“What do you mean, what was I doing? You should watch where you drive” I replied as a reflex, more because I didn’t have anything to say than because it was the truth.
I knew it wasn’t anywhere close to the truth and the accident was more or less my fault. I hadn’t been looking when I’d crossed the street; I’d been too focused on my goal.
“Watch my driving? Watch your mouth. If I hadn’t been so careful, you wouldn’t be alive right now!” He threw back and then held out his hand to help me up, “Come on,” he said, his tone commanding.
The adrenaline was pumping in my body and I tried to get up on my own, rejecting his hand.
How could he shout at me and then expect me to gratefully accept his help?
But as soon as I leaned on my right leg, there was a lightning bolt of pain that went right up to my thigh and I let out a shout, falling back to the ground again.
“I told you to let me help you!” The guy shouted at me, “God, I’m already late and now this… Shit, your knee is bleeding and I doubt you can stand up on your own, you probably fell on this leg when you decided to kill yourself using my car.”
“Can you stop shouting at me? Please?” My voice cracked on the last word. My eyes filled with tears as pain lanced through my leg and I surveyed my pathetic predicament.
I was sprawled on the ground, bleeding, my leg busted and late for class with no way of arriving on time. Or at all for that matter.
I reached for my phone only to remember that it was dead. My life right now looked so sad, I wanted to laugh in hysterics.
I looked around me and decided on humble pie, “Can you help me up to the sidewalk; I can take it from there.” I muttered.
“You need to see a doctor, you’re bleeding.” He replied.
“It’s just a scratch, I’ll handle it. Just help me to the sidewalk and you can leave.” I said pointedly.
The guy sighed, leaned down and gave me a hand. I took his hand and tried to stand up. A stab of pain shot through me as I stood up and started walking towards the sidewalk with the help of the stranger.
His car was idling right where he’d left it when he’d screeched to a halt and as we reached the sidewalk, and I hurriedly said, “Thank you for the help. Listen? I’m sorry, I know I was wrong. I was running and I was late. I just said what I said because you made me mad. You probably saved my life”
His hands left me and I precariously stood on the sidewalk and I looked up at him for the first time.
He had beautiful eyes, grey…like the sky before a storm. He narrowed his eyes as if he didn’t believe I was apologizing for my mistake.
“Just make sure you tie your sneakers next time and look both ways before crossing the street.” He shot a telling look towards my shoes and told me off like a child and turned to go back to his car.
I looked down and saw that my laces were undone. Shit. I felt so immature right now, immature and embarrassed.
I turned away too, now annoyed at myself that I’d apologized to him. Some people just couldn’t take an apology graciously, I thought as I tried to put one foot in front of the other and make my way to the college campus.
I groaned as pain lanced through me again. I looked around for a familiar face and wished I’d had enough sense to charge my phone last night. As it was, I could call no one. I would have to make my way to the campus alone.
Class would already be over, by the time I would get there, I thought as I slowly tried to put one foot in front of the other. Maybe I should turn back and head home to ice my leg.
I let out a groan as I moved too fast and following a stab of pain, my legs started shaking…
I was fully expecting to fall down on my butt again.
I shot out a hand to catch my fall but..
Strong arms caught me just in time and I was lifted up like I weighed nothing.
“Up you go,” he said and I looked up again into the eyes of the stranger whose car had almost run over me.
Again.
How did he get back here so fast?
He turned around, facing ahead and started walking with me up in his arms, as if it was something normal he did every day. Running over random women and then picking them up in his arms as if they weighed no more than a grocery bag.
Although you wouldn’t hold a grocery bag quite so closely, I thought.
I took a deep breath, he smelled so good, his scent was all around me, a cloud of him and this was the excuse I had for not even putting up a token protest at being picked up and handled like that.
I regained my senses just as he started to deposit me in his car.
“Hey, what the..where are you..I don’t want to get in your car.” I finished as he put me down in the seat very gently and then slammed the door.
“Don’t touch that door,” He warned me as I moved to open the door and get out.
He handed me my bag pack and said, “You’re in no condition to run and I can just bring you back again.”
Following that, he gunned the engine and we sped away from the scene of the crime.
“What?” I looked at her in confusion, had she just said what I thought she’d said? “An arranged marriage? What do you mean an arranged marriage?”“Just what you heard!” Mari replied and sped up as we got near her place.I was struck dumb as I put aside all my problems to focus on Mari’s problem, an arranged marriage in this age? What were her parents thinking?“But Mari, we’re not in the dark ages anymore.. maybe you misunderstood your parents..” I said hesitantly as she parked her car.She gave me a murderous look and without saying a word, banged out of the car. I winced and slowly got out thinking about the huge bombshell she had dropped on me.Mari was like a free bird, not ruled by anything, fears or uncertainties. She had always lived a charmed, cushioned life, never faced any problems or gone through any tragedies as I had and so she had flourished.I had never be
It was Baron. I heaved out a sigh of relief as I saw Baron hesitantly come into the room.Damien tilted his head and just stared at Baron and no joke, he looked scary.Poor Baron just stared at me and Damien and then back at me. I tried not to fidget or fix my clothes but it was hard with the silence.I guess Baron was waiting for me to speak but I refused to say anything because he had no right to come barging in here like this and I was pretty sure he had come here to check on me. he didn’t have a good reason for this interruption.I hadn’t wanted this interruption; I had wanted to be kissed by Damien instead. To be taken by him against the door. I felt hot just thinking about him and me in here, on his desk, on the chair, on the sofa.“Yes? How can I help you today Mr. Hoffman,” Damien asked him finally as Baron said nothing and the silence continued to lengthen.“I..I came here to talk to Seline, I mean info
I watched Seline walk away from me and after Professor Flynn and I was afraid for her. What if I had put her in trouble because of my stupid attempt at taking her out of the class.Shit. I thought and followed behind her maintaining a distance so I would know which office they were heading to.Both of them entered the room and the door closed. Seline had looked remarkably calm and even as if she had been expecting the professor to call her out.But Seline was too good, she probably thought she really had made a mistake by disturbing his class.The prick.Why did he have to act so high and mighty as if what he taught was so fucking important to our lives. Who even needed his advice on running a business? He just liked to brag about how much of a big hotshot CEO he was. If he was such a big thing, why was he teaching?Huh, I could brag about my family business better than him and I hadn’t ever even spent a day working there.It wa
Class was almost over and the lecture was finished. Some of the students had already left but a few of the girls had gathered around Damien. Now I could see what Mari had meant when she’d said that most of the girls had a crush on the new professor.Well obviously, he was hot as hell. That’s how he had fooled me as well.Oh God, I was dating a professor and it was a secret relationship.How had I gotten into this mess?Shit..Could I tell my friends?I didn’t know, I needed to talk to him first.Mari hadn’t noticed anything strange about me but she had been a bit distracted by a call she had received from her mother and had rushed out right after class to talk to her. I wondered if everything was alright.“So why does he want to see you?” Baron asked me gesturing at Damien who was still surrounded by his fandom.I shrugged, “I don’t know, might be because I didn’t att
I was equal parts angry and shocked, unable to decide if I should keep staring at him or to look down at my notebook. I didn’t even know what Damien was teaching, I was so confused.Whenever I looked at him, I kept looking until I had to tell myself to stop. It felt strange to watch him talk to the class and know that I had kissed those lips, those hands had pulled me closer.It made class so distracting.I didn’t know how to behave, how to sit, how to write..I didn’t remember ever being this nervous before.But in all of this, Damien was calm cool and collected. It should have affected him too, I thought irritably. My being in the room should affect him too.I was glad I wasn’t sitting next to Mari today, she was at the other end of the aisle and we hadn’t been able to get seats together because of the stunt I’d pulled midway.Baron wasn’t as in tune with my feelings as Mari and he merely th
I turned back the way I had come in and slammed right into Mari.“Whoa, what’s wrong Seline?” she caught my arms and steadied me before I could move past her and out the door.I couldn’t think clearly, “I..need to go out Mari, to the bathroom, I forgot something.”“You forgot something in the bathroom?” Mari asked me as I moved past her but I didn’t answer. My head was spinning as I took deep breaths to think clearly.Back in the hallway leading towards the classes, I tried to make sense of my reality.Damien?Damien was my professor? He was the new professor? How was that possible?How? And why hadn’t he said anything?Suddenly I remembered his words in the text, ‘See you in the morning.’ and then his words last night, that I’d find out tomorrow whether or not he told me.This is what he meant.THIS IS WHAT HE MEANT?!I suddenly