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2025-08-05 21:55:24Hey everyone,
I've been sitting here for hours now, staring at my screen, watching the cursor blink. Write something. Delete it. Try again. Delete that too.
My mind feels like it's wrapped in fog today. You know that feeling when you can see the shapes of ideas, but every time you reach for one, it dissolves between your fingers? That's where I am right now.
Some days, writing flows like breathing. Other days... well. Today the words are stuck somewhere between my heart and my fingertips, refusing to come out right.
I wanted to be honest with you, rather than just disappearing or posting something half-formed. We'll need to skip today's update. I know some of you look forward to these chapters, and I hate letting you down. But I think giving my brain a little grace might help the story in the long run.
Maybe it's the intensity of where we are in the narrative—Everything is finally coming out. These characters have been living in my head for so long, and sometimes they feel too real.
I'll be back soon. Promise. Just need to untangle some knots in my thoughts first.
Thanks for understanding, J
P.S. Please feel free to use the comments to discuss theories about what happens next. Sometimes your insights help me see things from angles I hadn't considered. Please...
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He Slept With My Sister, When I Was Giving Birth 125 The Discovery
ColeI left the room.Not walked. Not stepped out. Left. The kind of leaving where you know you're abandoning something that needs you, but you do it anyway because staying would break you.The scary part wasn't hearing Susan say "Help me" through that destroyed mouth. It was what came after."Cole."My name. She'd said my name, gurgled and wet but unmistakable. I'd stood there for three seconds—I counted them—while she tried to lift what was left of her head to look at me. One working eye had found mine, bloodshot and leaking fluid, but aware. Fully aware.And I'd turned around and walked out.All I could picture now was Susan lying there, staring at the door I'd closed, probably in agony beyond anything I could understand, unable to move, unable to help herself. All she could do was beg. And she'd watched me leave her there to suffer.In my defense, there was nothing I could do to save her. The transformation had gone too far. Her body was breaking down and rebuilding itself wrong o
He Slept With My Sister, When I Was Giving Birth 124 The Horror in the Alpha's Quarters
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He Slept With My Sister, When I Was Giving Birth 123 I want to show you something
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He Slept With My Sister, When I Was Giving Birth 122 The Turning Point
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He Slept With My Sister, When I Was Giving Birth 121 Get her out. Please
EvelynI sat at Ava's bedside, unable to look away from her still form. Her small chest didn't rise or fall. Her skin had taken on that gray tone that followed death. But it was her eyes that hurt the most—still open, staring at nothing.My fingers hovered over her face. I should close them. That's what you do, isn't it? Close the eyes of the dead. But I couldn't bring myself to touch her. To admit this was real."Why you?" I whispered, my voice scraping my throat. "Why did it have to be you?"The monitors had been turned off, their screens black and silent. The medical equipment pushed to the side. Useless now. Everything useless. All my knowledge, all my skills—none of it had saved her.I reached for her hand instead. It was cool to the touch, not yet cold. I wrapped my fingers around hers, so small in my grasp."I'm sorry." The words caught in my throat. "I should have done better. I should have protected you."Damon should have protected her. Isn't that what fathers did? But he'd
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