Marriage

　　||SERA||

　　I walked down the altar dressed in my wedding gown, I stare around slowly as I walk

　　Everyone seems happy expect me, well I have nothing to be happy for

　　I stare heads up to the man I was about to marry, the man I will call my husband ,seeing him I allowed the tears in my eyes to fall as I walks towards him

　　Thanks to my veil which makes it hard for people to see my tears

　　You must be asking why am crying on my wedding day right?

　　Well the man I was about to marry was the city's nightmare

　　A gang star with heart hard as rock

　　How much I hate him! But here I am about to take him as my husband ,

　　I was just this naive 20 years old lady who was ready to do anything for my ungrateful mother, I turned to her direction as she smiled at me, more tears roll my eyes as I remembered her words

　　She had told me I meant nothing to her am just a torn on her flesh so why is she pretending to like me on my wedding day?

　　Making me marry the man I never wished to spend even a day with! The man who had threatened me just yesterday, a day to our wedding

　　My mother had taking a huge loan from his family and since she couldn't pay back she had to sell me to him as his wife till she get the money

　　How much I hated my mother for that!

　　That instant was the minute I grow hatred for her! Who sell her only daughter off cause of money?

　　I disowned her for causing my pain, for ruining my well planed future

　　Turning to the next direction was my friend who smiled at me making me feel guilty

　　I had lied to her that Zachary was the man I want to marry, I had told her it wasn't a forced marriage cause I couldn't gather the courage to tell her it was my mother's plan

　　Seeing her smile makes me feel more guilty cause at this minute she should be sad with me but why would she when she knew nothing?

　　I swallowed the lump on my throat when I was just a feet away from my beast husband who smirked at me causing my heart to beat faster

　　Who do I offended?

　　Why should I end up with Zach the city's nightmare?

　　Everyone seems happy with me why? I couldn't tell maybe a naive girl like me got hooked up with a gangstar

　　I just can't tell

　　My father! I missed him and wish he was here to speak up for me,I only summon courage whenever am with him cause he gave me every reasons to but unfortunately the cold hands of death took him away from me alongside with my only brother

　　For some reasons I wished it was my mother who died , I know am weird but my Mum had caused me nothing but disaster in my life

　　I didnt even know when I stood face to face with the monster , I couldn't look at him in the eyes cause earlier today he had given me rules

　　Who does that to a lady you are yet to get married to ? Well I dare not say no else I have to pay my dad a visit

　　I stared at the floor as the priest read whatever it this, I have wished for a happy marriage , a marriage with love care and affection but fate has its way of coming

　　I hated my self and everyone around me that for once I couldn't speak for myself, the power of a father

　　"Zachary Adams Xdor Do you take Sera Ella Vector as your wife to be? To hold and stick to till death do you part?

　　He smirked at me as my heart beat faster, I needed to stay alone, somewhere far from this place! I needed a life with meaning not ending as as a mistress

　　"I do" he says still with the smirk

　　How much I wanted to slap that smirk off his face but who dares?.

　　"Sera Ella Vector Do you take Zachery Adams Xdor as your husband to be? To hold and stick to till death do you part?

　　My heartbeat increases, I badly needed to yelled at his face "No!! But I couldn't , I will only end up killing my self , I just have to SUBMISS to him

　　"Sera Ella Vector?

　　I turned to stare at the priest then to Zachery who smiled at me, a fake smile with many meaning showing am keeping him waiting

　　"I do" I says with almost difficulty

　　"You may now kiss the bride"

　　I scoff as the thought of him taking my first kiss, he draw his face nearer to me and pretend to kiss me

　　"Don't even think I will kiss a whore like you, you have many questions to answer" he mumbled smiling as he draw back

　　Everyone cheered us , my heart beats faster than normal after hearing his cold rocky horror voice. I stared at him as he smirked

　　I know marrying him was my worstest mistake, but I can't stop it

　　For this marriage to work out I need to SUBMISS to him whether I want it or not

　　I knew marriage with him was my worst nightmare, now am no longer his bride but his wife

　　No!

　　He had said am his mistress not his wife

　　"My mistress care for a dance? He whispered to me ,goose pimples ran my body

　　I dare not say no

　　"As you wish my lord" yeah he says I always replies him with that

　　I placed my hand on his as he drag me to the dance stage "Have you been crying Mistress?

　　"No my lord" I reply as I turned backing him just as the tone of the music

　　He held my waist and kissed my neck

　　"Meet me in the room, I need to take that off your body"

　　I watched him walk away as more tears flowed down my cheeks

　　"Who does that? I can't believe my long saved virginity will end up by him eating it

　　"Sera you have a good and rich husband to be proud of,you too look good together" I turned to meet my mother

　　"Then why don't you marry him and let me be? I almost yell

　　"I wish I could darling" I watched her walks away, I scoffed as I walked out of the wedding venue

　　I entered the car as Zachery driver drove me off his house

　　"Marriage and Sera! I huffed. 

I have wondered, did Zach tried a charm on my mum? She isn't the woman I know, I felt sad and broken...

  Going into an unprepared marriage with a man I barely know, With a man I have no feelings for. Not a bit, Does contracted and forced marriage still exists? This isn't how I want my life to me. This isn't what I planned with my life, I don't think I'd cope having Zach around me.