LOGINWhen you dig your own grave, you better be ready to lie in it, but damn, this is one deep hole.
Bloody pupils that look and feel like it’s seen murderous things penetrated right through the small slats of the closet. He doesn’t move, nor does he stray his eyes away from mine. Instead, his lips, captivating and sexy as they are stained with one of the guard’s blood, curved in a fascinated smirk. It was looking at something delicious to mock. He knows I’m here and yet makes no move to find out or drag me the fuck out like any other normal people catching someone hiding themselves in a small closet would. He doesn’t say a word and silence befalls the two of us, adding to the suffocation from being trapped in this small piece of furniture. I want to get out. My instinct is telling me to run, like a small prey in the presence of a predator. He is a predator. We both stay silent until a strained knock thudded on the door, as if the person behind it was debating whether to disturb the monstrosity that’s inside. That was only the time he looked away. A bunch of bouncers, or bodyguards, or whatever those men in black suits were called, rushed in, pulling the rotting bodies off the marble floors and to the door. How they’re going to deliver the corpses out without being caught by anyone dancing their hearts out in Eden is beyond me. What I do know is that my heart is pounding hard in my chest at the mess I have walked myself into. Fucking idiot. I really couldn’t have picked a better room to run to? Someone then whisks the mop around the muddy trail of blood in a hurry, like his life depended on it. Actually, his life might just be depending on it. I swallowed the lump in my throat and stepped back once again when the man was mopping underneath the closet I was in. Just when I thought he was about to walk away, my feet makes contact with the wooden door and it slowly creaks open. God, why did you have to make me this stupid? The worker looks at the stranger on the table, the very hot stranger who’s looking at me as though it was a call to fuck. “I-I’m sorry, I think there’s something in the. . .” he walks over to me and was about to open the door left ajar. Shit, shit, shit. I just saw what happened to that guy. He’s not actually going to do the same to me, is he? I mean, I’ve seen mafia movies and there are certainly tons of them in Britain, but this man, he’s far too menacing to compromise my life. “I’m just gonna see if—” “Leave it.” The stranger growled. It was not a request, it was a command. And like any other command, you oblige without question. That’s how much authority he exudes. “Yes, sir.” They all turned away and left. A moment later and the assistant stepped in, this time with another piece of folder that looks like an entire portfolio. “She’s British, 22 years old,” he suddenly declared as though he knew exactly who he was talking about. “She and her family migrated here in Russia. I believe her father’s stirring up plans to expand his reputation and build the business here.” The assistant looks up. “He can try.” The stranger replied, his eyes glacial and all-knowing. “-He’ll die trying.” The stranger added and looked back at me at the word, “die”. Oh, come the fuck on. By the way, who are they talking about? It’s a girl from Britain? “She’s notorious for wrapping men up in her fingers and pulling intel out of them. Quite the skill, if you ask me. I bet you’d like her on your honeymoon.” The assistant laughed, but it soon died down when the hot stranger, who seemed like everyone’s boss, frowned. Honeymoon and a girl. It seems to me that they’re investigating a woman he’s about to marry. So he’s about to be engaged . . . Wait, why do I seem unhappy about it?! I don’t even know the guy! However, all great sexual expectations boiled down to what he had to say next: “Is she breedable?” he retorted, his voice echoed throughout the room. My heart skipped a beat before it fell right down my stomach. Screw it, he’s a jerk. An extremely hot one, sure, but still a bastard who’s full of himself. I wouldn’t even be shocked if he’s looking for a trad wife who does yoga and eats salad to look good all the time. “W-well, she is fertile, I guess. I looked in her medical files.” the assistant coughed. Ugh, that’s disgusting and violating at the same time. Poor girl. “That’s fucked up.” He uttered. “I figured you might want to know.” The assistant shrugged. “You’re that kind of man, afterall.” He added underneath his breath before rummaging back on the papers. He’s that kind of man, huh . . . I glance at the hot stranger only to find his red, bloody gaze already situated on me. I could feel my face pale as he sucked the oxygen out of my body. He licked his lips. “As long as she’s a good fuck, she’s good to go,” He muttered, all while his eyes penetrated through me. A powerful wave of both fear and arousal swept over me. Somehow, this twenty-two British girl sounds exactly like me.That would be too fucked up now, wouldn’t it?
*** “Wake up! Hey! This ain’t no hotel room!” I groan as something hard hit me on my sides. I lift my heavy eyelids up to come face-to-face with a grumpy cleaning lady poking me with a feather stick. My eyes roam the ‘bed’ I slept on last night. I stood up and instantly sniffled at the intense headache. I slept in this cramped space, the wood being my only pillow. What in the world happened? I was seducing the new mayor and then got chased and ended up in this room, and that man. The stranger with the red eyes. “Excuse me . . . ! Was there-I mean the man here—” I scratched my nape, the words stopping at the end of my tongue. I’m actually not even sure why I’m asking. She tilted her head in annoyance. “Where was the guy who used this room?” I asked, the British accent draped my words. She looked me up and down before clearing her throat. “I’m a cleaning lady, honey.” She replies, forcing an English accent as though I wouldn’t understand her in Russian. She turned around, a valid ‘you’re mental if you think I would know’ statement. I sucked in a breath and left the room. There used to be blood of the guardsmen where she’s mopping but she doesn’t have to know that. “Yebanat . . .” she murmurs. She’s also mental if she thinks I don’t understand that. It’s Russian for ‘Fucking idiot’ Thankfully, my things were discovered in the lost-and-founds. I thanked the server as she handed me my handbag. Taking out my phone, I cringe at the sight of the missed calls flashing on my screen. “Forty-five fucking calls?” My mind lapses back to the reason why I was in the Eden Club in the first place. I was supposed to seduce the new mayor for intel about the money laundering casino he was planning to build in Tverskaya Street, the heart of Moscow! Shit, shit, shit. I have nothing to say. “Taxi!” I called as one passes by. I look at the window, my heart and mind racing a million miles per minute. I guess my punishment would take at least an hour in the Dark Cell. But I came out of that closet with that extremely dangerous man alive, so maybe a few whippings wouldn’t hurt.***
“You fucking useless bitch!” I groan as another lash hits the center of my back. That’s where the old one was still healing. I’d need to use a thicker bandage.
The Dark Cell. Where every secret lies. My knees hurt as I kneel on the ground. Both my hands are up in the air, shackled to the wall. This is where I’m the center of attention—at the center of the stage, but a little different from the attention I get at Eden Club or the opera. This is hell on earth. “The only thing you needed to do was get me some information about that casino!” another lash hits, leaving a heating sensation on its trail. The corner of my eyes begins to tear up. “Now how the fuck will I get to enter the high circle, huh? How?!” Another lash hits as my father’s anger rips through the thin air. I clenched my teeth when this one was a lot harder than the last. My back arched away from the whip. This is what they don’t know about Evangeline Bennington, the so-called “Bennington Princess”. “What? Cat got your tongue? Maybe we should try cutting that off next time since you’re so adamant on talking back to the Mayor that you pumped him up to madness!” Another lash. “Ugh . . .” I bite my lip to stop the noise from coming out. “There goes the fucking chance to get my hands on that casino!” I’m dressed to the nines by all the make-up artists and expensive designers my father hired to exploit the beauty I got from my own mother, however underneath all the exclusive wool and fabric is a battlefield of old and new scars to hide. A bloody testament of missions I failed to accomplish. My father, Theodore Bennington, exhales and with etiquette, as if he didn’t just beat her daughter to death, wipes the beads of sweat on his hairline like the psychopath that he is. He fixes his tie and looks down at me. But what’s even worse is that . . . “Your mother won’t be getting any food rations for three days.” He drops the whip in front of me. With those words, my blood ran cold as I look down at the whip. For a moment, the pain of being lashed didn’t register. It was the hard fact that my mother would once again suffer in his hands. The maids took off the shackles without a word. As if I was being splashed with cold water, I instantly rush towards my father with four hind legs. I couldn’t stand up, so I had to crawl. “N-no . . . anything-anything but that, please. I’ll do anything. She hasn’t eaten last week! She can’t go on for another! Please!” I grip his legs as I plead with all I have. Tears streamed down my face. All that whip wasn’t strong enough to make me sob, but this—this punishment is something I could never bear. Something she can no longer bear. My mother is the only thing keeping me alive. I would have longed killed myself if I don’t have her as my mother. She’s both my savior and my demise. The sacrifice my father knows truly I will bend for. “Oh, really?” He lowered himself as he gripped my chin tight. “Then you’re going to have to marry someone for me,” he murmured. “W-who?” I asked, and he drops a folder on the floor, right in front of me. I slowly open it with trembling hands. No, no, no . . . Shit. I was fucking right. The man of my nightmares—no, screw that. The man of everyone’s nightmares. The hot stranger from Eden Club. I’ll have to marry him?!The thing about almost-things is that they’re worse than nothing.Nothing, you can handle. Nothing is familiar. Nothing is just Tuesday in the Morozov estate, same as every other Tuesday—cold floors, colder people, and me pretending I don’t notice either. But almost-things? Almost-things leave a residue. A warmth you didn’t ask for that sits under your skin like a low fever, and you wake up the next morning and catch yourself smiling at the ceiling before your brain fully boots up and screams at you to stop that immediately.I stop that immediately.I stare at the ceiling for exactly three more seconds, then I get up, wash my face with water cold enough to qualify as psychological warfare, and give myself a very firm talking-to in the mirror. “Last night was a carnival,” I tell my reflection. Cotton candy and a rusty rollercoaster and a child who needed someone. That’s all it was. You grabbed his shirt on a ride. You stood next to him in the dark. People do that. “People do that a
The fireworks are still cracking open the sky.But the warmth from earlier— that stupid, fragile, almost-thing— is already bleeding out.Irene stumbles toward us like a wounded dove who somehow managed to touch up her mascara on the way over. Her phone clutched to her chest. Eyes wide and glassy and aimed directly at Konstantin like he’s the only lighthouse left in a storm she personally orchestrated.“I was feeling so much better,” she breathes, voice catching in all the right places. “And I didn’t want to be left behind.”She says it soft. Helpless. The kind of helpless that takes practice.My chest tightens. Not from jealousy— I refuse to call it that— but from the sheer mechanical precision of it. The timing. The wobble in her lip. The way her hand finds Konstantin’s arm like it belongs there, like it’s the most natural thing in the world, and she’s just so relieved.Konstantin says nothing.He doesn’t pull away either.I feel the shift immediately. The temperature of the whole ev
The fireworks are still cracking in the sky behind me, but the world’s gone dim.It’s as someone shoved me out of the spotlight mid-scene. And handed Irene the mic.She stumbles closer, all dainty steps and calculated breathlessness, clutching her phone like it’s her grandma’s ashes.“I was feeling so much better . . . and I didn’t want to be left behind.”She says it softly, a small smile, big eyes. Straight to Konstantin as her life support. Leonid stiffens at my side. I feel his little hand tighten around mine. Not Konstantin’s.Mine.He glares at her like a pissed-off cat. “I thought you were dying earlier.”I nearly choke on a laugh, but bite it back. Irene laughs it off. A breathy, helpless thing. “I just needed rest . . . but I didn’t want to miss out. We’re family, right?”Sure. Family.The kind that poisons your tea and smiles while you drink it.Konstantin doesn’t say anything. He doesn’t move either. Which is worse, somehow.Because Irene takes that as a yes and latches on
The car ride feels like getting shoved between a live wire and a ticking time bomb. Leonid’s on my left, fidgeting like he’s got caffeine for blood.Konstantin’s on my right, legs spread, arms crossed, brooding like he’s plotting world domination—or someone’s death. Probably mine.I reach for the window latch just to breathe, because the tension in here is thick enough to bottle and sell as an aphrodisiac to desperate housewives. As I lean slightly, my arm brushes his. Hard. Muscle and heat and everything I shouldn’t be thinking about.His voice comes low. Mocking. Dangerous. “You that desperate to breathe near me, zayka?”I freeze. Of fucking course. Before I can bite out a retort, a lollipop hits his shoulder. Leonid doesn’t even blink. “Stop flirting with her, old man.” I snort so hard I choke on my own spit.Konstantin turns slowly, red eyes narrowing on his brat of a cousin like he’s one sarcastic comment away from putting him up for adoption. “Say that again,” he says.Leonid gr
I should’ve drowned myself in the bathtub the moment the words “trio date” left my mouth.Because now, I’m standing in front of the damn closet, regretting everything about my life, my choices, and most of all, this stupid idea.I mutter curses under my breath as I dig through the mess of silk and lace in my section of the closet, trying to find a dress that doesn’t scream “please choke me with daddy’s money” or “take me hostage.” Something nice. Something normal. Something that’ll make me blend in while being third-wheeled by a bratty child and my emotionally constipated captor-husband.And just when I think I’ll finally get three minutes of peace, I hear his voice.“I need to grab a suit.”Konstantin’s tone is dry. Casual. As if he hasn’t avoided stepping foot in this room for weeks like the fucking plague.I whip around. “You have another goddamn closet. Use that.”He shrugs, already walking in like this is his space. Like he didn’t say on our honeymoon night that he couldn’t stoma
The lounge smells like chlorine and sugar. Leonid’s curled up on the far end of the long cream couch, his stupid tablet on his lap, and for once, he’s not scowling at me like I just kicked his puppy. I sit on the opposite end, legs tucked under me, a little awkward.The sun from the giant glass doors spills across the marble floor and catches in his dark hair. We’ve been here the entire afternoon. God, the things I do for this kid already. He keeps pretending he’s not looking at me. But he is. Every few seconds, his eyes flick up from his screen and shoot me a weird little glare that isn’t really a glare.“What?” I mutter, quirking a brow. His lips purse.“You don’t sit like a normal adult.”Okay. That’s . . . new.“Sorry,” I say with a snort, stretching one leg out and resting my arm over the back of the couch. “Is there a formal seating posture you’re expecting from your soon-to-be pool buddy?”Leonid’s head jerks up. “I didn’t say you could swim with me.”“You didn’t not say it,” I
Sage green eyes, black wavy hair, pale, unstained skin—at least to naked eyes, and a body to die for wrapped in a red, tube neckline satin gown which flows down perfectly on the floor, its tall, one-legged slit rides its way up its thighs. She’s staring back at me in the mirror with anxiety bubblin
“I’m fucking sick of you always whining, Miranda. Caesar will inherit the company, and that’s the end of it!” I was ten, clutching the comfort my crocheted teddy bear gave me. It was Mom’s gift, and I’m staring at her as she’s being beaten by my own father.“That kid Caesar is a terrible choice for
Did I hear that right?“Evangeline, dearest. I couldn’t be prouder. Your wedding to Konstantin in a week, and tomorrow, we’ll celebrate your engagement.” My father, Theodor Bennington, smiles at me with feigned fatherly pride. He’s not excited for me, but for when his plans finally commence. White
“Because I wanted to see how hot my soon-to-be husband is! There, satisfied?!” I instantly closed my mouth as quickly as I opened them to throw out those stupid words. Konstantin’s gaze flickered with surprise, quickly replaced by an icy, calculated glare.Without another word, the gun halted on my







