Chapter 39

“I do have siblings and my mom’s a nurse. I love them but sometimes I feel like ringing their necks. And we talked babies because it seemed to be the topic which relaxed you.”

I shook my head. “Relaxed, I don’t think so. I’m scared out of my mind when I think about it.”

“Motherhood will be a challenge but you’ll manage.” He gave my hand a tight squeeze.

I looked at him, envious of his oblivion. I wished that motherhood was the fear I was talking about. I was scared I wouldn’t be able to experience it because I died or they died or I’d have to give them up for adoption.

“You sound so sure of me.”

“Of course I am. You’ve been through so much and you are still standing. You are talented and caring. And you’ll be the coolest mom ever!”

I gave him a weak smile. “Mom’s aren’t supposed to be cool.”

“You wi