“Should we go? I don’t want to keep you any longer” Gabriel says standing he takes a large gulp of the rest of his drink. I look at him a little confused, his emotions switch up so much he’s starting to give me whiplash. He walks behind my chair and gently pulls it out gently as I stand up, I reach for my purse and stand next to him. I lean back so I can see his face and I am instantly reminded of how tall this man is. I am wearing the tallest stilettos I own and they are tall and he still makes me look tiny. My eyes go from his eyes to his mouth and for a moment I want to kiss him and I can tell he’s waiting for me to but I chicken out.
“I should go, if I want to function at work tomorrow,” I say more to myself than to him. Being around him is confusing to say the least but I like his vibe, there’s something about being around him that makes sense to me. Right here standing next to him I suddenly understand what he meant when he said he’s drawn to me. I can feel the light zap of electricity between us but deep down I know stuff like this never works. It feels good and the idea of it is intriguing and exciting even but it never works. There is just so many things to consider that it’s not worth even getting into. Even for a night.
He smiles and shakes his head slightly as if clearing his head. I smile back at him because when he smiles I want to smile too. He offers me his hand and I look at it and then at him for a short moment. He waits saying nothing and I look back at his hand and place mine in his. Then he starts walking in front of me and we make our way through the tables filled with people. He occasionally looks back at me to see if I’m alright. At one moment I see him looking at my feet, at the stilettos I am wearing. I want to tell him I’m alright, I can run a mile in these things but I don’t; all I do is smile and hope he takes that as a sign that I’m okay. We make our way to the front of the restaurant and he stops in front of the cash register and hands the attendee his card.
“You good?” he says to me while we wait. I nod and say nothing further. After he’s done paying the bill he offers me his hand again and we walk out of the restaurant.
“Where are you parked?” He asks when we step out into the cool night. I point to the right in the parking lot and we start walking in that general direction in silence. I look up at the stars. I haven’t been out past 7 in so long I had forgotten how magical the night can be. Tonight the stars are out shining brightly, which is odd because in Gauteng the stars are never this bright. Too many street lights, cars and pollution but today the stars are bright.
“What a beautiful night,” I say out loud and his hand tightens around mine but he says nothing. His touch says so much it scares me that I can feel that much from him. I push away my thoughts and start walking in the direction of my car, I let go of his hand and start fishing for my car keys in my purse. I find them unlock my car and walk to the door. I open it and place my purse on the seat, I turn around and look up at him.
“Thank you for allowing me to spend time with you, doubts and all,” he says smiling.
“I’m glad I came, I had fun and I needed to get out so thank you for inviting me,” I say smiling back at him, his contagious smiling doing its magic again.
“It was my pleasure and thank you for trusting me; it means a lot,” he says as he leans in for a hug, I hug him back. We stay like that for a minute and say nothing. Then he let’s go and steps back, I turn open my car door get in and then open the window . He steps closer, and closes the door.
“Goodbye for now,” he says and steps back, I start the car, put my seat belt on, and put the car in reverse. I drive away feeling so torn, I don’t want to leave but I know I have to. How can I feel such a connection to him? I don’t know him. I just know him as Gabe, Zan’s childhood friend. He was always that guy who came to our house and never spoke to his best friend’s kid sisters. I was never on his radar, I was always too young to hang out with the older kids anyway. I played alone and the older I got I found my own way alone. So this is all so confusing for me. Not so much that he’s interested in me but the fact that spending a few hours with him over drinks makes me feel like I have been missing so much by not spending time with him.
I think I have a problem, I need to speak to someone. I don’t attach to people and I can feel myself attaching to a man I don’t know. I instantly decide to stay away from him, I was brave tonight and had a night to remember and nothing happened. He didn’t even touch me. That is confusing even more but I want nothing further from him. I hate doing that to people but for my sanity and well-being I’ll tell him I don’t want to see him anymore and he’ll understand. He’s a big boy he’ll be fine and I’m a big girl I know what’s best for me.
“I’m not seeing him again,” I say out loud so I can hear it
“What do you need?” Gabe says to me “What do you mean?” I ask him standing up from my living room sofa, he’s sitting opposite me in my house. I feel uneasy, him in my house is bad. He’s too relaxed and at ease in my domain, while I feel out of my element. He has his long legs spread out in front of him, his arms open on the arms of the sofa. He has a warm smile on his face, he’s so inviting. I look at his casual dress so opposite to the other night. He’s wearing sweats and he’s barefoot. I have a thing about shoes in my house. “You need something, something I can help you with. You just have to tell me what you need and I will oblige you” he says a knowing look on his face. My body warms up at his words. My pussy spasms and he smiles full. His eyes trail to my now hard nipples, I cover them with my arms and sit back down. “I’m good,” I say and look away. “Why are you fighting this? You want me and I am fucking burning for you. Why are you denying the best thing that will ever happe
I resist the urge to look back to see if he left. I walk straight into the living room where Ramie is staring at my brother and Gabriel. “Ramie you remember my brother Zan” I say to her and my brother who is so occupied with making himself a plate of food he didn’t even notice her. And the fact that she went deathly silent since he knocked on the door is unsettling to say the least. What’s up with her, she’s on edge and I don’t appreciate the fact that she brought that energy into my space . And Zan brought Gabriel’s energy into my space as well. As if having him in my dreams is not enough. “Oh, sorry we didn’t see you there. I get like this when my sister cooks. She does it so rarely that when she does people fall over themselves to get a bite.” Zan says walking toward Ramie to shake her hand. “Believe me I know about Ryan’s cooking skills, we used to pay her to cook for us in school. I’m here for the food too” she says smiling at me, I smile back confused by her behavior; my int
The warm bath water soothes my bones, I lay my head back on the tub and close my eyes. I feel the stress of the day ease away. Between Ramie acting all weird and my brother showing up unannounced with Gabriel; I’m in need of a good recharge. “Some sex would be great” the instant I say that Gabriel pops into my mind. My eyes pop open and I stand up. I get busy with letting the water out of the tub and quickly tidying the bathroom before my body completely dries. Then I move to my bedroom and get to applying my scented body oil. I love the soothing smell of lavender. I slowly apply the oil, enjoying the feeling of it slide over my skin. I allow myself to imagine it’s someone else rubbing the oil on my now over sensitive skin. My pussy twitches at the thought of Gabriel touching me. I slip my hand between my legs and I’m so wet. I start to rub my clit in slow circles and slowly move my two fingers inside when my phones rings. I try to ignore it and continue, I fuck my pussy with my fi
“I don’t think we should do this” Ryan says suddenly. I takes a deep breath and look at her. Her words are like a cold shower, but I’m still hard as a rock so I sit to gather my thoughts. I’m silent, I don’t know what happened because one moment she’s sucking my tongue like it’s her life line and I can almost feel my cock claim her wet pussy then boom she says this. My hands are on her perfect ass; rubbing softly. She has the type of ass people pay money for. I want to spank, bite and do incredible things to her ass. But judging by the direction of her thoughts right now all the former will remain a fantasy “Okay” I say softly, what else can I say? . “You get why we can’t right?” she asks but doesn’t get up from me and I don’t make a move to get her off. But I stop rubbing her ass. “No, I don’t” I state and fold my arms on my chest. She looks at my arms looking a little disappointed. I ignore her feelings and care about mine. She doesn’t care that she just fucking lit me up and no
You good?” my boss says from his desk. His brow is raised, he looks worried. He’s been worried about me for the past 9 days but never said anything. I guess 10 whole days is too much for him. I’ve been working nonstop since the night I slept with Gabe. I have been doing anything but think about that night. I wake up get myself ready, go to work get in my 8 hours and pretend Gabriel didn’t ravish me on my living room sofa. “I’m good” I say looking up at him briefly then go back to work. We’re planning the annual donor’s ball. Max has an education fund he heads for brilliant high school students that need bursaries to study after high school. And every year he hosts a gala dinner to celebrate the fund’s achievements and of course get people to donate more. Every year I get the honour of hosting and every year I give myself the headache to plan the best party Gauteng has ever seen. People do unspeakable things to get the ticket and this year is no any different. Only I’m different, the j
I almost lost it when Zan called to tell me Ryan had been in accident. The moment he said, all I could hear was my heart beating over time. And when I saw her laying on that hospital bed it’s like my life stopped and nothing else mattered. Seeing her cry broke my heart, she’s under my skin and when she feels pain I feel it ten times more. I knew from the day we reconnected she would turn my world upside down. I hoped I could Stay away from her but if the past week is any indication staying away from her is going to be incredibly hard. I pull up to Ryan’s apartment complex, I need to get her a change of clothes for when I pick her up later today. Fortunately, the first responders were able to retrieve her personal items from the scene. Her car is totalled but nothing else was lost. I shudder at how wrong all of this could have gone, the guy that hit her jumped a red light and slammed into her. How she got out of this with a few scratches is beyond me. And of course, Zan is manic, he’s
I wake up with a startle, my heart is beating so fast I place my hand on my chest to calm myself. I was dreaming about the accident, only this time I got hurt so bad. I look around the room trying to figure out where I am. The last thing I remember is Gabriel picking me up from the hospital, the rest is nothing. I lay in the bed for a few minutes waiting for my heart beat to back to normal. I take my surroundings in, the big king size bed. All the white linen and the royal blue headboard. The room is painted in a faded blue or is it green? I don’t know what colour it is but it’s calming. The floor to ceiling windows have white drapes and the is huge. In front of the bed is a fireplace and to the left of the fire place is a sitting area with books on a side table. To the right of the fireplace is a door, I look at it wondering if it’s the bathroom. I need to go and I’m hungry. I haven’t had anything to eat since lunch yesterday. The hospital food was bad. I only ate the fruit and now m
Ryan is sitting across from me in my living room. If you had told me this would happen a week ago I would have probably punched you in the face. The pain of her kicking me out still lingers, two minutes before she said those words I was deep inside her wet, tight pussy. My cock hardens at the thought. She moves uncomfortably in her seat, I realize I’m staring at her. I look away, I don’t want to feel like she’s not welcome or safe here. “How do you feel” I say breaking the silence. “I feel so much better, the pain killers are really helping me with the body pains.” she says smiling slightly. “You look better” I say looking at her thinking of last night. My heart skips at the memory of the look on her face when she saw me. The pain that was all over her face and the fact that she was relieved to see me showed how scared she was. “I had a rough night, again thank you for being there for me. I really do appreciate you for that” she says looking sad again I hate when she feels sad, I