LOGINProfessor Alexis Wolfe knows better than to want his student, but Dorian Vega, the handsome rebel dark haired student. One stolen kiss turns into a reckless obsession and he can’t deny the pull between them. But when his wife Julien catches him in a lie, he realizes that sin is sweet, and secrets are even deadlier. What began as a forbidden attraction soon unravels into a game of power, deceit, and dangerous seduction. Soon, anonymous emails begin flooding Alexis’s inbox—each signed only with an “L.” They mention private memories he’s never shared, the scent of his cologne, the words he once whispered to someone long gone. At first, he thinks it’s blackmail. But the tone is too intimate, too knowing. Then one message arrives with a photo: a hand on his shoulder in a mirror, a hand that isn’t there when he turns around.
View More“So, Professor Wolfe, are you saying that desire is only powerful when it is denied?”
I kept my head down, doing my best to concentrate on the words in the open book before me. Maybe if I ignored him, he’d forget about the question.
I had no such luck.
“Professor Wolfe? I asked a question.”
I knew the voice before I even looked up. It belonged to Dorian Vega.
He sat at the back row like it was his throne with one arm stretched out on the chair beside him while his long legs were spread shamelessly wide. His messy dark hair curled at his collar, as if he’d just rolled off from bed, and decided as an afterthought to attend my class.
I often wondered how he was able to make good grades while maintaining his bad boy persona. I looked up the corners of my lips turning down into a frown as I spied a girl sitting at his right ogling him.
“Mis Vnaderkamp? Can you focus? Can you answer Dorian’s question for the class?”
The red haired girl snorted. “No, I have no idea what the answer is.”
I sighed forcing my eyes to meet Dorian’s. “That’s one interpretation,” I replied, slipping the cap back onto my marker. “But not the only one. Literature frames desire as dangerous precisely because it refuses to be denied. Wanting becomes more powerful than having.”
A few students dutifully scribbled notes. Most just looked between me and him, sensing a strain that had nothing to do with Milton or Wilde.
Dorian tilted his head, his mouth curving in a half smile half-smile. “So you’re saying the chase is hotter than the catch.”
A ripple of laughter moved through the room, but he didn’t glance at them like most bad boys did to assert dominance at defying the Professor. Instead he was staring at me, and he wasn’t even blinking.
I rested a hip against the lectern, forcing myself to sound composed. “I’m saying temptation only works if there are consequences. Otherwise, it’s indulgence, and indulgence doesn’t make stories. Sin does.”
“If it’s okay with you, I’d like to discuss something that has to do with my sins to you…” The girl that had been staring at him, smiled and shook her head, agreeing with him, even if she had no idea of what he was talking about.
I opened my mouth to mutter a response, but nothing came out. I turned back to the book in front of me, refusing to think about Dorian’s hands on my lap the other day he’d been at the office.
I heard myself talking about Milton’s Paradise Lost, but my mind wasn’t there. It kept going back to the dark haired boy at the back row who kept watching me. Every time he shifted, I noticed the stretch of his arm along the desk, the lazy sprawl of his legs, the way he dragged a finger across his lower lip as if he were bored. He knew what he was doing. He was flirting with me, like he always did.
And damn me, it was working.
By the time the hour ended, my palms were damp against my notes.
“Alright,” I said briskly, clearing my throat. “That’s all for today. We’ll continue with Wilde on Thursday.”
The chatter of students as they filed out of the lecture hall, and the loud scraping of chairs was a relief to me. For the past two weeks, and after Dorian had slid his hand up my thighs in my office after I threatened to get him expelled for malpractice, he was all I could think about.
“Professor, it was a nice reply you gave to me.” Dorian walked up to me, a half smile plastered on his face.
I kept my eyes on the stack of essays in front of me, pretending to shuffle them into order but my shaking hands betrayed me. Finally, I risked a glance up. He was perched on the edge of the front-row desk now, his arms folded across his chest. But his eyes… his eyes burned.
“You really believe that?” he asked.
I set the papers down. “Believe what?” I adjusted my tie and tipped my glass up.
“That repression makes desire stronger.” His eyes were still digging into mine.
I should have dismissed him, and I should have reminded him of professional boundaries, but instead I found myself saying something back. “I believe literature mirrors human behavior. People are drawn to what they can’t have. The forbidden isn’t just tempting but it’s irresistible.”
He smiled slowly, like I’d just confirmed a suspicion. He slid off the desk and walked toward me. By the time he reached the desk at the front of the room, my back was pressed against it, my hands flat against its edge.
Dorian leaned forward, his palms braced on either side of me. He was taller than I had realized. For some reason, I noticed the slight brush of his sleeve against my arm like it was all playing out in slow motion.
“Mr. Vega,” I managed, clearing my throat. “You’re treading dangerous ground.”
“Dangerous,” he repeated, cocking his head to the side as he observed me. I watched his stare dip to my lips, and for a moment it felt like the air was knocked out of me. “So you admit it?”
“Why does he make me feel tihis way, damn it.” I muttered under my breath. I swallowed hard, assaulted by the sweet smell of him. Spicy and a hint of musk. My chest rose and fell a little too quickly. “You should leave,” I said, but it came out weaker than I intended.
He leaned closer, until his breath danced on my ear and I could feel his lip against my skin. “You talk about forbidden desire like you’ve never tasted it.”
“Wha…what do you mean?” I replied in the same breath. I enjoyed the sound of his voice as it sent hot shivers through me.
“You want me, Professor Wolfe. I can feel it.” I felt his hand roaming on my lap, and I swallowed again. He didn’t stop even when I moved away.
But before I could gather a reply, he pushed off the desk and slung his bag over one shoulder. I almost groaned out loud as he pulled away from me. I felt my dick jerk inside my pants. He affected me in ways I had no control over.
“See you tomorrow, Professor.” I watched him as he headed to the door while I struggled to pull myself together. I adjusted my tie again, and played with my left cufflink. He was halfway out of the door when he glanced back at me, that damned smirk playing on his lips. “Professor Wolfe?”
“What is it, Mr Vega?” I heard myself ask, the sound of my voice feeling foreign to my ears.
“Say hi to your Wife for me, Will you?”
The first month after my resignation was harder than I expected.Not financially, I had savings, and freelance editing work trickled in. But emotionally, I was unmoored. For ten years, my identity had been "Professor Wolfe." Now I was just Alexis, unemployed and living with a college student.I tried writing. Started a novel about academia and forbidden love, then deleted it when it felt too self-indulgent. Pitched essays to literary magazines and got polite rejections.Dorian had summer classes. He'd leave in the morning while I was still in bed, come home to find me in the same spot on the couch, laptop open but blank."You're depressed," he said one evening, setting down groceries."I'm adjusting.""You're depressed. There's a difference." He sat beside me. "Have you left the apartment today?""I went to get coffee.""The coffee maker is ten feet away.""Outside coffee. At the cafe.""When?"I didn't answer.He sighed. "You need structure. Purpose. Something other than staring at a
My mother showed up at my dorm three days later.I opened the door to find her standing there, face tight with fury."Mom....."She slapped me.The crack echoed in the hallway. My cheek burned."How could you?" Her voice shook. "Julie is family. She trusted you. Loved you like a son.""Can we do this inside?" I glanced around. Students were staring.She pushed past me into the room. My roommate took one look and fled."Do you have any idea what you've done?" She paced, hands clenched. "Julie is devastated. Her marriage is destroyed. And for what? Some crush on your professor?""It's not a crush.""Oh, please. You're nineteen years old. You don't know what love is.""I know what I feel.""You feel infatuated. With a man twice your age. A married man. Your aunt's husband." She spun to face me. "What's wrong with you?""Nothing is wrong with me. I fell in love. It happens.""Not like this. Not with someone so inappropriate.""He's getting divorced. We're both adults. There's nothing inap
The meeting with the Dean was scheduled for Monday morning.I spent the weekend preparing—gathering emails, reviewing university policy, consulting with a lawyer Dorian had somehow convinced me to hire."Even if nothing happened, you need representation," she'd said. Miranda Chen, sharp-eyed and no-nonsense. "Universities panic over these situations. They'll want to make an example."She was right.Monday arrived too quickly. I dressed carefully, suit, tie, the armor of professionalism. Dorian wanted to come with me."Absolutely not," I said."I should be there. I'm involved.""Which is exactly why you can't be there. It looks worse if we show up together."He hated it, but he understood.The Dean's office was on the third floor of the administration building. I'd been there dozens of times for faculty meetings, budget discussions, tenure reviews. Never like this.Dean Morrison sat behind her desk, flanked by two people I didn't recognize. HR representatives, probably."Professor Wolf
I woke to Dorian's phone buzzing relentlessly on the nightstand.He groaned, reaching for it, then froze when he saw the screen. "Shit.""What?""Aunt Julie called my mom." He showed me the notifications. Twenty-three missed calls now. Dozens of texts. "My entire family knows."My stomach dropped. "What do the texts say?"He scrolled through, face paling. "That I seduced you. That I'm destroying your marriage. That I......" He stopped. "They're not nice.""Let me see."He handed me the phone. I read through the messages, each one worse than the last.How could you do this to Julie?He's MARRIED. What's wrong with you?You should be ashamed of yourself.Stay away from him or I'm calling the university."Jesus," I muttered."My mom's is the worst." He pointed to a paragraph-long text. "She says I'm disgusting. That I've always been selfish and now I'm proving it. That Julie is like a sister to her and I betrayed the whole family.""I'm sorry.""Don't be. This isn't your fault." He took






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