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191. Dreams

Penulis: Marlize Beneke
last update Tanggal publikasi: 2026-05-18 22:39:20

Ethan's POV

I woke up angry not irritated or frustrated but actually angry the kind that sits heavy in your chest before your eyes even open for a few seconds I stayed still staring at the ceiling while my breathing slowly settled because the dream still clung to me in a way dreams normally don't.

Everything felt too real that was becoming a problem.

Months ago the memories came in flashes that disappeared before I understood them but lately things lasted longer although faces stayed blurred bu
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