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22. Almost letting go

Autor: Marlize Beneke
last update Fecha de publicación: 2026-01-12 18:22:23
Ethan’s POV

I don’t remember the last time my house felt quiet in a way that didn’t make me want to break something because It used to feel like home, warm and alive. Back when Lena was humming in the kitchen, the sound of her slippers against the marble floor, her laughter drifting through the hallway like it belonged there but now it feels empty even when people are standing right in front of me.

I sit at the island in the kitchen staring at a half-empty bottle of whiskey like it has personall
Marlize Beneke

Hi guys. I am still editing. Only 8 more chapters to go. Thank you for reading and for your understanding. Love Author M.A. Beneke

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Lorrain Wolfe
also lock your door so Ryan and Maya don't just walk in and apologize to Maria
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Diane Lind
Boy I can truly relate with this story. Maya needs to leave him alone. Very manipulative so is Ryan, neither of these two are good friends.
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Zeariyen *
Ethan, Maya was Lena's best friend, not yours so if she sells out her best friend, you should ask what's in it for her ? Don't be acting so clueless, especially as she's been trying to sleep with you! It's irritating. I can accept being fooled by Ryan, not Maya
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