I Belong To Sebastian

I tossed and turned with the little time remaining to sleep, contemplating how to approach Nathan. I have no idea when I fell asleep, but my sleep was disturbed; a gentle knock on my door jolted me awake instantly. Sitting down, I started massaging my temples and felt incapable of asking the person behind the door to come in, hoping they would leave on their own accord. I sighed with relief the moment they ceased knocking. That's when I realized I'd been holding my breath the entire time.

As I celebrated, my bedroom door slowly opened. Watching in horror, I felt paralyzed, wondering if I should hide under my blanket and pretend to be asleep. I pondered. Before I had time to react, the most handsome man I had ever laid eyes on, my Sebastian, appeared. My inner voice affirmed that he was mine, and I raised no objections.

Do you intend to spend the entire day hiding in your room? "Aren't you scared of starving to death?" he asked, his silly but seductive grin shining through. I couldn't help but melt when he smiled. When his smile illuminated even his eyes, I realized I'd completely fallen for him. He sat on my bed and gave me a pointed look, 'Are you seriously going to fantasize about me when I'm sitting right here?' he asked. That's when I realized I had been drooling. How much worse can things get? This is so embarrassing! I wondered.

I was about to answer his question when I heard him say, 'Just come in, man. Are you trying to starve Aria to death? What kind of games are you playing?” Nathan gently kicked the door open, balancing a tray with what appeared to be my breakfast. I struggled to read his face. Was he already aware? If so, why is he bringing me breakfast in bed, but wait a minute why did Sebastian tell him to come in, did they talk without me?

I didn't know whether to feel scared or relieved, but I stood there waiting desperately for someone to speak and end my agony. If a fight starts, our parents will likely break us apart at once. We primarily lived at the family beach house, returning home solely during our parents' absences.

I had to reckon with reality, but I wanted to avoid the upcoming talk entirely. It is crystal clear that it's about to happen so I braced myself for it.

“ Sebastian told me what happened between the two of you this morning, will you explain to me what the hell is going on?” Nathan asked. But wait, why doesn't he look angry? I wondered if he was teasing me. "Okay, don't look so scared," he said. "Sebastian and I both agree on one thing: we're not letting you go." I gasped and asked, shocked, "What do you mean by that?" They both laughed lightly and said nothing. I understood they were giving me time to process Nathan's words. From one brother to two , I couldn’t believe it.

I said, 'So, tell me, how is this going to work?' Yup I was already thinking about the future, as I had never been with two men before. Back in high school, I liked two boys at the same time, but I never dated both. Having a crush on one while dating another was one thing, but dating both, especially when they were brothers, opened the door to many potential problems.

“ I think it’s up to you to tell us how we will go about it, it’s your pussy anyway, but I was hoping it will be mine alone” Nathan said. I couldn't tell if he was still joking because he looked incredibly serious, unlike anything I'd seen before. I always thought Sebastian was Mr Serious. There I go again, thinking about him. Sure, go ahead and call me crazy! Just then I realised he hasn’t said anything, Nathan had been the one doing the talking. Now why did I ask how this is going to work? What happens if this is not to his liking? I started beating myself up.

I was still figuring out how to backtrack when his magnetic voice sounded. Nathan is aware of our feelings for each other; because he approached you first, we have no choice but to share you. Well I don’t mind since it looks like I have no choice, but I would like to have you more than him, whenever I want or you want me” I couldn’t believe my ears, but I was already telling him yes, saying whatever he wanted.

Nathan chuckled and said, 'Gee, could you be a little more subtle about your excitement?' Only then did I realize I had spoken everything out loud, not just in my head. With a flushed face, I cupped my hands over my cheeks. The heat felt so stifling that I couldn't figure out if it came from inside me or if the room had suddenly become smaller. “Alright quit playing and eat your food” Came Nathan’s voice. Following all that talking, I found myself famished and dug into the food tray. I felt relieved that it ended when it did. I wasn't certain if I could endure it much longer. While I remained eager to know the conclusion, the priority was to clear my thoughts.

But how exactly was this love triangle between me and the two brothers going to work? Would they organize a timetable and take turns having fucking me? Or was Sebastian going to dictate when Nathan gets to fuck me? I kept nodding and shaking my head while thinking about everything in my head, and the two brothers were looking at me like I was a mad man. I quickly devoured my food and didn't notice how uncouthly I was eating. All that discussion made me incredibly hungry.

“I’ll get going, you two behave while I’m not here, I don’t trust you. "I'll catch up with you guys tomorrow," Nathan announced. I handed him the tray and waved him goodbye. He closed the door behind him, and the room fell into silence. With our hearts pounding thunderously, I gladly realized that I'm not the only one with a loud heartbeat. No one seemed to want to talk between us.

“Im going to take a shower, wanna join me? I blurted out without thinking. Before I realised what I had just said, Sebastian scooped me up and headed to my bathroom door.