تسجيل الدخولMy parents sat at the head of the hall, commanding every gaze. Father’s broad shoulders filled his high-backed chair, Mother’s poise as sharp as any blade. Both wore deep green trimmed with brown. The colors of House Verden, echoing the forests that bound our lands. Father’s gaze pinned me the moment I entered. He was furious. If I had to guess, it was because I was late—and, judging by the sidelong looks from the courtiers, because I was the only one not in house colors. ‘A disrespectful act’ my father would tell me. Anytime someone important would come I had to be in family colors no matter what. I’d known this dress would get me in trouble, but Hana had insisted. You will be married off to another family soon enough, why not stand out? she had said. I still didn’t understand why, but I trusted her. Hana had cared for me since birth, loved me more than my parents ever had.
I dipped into a bow before the assembled court and guests—so many faces today, far more than usual. Whoever had warranted this turnout must be important indeed. Nervous energy burned under my skin in anticipation. I bowed again before my parents, then slipped into my smaller chair at Father’s side. Across the dais,I noticed my brother lounged in his own seat beside Mother, smirking at my late arrival. My gaze landed on Father’s face again. His expression was unreadable, but the coldness in his eyes told me I was in major trouble.
I tried not to care about fathers burning gaze. I instead focused on my brother who sat relaxed in his green suit. I eased at the relaxed and care free stance he had while sitting. This might be one of the last times I’d see my brother before he leaves for his next quest. He wasn’t sure if he would be back for the wedding. He knew how I felt about the whole thing anyway. I really wished he could be there to ease some of my worry for that day. He would rub my head and tell me ‘to find the path that would bring me the most joy and adventure.’ For some reason, that always relaxed me.
I have been begging him to share the details of his next quest. I always love hearing about his adventures. It was a way for me to pretend I was the one heading out into the world. He told me he was searching for an Elven crystal. I envied him, his freedom, purpose, adventure. He was one of the few people who made life in this keep bearable and when he was gone. It was like his leaving sucked all the joy and happiness from this place.
“Now that my daughter has joined us.” Father’s voice cut through the hall. He paused, giving me a look that promised punishment later. My stomach twisted. I wanted to run. He continued, “Sir Garret, and companion, share with us what you came here for, as you personally requested.”
A familiar figure rose. Chestnut hair streaked with gray was tied back, a full beard framing a slightly more weathered face. His armor gleamed, a new set I’d never seen before, though the man beneath it was unmistakable. Sir Garret.
His eyes found mine, and for a heartbeat the world shrank to just the two of us. He smirked, warm and reassuring. It had been years, at least five, by my count since I’d seen him in person. Letters had come rarely, short and vague. And yet here he was, larger than life.
Sir Garret, my father’s oldest friend. The man who had taught me to string a bow, to track game, to survive the wilderness and how to protect myself from would be kidnappers. His stories had filled my childhood with wonder and sparked my dream of adventuring. While the plague consumed the south, he had been gone, fighting it. Rumors whispered of a new order sworn to stand against it. Perhaps he knew the truth and what was just gossip and rumors.
“Thank you, Lord Verden. Lady Verden.” Garret bowed. “Allow me to introduce my companion. This is Carlin, my right hand and second in command of the Sunseeker Order.”
My chair scraped back as I half rose, words bursting out before I could stop them. “Wait! You’re the leader of the Sunseekers? They’re real? Can they really—”
“Nera!” Father’s rebuke cracked like a whip cutting my words off. “Hold your tongue.”
Heat rushed to my cheeks. “Sorry,” I mumbled, sinking back
Carlin laughed, warm and unguarded. Sunlight seemed woven into him, golden hair, green eyes bright with amusement. The sound was contagious, and I had to bite the inside of my cheek to keep from smiling back.
Sir Garret’s gentle smile found me next, the same one that had soothed every scraped knee and childhood fear. “It’s all right, Nera. Give me a moment, and I’ll explain.”
He turned back to Father. “As I was saying, the Sunseeker Order was founded to fight the plague. We are new, just over a year established, but already we’ve seen results. Though the corruption has four years’ head start on us, we are finally starting to push it back so it can not spread further. Still, to truly turn the tide, we need more skilled fighters. We are currently at a stand still. We have traveled north seeking recruits. If any here are willing and able,we leave soon but you have at least 3 days to come to us about joining before we leave for other areas. While we remain, we will answer any questions you have.”
Hope surged hot and wild in my chest. The plague could be fought, defeated even! My chance, my dream, might be here at last.
“Can I join?” The words tumbled out before I could stop them.
“Absolutely not!” Father’s roar silenced the hall. His hand slammed the arm of the chair. “In less than four months you must choose a husband from among these gentlemen. You will not join any order.”
My heart dropped to the floor. Across the chamber, my would-be suitors watched. Kyril of House Necros stood pale as ash, nearly swallowed by his drab gray suit. Artair of House Cealus, clad in white, gazed at Sir Garret with boyish admiration, star-struck by the legendary knight. And Remier of House Ignis, draped in crimson, fixed me with those cold, predatory eyes. Even starving wolves had more warmth.
“Lord Verden,” Garret said evenly, “I asked for this meeting to include all who might aid us. But I also requested your daughter’s presence specifically. I want her to have the choice to join, if she wishes.”
Father’s eyes darkened. “If I had known your intentions, I would not have allowed her to attend. She is to be married in four months. Anything else about her will be discussed privately.”
“With respect, sir… we had a promise,” Sir Garret pressed, his stance firm.
“One that shall not be spoken of here,” Father said, his voice cold as steel.
Sir Garret did not yield. “Sir—”
“Enough!” The word came from Remier, his voice slick with malice. He rose, one hand gripping the hilt of his sword. “Nera will be my wife. Whatever promises you thought you had are nothing. She’ll be on her knees bearing my children soon eno—”
The hiss of steel cut him short.
“Not… Another… Word…” Carlin’s voice was low and sharp as a drawn blade. His sword tip hovered inches from Remier’s throat. I didn’t even see him move towards Remier. No wonder he is second in command.
The air turned to ice. Every whisper died.
“Remove your hand from your hilt,” Carlin said softly, dangerously. “Or I’ll remove it for you.”
“You dare threaten me?” Remier spat, his face darkened with rage.
“No.” Carlin’s gaze never wavered; his voice was steady and as cold as ice. “I state a fact.”
“Garret! Restrain your man!” Father’s voice thundered.
“I will not put my weapon down until he moves his hand from his blade.” Carlin replied without looking away.
Sir Garret’s voice was calm, steady as stone but I could hear the hint of amusement he was trying to smother. “Boy, if you value that hand, I’d let go of that blade.” Sir Garret placed a hand on his own blade. Clearly showing, he backed up his companion.
The silence stretched, brittle and suffocating. For a moment, I thought Remier truly might draw. But with Garret’s shadow looming beside Carlin, the odds were against him.
Slowly, venom dripping from his glare, Remier let his fingers fall from the hilt.
“You’ll regret this,” he hissed.
Only then did Carlin lower his blade, a smug smile tugging at his lips. The expression alone seemed to enrage Remier further.
“I think you’re half-elf.”The words struck the table like a dropped blade. Before I could decide whether to laugh, argue, or admit that some terrible part of me already believed him, Ev slammed her cup down. Water jumped over the rim.“Zeph there is a time and place for such an announcement.” Ev SnappedZeph turned toward her. “The timing is irrelevant.”“The timing is absolutely relevant.” Ev bit back.7“Would the truth be different if I waited until morning?” Zeph countered“No, but perhaps Nera would prefer not to have her entire identity torn apart while holding a spoon.”
For a moment, only the crackling hearth and the scrape of spoons filled the silence. Zin drained the last of her drink.“So,” she said, “how did this collection of suspiciously attractive disasters meet?”“Sir Garret,” Ev answered.Zin looked around the table. “All of you?”“More or less,” Carlin said.“Sir Garret saved my mother and I when I was small. She helped him before she passed,” Ev explained. “He discovered I was good at listening where people forgot I could hear them.”“You spied for him,” I said.“I gathered useful inf
The camp's dining hall, occupying most of the squat stone building, featured two long tables stretching across the room beneath wooden rafters darkened by years of smoke. Bowls, cups, and mismatched spoons covered nearly every available surface, and the air carried the scent of roasted onions, fresh bread, and a thick stew bubbling in an iron pot near the hearth.My stomach twisted hard enough to remind me that I’d eaten almost nothing since morning.Ev had claimed a place near the fire. Zeph sat across from her, his back to the wall and his attention divided between the room’s two exits. Zin occupied the bench beside him, though the space between them suggested Zeph had been steadily moving away from her.When Zin saw us, her eyes first scanned my borrowed shirt before shifting to Carlin, her smile wide
My ears burned, but neither of us said anything more. Climbing out of the tub, I immediately regretted leaving its warmth. The cool air on my damp skin raised goose bumps along my arms. I dried myself quickly, acutely aware of Carlin waiting just outside the door.Clean clothes were folded on the bench. Although the trousers fit well enough once I tightened the drawstring, the shirt was several sizes too large. In fact, the hem fell well below my hips, and the sleeves swallowed my hands completely. I rolled each sleeve three times. They still covered my knuckles.“Are you dressing or escaping through a hidden tunnel?” Carlin called.“I’m considering both.”“I checked. There isn’t a window.” Carlin chuckled
The shadow beneath the door shifted, and for one wild second, I thought Carlin might actually reach for the handle. My heart slammed against my ribs so hard it sent ripples through the bathwater. What had started as a joke—mostly—had taken a serious turn. The ensuing silence stretched, making me painfully aware of the water dripping from my raised hand and the heat creeping into my face.Finally, Carlin cleared his throat. “That sounds like a dangerous invitation.”“It’s only dangerous if you intend to accept.”I meant the words to sound teasing and confident. They came out a little breathless instead.“Did you want me to?” Carlin tried to sound confident, but it fell flat.My fi
The washing room was barely large enough to hold the wooden tub tucked into one corner. A narrow bench rested against the opposite wall beneath a row of iron hooks, and bundles of dried lavender hung from the ceiling beams. The sweet, calming scent mixed with warm soap and damp stone.It was the most beautiful room I had ever seen.After days of cold rivers, dirt, blood, and sleeping on the ground, the steam curling above the water in delicate ribbons and brushing against my face felt like a miracle, and I could have wept.“I’m never leaving,” I whispered.Ev rested one shoulder against the doorframe. “I’ll tell Carlin you’ve chosen the tub over him.”“I haven’t chosen Carlin at all.” I blurted out too fast. Heat creeping up my face.“Of course not.” The ease of her agreement made me narrow my eyes. She gave me an innocent smile that fooled absolutely no one. “Enjoy your bath.
That was a clear threat. My stomach knotted so tightly I thought I might be sick. The murderous glint in Remier’s eyes almost pinned me in place. Move. I had to move. By the grace of the goddess, my legs obeyed, carrying me down the corridor toward my father’s study.Knock. Knock. Knock“Come in.”
After that tense moment, my father dismissed me with a flick of his hand, ordering me back to my chambers as though I were a disobedient child. Humiliation burned through me hotter than the hearthfires, my fists clenching at my sides as I stormed away, my footsteps snapping against the cold stone f
The tea room glowed with firelight and polite chatter, silver spoons clinking gently against porcelain cups. Yet despite the warmth, my father’s cold anger clung to me like frost, coiling tighter the longer I lingered at his side. Something gnawed at him beneath that regal composure, and I
“Come on, Belladonna. If I have to be awake, so do you.” I shoved gently at the great furry mass hogging my blankets. Bella cracked open one amber eye, huffed a hot breath that smelled faintly of venison scraps, and sprawled wider across the bed. Her thick coat was warm under my hand,







