로그인My parents sat at the head of the hall, commanding every gaze. Father’s broad shoulders filled his high-backed chair, Mother’s poise as sharp as any blade. Both wore deep green trimmed with brown. The colors of House Verden, echoing the forests that bound our lands. Father’s gaze pinned me the moment I entered. He was furious. If I had to guess, it was because I was late—and, judging by the sidelong looks from the courtiers, because I was the only one not in house colors. ‘A disrespectful act’ my father would tell me. Anytime someone important would come I had to be in family colors no matter what. I’d known this dress would get me in trouble, but Hana had insisted. You will be married off to another family soon enough, why not stand out? she had said. I still didn’t understand why, but I trusted her. Hana had cared for me since birth, loved me more than my parents ever had.
I dipped into a bow before the assembled court and guests—so many faces today, far more than usual. Whoever had warranted this turnout must be important indeed. Nervous energy burned under my skin in anticipation. I bowed again before my parents, then slipped into my smaller chair at Father’s side. Across the dais,I noticed my brother lounged in his own seat beside Mother, smirking at my late arrival. My gaze landed on Father’s face again. His expression was unreadable, but the coldness in his eyes told me I was in major trouble.
I tried not to care about fathers burning gaze. I instead focused on my brother who sat relaxed in his green suit. I eased at the relaxed and care free stance he had while sitting. This might be one of the last times I’d see my brother before he leaves for his next quest. He wasn’t sure if he would be back for the wedding. He knew how I felt about the whole thing anyway. I really wished he could be there to ease some of my worry for that day. He would rub my head and tell me ‘to find the path that would bring me the most joy and adventure.’ For some reason, that always relaxed me.
I have been begging him to share the details of his next quest. I always love hearing about his adventures. It was a way for me to pretend I was the one heading out into the world. He told me he was searching for an Elven crystal. I envied him, his freedom, purpose, adventure. He was one of the few people who made life in this keep bearable and when he was gone. It was like his leaving sucked all the joy and happiness from this place.
“Now that my daughter has joined us.” Father’s voice cut through the hall. He paused, giving me a look that promised punishment later. My stomach twisted. I wanted to run. He continued, “Sir Garret, and companion, share with us what you came here for, as you personally requested.”
A familiar figure rose. Chestnut hair streaked with gray was tied back, a full beard framing a slightly more weathered face. His armor gleamed, a new set I’d never seen before, though the man beneath it was unmistakable. Sir Garret.
His eyes found mine, and for a heartbeat the world shrank to just the two of us. He smirked, warm and reassuring. It had been years, at least five, by my count since I’d seen him in person. Letters had come rarely, short and vague. And yet here he was, larger than life.
Sir Garret, my father’s oldest friend. The man who had taught me to string a bow, to track game, to survive the wilderness and how to protect myself from would be kidnappers. His stories had filled my childhood with wonder and sparked my dream of adventuring. While the plague consumed the south, he had been gone, fighting it. Rumors whispered of a new order sworn to stand against it. Perhaps he knew the truth and what was just gossip and rumors.
“Thank you, Lord Verden. Lady Verden.” Garret bowed. “Allow me to introduce my companion. This is Carlin, my right hand and second in command of the Sunseeker Order.”
My chair scraped back as I half rose, words bursting out before I could stop them. “Wait! You’re the leader of the Sunseekers? They’re real? Can they really—”
“Nera!” Father’s rebuke cracked like a whip cutting my words off. “Hold your tongue.”
Heat rushed to my cheeks. “Sorry,” I mumbled, sinking back
Carlin laughed, warm and unguarded. Sunlight seemed woven into him, golden hair, green eyes bright with amusement. The sound was contagious, and I had to bite the inside of my cheek to keep from smiling back.
Sir Garret’s gentle smile found me next, the same one that had soothed every scraped knee and childhood fear. “It’s all right, Nera. Give me a moment, and I’ll explain.”
He turned back to Father. “As I was saying, the Sunseeker Order was founded to fight the plague. We are new, just over a year established, but already we’ve seen results. Though the corruption has four years’ head start on us, we are finally starting to push it back so it can not spread further. Still, to truly turn the tide, we need more skilled fighters. We are currently at a stand still. We have traveled north seeking recruits. If any here are willing and able,we leave soon but you have at least 3 days to come to us about joining before we leave for other areas. While we remain, we will answer any questions you have.”
Hope surged hot and wild in my chest. The plague could be fought, defeated even! My chance, my dream, might be here at last.
“Can I join?” The words tumbled out before I could stop them.
“Absolutely not!” Father’s roar silenced the hall. His hand slammed the arm of the chair. “In less than four months you must choose a husband from among these gentlemen. You will not join any order.”
My heart dropped to the floor. Across the chamber, my would-be suitors watched. Kyril of House Necros stood pale as ash, nearly swallowed by his drab gray suit. Artair of House Cealus, clad in white, gazed at Sir Garret with boyish admiration, star-struck by the legendary knight. And Remier of House Ignis, draped in crimson, fixed me with those cold, predatory eyes. Even starving wolves had more warmth.
“Lord Verden,” Garret said evenly, “I asked for this meeting to include all who might aid us. But I also requested your daughter’s presence specifically. I want her to have the choice to join, if she wishes.”
Father’s eyes darkened. “If I had known your intentions, I would not have allowed her to attend. She is to be married in four months. Anything else about her will be discussed privately.”
“With respect, sir… we had a promise,” Sir Garret pressed, his stance firm.
“One that shall not be spoken of here,” Father said, his voice cold as steel.
Sir Garret did not yield. “Sir—”
“Enough!” The word came from Remier, his voice slick with malice. He rose, one hand gripping the hilt of his sword. “Nera will be my wife. Whatever promises you thought you had are nothing. She’ll be on her knees bearing my children soon eno—”
The hiss of steel cut him short.
“Not… Another… Word…” Carlin’s voice was low and sharp as a drawn blade. His sword tip hovered inches from Remier’s throat. I didn’t even see him move towards Remier. No wonder he is second in command.
The air turned to ice. Every whisper died.
“Remove your hand from your hilt,” Carlin said softly, dangerously. “Or I’ll remove it for you.”
“You dare threaten me?” Remier spat, his face darkened with rage.
“No.” Carlin’s gaze never wavered; his voice was steady and as cold as ice. “I state a fact.”
“Garret! Restrain your man!” Father’s voice thundered.
“I will not put my weapon down until he moves his hand from his blade.” Carlin replied without looking away.
Sir Garret’s voice was calm, steady as stone but I could hear the hint of amusement he was trying to smother. “Boy, if you value that hand, I’d let go of that blade.” Sir Garret placed a hand on his own blade. Clearly showing, he backed up his companion.
The silence stretched, brittle and suffocating. For a moment, I thought Remier truly might draw. But with Garret’s shadow looming beside Carlin, the odds were against him.
Slowly, venom dripping from his glare, Remier let his fingers fall from the hilt.
“You’ll regret this,” he hissed.
Only then did Carlin lower his blade, a smug smile tugging at his lips. The expression alone seemed to enrage Remier further.
We reached the clearing where Zephyrous and Evalandra were already waiting. Zeph wore his usual cool, unreadable mask; Evalandra waved excitedly at our approach,“You got it done faster than I thought,” Evalandra said, grinning. “How did the fight go with The Yale? You don't look injured?” Ev looked me up and down.“I guess I’m good,” I said, letting a little pride warm my chest. “She didn’t actually fight it.” Carlin said, bursting my false pride.“You actually didn’t fight one?” Zeph asked bluntly.“I didn’t. I took it while it slept,” I said
I slipped into the clearing, basket slung at my side, and began gathering tusoshary. I wasn’t sure whether to hunt down a Yale beast or search for the elusive crawling stammerwort. My decision would have to wait—first, I needed river pokeroot. The sound of rustling snapped me into the shadows, heart hammering. I knew there would be other creatures out here, but these woods were unfamiliar to me.A bark broke the silence.“Bella?”“Woof!” She tilted her head, as if asking what I was doing out here.“So this is where you’ve been running off to, girl?”“Woof!” She barked again, pleased.“Alright, but you need to be quiet. I’m hunting a Yale beast and searching for plants. Hopefully Uncle Garret won’t mind you tagging along.”Bella gave a low, dismissive growl, as if to say she didn’t care what Garret thought—she was with me. I laughed and scratched her head.“Okay then. Hunt the beast with the big horns and lead me to it. But don’t let it notice you.”With a soft bark, Bella darted away
Time dragged like molasses these past months. Camp to camp, trail to trail—always moving with Carlin and Evalandra. Evalandra was a bard who could make the rain sound poetic. We checked on supplies, trained till my muscles ached, and kept things running. All of that was useful and important, but they hadn't allowed me into the Order's secrets yet, and that gnawed at me. Every day, I pestered Carlin to let me join early. Every day, he refused. Today, though—today was different. Today was my twentieth birthday. The rules finally shifted today, in my favor.I leaped out of bed, a surge of excitement coursing through me. My hair routine was muscle memory by now: down enough to hide the scars, pulled back enough to keep it out of my eyes. Not glamorous, but efficient. I could never make it look as good as Hana did. Today I had a new mission—to harass Carlin worse than ever before.
Saying goodbye to Ivy was harder than I wanted to admit. But there was no changing it. We each had our own missions to handle. She was strong, clever, and resourceful. She’d survive. At least, that’s what I kept telling myself.Bella padded quietly at my side as the days blurred together. I followed whispers and tracks, chasing after Sir Garret and Carlin. Even with their direction, I always seemed to be a few steps behind. Sleep became a stolen luxury—snatched in shallow bursts beneath trees or in abandoned barns.The woods weren’t safe. The city was worse. Every time I stepped into a street, suspicion prickled over my skin. Eyes lingered too long. Who knew how many Remier had bought? Shadows felt sharper here, less like cover and more like traps. I didn’t belong among them, not hidden in alleyways with my hood pulled low.Nearly a week passed before I finally stumbled into the outskirts of the seeker camp. My knees weakened at the sight of their banners, relief flooding through me s
Ivy let me sleep far longer than I meant to, but she was right—I needed it. My body felt heavier, my chest hollow, and the guilt had not lessened. Ivy didn’t look tired at all. She only looked worried.“Has anyone come out of the woods?” I asked gently.“No.” Her voice was clipped, trailing into silence.“Not even—” I started, but she cut me off.“No.”She didn’t look at me, which was merciful, because I flinched. The pain in her tone was worse than anything I could have imagined.“Maybe he had to go another way,” I said quickly, desperate to keep the fragile thread of hope alive—for her sake, for mine.“Maybe.”Her face was unreadable, but her shoulders sagged, and guilt hit me hard. If her husband was gone, was it because of me?“I’m sorry,” I whispered.“Don’t be.” She still didn’t meet my eyes, just kept staring out the window, as if the forest itself might deliver him back.“Is there anything I can do?” I asked, my voice small.“Yes.” Her gaze finally left the glass. “Take watch
Nothing, no answer. My fists pounded harder, frantic. I kept knocking and pounding at the door for a few minutes. Each time I was louder than the last. Panic and fear for my best friend gripped me. I was about to kick down the door. “Open the godsdamn door!” I pleaded to whatever god or goddess who would listen.Finally, the door flew open, and someone aimed a bow at my face. A mop of black hair blew all over the place like it was alive.“Fuck, Nera—” Ivy gasped, lowering the weapon, her blue eyes wide with shock. “What are you doing here?”“I’m sorry—there’s no time. We have to leave now!” Bella growled low at my side, her body taut, sensing danger creeping closer.Ivy’s voice shook. “What is going on?” She seemed to look me all over. Her face grew more concerned with every inch she took in of







