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That's how long it had been since Claire's fingers had pushed inside me while he watched. Since he'd taken me home, fucked me raw, and left me trembling in my bed with nothing but the memory of his touch. And now? He went radio silence. I checked my phone again… no new messages. My stomach twisted. Did I do something wrong? Had I been too loud? Too eager? Should I have fought Claire off, even cuffed? But he wanted that. He commanded it. I bit my lip, my fingers hovering over my phone. I'd drafted a dozen texts, deleted every one. He should message first. Except he hadn't. My thighs pressed together, aching. I was drenched, my body still humming from the memory of him. Of them. I'd touched myself three times today already, making my fingers a substitute for his, but it wasn't enough. I needed him. Before I could overthink it, l opened my clinic app and booked the first available appointment. Reason for visit: Follow-up. ***************** I pressed my fingers on my thighs as I sat in the waiting room, the nurse behind the desk kept glancing at me, but I didn’t care. I guess she already knew why I was here. "Lena?" I stood, smoothing my short skirt and followed her down the hall. She stopped at the door. "Dr. Walsh will see you now." Walsh? My stomach dropped. I pushed inside anyway. The man behind the desk wasn't Ethan. He was older, with dark eyes that raked over me like he could already see me naked. "Lena," he said, smiling. "Come in. Sit." I didn't move. "Where's Dr. Cole?" His grin widened. "Disappointed?" He leaned back in his chair. "Don't be. I'm just as... active as Ethan. Maybe even better." A hot flush crawled up my neck. He stood, circling the desk, his voice dropping to a rough whisper. "Did you like the tape?" Fuck. I had completely forgotten about that. He stepped closer, close enough that I could smell his cologne. "I watched it. Over and over. The way you moaned. The way you rode him." His thumb brushed my lower lip. "I want a taste." I should've slapped him. Should've walked out. But my body burned. "You recorded us," I breathed. "Mmm." His hand slid down my throat, over my collarbone, stopping just above my breast. "And you loved it. Didn't you?" I swallowed hard as his fingers dipped lower, tracing the neckline of my dress. "Tell me you didn't touch yourself to it." His palm cupped my breast, his thumb flicking over my nipple through the fabric. "Tell me you don't want to know how I fuck." I let out a whimper, and that was all the answer he needed. In one swift motion, he spun me around, pressing me against the desk. "Ethan might've had you first," he growled, yanking my skirt up, "but I'll make sure you remember me." His hand slid between my thighs… and fuck, I was soaked. "Look at that," he muttered, his fingers dragging through my slickness. "Already wet for me." I arched against him, my back pressing into his chest. "You're sick," I gasped, even as my hips rocked against his fingers. "And you're dripping." His thumb circled my clit with just enough pressure to make my knees buckle. I should've fought. Should've shoved him away. But my body betrayed me. “Fuck…” I moaned slowly as his fingers plunged deeper, curling inside me in a way that made my vision blur. Dr. Walsh chuckled against my ear. "That's exactly what I plan to do." Before I could respond, his hands gripped my hips, spinning me around to face him. His hungry dark eyes locked onto mine as he lifted me effortlessly, tossing me onto the exam table. Medical books and files crashed to the floor in a chaotic thud, but neither of us cared. "Look at you," he murmured, stalking forward, his fingers hooking into the waistband of my panties. Then slowly, he dragged them down with his teeth, his lips brushing my inner thighs as he went. My heart hammered, my fingers tangling in his hair, tugging hard. He smirked up at me. "Impatient?" I didn't answer. I couldn't, because in the next second, his mouth was on me, his tongue lapping at my slickness like he was starving. "Oh my god…" My back arched off the table, my thighs clamping around his head. He groaned against me, his fingers digging into my hips. "It tastes even better than you sounded on that tape." The mention of the recording sent a fresh wave of heat through me. Had he watched it? Touched himself to it? The thought alone had me grinding against his mouth, chasing my release like a fucking addict. But he pulled away just as I was about cuming. "No…" I gasped, reaching for him. "Beg for it," he ordered, unbuttoning his pants slowly. His dick sprang free, thick and already glistening at the tip. "Tell me you want it." I bit my lip, my chest heaving. "You're a bastard." "And you're mine now." With one brutal thrust, he was inside me, filling me so deep I saw stars. "Fuck!" My nails scraped down his back as he set a punishing pace, his hips slamming into mine with no mercy. "Tell me," he growled, gripping my throat. "Tell me I fuck you better than he ever did." I couldn't lie. "Yes-yes…" I choked out, my legs locking around his waist. "Good girl." Then he really started moving. "Fuck-yes… right there…" I gasped, my head tipping back. He smirked down at me. "That's it, take it," he growled. "You love this, don't you? Being used like this?" I couldn't even deny it. My body was his, trembling, dripping, completely at his mercy. Suddenly, the door swung open, a rush of cold air hit my overheated skin, and there, standing frozen in the doorway was Dr. Ethan Cole.MIAHis eyes widened for a split second, searching my face like he was waiting for me to back out, to laugh it off as some twisted joke. “You serious?” he asked, his voice filled with that raw hunger he'd been holding back.I nodded, my heart beating really fast. “Yeahhh,” I whispered, the word dragging out, my body already aching for what came next.That was all it took. He crashed his mouth against mine, his tongue pushing past my lips. I moaned into the kiss, my hands fisting in his shirt as he devoured me. His fingers dug into my hips, pulling me against him, and I felt the thick ridge of his cock pressing insistently through his pants, right against my core.Before I could even process it, he scooped me up, one arm under my knees and the other around my back. My legs wrapped around his waist on instinct, and he carried me toward the stairs, his mouth never leaving mine. Each step jostled me against him, grinding my soaked panties against that hard bulge, sending sparks shooting
MIAI was already dressed.A wine-free short dress, simple and soft, nothing tight, nothing that screamed look at me. I’d thought about wearing something that hugged my body more, something I knew would make his eyes linger, but no. I wasn’t giving him that satisfaction. Not today.I just applied a little lip moisturiser, nothing glossy, nothing dramatic, then let my hair fall loose down my back. I took one last look at myself in the mirror and nodded once, like I was convincing myself more than anything else.Good enough.I walked out of my room and into the parlour, the house quiet in that way that made every thought louder. I sat on the couch and crossed my legs, waiting.Why the hell did my father leave his card with him?Now Jake would start acting like he was in charge, like this was his territory, like he was responsible for everything. The thought annoyed me more than I wanted to admit, and I shifted on the couch, folding my arms loosely.I wanted to be pissed about it. I real
MIAMy head was pounding.I groaned and rolled onto my back, squeezing my eyes shut. My mouth felt dry, my limbs felt heavy, and my brain felt like it was buffering.Okay… something was wrong.I opened my eyes slowly. This wasn’t my room.The ceiling was different. The curtains weren’t mine. The bed was bigger. The scent in the air wasn’t my perfume… it was him.My heart jumped into my throat.I sat up too fast and immediately regretted it. “Oh my God…” I muttered, clutching my head as the room spun.Where the hell was I?My eyes scanned the room again, panic creeping in, until I saw him.Jake asleep on the couch opposite the bed. Curled on his side, one arm tucked under his head, a blanket half-covering him, looking annoyingly peaceful like he hadn’t almost ruined my life this morning.Oh.Oh no.I was in his room.My stomach dropped.Memory hit me in waves. I remembered knocking. I remembered smoking. I remembered laughing too much.Then the rest came crashing in. Me sitting on his
JAKEI was shaking.Not from wanting her… I wanted her more than I’d ever wanted anyone but from the war going on inside my head.She was asking. She was touching me. She was looking at me like I was the only thing keeping her upright.But she was still high.She didn’t fully know what she was doing, and I knew it. That thought slammed into me hard enough to make my chest hurt.No. I couldn’t do this.I stayed frozen over her, breathing hard, my mind screaming at me to stop even while my body begged me to keep going.She laughed softly, almost dizzy, her fingers tugging at the hem of her top. “Why are you hesitating?” she murmured, playful and careless. “You don’t have to be scared of me.”That laugh nearly broke me.“Mia…” I whispered. “You don’t understand. You’re not thinking straight.”She stared up at me for a second, then suddenly laughed. “Why are you thinking so hard?” she asked, giggling. “You're being weird.”She reached for the hem of her top and tugged it upward herself,
JAKE Her weight settled against me, her thighs bracketing mine, her hands slipping onto my shoulders.I sucked in a sharp breath. “Mia…” It came out strangled.She blinked down at me innocently, like she had no idea she’d just crossed the line of all lines.“This is… nice,” she murmured, running her fingers through my hair like she’d done it a hundred times before.My hands hovered in the air, not touching her, not grabbing her hips even though every muscle in my body begged me to.“You shouldn’t be here,” I rasped.Her head tilted. “But I like sitting here.”She shifted again, accidentally grinding right over me, and my entire body locked up.Her eyes went wide when she felt it. “Oh…”She whispered. “You’re… hard.”My jaw clenched so tight I thought it might crack. “You need to get off,” I managed through gritted teeth.“Why?” she whispered. Her fingers slid down the back of my neck. “You don’t want me here?”Want?I wanted her so badly it hurt, but not like this.Not when she would
JAKE She leaned closer.Her shoulder brushed mine, her hair tickled my jaw, and I swallowed hard before continuing.“You spread it evenly,” I said, nudging the herbs along the crease. “Not too much, not too little.”She nodded, biting her lip, and I pretended not to notice. I curled my fingers around the paper, giving it the slow roll that made her eyes widen a little.“Oh… that’s actually kind of cool,” she whispered.I smirked. “Thought you’d say that.”I sealed the edge, twisted the tip neatly, and held it up between us.“First lesson complete,” I said, offering a small, mock bow.She laughed again, softer this time, and something about that sound hit me harder than it should’ve.I reached for my lighter, flicked it on, and brought the joint to my lips.The flame kissed the tip, smoke curling in the air as I took the first slow drag.Then I exhaled, leaning back slightly, my eyes half-lidded as the smoke drifted between us.Her gaze followed it… then landed on my mouth.My chest







