By the time the sunsets and the moon takes her place, illuminating the sky in all her natural splendour.
I am drunk.
No, scratch that.
I am shitfaced.
Sitting at the bar nestling a glass of whiskey.
My mind is clouded by waves of fog from the alcohol I've consumed, blocking out all the emotions that are screaming in my head.
I lick my lips, taking another sip from my glass, finishing the last mouthful. I savour the feeling of the amber liquid as it glides down the back of my throat, setting fire to every inch of my body it caresses and I feel my body go lax with ease.
Men in pricey tailor suits crowd the bar. Cigars are heavily being smoked as a powerful aromatic scent lingers in the air.
I look down at my hands, turning them over as I inspect my wrists for any bruises. The safety of my home at the mansion is shattered. Toxic fear engulfs me as I press the screams that want to be heard back down.
I am alone.
I have nowhere to go and the thought of being alone scares the shit out of me.
"I'll have a Guinness." A rich deep voice cuts through my train of thought.
I turn my head to the side, taking in the hottest man my eyes have ever laid upon. He casts me a sidelong glance and my breath catches when our eyes collide.
Emerald green eyes with flecks of amber have never looked so smouldering hot up until now. Fire licks my skin as I feel his gaze sweep over me.
"Are you here alone?"
He has an accent that makes him even more alluring, his voice is deep, dominant and downright fucking sexy.
Fuck me!
My conscience screams.
I lick my lips, my eyes devouring him. "Yes," I say breathlessly.
A singular word reply is all I am capable of.
However, it is precisely that singular word that has the potential to get me in a whole new world of trouble.
I quickly realise that the longer he stares at me, he makes me nervous with the possibility of spending another minute in his company. I swallow the small murmurs of my body yielding to the electrifying sparks coursing through my veins as his hand brushes against mine.
A lopsided smirk spreads across his face. "Mind if I join you?"
I scoff, 'Sure if you have a death wish.' I think to myself.
But then I remember that the Esposito family wouldn't dare step foot in an Irish bar.
"Bad blood." Ace would mutter every time we'd walk or drive past the building.
"What, no pretty lady or a group of friends waiting for you?" I give him a challenging look.
(No) "Hayir, my friends will just have to entertain themselves without my presence." He flicks me a cheeky wink, eliciting a smirk from me.
I bite the corner of my lower lip.
I'm free from Ace.
But I'll never truly be free of him until I remove his scent and touch from my body. I allow my eyes to drink him in even further and I conclude that he'll just have to do.
I mean, he looks like he knows how to fuck. A man dressed in a three-piece tailor suit with looks that could kill any red-blooded woman can get all the pussy he wants, whenever he needs it.
Yes, this man definitely knows how to fuck.
I tuck a loose strand of hair behind my ear and peer up at him.
"I have a better idea." I stand and tiptoe, leaning into him. "How about we get out of here and get to know one another on a more intimate level?" I purr, allowing my hot breath to fan the shell of his ear.
I pull back, praying to the Gods to let this man be crazy enough to agree.
He stares back at me through narrowed eyes in utter silence and I slowly start to cower under his intense gaze.
"I don't usually fuck women I meet within the first five minutes. But something about you intrigues me and your innocence is making my cock hard as a rock." His voice is raspy as a pussy purring grin touches his eyes.
"I must warn you, kedi yavrusu." (Kitten) He takes ahold of my hand and places it over his groin.
I gasp. His hard cock twitches beneath my hand and I fear that he may be too much for me to handle.
"After tonight you'll be begging for more. I'll ruin for any other man but one taste is all you'll ever get."
"One taste?" I ask breathlessly.
(Yes) "Evet, I never fuck the same women twice." He growls and I liquefy in his presence.
"One taste is all I need."
One taste should be sufficient to ignite my body and extinguish Ace's touch for all eternity. A night of steamy licentious escapades is a risk I am willing to accept in order to accomplish that.
I stand by the bed with my head bowed.
Keeping my attention to the floor as the alcohol-infused haze slowly starts to lift. My jaw clenches and the longer I am in the presence of this man, the more I begin to question my motives.
He has three rules:
No names are to be exchanged.
No personal details are to be told.
And.
No crying or begging for more than I can handle is allowed.
His expensive leather shoes come into my line of vision. His fingertips grip my chin, forcing me to meet his gaze. "Tonight your orgasms and cries of pleasure belong to me. If you make a move to touch yourself without my permission I will spank that ripe little pussy of yours until you beg me to let you cum."
I yank my chin from his grip.
He is staking his claim and I feel my pussy walls clench with anticipation.
"Tonight I offer myself freely to you. But in return, all I ask is that you don't stain my skin with a vicious dominance that will scar me for life."
I am hit with a wave of anxiety as I think of the vicious dominance Ace holds over me in the bedroom. Marking my skin with heinous bruises and crippling my body with aches that last for days.
His hands skim the sides of my arms, "I'm a generous lover, kedi yavrusu (kitten). The only vicious thing I plan on doing to you is imprinting this night in the back of your head forever." He says hoarsely.
He picks me up, bridal style. Positioning me on the edge of the bed as he removes my shoes and clothes from my body. I sit bare naked before him and as his greedy eyes feast upon me, he mutters.
"Bir tat asla yeterli olmayabilir."
(One taste may never be enough.)
"SHIIT!" I groan, resting the back of my hand on my head in the hopes that the hammering will soon subside as I continue to wake up. I squirm myself up against the headboard, prying one eyelid open, the sun's harsh rays glittering into the room. I pry the other eyelid open, looking down at the man stretched across the bed, his forearm covers his eyes and a cotton sheet conceals his manhood. I bite my lower lip as I let my eyes unashamedly consume him and I reach out, cautiously raising the sheet as I take a peek inside. My inner goddess cries her gratitude. I press my legs shut, suppressing the yearning that makes me want to ride him like a demented zombie hooker. I brush my finger across his cock. It jerks and slowly begins to rise as if to give me a standing ovation. I gasp when his hand grips my wrist tightly like wildfire bands. When I attempt to withdraw from his touch, he sits upright and glances at me with a
I consider retaliating, but as my gaze darts between the three of them, I realise I am outnumbered. I want to scream and yell, but all that comes out is a muffled whimper.My attention is drawn to the knife. That fucking knife, it, has the potential to kill me; it gleams, casting hues of light on the brick walls, and its jagged edge scares the living daylights out of me. The first tall, lean guy with a mean-looking tattoo on his neck approaches me, his eyes heavy on my breasts as my chest rises and falls in fear.I cock my head, gazing upward at the helpless sky, then down into the alley's darkness and beyond these goons. There is no sign of help, I am alone, and perhaps if I beg, they will feel sorry for me and release me."Please," I plead. "You don't have to do this; I'm broke," I tell them honestly.As I continue to plead, acting like a frightened kitten, they laugh at me, their repulsive laughter breaking the atmosphere's silence,"You're fuck
I step out of the shower, wrap the towel around my body, and notice the room is foggy. I turn on the fan and wait for the fog to dissipate, killing time before I am forced to pay the price of returning to this hellhole. I sigh, my gaze is drawn to the white little dress with a thin lacy thong that Ace has left on the basin sink for me. I pat myself dry, my legs aching from running, and pull the dress over my torso, wincing as it comes into contact with the cut on my arm. I turn my head to look down at the long, bloody scar on my porcelain skin and blow on it. I wince, fighting back the tears that are threatening to fall; just because I understand why I'm being forced to wear this dress, which wraps around my body like a second skin and leaves little to the imagination, does not mean I'm thrilled. I stare back at myself, after wiping the cloudy mirror with my shaking hand, the young carefree woman with so much ambition has vanished. Allowing tears to w
I turn to face Trent. "Why?" I dared to ask him, striving to keep my voice firm and strong. "Why am I being forced to spread my legs in front of you bastards?" I cross my arms in a defiant stance.His face contorts into an asymmetrical smirk. "Because it makes my dick ultra-hard and because, well..." He reaches out, playing with the tips of my wet hair between his fingers. "I said so and whatever I say in this house is law."I chew on the inside of my corner top lip, scanning the room, looking at the sick pricks with their hands on their crotches before my gaze lands on his. "Have you considered seeking professional help? You're a fucking perve."He chuckles, "You have no idea," he winks at me, extending his hand for me to take."I'm not going to give you the satisfaction of humiliating me." I hiss as I brush past him and climb onto the table without any help.Wriggling my skirt up to my hips, I shut my eyes and spread my legs wide open for them to
Six weeks later... "Do it, tesoro, (Treasure)" Ace snarls, and I shake my head with dread. "Now!" He expresses quietly as he tries to dissuade the salesman from pressing the large, rounded red button beneath the glass display cabinets, which would alert the police. My rapid breathing causes the visor of my helmet to fog up, obscuring my vision and the extra padding inside impairs my hearing. My gaze flits between the store's entrance door and Ace, who is pointing a gun at the elderly salesman, who has his hands covering his head and his body trembles. I gulp and raise the hammer above my head; a breath later, I let it slip between my fingers, watching as it shatters the glass window on the stand and I turn my head away due to shards of glass flying through the air. I reach inside the display cabinet, picking out the large pieces of glass, trying not to slice my fingers through my gloves and stuff as much jewellery as I can into the pillowcase within o
A few agonising weeks later..... BAAAANNNGG!!!! The furious crackling sound rips through the room, and I watch as the man who stood before me, pleading for mercy on his soul, collapses to the ground. The office doors burst open, men flood in one by one, angry expressions marring their features. When I turn to face them, the gun I'm holding slips from my grasp due to my trembling fingers, landing with an echoing thud on the floorboards. I raise my hands, covering my mouth as I try to muffle my cries of shock, and I turn back around to face the poor man I've just killed. His lifeless blue eyes peering back at me, his face contorted with a pleading expression and blood pooling around his head. My heinous crime is on full display in front of Trent's army of goons. "I...I..I. you." I stammer, my eyes overflowing with tears as I look at Trent. "Indeed, Mila, the gun was loaded, and you have just assassinated th
Five days later... With my anxiety taking over, I am powerless to keep my nails from digging into the wooden armrests of my chair, small splinters embedding themselves deeply beneath my nails as I loudly swallow back the nausea that has been coaxing the back of my throat for several weeks and my focus is solely on the man sitting in front of me. "You are, in fact, pregnant, Ms Starkk." As he examines my file, the doctor makes an announcement. "P..pre.." I stutter, the words refusing to leave my lips as my body begins to burn up. "Yes, pregnant," he says, looking at me through his concerned hazel green eyes as he slides his pair of glasses down the bridge of his nose. "I...I..I. Shiiit..." I mutter, removing my hands from the chair, I grip my purse violently that lays on my knees, turning my knuckles white as I try to figure out what I'm going to do. "With the information you have given us, you're about twelve weeks
Twenty-Four Weeks Pregnant...I look down at my swelling belly, which is about the size of a well-inflated basketball, and I allow my hands to rub across the surface of my abdomen, where I can feel my baby's small movements beneath my fingertips."What's taking them so long?" Ace mutters as he examines his watch, his brows furrowed with impatience as he glares at the door every few seconds."We literally just walked into the room." I scowl at him with annoyance and roll my eyes heavenward; his attitude has really started to get on my nerves lately and the last thing I want is for him to sit here whining like a three-year child.I was practically begging him not to come with me this morning before we left the Mansion, I just really wanted some peace and harmony and after listening to him bitch most of the night about chaperoning me to another appointment had me screaming inwardly as I pictured myself tearing out my hair. The appointments appear to be too time-consuming for him when he