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One hundred and ninety four

Penulis: Ese Gwede
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~Fallon~

I didn’t pack much.

Just a suitcase and a duffel, tossed together with zero coordination — swimsuits tangled with sweaters, books I probably wouldn’t read, chargers I’d inevitably forget to use. I didn’t even check the weather.

I just needed to get out.

Of the mansion. Of the headlines. Of the noise in my own head.

The city felt too small lately. Like every streetlight and billboard and paparazzi lens was watching me — waiting for me to crack. Waiting for me to fall apart in public like some tragic ex-wife, even though the contract technically said I wasn’t even that.

I didn’t bother telling Mia. She’d try to stop me, or worse — try to come with me. I couldn’t explain why I needed to be alone, not when I barely understood it myself.

All I knew was that if I stayed, I’d start performing again.

Smiling when I didn’t want to. Posting when I had nothing to say. Turning pain into something palatable. Safe. Sellable.

And I was tired of being palatable.

So I booked a flight. First-c
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