Physical therapy sucks! It hurts. I’m back in bed now, with my spasms under control enough to keep writing to you, dear reader. One day soon, I’ll probably give you the details of my injuries, but I really don’t want to think about them right now any more than I have to. Writing to you will help keep my mind off the pain. Yes, they give me painkillers in this place, but they don’t block all of it. I’m also writing this time to keep myself awake until dinner gets here. I don’t want to miss dinner because I passed out from pain and exhaustion. Been there, done that. At least the food is good in this place, something to look forward to.
Last time, I told you about my encounter with Mr. X that fateful day and the card he left with me. It wasn’t long, maybe a couple of days later, during the weekend, when I called the number. I wanted to ask more questions.
To my surprise, Mr. X answered himself immediately after the first ring. I had expected to get some voicemail or an operator, but no, I got the man himself.
“Good day, Dr. Leighton!” I could hear that wonderful smile of his in his voice. If he wasn’t so creepy, he could do toothpaste commercials. He paused waiting for me to speak.
“I have a few questions about our conversation in my office this past week.”
“Excellent! I have the perfect way to answer all your questions. I believe you have vacation time for the next two weeks and won’t need to go into work. You had accumulated so much that according to your contract it was a use-it-or-lose-it situation?”
“Yes, but how did you know about…”
He cut me off. “I did say I have a way to answer all of your questions, including that one. We are prepared to offer you a one-time job for these next two weeks, a job that will pay you $50,000, with no further commitments after the two weeks. If working for us really isn’t something you want to do after finding out what it’s really like, you’ll be able to slide right back into the life you have now, and $50,000 richer. What do you say?”
“I’d say yes. If I don’t accept this now, I’ll wonder for the rest of my life what this was.”
“Of course you would. You’re that type of person.” Mr. X sounded pleased and impressed.
The rest of the weekend flew by. I caught up on some grades and generally got my affairs in order so that no job-work from the college would follow me into the two weeks vacation. I had originally planned for it to be a “staycation” and to do the workload at a more relaxed pace with smooth jazz on in the background and a glass of wine at my side on the desk, a bit at a time over several days, but instead I plugged away with hard rock synthwave and caffeine pushing me through it all in one day. I double checked my Rover.com arrangements for someone to check on Lucy, my cat, while I was away. All seemed ready for me to go.
Monday morning came. I took the St. Louis Metrolink downtown early. I walked to the corner of North Taylor Avenue and Pershing Avenue in the Central West End. The coffee shop there was rebranding…again. They had finished remodeling from their previous incarnation and were once again open. I grabbed a chai latte and sipped there on the corner while I looked out for my ride. Though there’s a bus stop at that corner, that’s not what I was there for. I was waiting for a dark tan Ford Expedition to come by with one of my fellow “agents of Control” (whatever that meant). I would be picked up and we’d trek across Missouri to Kansas City to pick up more of the team.
The drink had just cooled enough to finally drink without it burning my tongue when the Expedition showed up, driven by a short, cute blonde twenty-something with wavy hair a little past her shoulders and wire frame glasses with perfectly round lenses. There was enough of a pause in the traffic for her to stop for me without getting honked at by impatient people. The passenger window came down and she greeted me.
“Throw your stuff in the back and let’s go.”
The back hatch of the vehicle slowly started to rise. I placed my stuff in the back. It didn’t look too crowded back there. I knew we’d be picking up a total of four more people along the way to our destination, which was somewhere out in Arizona. I was the first person picked up after the driver started the journey, so it was just my stuff and her stuff until Kansas City.
With my stuff situated in the back, I came around front to let myself in the front next to the driver.
“Hi, I’m Rachelle,” she said as she pulled away from the curb and headed for the Interstate.
“I’m Carl. Nice to meet you. How long have you been working with Control?”
“Four years. I was recruited when I was twenty.”
“Right out of college?’ I asked.
“During college actually. Once I learned what they do, I never looked back. The degree didn’t mean that much to me anymore after that.”
“It’s that exciting, huh?”
“Well….” Rachelle paused for a moment as if thinking of her answer.
Finally, she continued. “Why don’t you watch the mission briefing video and then you tell me. It’s on my laptop. You should be able to reach it there on the seat behind you.”
I looked back there. Sure enough, there was a laptop case.
I obliged. Once I had Rachelle’s laptop in front of me and it was booting up, she said, “Use the headset. I’ve already seen the briefing several times.”
I pulled the headset out of the case and plugged it into the machine. The computer had finished booting to a standard Windows login screen. Rachelle told me to login as a Guest, which I did. Next there was a desktop screen with a video icon right in the middle labeled “Dust Bowl Arizona”. The laptop was a nice touch screen one. There was no stupid fingerpad. I hate those. I tapped the “Dust Bowl Arizona” icon and thought that I was ready for anything. Maybe I was. Maybe I wasn’t. I was determined to find out.
As I stood at the back of the Grimsby house, the place that had become more than just a home in these past few weeks, I couldn’t help but reflect on how far I’d come. It felt surreal, almost like someone else had lived the life I was now looking back on. It hadn’t been easy, nothing worth having ever is, but I had grown in ways I never could have imagined back in those first chaotic moments of my life as an agent.Back in Chapter 1 of this memoir, dear reader, I was just a professor, a man in the right place at the wrong time. I didn’t want to be part of this world of supernatural threats, this world of danger, conspiracy, and unimaginable creatures. I wanted nothing more than to live a quiet life, teaching my classes, maintaining my distance from the dark, twisted things lurking beneath the surface of our world.But life doesn’t work like that, does it?I had been thrust into this world and, slowly, reluctantly, I had adapted. The journey I had taken since then had shaped me into some
The small, humble church was filled with the familiar sounds of whispered prayers and creaking pews as the congregation settled into their seats. It was a warm Sunday morning, the sun streaming through the stained-glass windows and casting colorful patterns on the worn wooden floor. There was a sense of finality in the air, a weight that even the most seasoned parishioners seemed to sense. Today would be Elijah’s last service as the pastor of this church, and everyone knew it.I sat in the pew beside Mitch, both of us quietly waiting for Pastor Elijah to begin his sermon. The rest of Field Team 42, with the exception of X, who was still recovering from his injuries, had made it to the service, though the heavy atmosphere didn’t seem to lighten their usual demeanor. J, still new to all of this, seemed to take everything in with wide eyes, his attention shifting from the other churchgoers to the front, where Elijah stood.Elijah was standing behind the pulpit, his Bible open before him,
The cold night air seemed to sharpen as we moved into the clearing, the land stretching out around us like a canvas, ready for whatever would come next. The skinwalker, Victor, was waiting. His form loomed in the distance, a twisted shadow standing in stark contrast to the flickering light of our torches. Even from this far away, I could feel the weight of his presence, dark, oppressive, and charged with a palpable menace.I could hear my heart beating in my ears as we advanced, the ground beneath our feet soft with dew, the earth itself seeming to pull us toward something inevitable. This was it, the moment we’d all been preparing for, and I could feel it deep in my bones. No more hiding, no more running. The time for confrontation had arrived.X moved forward first, his tech weapons ready. He’d taken the lead in the past, blasting away threats with his advanced technology. But tonight, it wasn’t the Hitchhiker he was dealing with. This was something entirely different, something old
The night had fallen with an unnatural quiet. The kind of silence that wraps itself around you and makes you aware of every small sound, every creak in the floorboards, every snap of a twig outside. After the events of the day, the house seemed eerily still, but it was a stillness charged with anticipation. Mitch had returned with the blessed knife, the one adorned with the sacred white eagle feathers. The weight of what was to come pressed down on all of us, and we knew that the time for waiting was over.The house felt heavy with unspoken thoughts, but we couldn't linger in that silence for long. It was time to act.X had been poring over his equipment, his eyes darting over maps and old notes, looking for any clue about where Victor might be. The rest of us sat in the parlor, trying to make sense of everything we’d learned. Mitch, who’d been deeply affected by his spirit journey, sat silently, the weight of the blessed knife resting in his lap. It was clear that this had all become
I have to thank Mitch for being yet another guest writer in this journal. I don’t think you’d have a complete picture of things, dear reader, if he hadn’t recounted his Spirit Journey and if X hadn’t written earlier about his escape from Phoenix and his last encounter with Mr. Y.Mitch might have returned to the physical world, but his journey was obviously weighing on his mind, and I could see the weight of everything Mitch had learned in the somber way he carried himself. The truth about Victor and the way the darkness had taken hold of him, it weighed on all of us, and yet, there was no time for grief. We had to act. And for now, we needed to keep moving forward.The next step in the process brought us to the Dust Bowl Native American Cultural Center. With Mitch by my side and J tagging along, we made our way through the streets of town, still layered with the dust of the land, but now with a sense of urgency. J hadn’t spent much time out of the Grimbsy house, and his life before ha
Grandfather and I stood in the living room of Victor's house, though the house around us had changed. The furnishings were different, and the air seemed heavier now. It felt like a dream, or perhaps a vision, something intangible, fading with every passing second. This was it, the end of my spirit journey, the final step in this chapter of my path. My grandfather had guided me this far, but I knew, deep down, that he was about to leave me for good.His old eyes, full of wisdom and age, turned toward me, and I could feel the weight of everything he wanted to say, everything he knew he had to pass on.“Mitch,” he began, his voice soft but firm, as if carrying the weight of his entire lifetime. “This is the time. My visit was allowed only this once. The spirits, the ancestors, they knew you needed this final lesson, this final understanding. After this, it will be up to you.”I felt a lump in my throat, my heart heavy with emotion. I had so many questions, so many things I needed answers