Pamela's Point of View
The weekend arrives faster than I expected. My nerves twist and tighten as Rowan’s sleek black car pulls into the driveway of a grand estate—larger than even his own mansion. The looming facade is more than intimidating; it’s overwhelming. It feels like I’m about to step into the lion’s den.
My hands are clenched tightly in my lap, knuckles white against the soft fabric of the pale blue dress that had been laid out for me this morning. The dress is beautiful, perfectly tailored, but it feels like armor for a battle to which I am ill prepared.
Sitting beside me, Rowan is impeccably attired in a fitted charcoal suit that accentuates sharp angles and exudes an aura of quiet command. He hasn't uttered a word so far during the ride; his gaze is out the window, lost in thought or perhaps he is just pointedly ignoring me. The tension between us is palpable, a silent war waged with stony glares and curt exchanges since I signed that damned contract.
The car smoothes to a stop in front of the grand entrance, and finally, Rowan turns to me, his eyes scanning me from head to toe with a critical eye.
"Remember what we discussed," he says coolly, with command. “You're to be on your best behavior and play your part convincingly. My family is expecting perfection.”
I swallow hard, trying not to roll my eyes. "Don't you worry, I won't embarrass you," I said, trying to hold in any sarcasm, though a little came out anyway.
His eyes take on a hard edge, but before he can say anything, the driver opens his door and a flood of cool evening air breezes in. Rowan exits the car with fluid ease, turning back to reach a hand into the car toward me. I falter for a moment before threading my shaking hand into his, letting him assist me out of the car.
The double doors of the mansion swing open, revealing a richly decorated foyer with crystal chandeliers and marble floors that glitter under the soft light. A butler stands at attention, his posture rigidly formal.
"Welcome home, Mr. Hamilton," he says with a slight bow. His eyes flicker to me briefly, a flash of curiosity in their depths before his professional mask slips back into place.
"Thank you, James," Rowan says shortly before turning to me. "This is Pamela Jones, my fiancée. See that her things are taken to my quarters."
My heart skips a beat as he utters the words. His quarters? I begin to protest, my mouth opening before the warning gleam in Rowan's eyes seals it shut again. This is all about the show, I remind myself. Just play along.
James nods efficiently. "Very well, sir. Dinner will be served in thirty minutes."
Rowan offers me his arm, and I take it reluctantly as he leads me through the opulent hallways toward what I can only assume is the dining room. My heels click against the polished floor, echoing the rapid beat of my heart as nerves swirl in my stomach.
We approach the large, elegantly ornamented double doors leading into the dining hall. I hear a murmur of voices-intermittent soft laughter and clinking glasses. As we reach the door, Rowan pauses for just a moment, turned to me with a stern expression.
"Remember," he orders softly but firm, "smile and be polite. They will be judging you from the very moment you step inside.”
I nod mutely, forcing a small smile onto my lips despite the anxiety that gnaws at me. With that, Rowan pushes the doors open, revealing a grand dining room bathed in the warm glow of candlelight.
Seated at the long mahogany table are four people who all turn their heads toward us as we enter. An elderly couple sits at one end, their faces lighting up with welcoming smiles. To their right is a statuesque woman with sharp features and impeccably coiffed hair, her eyes slanting as they light on me. On her left is a young woman about my age, her posture casual but her eyes sparkling playfully as she takes me in.
Rowan leads me closer, his hand now resting possessively on the small of my back. He clears his throat, drawing everyone's full attention to us.
"Everybody, I present Pamela Jones, my fiancée," he tells them all a bit pompously, it echoes in the room.
There is a moment of stunned silence and then the elderly woman springs to her feet with surprising agility. On approaching us, her face breaks into a warm, genuine smile.
"Oh, Rowan, this is wonderful news!" she exclaims, her eyes sparkling with joy. She reaches out to clasp my hands in hers, the touch soft and comforting. "Welcome to the family, dear. I'm Eleanor, Rowan's grandmother, but you can call me Grandma Ellie."
The kindness stuns me, and I find myself smiling back at her for real this time. "It's lovely to meet you, Grandma Ellie," I say softly.
"Come, come, let me introduce you to everyone," she says, guiding me toward the table. She points to the elderly man who has also risen from his seat-a gentle smile etched on his weathered face. "This is Harold, my husband and Rowan's grandfather."
His hand extends to me, his handshake firm but soft. "Welcome, Pamela. It is a pleasure. Any woman who can tame our Rowan is a welcome addition indeed."
I chuckle lightly, some of my nerves dissipating under their warm reception. "I'm not sure about taming, but I'm happy to be here.”
Just then, the sharp-featured woman rises from her chair, her eyes assessing me critically. She's smartly dressed, every strand of hair in its place, an aura of sophistication and control exuding from her.
"I'm Lillian Hamilton, Rowan's mother," she says, cool and measured. Her gaze moves over me, lingers a second too long on my plain dress before meeting my eyes again. "This is quite... unexpected."
I force a polite smile and extend my hand toward her. "It's a pleasure to meet you, Mrs. Hamilton."
She takes my hand briefly, the hold delicate, icy. "Likewise," she says, though her utterly lacked warmth told another story.
The younger woman does not rise, merely flashes a sly smile while watching the exchange. She finally stands, sauntering over with a casual grace.
“I'm Rebecca, Rowan's sister,” she says with sparkling eyes that seem to brim with inquisitiveness and with something else which completely escapes me. "Well, well, who would have thought my dear brother would suddenly settle down? Tell me, Pamela, where did you two meet?"
I glance briefly at Rowan, not knowing what story he has fabricated for our supposed romance. Before I can fumble for an answer, the calm and smooth Rowan steps in.
"We met at a charity event several months ago," he says smoothly, his arm wrapped around my waist. "It didn't take me long at all to figure out that she is the one."
Rebecca's eyebrows rise, a wicked tilt to her smile. "Is that so? I find that amusing. I don't recall seeing her at any of the events we attended."
Rowan's fingers tighten on my hip, a silent warning. "Then you must have overlooked her," he says shortly.
Grandma Ellie claps her hands together, her smile never faltering in the face of tension. "Well, no matter how you met, we're very glad to have you here, Pamela. Let's sit down and have dinner as a family."
We all find our chairs, Rowan pulling one out beside him for me. The table is set extravagantly, shining silverware and artfully arranged dishes that smell heavenly.
The first course is a thin, creamy mushroom soup, which I taste tentatively, trying not to look into Lillian's piercing gaze or to let Rebecca's scrutinizing smirk make me nervous.
"So," Lillian finally says, her voice slicing through the clinking of silverware. "Pamela, tell us something about your family. What do your parents do?”
I pause, carefully choosing my words. "My mother passed away when I was young," I say softly, in a hushed tone, the familiar ache surfacing fleetingly. "My father has a small business."
Lillian's eyebrow rises fractionally. "Oh? What business would that be?"
"Import and export," I return, keeping all particulars vague. All I need is to get into messy details of my family life under such scrutiny.
“How unusual,” Rebecca says with an unmistakable hint of sarcasm as she drinks from her glass of wine. “And your education? Where have you studied?”
"I went to State University, and my degree is in Literature," I say, trying not to be rude but continuing to feel discomfort.
"Literature," Lillian says, pursing her lips as she does. “Not exactly a practical field of study, either, is it?”
I feel a flush creep up my neck but maintain my poise. "I believe it has its own value. I've always had a passion for reading and writing."
Grandma Ellie jumps in, eyes sparkling. "Oh, how wonderful! I love literature. Do you have a favorite author, dear?"
I smile sincerely upon her excitement. "I'm quite fond of Jane Austen. Her insights into society and character are timeless."
"Ah, a classic choice," Harold puts in, nodding appraisingly. "Pride and Prejudice is a masterpiece."
Rebecca leans back in her chair, swirling her wine glass reflectively. "Personally, I find those stories a bit dull. All that talk of manners and marriage prospects. Don't you think, Pamela?"
I meet her gaze squarely. "I think they offer sharp commentary on societal norms and the roles of women, many of which are still relevant today."
Rowan’s hand finds mine under the table and squeezes once. I glance up at him, startled, and catch the barest flash of approbation in the stoic mask of his face.
Lillian's eyes dart between Rowan and me, her brow furrowing slightly. "So, Pamela, now that you're engaged, what are you planning on doing? Are you going to keep working, or will you be focusing on being a support to Rowan in his endeavors?”
I take a deep breath, choosing my words with care. "I believe I can do both. My supporting Rowan doesn't mean I have to give up my ambitions."
A flash of irritation flits across Lillian's face, but before she can say a word, Rowan interrupts as smooth as silk. "Pamela is quite talented and driven. I have no doubt she will excel in whatever she chooses to pursue.
I'm so shocked by his words that I turn to him in surprise. Is he standing up for me?
Grandma Ellie beams with pride at Rowan's response. "That's the spirit! A modern couple supporting each other's dreams. I love it.”
The rest of dinner proceeds under the questioning, whatever that is, thinly veiled criticism of Lillian and Rebecca, but with the grands in my corner and the occasional surprising interjection from Rowan, to boot, I hold my own.
The cool evening air wrapped around Pamela as she stood on the balcony of Rowan’s penthouse, her fingers gripping the cold steel railing. Below, the city buzzed with life, neon lights reflecting off the rain-slicked streets. It had been days since the chaos had unfolded, but the tension in the air showed no signs of dissipating. She could still feel the weight of everything that had happened pressing down on her chest. A chill crept in, and it wasn’t just from the night breeze.Rowan stepped behind her, his presence powerful yet comforting. His arms slid around her waist, pulling her against him as he pressed a soft kiss against the side of her neck. Pamela closed her eyes, leaning into him, feeling the warmth of his body chase away the cold that seeped into her bones.“You’re quiet,” he murmured, his voice laced with concern.“I’m just thinking,” she replied, tilting her head back to rest on his shoulder. “About everything.”He tightened his grip around her as if afraid she’d slip aw
Rowan’s grip on Pamela tightened as he led her through the grand halls of his estate. The storm outside rattled the windows, the howling wind mirroring the chaos swirling inside his chest. He had spent years shielding himself from attachments, believing that power and control were the only currencies that mattered. Yet, with Pamela beside him, trembling but unwavering, he knew there was no escape from the emotions unraveling between them.The marble floors reflected the flickering candlelight that lined the walls, casting ethereal shadows in the dimly lit corridor. Rowan had built the estate to display his dominance, each room a testament to his success. But as they hurried toward his private study, the grandeur that had once impressed him faded into the background. The only thing that mattered now was the woman by his side, the pulse of her heartbeat synchronizing with his own.Pamela’s heart pounded as she matched his hurried steps. She had spent months trying to push him away, conv
The dim glow of the chandelier cast long, shifting shadows across the luxurious room as Pamela paced back and forth. Her heart pounded against her ribs, the weight of everything pressing down on her shoulders. The night outside was eerily quiet, yet inside, a storm raged between her thoughts and emotions.Rowan sat on the edge of the bed, watching her with an intensity that made her shiver. He was a man who had conquered boardrooms and adversaries alike, but now, faced with Pamela’s turmoil, he seemed almost vulnerable.“Pamela, please sit down,” he said softly, reaching out a hand.She halted, turning to face him, her expression a mixture of hesitation and longing. “I can’t,” she whispered, wrapping her arms around herself. “I keep thinking about everything. About us. About Joana. About what’s coming next.”Rowan exhaled, standing up and walking toward her. His presence was warm, comforting, but Pamela still felt the lingering ghost of the past between them. He gently cupped her face
Rowan’s grip on Pamela tightened as they stood at the edge of the estate’s grand balcony, the city lights shimmering below like fallen stars. The weight of everything that had happened pressed heavily against them, but for once, in this moment, it felt like the world had stopped just for them.“I don’t want to lose you, Pamela,” Rowan murmured, his voice raw with emotion. “Not now, not ever.”Pamela inhaled sharply, the sincerity in his words making her heart clench. Her hands instinctively reached up to cup his face, her thumb tracing the faint scar above his eyebrow. “Then don’t let go,” she whispered, pressing her forehead against his. “I’m still here.”A shadow passed across Rowan’s face, his jaw tightening. “For how long?” His voice wavered, betraying the confidence he usually carried.Pamela frowned. “What are you talking about?”“Things aren’t as simple as we want them to be.” Rowan exhaled heavily, pulling away slightly. “I found something. Something about your father’s deal w
Pamela stood in the dimly lit corridor of the Hamilton estate, her heart hammering against her ribs as she tried to steady her breath. The soft glow of the chandelier above cast elongated shadows along the walls, mirroring the turbulence within her. She had spent so long running, so long trying to escape the chains that bound her to Rowan Hamilton, yet here she was—trapped once more in his world, but this time, not by force.Rowan’s voice was a low murmur behind her. “You’re trembling.”She swallowed hard, her fingers curling into fists at her sides. “No, I’m not.”He let out a quiet chuckle, stepping closer. The warmth of his presence was magnetic, drawing her in despite herself. She should resist—should put as much distance between them as possible—but she found herself standing still, waiting.“Pamela,” he murmured, his fingers brushing against her arm. The simple touch sent a jolt of electricity down her spine.She turned sharply, facing him. “What do you want, Rowan?” Her voice c
The tension between Rowan and Pamela crackled like a live wire, charged with unspoken words and undeniable longing. The moon hung high above them, casting silver light across the vast estate, making everything look surreal, as if time itself had slowed down just for them.Pamela stood by the grand window of Rowan’s study, her arms crossed over her chest as she tried to suppress the storm of emotions raging inside her. Rowan, seated in his chair, watched her with piercing eyes, the weight of unspoken confessions heavy between them.“Say something,” she finally broke the silence, her voice barely above a whisper.Rowan ran a hand through his tousled hair, sighing. “What do you want me to say, Pamela? That I regret everything? That I should have fought harder for you?” His voice held a sharp edge, laced with frustration and something deeper—pain.Pamela turned, her gaze fierce. “I never asked you to fight for me, Rowan. But you walked away like I meant nothing. Like what we had was just