chapter 45:who the let you in?

Xander's point of view

" So what do you plan on doing now?" I hear Andrew say from the umpteenth time today since I had invited his over to my office.

I had invited Andrew over earlier into my office to get me distracted as the only thing that seemed to invade my thoughts were the the thoughts on how to find Anessa and the feeling of guilt that continued to eat me up as the minute passed by,but that only seemed to worsen the situation as it looked like Andrew was also bent on not giving me any form of breathing space.

" I really do not know" I answered sincerely as I breathed in heavily.

I also knew I was decieving myself to think that I could get myself a distracted even though it was for a single minute.

I mean, how did I even think that possible when the only thing that consumed my thoughts of was the possible things that may have befallen Anessa wherever she was at the moment,also I just had the feeling that if did not find her anytime soon I was definitely going to loose my mind.