INICIAR SESIÓNMAYA
The sun rose over the jagged peaks surrounding the pack territory, casting a sickly, pale light through the tall stained-glass windows of the estate. But no amount of daylight could warm the chilling cold settled deep inside my bones.
Something is definitely wrong somewhere.
I sat on the edge of the bed, my hands locked tightly in my lap to stop them from shaking. I had tried to convince myself that the vision from last night was just a phantom born of exhaustion, a trick played by my lingering grief and overactive mind. But as the days bled into one another, the reality of my nightmare became impossible to deny. I didn't know what kind of dark magic had taken root in this house, or why my soul was fragmenting before my very eyes, but I had no idea what that was or how to fix it.
I began to see Philomena at every corner of the house.
It started in the long, stone corridors near the library. I would be walking quietly, carrying a stack of fresh linens, and there she would be—standing near the arched pillars, wearing that soiled white dress, her pale face half-hidden behind her dark, cascading hair.
"You..." I would whisper, my heart leaping into my throat, dropping whatever was in my hands.
And in a minute, she would disappear.
No sound, no trace, just empty air where a ghost had been standing a second prior.
Then I saw her by the grand staircase, peering down at me through the wooden balusters with those hollow, tear-stained eyes. I saw her reflecting in the dark glass of the dining hall windows at dusk. I saw her standing in the shadow of the rose bushes in the garden, her lips moving in silent, agonized weeping. Every time I turned a corner, my breath hitched in anticipation of her spectral presence.
I thought I could manage this in silence. I thought if I prayed harder, if I held my tongue, if I focused entirely on rebuilding my life with Edward, the haunting would eventually fade. But it was getting too much. The constant terror was eating away at my sanity, turning my days into a waking nightmare and my nights into a sleepless torture chamber.
And then again, there was Alpha Edward.
He was losing his mind just as fast as I was. The passion between us hadn't died, but it had turned into something dark, desperate, and agonizing. He tried so many times to sleep with me. He would pull me into his arms in the dead of night, his strong hands trembling, his lips seeking mine with a raw, ravenous hunger that spoke of his overwhelming need to feel connected to me.
We would fall onto the sheets, the fire of our mate bond igniting instantly. But the moment the intimacy reached its peak, the moment our bodies moved together in raw rhythm, Edward’s eyes would flash that terrifying, glowing crimson. His breathing would turn ragged, his hands would lock around my wrists, and he would violently push me away, tumbling backward onto the mattress as if he had just touched burning coals.
"Philomena..." he would gasp, clutching his head, his face twisted in absolute torment. "Get away from me! Philomena... why are you doing this to me?!"
He was calling me Philomena—not with love, but with a deep, terrified grief that shattered my heart into a thousand bloody pieces every single time. He couldn't touch me without seeing her. He couldn't love me without smelling her scent on my skin and hearing her voice echoing through my cries. I was being haunted by my own past self, and it was driving a wedge so deep between us that not even our mate bond could bridge the gap.
To make matters worse, Maria was feeding on our misery like a vulture circling a dying animal.
She noticed the growing distance, the dark circles under our eyes, and the abrupt, violent sounds echoing from our bedroom late at night. One morning, as I walked down the grand hallway carrying a tray of untouched tea, Maria stepped out from her parlor, a triumphant, sickening smile stretching across her face.
"I am happy you can now see what I have been saying about the maid," she said happily, her voice dripping with venomous delight as she looked past me toward Edward’s locked study doors.
She glided closer, her expensive silk dress rustling against the polished floor, her dark eyes gleaming with malicious satisfaction.
"I told him from the very beginning," Maria sneered, leaning in so close I could smell her sweet, suffocating perfume. "You are cursed, Maya. You are nothing but an ill omen brought into this house to drive him mad. He doesn't love you. He is losing his mind because every time he looks at your plain, pathetic face, he remembers the real woman he lost. You are just a hollow shell, a cheap substitute that makes his stomach turn."
I clamped my jaw shut, refusing to give her the satisfaction of seeing me cry. But inside, her words landed like heavy iron hammers against my bruised ribs.
She was right about one thing: Edward was losing his mind, and my presence was the trigger. The house was toxic. The air was poisoned with ghosts, dark magic, and secrets that were slowly choking the life out of the man I loved. If I stayed here, trapped in this endless cycle of terror and rejection, both of us would end up completely destroyed before we ever had a chance to expose Maria.
I need to do something about this.
I couldn't stay here as a helpless victim anymore. I couldn't watch Edward tear himself apart every night in my arms. I needed answers—real answers about who was projecting Philomena’s ghost, where my sacred grimoire had vanished to, and how to cleanse the dark magic infesting this territory once and for all. And to find those answers, I needed space. I needed to step out of the eye of the storm.
I marched straight back to my quarters. My heart was heavy as lead, but my hands were steady.
I pulled my old, worn leather travelling bag out from beneath the wardrobe. I didn't have much to pack. A few simple cotton dresses, a warm cloak, and the small silver pendant Edward had given me during our brief moments of peace. I folded the clothes neatly, forcing down the lump rising in my throat as tears blurred my vision.
I am not running away out of weakness, I reminded myself, zipping the bag shut with a sharp pull. I am leaving to save us both.
Carrying my bag, I walked down the central corridor toward the Alpha's formal study. Every step felt like walking toward an executioner's block, but I held my head high.
I didn't bother to knock. I pushed the heavy mahogany doors open.
The study was dim, the heavy velvet curtains drawn shut against the morning sun. The room smelled strongly of aged oak, dark whiskey, and the sharp, bitter scent of Edward’s distressed distress-pacing.
Edward was sitting behind his massive carved desk, his head resting in his hands, his dark hair a messy, dishevelled ruin. Empty crystal glasses littered the desk alongside scattered pack reports he clearly hadn't read. When the heavy door creaked open, his head snapped up.
His eyes were bloodshot, surrounded by dark, bruised circles. He looked exhausted, haunted, and broken beyond recognition.
"Maya?" he rasped, his voice rough and dry as sandpaper. He began to stand up, his hands pressing against the dark wood of the desk. "What... what are you doing?"
Then his eyes drifted down, locking onto the heavy leather bag gripped tightly in my right hand.
The color instantly drained from his face. The exhaustion in his posture vanished, replaced by a sudden, frantic wave of panic that made his hands tremble against the desk.
"What is that?" Edward demanded, his voice cracking as he stepped around the massive desk, moving toward me with fast, unsteady strides. "Maya, why do you have a bag?"
I took a small step back, keeping a firm distance between us. Looking at him took every ounce of strength I possessed. The pain in his eyes mirrored the bleeding wound in my own soul.
"I came to tell you something, Edward," I said quietly. My voice was simple, natural, but completely devoid of the hesitation that usually guarded my words.
"Tell me what?" he asked, reaching out a trembling hand as if to touch my shoulder, but stopping himself inches away, his fingers curling into a tight fist in mid-air. "Maya, please. Talk to me. Is it about last night? I... I am sorry. God, I am so sorry! I don't know what comes over me! It’s like a fog fills my head and—"
"I packed my bags," I cut him off softly, looking directly into his tortured amber eyes.
The room fell into a suffocating, dead silence. The faint ticking of the grandfather clock in the corner sounded like a ringing bell in the quiet space between us.
Edward blinked slowly, as if his brain was refusing to process the words coming out of my mouth. "You... what?"
"I packed my bags," I repeated, my voice rising slightly as I looked at the Alpha standing before me. "And I am announcing to the Alpha that I want to leave the pack."
MAYAThe silence in the sitting room stretched tight, pulled so thin it felt as if a single breath would snap it. Maria stared at me across the mahogany tea table, her dark eyes wide and fixed, her chest heaving beneath her velvet gown. The question I had thrown at her—Was that why you killed her?—hung in the air like a heavy cloud of smoke.Then, the dam broke.Maria went on and on explaining that she did not kill Philomena."I didn't kill her!" she burst out, her voice rising into a sharp, erratic screech that echoed off the high stone walls. She threw her hands in the air, pacing frantically back and forth across the rug, her silk skirt rustling loudly. "You don't know anything, Maya! You weren't here! You listen to rumors and old maid gossip and think you understand the history of this palace! She fell and hit her head and died! It was an accident! A tragic, foolish accident!"I didn't move an inch. I kept my palms flat on the dark wood of the table, my body completely still, watc
MAYA"Are you looking for a child for the Alpha, or are you looking for a vagina to service?"I dropped the question into the quiet night air like a heavy iron weight. She was almost out of sight, her dark silk dress vanishing around the corner of the corridor, but I was loud enough and she heard.The sound of her retreating footsteps instantly stopped.The grandfather clock in the corner ticked loudly in the suffocating stillness—tick, tick, tick. I stood beside the small tea table, my knuckles white as I gripped the edge of the dark mahogany, my chest heaving up and down in shallow, controlled breaths. The Sacred Book of Pack Laws lay wide open on page ten in front of me, but I didn't need to look at the yellowed parchment anymore. The sick, twisted loophole was burned into my mind.For a long, agonizing moment, Maria didn't move. She stood frozen in the dim torchlight near the stone archway, her back turned to me, her shoulders stiff as a board under her heavy velvet cloak.Slowly,
MAYAI woke up from the bad dream, my heart hammering against my ribs, drenched in cold sweat. I sat up in the dark, breathing heavily, clutching the bedsheets tightly in my hands.I refused to accept it.I shook my head violently in the quiet room. How could my own past self tell me I was never meant to hold a child? How could she tell me that bringing Edward’s baby into this world would end my life? No. I had fought through death, survived the cold earth of the tomb, and reclaimed my rightful place beside the man I loved. I was not going to let a vision or a ghost rob me of the ultimate joy of motherhood. I must have a baby, and not even the Moon Goddess can stop that.The next morning, Edward returned from his trip to the northern territory. He looked tired, his broad shoulders heavy with the weight of pack duties, but the moment he saw me, his amber eyes softened with that deep, familiar warmth. I didn't waste any time. After we embraced, I sat him down on the edge of our bed and
MAYAThe palace had finally fallen into a quiet rhythm, but the calm was nothing more than the silence before a storm.I sat near the tall stained-glass window in the drawing room, sipping warm chamomile tea, watching the afternoon sun cast long shadows across the courtyard. Edward was always away handling pack business, and for a few days, I thought I could breathe.Then Maria walked into the room.She looked battered, her palms still calloused from sweeping the stone streets, but her face held that same insufferable, arrogant sneer. She held a thick leather binder under her arm and threw it onto the table in front of me with a heavy thud."What is this?" I asked, setting my cup down with a cold stare."Options," Maria said, crossing her arms over her chest. "The Alpha is not getting any younger. A pack cannot survive without a strong, blood-line heir, and since you seem to spend your nights casting dark spells instead of producing a child, I have taken matters into my own hands. I h
MAYAMy heart hammered against my ribs like a trapped bird, but I kept my posture straight and my eyes fixed on the silver goblet in front of me.I said nothing, trying to ignore the question. I picked up my napkin and wiped the corner of my mouth as if I hadn't just spoken the name of a dead princess into the quiet dining hall.Edward didn't break his gaze. His amber eyes were blazing, his chest heaving under his dark tunic. "Maya, answer me! Who were you thanking?"Before I could invent a smooth lie, a sharp, ragged voice burst from the doorway."I told you! I told you she is possessed with evil and the spirit of the dead!" Maria screamed, staggering back into the grand hall, clutching her dirty sweeping cloak around her bruised shoulders. She looked unhinged, her hair wild and her eyes bloodshot as she pointed a trembling, dirt-stained finger straight at me. "You heard her, Edward! You heard her with your own ears! She just thanked the ghost of Philomena! She is using black magic t
MAYADiscovering that Orlando was my dad made me happy and at the same time angry.I stood in the middle of the quiet cemetery, staring at his mossy headstone with a storm of emotions raging in my chest. I was angry because he should have told me the truth during those thirty-six days of my restoration. He had sat across from me, handed me the book and watched me cry, yet he kept his identity a secret. But at the same time, I was happy—deeply, overwhelmingly happy—that he loved me enough to cross the boundary between life and death just to save my soul and give me a second chance.I turned my head toward the woman standing beside me, my voice barely a whisper against the cool morning wind. "Does it mean the dead can see us?" I asked the woman at the grave.She looked at me with gentle, wise eyes, her woolen shawl wrapped tightly around her shoulders. "The dead do not just see us, my child," she replied softly. "Those who loved us in life remain as shadows and whispers around our steps







