I seriously had no hand in whatever happened, I was just as confused as he was and thought I fucked a stranger.

I was horny, which was why I allowed it to happen, otherwise, I would still be a virgin now and to think I lost it to Jeremy of all people, the man I hated so much, was an irony.

Now I wish I could turn back the hands of time, all these would never have happened.

I was struggling to breathe, his hand was blocking my air-way as he glared at me with so much hatred that I trembled.

He was hell-bent on ending it all, when he suddenly released me and I collapsed to the ground, coughing badly as I placed a hand on my chest.

"Get out." He said slowly, taking a step backwards. "Run, before you meet your end."

I didn't dare to be stubborn this time and despite the pain in my chest, I got up and ran into my room, slamming the door hard, behind me.

I panted, resting my back against the door as I tried to breathe but all to no avail, my heart was jumping fast as I realized that I saw my death, staring right at me in the face.

I collapsed on the bed, multiple thoughts running through my mind and had no idea when I drafted off to sleep.

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It was Monday and students could be seen, bristling through the hall, trying to get into their classes on time.

I, on the other hand, was walking gently because I did not want to be bothered and what was the excuse of rushing when I was pretty sure, the professor wouldn't be in class, yet?

As I sat in my favorite seat at the front, I could hear whispers from the back.

"Girl, the hockey team are having a match this afternoon."

"Really?"

"Yes. Jeremy vs the new transfer player, Ryan. I hear it's going to be really bloody, because they don't get along."

The whispers continued and I tried not to listen in but the urge to, was too strong.

How could I not listen in when it was about Jeremy?

It's been like 5 days now since we last saw one another. I guess he has been avoiding me because he barely even sleeps at home anymore and I should feel relieved, since I have always wanted him out of my life but this time, was different.

I felt guilty in a way and also really worried, because not only did Pearl break up with him, she also traveled abroad, transferred to another girl.

Jeremy was obviously crushed and blamed me for it. I could have explained myself but then I would have to confess that I did, try to sabotage his day.

Fuck! What have I gotten myself into?

I guess I could try to see him today after his games and talk things out, if he would allow.

I don't care if he hates me, I just want to clarify myself so I would be free of all these guilt.

The professor came into the class and lecture went on, but I could barely concentrate as I chewed on the case of my pen. I guess I just wanted to get the afternoon, over with.

Afterwards, I half-ran to the field to get a seat at the front to watch the games. I had to cover my ears with plugs since the girls present, were literally screaming their lungs out.

The hockey players were lining up with the cheerleaders surrounding them. Ryan made an appearance and the crowd went wild.

I had to admit, he was a really hot dude with red hair and eyes that complimented his lips. He was too beautiful to be called a man.

I was busy gawking when Jeremy strolled in like he owned the place, his fists were clenched and his expression tightened as he glared at Ryan, who curled the side of his lips, as if mocking Jeremy.

The rumors was right though, they do not get along because I think Jeremy sees Ryan as a threat. I mean before Ryan transferred over here and joined the team, Jeremy was the king of the school.

Worshipped by females for how hot and classy he looked, then worshipped by the men for his charisma, intelligence and leadership instincts, but now that Ryan was around, attention became divided.

Jeremy now had a rival.

The coach blew the whistle and the game began. I removed my ear plugs and watched with fierce attention on how they played.

I considered Hockey stupid so I have never been bothered to attend any of the games, until today.

Jeremy was a brute in this game, trying to hit the ball with force as he slided over but Ryan seemed to overshadow him with talented skills.

The game ended in a tie but Jeremy wasn't pleased with it so he slammed his helmet against the floor hard, before storming out of the rink.

I immediately decided to go after him and entered the boy's lockers room to see no one except Jeremy's pile of clothes and the sound of the shower running.

I turned to leave when I heard a loud crash that sent my heart jumping so I immediately dashed into the bathroom, without thinking, only to see a naked Jeremy punching the wall aggressively.

His knuckles were bleeding but that wasn't what sent my heart racing.

It was the huge member swelling in-between his legs as he was butt-naked. A huge lump formed in my throat and I decided to get out before he turned around to see me, but it was too late.

On my way out, I crashed into something and he turned.