I don’t know when you’ll be able to read these memoirs, whoever you are. By the time you read them, I could even be dead. That’s one of the reasons I’m writing them, because someone has to know these things. A second reason is that Samuel Moore needs to know what kind of man his father was and the real reason he won’t be seeing his father anymore. A third reason is that writing it will keep me from going crazy while I recover here in this facility, whatever it is and wherever it is. My mind desperately needs something to do while my body heals, which the doctors here tell me will take time, a lot of time.
Fortunately, Rachelle taught me how to encrypt files on my laptop so that they look innocuous if Control sees them and how to foil keystroke recorders. Rachelle is a computer genius. I’d call her a savant. She’ll come into the story soon enough. Do I think Control could be spying on my computer activity here, in a hospital bed, on my own laptop? I know they are. However, when Control looks at my computer logs, they'll see a history made up by one of Rachelle’s pet AIs that includes a lot of solitaire, social media convos, and movie watching. Hopefully, I learned enough from Rachelle to pull this off and write these memoirs under Control’s nose. I’m willing to risk it. Like I said, my mind desperately needs something to do while my body heals or I’ll go nuts.
It all started when a strange man, who would later introduce himself as Mr. X, came by my office after a lecture. I was a college professor back then. It wasn’t unusual for visitors to sit in for a lecture. Some people are old school and come up to me before the lecture starts and ask permission to sit in, but many times, they don't even introduce themselves or speak to me afterwards. That’s totally fine. I always hope those people got something good that day that helped them in some way.
I remember when the strange man arrived that afternoon about five minutes after the lecture had started. Most folks arriving late seat themselves in the back or near the back. Even regular students actually enrolled in the class do this if they are late, even if the back is not where they usually sit day to day. Late people don’t usually want to be seen or make a scene. Mr. X, however, walked down the steps of the auditorium to an empty seat in the very front of the room, interrupting the class with the sound of his hard, very formal dress shoes resounding on each and every step. As all eyes turned to him, the whole class became so completely silent that there wasn’t even the sound of a page of notes turning or of a pencil scratching new notes. It was like no one was even breathing. The man who would later introduce himself as Mr. X was unforgettably unique.
He was dressed as if he had stepped out of the 1800s, with a vest, bow tie, pocket watch, coat with tails, and top hat. He carried a hardback, portfolio style notebook. As he sat down, he opened the notebook, placing it on the desk-like folding armrest of his auditorium seat. Next, he produced an elegant-looking pen from inside his coat pockets. He placed the pen to the paper and leaned forward expectantly, as if planning to record every word I said, looking right up at me, making eye contact.
It wasn’t his clothes that most captivated the gaze of all of us in the room, however, it was his bodily appearance. His skin was albino white. He was bald to the extent of not having any eyebrows. I thought at first, while he was over in the seats, that perhaps his eyebrows were white and simply not noticeable from that distance, However, later, when he was in my office, I confirmed he didn’t actually have any. He reminded me very much of conspiracy theory videos about Men in Black, except that those characters were portrayed as wearing modern suits, not Victorian ones.
When Mr. X made eye contact with me, I became self-conscious enough to realize I had completely stopped my lecture and that the class had come to a halt. This snapped me out of the state of semi-hypnosis the room seemed to be in, and since I was the teacher after all, I recovered and pressed on with the rest of the class period, which went remarkably well and without further distraction by the day’s visitor.
A nice thing about the schedule I had back then was that my office hours were immediately after that class, which was good since that was the class that I was teaching at the time that seemed to generate the most students who wanted to use my office hours. I could handle questions while topics were still fresh in both my and my students’ minds. Only one person came to office hours that day, Mr. X.
My door was open. I was seated at my desk, which was placed on one of the side walls so that I could see both the door to my right and the magnificent wall of windows to my left. Mr. X stepped into the doorway, clutching his notebook and nodding his head in greeting.
“Dr. Leighton, your lecture today was most stimulating.”
“Thank you. I always enjoy it when people drop by to visit the class. To what do I owe the pleasure of your visit today, sir?”
“I represent an organization that would appreciate a man of your diverse talents and experiences. We are hoping that you might consider doing some consulting work for us.”
This was definitely not going to be the conversation I had expected. Then I realized that coming from this guy, I didn’t know what I could have expected anyway. Who was he?
The man I would come to know as Mr. X sat down in the chair across the desk from me. He smiled cordially and seemed friendly. He certainly didn’t fit the Men in Black stereotype of being emotionless and socially awkward.
I was very intrigued by this guy, so I wanted to know everything I could about him and his organization. I didn’t really need the money. I was comfortable financially. But, with money, more is always better, so that could be a bonus, maybe a big bonus depending on what this opportunity really was.
“What sort of consultation are you looking for?”
“We’re looking for more of the same type of work you’ve already done for us, though you may not have known it at the time.”
I waited for a moment for him to continue, which he obliged to do.
“Last year, when you were consulted regarding the differences between different Native American tribal traditions regarding skinwalkers, your insight resulted in the capture of one and the saving of many lives of those who would have been its victims.”
“The capture of a skinwalker?” I was so incredulous that I caught myself being open-mouthed and shut it, quickly composing myself. This guy seemed serious, completely sincere and straight in his delivery.
“Yes, one that has become very infamous to our organization. It has been responsible for at least twenty-one deaths that we know of, probably more.”
“You’re serious.”
“The deaths of twenty-one people are very serious.”
I leaned forward, matching his posture.
“What type of consultation would you like me to work on for you now?”
Mr. X smiled so excitedly that his eyes twinkled, as if I were a celebrity rockstar and he was about to ask for my autograph.
“We’d like you to come and work for us, full time.”
“Full time?”
“Full time.”
“I don’t even know what your organization does.”
“You know we hunt skinwalkers.”
“That can’t be a full-time endeavor,” I said, humoring him. “There can’t be that many skinwalkers in existence.”
“You’re right there aren’t,” he admitted, “But we work cases that are just as fascinating, too. We believe you would be a tremendous asset.”
“As a researcher?”
“No, Dr. Leighton, as a field agent.”
My face must have betrayed my skepticism and disbelief at that point. Mr. X suddenly sat back in the chair and changed to a more serious approach. He didn’t become adversarial or mean, but he had more of the “tough love” demeanor of a strict parent or a coach rather than a buddy or friend.
“Dr. Leighton, you have tried all your life to make the choices that would make your limited lifespan in this world count for as much as possible. You started out in science, with a love of chemistry and biology, until you realized that pursuing that would leave you stuck in a lab somewhere staring at a wall while you juggled test tubes all day, away from people.
“You switched to anthropology for the human connection, and for the possibilities of addressing issues at a societal level since chemistry didn’t seem promising for you to address them at a molecular level. You also considered psychology but you didn’t want to help just one person at a time.You, all your life, have had a broader vision, one that encompasses the world.”
Here, Mr. X gestured for dramatic effect at the large map of the world behind him, which hung there before my eyes in my office constantly. He knew me. It was like he’d been following me around all his life. He continued.
“You are now almost 50 years old and feel stuck here, too. You are at a very important crossroads, Dr. Leighton. You can accept this place you are now in life as you approach mid-life, or you can seize the opportunity I am offering you to finally find a place where your vision for what your potential is, where you can make a difference for the world with your life.”
He stopped and looked at me expectantly, standing up from his chair and handing me a business card all in one fluid motion.
I took the card. It read:
Mr. X
Agent of Control
(800) 555-2141
“The choice is yours, Dr. Leighton.”
I found myself also standing up and taking the card from him.
“Good day, Dr. Leighton,” Mr. X bid me, tipping his hat to me and leaving as quickly and he’d come.
What had just happened? Was this a prank?
I would soon find out it wasn’t.
As I stood at the back of the Grimsby house, the place that had become more than just a home in these past few weeks, I couldn’t help but reflect on how far I’d come. It felt surreal, almost like someone else had lived the life I was now looking back on. It hadn’t been easy, nothing worth having ever is, but I had grown in ways I never could have imagined back in those first chaotic moments of my life as an agent.Back in Chapter 1 of this memoir, dear reader, I was just a professor, a man in the right place at the wrong time. I didn’t want to be part of this world of supernatural threats, this world of danger, conspiracy, and unimaginable creatures. I wanted nothing more than to live a quiet life, teaching my classes, maintaining my distance from the dark, twisted things lurking beneath the surface of our world.But life doesn’t work like that, does it?I had been thrust into this world and, slowly, reluctantly, I had adapted. The journey I had taken since then had shaped me into some
The small, humble church was filled with the familiar sounds of whispered prayers and creaking pews as the congregation settled into their seats. It was a warm Sunday morning, the sun streaming through the stained-glass windows and casting colorful patterns on the worn wooden floor. There was a sense of finality in the air, a weight that even the most seasoned parishioners seemed to sense. Today would be Elijah’s last service as the pastor of this church, and everyone knew it.I sat in the pew beside Mitch, both of us quietly waiting for Pastor Elijah to begin his sermon. The rest of Field Team 42, with the exception of X, who was still recovering from his injuries, had made it to the service, though the heavy atmosphere didn’t seem to lighten their usual demeanor. J, still new to all of this, seemed to take everything in with wide eyes, his attention shifting from the other churchgoers to the front, where Elijah stood.Elijah was standing behind the pulpit, his Bible open before him,
The cold night air seemed to sharpen as we moved into the clearing, the land stretching out around us like a canvas, ready for whatever would come next. The skinwalker, Victor, was waiting. His form loomed in the distance, a twisted shadow standing in stark contrast to the flickering light of our torches. Even from this far away, I could feel the weight of his presence, dark, oppressive, and charged with a palpable menace.I could hear my heart beating in my ears as we advanced, the ground beneath our feet soft with dew, the earth itself seeming to pull us toward something inevitable. This was it, the moment we’d all been preparing for, and I could feel it deep in my bones. No more hiding, no more running. The time for confrontation had arrived.X moved forward first, his tech weapons ready. He’d taken the lead in the past, blasting away threats with his advanced technology. But tonight, it wasn’t the Hitchhiker he was dealing with. This was something entirely different, something old
The night had fallen with an unnatural quiet. The kind of silence that wraps itself around you and makes you aware of every small sound, every creak in the floorboards, every snap of a twig outside. After the events of the day, the house seemed eerily still, but it was a stillness charged with anticipation. Mitch had returned with the blessed knife, the one adorned with the sacred white eagle feathers. The weight of what was to come pressed down on all of us, and we knew that the time for waiting was over.The house felt heavy with unspoken thoughts, but we couldn't linger in that silence for long. It was time to act.X had been poring over his equipment, his eyes darting over maps and old notes, looking for any clue about where Victor might be. The rest of us sat in the parlor, trying to make sense of everything we’d learned. Mitch, who’d been deeply affected by his spirit journey, sat silently, the weight of the blessed knife resting in his lap. It was clear that this had all become
I have to thank Mitch for being yet another guest writer in this journal. I don’t think you’d have a complete picture of things, dear reader, if he hadn’t recounted his Spirit Journey and if X hadn’t written earlier about his escape from Phoenix and his last encounter with Mr. Y.Mitch might have returned to the physical world, but his journey was obviously weighing on his mind, and I could see the weight of everything Mitch had learned in the somber way he carried himself. The truth about Victor and the way the darkness had taken hold of him, it weighed on all of us, and yet, there was no time for grief. We had to act. And for now, we needed to keep moving forward.The next step in the process brought us to the Dust Bowl Native American Cultural Center. With Mitch by my side and J tagging along, we made our way through the streets of town, still layered with the dust of the land, but now with a sense of urgency. J hadn’t spent much time out of the Grimbsy house, and his life before ha
Grandfather and I stood in the living room of Victor's house, though the house around us had changed. The furnishings were different, and the air seemed heavier now. It felt like a dream, or perhaps a vision, something intangible, fading with every passing second. This was it, the end of my spirit journey, the final step in this chapter of my path. My grandfather had guided me this far, but I knew, deep down, that he was about to leave me for good.His old eyes, full of wisdom and age, turned toward me, and I could feel the weight of everything he wanted to say, everything he knew he had to pass on.“Mitch,” he began, his voice soft but firm, as if carrying the weight of his entire lifetime. “This is the time. My visit was allowed only this once. The spirits, the ancestors, they knew you needed this final lesson, this final understanding. After this, it will be up to you.”I felt a lump in my throat, my heart heavy with emotion. I had so many questions, so many things I needed answers